#disordered eating

It is really embarrassing that I stop eating when I get stressed. Like a snake or a fancy fish. My body senses I’m struggling and it is like “You know what would make you feel worse? Low blood sugar. Food repulses you now. Starve and die or spend 45 minutes trying to make yourself eat a bagel.” This especially sucks because I have severe social anxiety so I’ll be out to dinner with friends fighting for my life trying to look like I’m enjoying the meal. Or annoy everybody by just ordering a water.

Most descriptions and art of John have him super skinny, especially with the parallels between him and eating disorders later in the series, so I just like to think about him Somewhere Else, finally able to relax, putting on weight. And Martin is ecstatic about it because he’s finally eating enough and it shows that he’s actually taking care of himself! So yeah, in conclusion, fat John and Martin <3

concept where Zoro notices Sanji barely eats during meals he makes for everyone so he just starts making (terrible) separate meals for Sanji that he can't refuse without wasting them until Sanji is bullied into eating his own actually good food to fend off Zoro's nightmare cooking

atp I’m afraid we’re watching Ariana Grande go the way of Karen Carpenter. I know I made that post expressing frustration with the danger caused by the mummified celebrity Ozempic epidemic but I’m worried about her as a person…

"I couldn't actually believe how much spaghetti he ate." I can. If you've fucking deprived yourself of carbs for a long enough time and then for the first time in ages you have an Excuse (because you need an excuse) to eat the forbidden carbs, and you and your body both genuinely believe carbs are scarce, that you can't know when you will get to eat carbs again, you bet your fucking ass you can put away five plates it's called reactive binge-eating ffs oh my God. Oh my God. We need to nuke Hollywood.

Something that I wished we talked more about is that some people who recover from eating disorders will become fat. Some people’s bodies will just naturally be a bit bigger, especially after the stress of a lifetime of disordered eating. Weight gain is value neutral and often a part of recovery, and you cannot be fatphobic without directly advocating against people recovering.