#marymakesposts

life only gets better.

Oh God I wish I was as curious and daring as Mary...and fabulous and perfect and all the things you probably aren't.

You deserve the moon & the stars and I'm just one of those planets people don't remember. **

I am so sick of everyone throwing so much shit on Christians. News flash world! Not EVERY Christian hates gay people. I’m the exact opposite. I fucking love Jesus and I fucking love gay people. So can you just sit down and breathe. I’m here to love people that’s what I do best. Uuuh I’m sorry people are judgmental and mean. That’s life. Not everyone excepts everyone. Life is full of shit. But not every Christian hates gay people. So if you could all just take a deep breath and let that sink in. Don’t believe me? We’ll sweet heart your looking at one. I’m livid. We are fearfully and wonderfully made. Yeah the bible says that. We. As in all of us babe. Its 3 am. Someone take my phone from me.

I hate the heat. I have to wear shorts and short sleeves. Its hot and muggy. Why do people like this season? Yes,the beach is nice..but the fall is so much more intimate of a season. You get to wear jeans and long sleeves. There is no sand in your shorts. There is no sand in your hair. Mother of God. Wake me up when august ends. I’m tired of popsicles just give me the tea and granola. (Granola has nothing to do with fall I just like granola a lot. ) This was a rant I’m not proud of. I’ll just keep it in my journal for now.

I spend too much time on the pool deck staring at the dark waters, feeling the bay breeze and just sitting there emotionless. The nights here are lonely and the day just feels dark. Its sad isn’t it? Picture yourself for a second. Maybe one day I’ll just jump in the bay but I will need the strength to back on land. Right now - it just doesn’t feel worth it. So maybe I’ll just ..sink. Lifeguard off duty —

That's exactly it.