Spiderwebs
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female!Reader
Word Count: ~1.5k
Warnings: unrequited love angst
Summary: Steve is such a sweet guys, but there is something about him thatâs not clicking with you. You just donât feel the attraction he clearly has for you. How do you let him down gently without breaking his spirit?
Squares Filled:Â mechanic au for @marvelbingoâ
Authorâs Note: this is based on the song âspiderwebsâ by no doubt.
When you think of your parents, you think how right they are for one another. They support each other no matter what and share the love endlessly. When you think of Bucky Barnes and his girlfriend, you think that it might not last past the initial lust stage. Once that fades away, you know Bucky is going to dump her for another girl who can satisfy his needs. When you think of Steve... those feelings just arenât there. Heâs a good guy, and you love him as a friend, but all heâll ever be is a friendâŚ
But you donât think he understands that. Â Â Â
You met him through Bucky since he was the second-best car mechanic in the area. Bucky offered to look at your car for you but considering what happened last time, youâd rather go to someone that he might recommend. He accidentally broke something that wasnât broken in the first place and ended up doing more work to the car, which then turned into this whole mess. You needed work done since whatever Bucky did, didnât hold up well.
Steve has been trying to get you to go out with him ever since he met you, but there wasnât any spark between you two. Thereâs nothing wrong with him, but youâre not into guys like him. Heâs super shy, he stutters when heâs nervous, and he doesnât go for things he wants. He always asks if youâre doing alright and checks up on you which turns you off. You love a man who knows what he wants and grabs it. You would be with Bucky if you hadnât grown up with him.
Steve is so sweet and thoughtful, but you donât know how to tell him youâre just not interested.
You think that we connect That the chemistry's correct Your words walk right through my ears Presuming I like what I hear
âBucky?â you call out when you enter the back shop he owns.
Heâs doing pretty well for himself since he has at least five cars in the shop at any given time. One of them is yours, and when you spot it, you head over to see him underneath the hood with headphones in. They were so loud you could hear them where you stand, and you tried thinking of a way you could get his attention without scaring him. You reach for the toolbox in his line of view, and he jumps when he notices you standing there. He quickly takes out his headphones to greet you with a big smile.
âHey, Y/N, whatâs up? You look very nice,â he compliments with a blush.
âThanks. Um, howâs my car coming along?â
âOh, I still have maybe a couple more days still in the shop until sheâs ready to go.â
âGreat. Anything I can do to help speed up the process?â
âUnless you know how to fix the radiator, then no,â he chuckles.
âYeah, I donât know how to do that.â
âIâm glad you stopped by. I have something for you.â
âReally? You didnât have to do that,â you try to decline since you donât want to continue to lead him on.
Accepting whatever he has would mean you were encouraging him to pursue you. He waves you off and grabs a small bouquet of flowers he must have gotten before you arrived.
âOh, wow,â you trail off, accepting them.
âI didnât know your favorite kind, so I got a mix. Do you like it?â
âYeah, theyâre beautiful. Thanks, Steve.â
âItâs no problem, really,â he says, a light blush dusting over his cheeks.
âSo, my car wonât be ready until hopefully, Friday?â you ask hopefully, trying to steer the conversation back to your car.
âYeah, maybe sooner.â
âGreat. Well, I have to get going. I have Bucky waiting, and I donât want him to wait too long. Just give me a call when itâs ready, okay?â
âOh, okay. It was nice to see you,â he stutters.
He wants you to stay and hang out, but he doesn't know how to ask you. He knows youâre a busy woman, but he really wants you to stay even if itâs for a minute. However, all you do is smile and leave the place, gripping the flowers tightly in your hands.
Sorry I'm not home right now I'm walking into spiderwebs So leave a message And I'll call you back A likely story, but leave a message And I'll call you back
âSo, whatâs Sam up to these days?â you ask, stuffing your mouth with a load of Chinese food.
Bucky was sleeping over at your place since he needed to be up super early, and your place is a lot closer to his work than he is. You donât mind, you really like his company.
âHe and Sharon are going to try for a baby. Thatâs cool, I guess.â
âReally? That's awesome! Theyâve been trying for what, almost a year?â
âYeah, I really hope this time it sticks because I want a niece or nephew to spoil,â he chuckles.
âEver think about settling down and having your own kids?â
âNah, Iâm having too much fun,â he laughs.
Just then, your landline starts ringing, and one look at the caller ID makes your eyes roll in annoyance. Steve is calling yet again, but you decide to let your machine pick it up. You really donât have anything against him, but the more he calls and tries to get with you, the more you donât like him. Heâs a damn good mechanic, but youâre not into him at all. You feel so bad for treating him this way, but he's been really clingy lately, and thatâs not a good trait to have. The machine beeps, signalling to Steve to start recording his message.
âHey, Y/N, itâs me, Steve. I just wanted to let you know that your car is ready. I donât know when you want to pick it up, but you can call me when you get this, and weâll set a date. N-not like an actual date, b-but⌠anyway, Iâd really like to see you again so call me when you get this, please. Itâs Steve. Okay, bye.â
âStill dodging his calls?â Bucky chuckles.
âI donât know what to do, Buck. He keeps calling me and tells me Iâm pretty and gives me flowers, and I donât know how to tell him Iâm not interested.â
âWhatever you decide to do, donât lead him on. Steve's a good guy, and he can spend his energy on someone else. You have to tell him.â
âI know, but how? Itâll break his heart.â
âYeah, but he can start to move on. Heâs a big boy, he can handle himself.â
âI sure hope youâre right,â you sigh and shove another mouthful of food onto your mouth.
And now I'm stuck in the web You're spinning You've got me for your prey
âSteve?â you call out when you enter the shop the next day.
âBack here!â he responds.
You head towards the back of his shop to see him closing your hood. He wipes off the dust on his jeans and smiles once he sees you.
âIs she ready?â
âAll done! You know, Iâm going to miss working on her because now you wonât come around here anymore. Unless you ever want to hang out with me,â he suggests in a hopeful tone.
âHow much do I owe you?â you try to keep the conversation on the car and only on it.
âOh, thatâll be $250. Bucky provided the rest since he felt bad for breaking it in the first place.â
âOkay, thatâs nice of him.â
âYou know, I heard this new restaurant opened up downtown, and maybe if youâre not busy tonight, we could go? They have all kinds of food, so donât worry about not liking something there.â
âHere you go,â you smile and hand him the money.
âOh, thanks,â he takes the money.
All you want to do is leave without answering him, so you grip your door handle to get inside, but youâre not fast enough.
âYou want to go with me tonight? Maybe we can take a walk in the park afterward. The weather is nice enough for it,â he asks.
You just know that if you turn to look into his eyes, you will cave in and say yes. Bucky told you not to lead him on, and thatâs exactly what youâre not going to do. Itâs not fair to him that youâre keeping him from finding someone who will love him for him. Taking a deep breath, you turn to tell him exactly that. However, when you see how bright and hopeful his eyes are, your shoulders sag slightly.
âSure. Iâd love to go,â you blurt out.
âGreat!â he says excitedly. His smile is too wide to wipe off, and all you can give him in return was a tight one. âIâll pick you up at seven. Does that work for you?â
âYeah, it does.â
âGreat! Iâll see you then!â
âCanât wait,â you say flatly.
You can already hear Bucky calling you a pussy, and you can see him shaking his head in disappointment. How were you ever going to let Steve down now without hurting his feelings and crushing his soul?
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