Chapter Summary: After dinner at Thor's Julia and Dustin leave you two alone. Things get little... warmer.
WC: 2.3k words
Warnings: Modern AU. A little bit of awkwardness. Fluff. Flirting. Kissing. Some... start of heaby petting.
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Thor was a good cook.
Scratch that — Thor was a great cook. Everything on the plate was perfectly seasoned, balanced, and it truly made you feel like you were having a fancy night out and not just a dinner at a neighbour’s house. If he hadn’t already made half a dozen impressions, this one would have stuck you to his side.
To your utter surprise, Dustin didn’t just eat all his meat and all his greens — he cleaned his plate like he’d never seen food before. Not a single broccoli floret or slice of juicy meat survived.
And somehow, he still had space for dessert.
“Did you starve him or something?” Julia asked, watching as Dustin practically skipped his way into the kitchen with his empty plate in hand, volunteering himself to help Thor with whatever dessert was waiting.
“Excuse you,” you scoffed. “I fed him all his meals today.”
Julia raised an eyebrow, smug.
“Well, now you’ve got competition. I think you’re about to lose your ‘favourite chef’ crown.”
You scowled.
“He’ll always love my food.”
She snorted.
“He might still love it, but… come on,” she gestured around the table. “He’s already his favourite man.”
You scowled, crossing your arms.
“Not like he’ll be feeding him a lot.”
“I hope everyone saved space for sorbet,” Thor announced, coming into the room with a tray in his hand.
Duz was right after him, proudly carrying the spoons.
“It’s just like ice cream, Mama,” he told you. “But it doesn’t have any cream! It’s just fruit!”
You smiled at him, looking up at Thor as he placed small bowls around the table, filled with deep red ice cream.
“Strawberry, raspberry, blueberry, and blackberry with a touch of lime,” he presented the plate. “Might be a little harder than the usual, but I didn’t want to risk adding vodka.”
“No getting the baby drunk,” Julia warned him.
“Never,” Thor agreed dramatically, hand on his heart.
Dustin distributed the spoons before climbing to his seat happily, already digging into the treat.
“Did you make this?” you looked at Thor.
“Earlier today,” he confirmed, settling into the seat beside you with a small smile. “I hope you like all-berry. It’s what Loki calls it.”
You chuckled for a moment, still looking at the scoop.
So… he cooked. He was wonderful with your kid. He was wholesome. And now he had made homemade sorbet?
That was really unfair.
“This is so good,” Dustin exclaimed from his spot, eating a big spoonful.
“Maybe take a second to actually taste it?” you suggested gently.
“I am tasting it!” he insisted, kicking his little feet happily under the table. “It tastes like red!”
Everyone at the table snorted with laughter.
By the time you were halfway through your own bowl, Dustin had leaned heavily against your arm, all warm limbs and slow blinks. When you finally set your spoon down, he was fully asleep, head tipped onto your shoulder, drool calling from the edge of his little lip.
Whether it was the late hour or a full-blown food coma, you couldn’t say. Either way, he was out cold.
“Oh, poor thing,” Thor said gently as you shifted to take him up in your arms. “He held on as long as he could.”
You smiled and kissed Dustin’s temple as he rested his head into your shoulder, all warm in your arms,
“He did,” you adjusted him.
“I can take him,” Julia offered softly.
She raised her hand to his face, brushing his hair out of the way, all soft and sweet.
“It’s fine,” you started to say, but she was already moving to help you.
“No, really,” she insisted, gently slipping her arms under him. “The night doesn’t have to be over, and I have work early in the morning anyway. Come on.”
She pulled Dustin carefully from you, and he went easily, wrapping his arms around her neck with a quiet sigh.
“Shh,” she whispered, rubbing his back, settling him.
“I can help you with the door,” Thor offered, already stepping in.
You shot Julia a look, but she just gave you one right back, cocky and knowing.
“You deserve a night of adult-only conversation,” she pointed out, all too innocently. Then, louder, “And I will take that door help, yes.”
He nodded, and you moved a little on your feet, not quite knowing what to do.
“I’ll get these into the dishwasher,” you motioned to the table.
Thor confirmed again, walking out with your sister, and you took in a deep breath, feeling your heart quickening up a bit too much in your chest.
You loaded the bowls into the dishwasher, letting the motions calm you while you waited for Thor to return, and you’d just stepped out of the kitchen when he reappeared in the living room, lips already curling into a smile when he set eyes on you.
“Delivered home safe and sound,” he reported.
“I hope it wasn’t too tiring,” you teased, trying to sound casual. “I hear it’s a long journey.”
“A whole front yard,” Thor replied with a mock-serious tone, grinning. “I might need to sit down and recover.”
You chuckled a little, shifting on your feet.
“Well, don’t pass out on me,” you said. “My CPR certificate expired, and I haven’t had time to renew it.”
Thor smirked as he stepped closer, hands slipping into his pockets, shoulders just a little too relaxed.
“I bounce back fast,” he said. “Built like a tank, remember?”
You rolled your eyes but didn’t argue. It was, unfortunately, very true.
You two stood there quietly together, because neither of you really knew what to say.
“I meant it, you know,” he said after a moment. “The thank you.”
You raised your eyebrows, tilting your head a bit, confused.
“For giving me the time,” he explained. “Letting me come back around. I know I didn’t earn any chance. But you still… opened the door.”
You swallowed, mouth parting like a response was coming, but nothing quite made it out.
“Well,” you tried, attempting some lightness, “you came in through the fence, not the door. Technically.”
That earned you a chuckle.
“Still counts,” he shrugged.
You leaned back against the counter, crossing your arms.
“You didn’t make it easy,” you reminded him. “I was mad.”
“With good reason,” Thor added quickly. “I deserved that.”
You softened a bit.
“But Dustin loves you,” you exhaled slowly. “And… well, you stuck around.”
“I love him too,” Thor said simply, and with that gentleness in his voice again. “He’s a great kid. He deserves responsible people around.”
You exhaled, nodding quietly, and he cleared his throat.
“And you do too,” he added. “You deserve that just as much. Good people. Reliable ones. Who shows up for you.”
You watched him for a moment, feeling your shoulders falling a little.
“You can stop trying to convince me to keep you around, Thor,” you gave him a little smile. “I already like you far too much.”
He raised his eyebrows, tilting his head a little.
“Too much?” he echoed.
You raised your eyebrows to him, waiting, and Thor chuckled, amused.
“Well, you know I’ve got to make up for fumbling the bag the first time,” he pointed out. “You think I don’t know the line of men that’ll show up the second you announce you're open to dating again?”
You snorted, honestly caught off guard, but he just grinned, warming to the bit.
“I’m in an extremely privileged position right now,” he said, gesturing vaguely between you. “You like me. That’s huge. I have to earn that every day now.”
You softened, shaking your head.
“I think you give me far too much credit.”
But Thor wasn’t even affected, just stepping closer to you, and his hand was warm when he took yours, engulfing it with his fingers.
“Dance with me?” he asked, voice soft.
You blinked up at him, surprised.
“Dance?” you echoed, glancing around the room without thinking. “There’s no music.”
Thor only smiled, thumb brushing over your knuckles.
“That’s an easy problem to solve.”
You chuckled, half exasperated and fully charmed.
“Come on,” he coaxed softly.
You let out a breath that was half a laugh and let him pull you to the living room, his hand warm around yours.
He didn’t let go even as he stopped to turn on the TV, scrolling through a music app. You weren’t even a little surprised to find a playlist already cued up.
“Why do I feel like you were hoping for this exact scenario?” you teased, squinting at him.
Thor gave you an unrepentant, charming grin as he pulled you closer, one hand settling gently at your waist.
“What?” he asked, all false innocence. “You think I cooked a meal specifically designed to put Duz into a food coma, assumed Julia would be the one to carry him home, and set this all up just so we’d have the house to ourselves?”
You raised an eyebrow. Thor’s grin widened, boyish and just clearly amused.
“'Cause that’s exactly what I did.”
You snorted out a laugh, but it took one look at his face for your breath to get caught in your throat at the way he looked at you, and the sound became a helpless little laugh as you looked away to try to recompose yourself.
“You’re impossible,” you mumbled, but didn’t pull away.
“And yet,” Thor hummed, moving your joined hands into place, “you’re still here.”
The music was slow and soft — Hozier, Work Song, because of course a man like Thor would know and enjoy Hozier — and it felt thick like honey as Thor started swaying, and you followed him without thinking, settling into the rhythm, his chest as close to yours as it had eve been.
You were… breathless.
“Do you dance often?” you asked, mostly to distract from the way your heart felt like it had lodged itself inside your throat since he’d pulled you close.
“Only in living rooms,” he replied, smiling down at you. “And I used to do so on rooftops, before I fell off them.”
You let out a nervous laugh, and you inhaled when you felt his chest against yours.
“This okay?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
You swallowed down, nodding, a little shaky.
Could he feel your heart through your ribs?
And his ribs.
“Yeah,” you mumbled.
He breathed in, as if he was trying hard to steady himself, and you closed your eyes for a moment, feeling his lips brushing your forehead. Thor leaned down a little more, just enough for his nose to nuzzle along your temple. His breath was warm against your skin, and you felt your whole body shiver as he took another deep breath.
“You didn’t have to do all that, you know,” you whispered, trying to keep your voice light. “Steaks and sorbet, and… Hozier.”
“I wanted to,” he mumbled back simply. “I want to do things for you.”
You tried to breathe again, really breathe, and his thumb swept gently across your knuckles as if to help you through it. Well, it didn’t! He made it even harder!
“Thor,” you whispered, voice a little hoarse.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, but he didn’t let go, eyes set on your face.
“Yeah?”
You opened your mouth and closed it again, the words just stuck somewhere between your brain, your airways and your mouth.
So you looked at him, at Thor.
Beautiful, sweet, infuriatingly kind Thor, who was great with your son and patient and brought you coffee and made you fucking sorbet and all he asked was that you danced in the living room with him, who had found space for himself not from pushing, but from slowly sneaking into your yard and making himself deeply wanted.
And he paused, face softening as his electric blue eyes set on you, reading what you couldn’t bring yourself to speak.
And he saw it.
You knew the moment he did — the way his face softened, the way his eyes went a little heavy.
Thor leaned in, slowly, carefully, giving you every chance to pull back and stop him.
And you moved closer to him, too.
His forehead rested on yours, and you felt his beard brushing your skin softly. His nose nudged yours, and his mouth was as soft when it met yours.
Warm and slow and steady and intoxicating like every bit of him.
Your hand tightened in his without even thinking, and Thor deepened the kiss by just the smallest bit, not demanding, not even certain, just…
Oh, you kissed him back.
It was hesitant at first, but you moved in too, fingers squeezing his shoulders as you raised yourself onto your tiptoes.
Thor exhaled into your lips, and the kiss broke only for a second before he pressed forward again, taking a hand to hold your face, skin warm and as it brushed yours, sweet and calm and taking all the time he could.
You kissed and kissed, and when you pulled, barely an inch between your faces, he kept his forehead to yours and his nose brushing yours.
Your lips were tingling, and your heart was pounding like it wanted to go join his in his chest as you breathed.
“You really planned this whole thing, didn’t you?” you breathed out, unable to keep yourself from smiling.
He chuckled softly, his chest shaking against yours.
“Guilty,” he confirmed in a soft voice. “But half of it was just hope.”
You chuckled softly.
Well… it worked.
“Fair,” you looked up at him.
“The good kind of fair?” Thor raised his eyebrows, mischievous.
That made you chuckle.
“Yeah,” you confirmed. “The good kind of fair.”
. . .
Next Chapter: Chapter 22: Things between you and Thor solidity. (10th of August on Tumblr/AO3)
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Summary: The first encounter between Thor and a playful goddess from another pantheon. Their meeting sparks an unexpected tension where boredom begins to turn into curiosity.
The arena still hummed with the echo of violence. Cracked stone, scorched air, the faint metallic scent of blood that even the gods could not quite ignore.
Thor stood alone, silent and unmoving. His hammer rested at his side, heavy. The fight had ended, yet the familiar emptiness returned just as quickly - victory without meaning, power without challenge.
Boring.
“…How tragic.”
The voice drifted through the air like silk over steel, echoing against the hall of Vahalla. Thor’s eyes shifted - slowly, deliberately toward the source.
You.
You leaned lazily against a fractured pillar as if this were nothing more than entertainment. Your gaze lingered on him - not fearful, not reverent but interested. A small smile curved your lips.
“You finally found someone who made your heart beat a little faster… and then he died.” Your tone wasn’t mocking. Worse, it was amused.
Thor turned fully now, gaze settling on you with quiet weight. Most would crumble under it, you didn’t even flinch. Instead, you pushed yourself off the pillar and walked toward him, slow and deliberate. Every step carried a kind of confidence that didn’t beg for attention - it owned it.
“Tell me, Thunder God…” you murmured, circling him slightly, eyes tracing the lines of his form without shame, “was it everything you hoped for?”
Thor didn’t answer immediately. His grip on Mjölnir remained loose, but something in his posture shifted - subtle, but real. “You talk too much,” he said at last, voice low and even.
You laughed softly. “And you don’t talk enough. How unfortunate - we could balance each other perfectly.” You stopped in front of him now, close enough that most would consider it reckless. Close enough that you could feel the faint heat radiating from him. Your gaze lifted to meet his.
“Or are you only interested in things you can destroy?”
Silence. Heavy. Then he breaks the silence.
“…No.” The answer was quiet, but it carried weight.
Your smile deepened, just a touch sharper now. “Oh?” you tilted your head, stepping even closer, just enough to test him. “So you can be curious.”
Thor’s eyes narrowed slightly, not in anger, in focus. You were… strange. There was no fear in you, no hesitation. Even the other gods, loud as they were, kept a certain distance from him. You didn’t, you stepped into it, played with it like it amused you.
“What are you?” he asked, direct and blunt. Very Thor.
You placed a hand lightly against your chest, feigning surprise. “How rude. You didn’t even introduce yourself first.”
A pause then, “Thor.”
Your lips curved. “I know.” Of course you did.
You stepped back just enough to give him space - though your eyes never left his. “I am a goddess,” you said smoothly, “of beauty… desire… and all the things that make beings lose control.” Your gaze flickered just briefly to his hand gripping the hammer, then back to his eyes.
“Though,” you added softly, “I wonder if that applies to you.”
The air between you shifted. Thor studied you in silence, as if weighing something unseen.
“You’re strange.”
You laughed again, brighter this time. “And you’re boring. But I think I can fix that.”
Bold - anyone else would’ve been crushed for less but Thor didn’t move, didn’t threaten, didn’t dismiss you.
If anything…He stepped closer. Just enough that now you were the one within his space. “Try.”
Summary: You had a soulmate, one you could not find. You knew he was close, your mark burned whenever you were with your team. But Thor knew who it was, and he refused to tell you, pretending not to know. Kept you in the dark because of a reason he could not tell you. Because your soulmate was none other than the God Of Thunder himself, and he had to protect you no matter the consequences.
Content: Soulmates, Yearning, Tension, Angst, Angst With A Happy Ending, Feelings, So Much Crying, Infinity War-Endgame Thor, King Thor, Protective Thor, Jealous Thor, Possessive Thor, Obsessed Thor, Thor Comes Off As A Manipulative Asshole But Then He's Pathetic And Desperate❤️(There's A Reason For His Behaviour I Promise), Not Canonically Correct (Dr. Strange Didn’t Turn Into Dust), Kinda Dark (Threats of Self Harm and Toxic Behavior on Both Sides)
Note: Didn't feel like writing smut so I thought I'd feed you angst, angst, ANGST instead❤️ Anyway, hope you enjoy!! (Not proofread, and English is my second language, sorry for any typos or mistakes)
Word Count: 24k
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"Ah! My favorite lady in all Nine Realms!"
The voice boomed through the expanse of the compound’s kitchen, slicing through the gentle sizzle of the stove. Your hands froze mid motion, the spatula slipping an inch in your grip as warmth rushed straight to your chest. You didn't even need to look to know who it was, but your body moved anyway—turning in a whoosh as your face cracked into an helpless, glowing smile.
There he stood, in all his golden, impossible glory. Dressed down in a soft grey sweatshirt and dark sweatpants, short hair neatly cropped and frame casting a long, comforting shadow across the sunlit floorboards, Thor had his massive arms spread wide in a silent, irresistible invitation.
"Thor! You're back!”
The joy in your tone was raw and tangible, bleeding into the air as you abandoned the counter completely. You rushed toward him, practically hurling yourself into his space, hitting his chest with a soft thud as those giant, strong arms wrapped around you, engulfing you in a tight, perfect embrace. He smelled like rain and the quiet pine of distant shores—a scent that always felt like home.
"I've missed you so much—" you breathed into the fabric of his sweatshirt, a breathless, giddy laugh bubbling up from your chest as you squeezed him as tight as your strength allowed. "So, so much."
Thor let out a low, rumbling chuckle, the sound vibrating through the broad expanse of his chest against your cheek. His large right hand found its way to the base of your head, his thick fingers tangling softly in your hair as he cradled you like something precious, something fragile. His smile widened, but behind the warmth in his blue eyes lay a quiet ache.
Gods, were you a sight. A blinding, beautiful light in a universe that made him want to risk everything for you.
"I missed you too, My Star," Thor murmured, his voice muffled into your hair.
And he had. He had missed you until the silence in his own chest was deafening. Every second spent away from you felt like a slow, deliberate agony, as if his very skin were being peeled away from his bones inch by inch. There had been urgent, tedious affairs to settle in New Asgard, noble duties that required the King’s unwavering focus.
He had contemplated taking you with him—had nearly begged you to pack a bag—but you were a distraction. A beautiful, ruinous distraction. To have you near meant to lose his mind completely, to lose every thread of focus he desperately needed to keep his people safe. So he had left you behind. And every single night spent beneath the cold, unfamiliar stars of his new realm, he had cursed himself for it, counting the hours until he could reasonably justify returning to the compound. Returning to you. His best friend, his girl—His Star.
You frowned playfully, pulling back just enough to look up into his face, your eyes searching his features while his arms refused to yield an inch, keeping you gluedagainst him. "Just that? You didn't miss me much?" you teased, pretending to struggle against his hold, though your heart was begging you not to peel even an inch of yourself away from him.
Not much? He had spent every bloody night staring into the endless black void of the sky, your sparkling smile and bright, expressive eyes burned into the insides of his eyelids, threatening to drive him mad.
"I missed you beyond measure," Thor corrected softly, the joking light in his eyes dimming into a look so intense that it made your breath catch in your throat. His rough thumb subconsciously stroked the sensitive skin at the nape of your neck, a gesture so tender, so impossibly gentle, that it felt completely incongruous with the strength of the warrior god holding you. "Far more than is wise, I fear."
Then, without warning, it happened. Right under the sleeve of your shirt, pressed against the delicate, inner curve of your right wrist, your soulmate mark flared into life.
It wasn't the usual, low level dull throb you had grown accustomed to over the years. This was a blinding, incandescent heat—a sharp, searing spike of static electricity that sizzled beneath your skin, like a lightning bolt trapped in your veins.
"Ah!" You gasped sharply, a soft cry escaping your lips as your eyes squeezed shut. Your left hand flew up instinctively, clutching at your wrist as if trying to smother the sudden fire burning through your flesh.
The tenderness melted from his face in a second, replaced by the instinct of a warrior. A dark focus took over his expression. His large hands shot out, wrapping gently but with unyielding firmness around your forearms to steady your trembling frame. "What is it? What's wrong? Are you hurt?"
"No, no... I'm fine, it's—it's just..." You shook your head, forcing a breathless, slightly nervous laugh as you opened your eyes, the heat gradually settling back down. "My mark again. It.. it always acts up like this when someone walks into the room, but wow, that one was sharp. It felt like it was actually trying to burn straight through me."
Thor’s hands froze on your skin. Every muscle in his massive frame went rigid as ice as he forgot how to draw breath.
His gaze dropped from your eyes down to the exposed skin of your wrist, where the fabric of your sleeve had shifted just enough. Beneath the surface, the skin was flushed a deep, unmistakable crimson, pulsating softly with the energy of the bond.
He knew what lay hidden beneath that sleeve. He didn't even need to pull the fabric back to see it. He had memorized every single curve, line, and arc of that mark years ago during a training session in the compound's gym. You had been breathless, laughing, wiping sweat from your forehead as your sleeve rolled, exposing the mark to the harsh lights.
It was a swirling, intricate constellation of lightning interwoven with soft, distant stars.
The exact same mark that was carved deep into the flesh directly over his own beating heart.
6 years ago, Avengers Tower
You stepped into the Avengers Tower, Director Fury had officially recruited you to the team, citing your telekinesis as a game changing asset. Tony Stark was already waiting in the main hub, tinted glasses resting low on the bridge of his nose, a half empty espresso cup balancing precariously in one hand.
"Ah, the new blood," Tony announced without missing a beat, turning toward you with a flourish. "Welcome to the sandbox. Try not to bend the metal cutlery with your mind unless I'm trying to ignore Rogers, need a distraction in those times, capiche?"
You smiled, taking a step toward him—and then it hit you. A sharp shockwave of heat radiated beneath the skin of your right wrist. Your soulmate mark burned as if someone had pressed a glowing ember against your veins. Your breath caught, your shoes sticking to the floor as your heart dropped straight into your stomach.
Your soulmate was here. In this exact building.
"Something wrong?" Tony asked glancingat your frozen form over the rim of his glasses. You snapped your head up, swallowing hard. "No. Nothing.” You gulped, "Just taking it all in," you mumbled, forcing your feet to move as you followed him toward the elevators.
Tony rambled the entire way up, his hands flailing through the air as he gestured toward invisible schmatics, explaining floor layouts and lab protocols. But you barely heard a word over the thumping of your own pulse. The mark on your wrist didn't stop. It throbbed and pulsed relentlessly, the heat sharpening into actual pain by the time the elevator doors slid open to reveal the main communal lounge.
The room was filled with the team. And the moment you crossed the threshold, the burning spiked so hard you had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep from crying out. Everyone turned, smiling and throwing out casual greetings, but your gaze was immediately pulled like a magnet to the corner of the room.
Thor.
The God of Thunder was standing near the floor to ceiling windows, one massive hand clutched tightly over his left chest, right over his heart. He was staring blankly at the polished floorboards, breathing heavily through his mouth as if he had just run a marathon.
Underneath his armour, his own mark was roaring like a furnace. His blood ran ice cold, every muscle in his towering frame locking up as the undeniable reality slammed into him: His soulmate was near.
His eyes darted up, landing discreetly on you. Could it be you?
He shook his head internally looking back down tot he floor, forcing a quick, practiced smile to mask the panic in his eyes. No. It couldnt be you. His mark had started its searing ache ten minutes ago, right around the time Tony went down to the lobby. You had only just walked into the room. It was just a strange coincidence.
He lifted his head completely, meeting your eyes for the first time—and oh, Hel.
You were gorgeous.
Thor swallowed hard, his nervous, arrogant smile wavering for a split second before he smoothed it over. He strode across the lounge toward you, extending a large, calloused hand. With every step he took closer to you, the fire in his chest burned hotter and hotter.
Your own heart was beating faster than it should, your eyes roaming over the vastness of him as you gulped down a breath. He was handsome—unfairly, impossibly handsome. The golden hair cascading to his broad shoulders, the immense width of his frame, the strength humming beneath his skin, it was overwhelming. He looked unreal.
You reached out and took his hand, your head tilting slightly to the side as you looked up into those impossibly blue eyes. "Hello," you said softly.
"Hello, My Lady," Thor replied, his voice rich and deep, confident, though his heart was hammering against his ribs—mocking him as he spoke, "I am Thor of Asgard. Pleased to be in your presence."
A small giggle escaped you, the bright sound catching somewhere deep in his chest. "Do you always talk like that?"
Thor’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "Like what?"
"Like royalty."
An arrogant smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. "I am royalty."
"Hm," you smiled, looking him up and down. "Suits you."
If he could have smiled any wider without looking foolish, he would have.
And that was the exact moment the universe spun off its axis. From that day forward, you two were attached at the hip. For months, wherever you went, Thor was never more than a few paces behind. Not a single soul could peel him away from your side. You ate together, argued over mid century earth pop culture, and spent endless nights on the roof staring at the city lights. You became friends—the absolute best of friends.
Then the afternoon in the training room happened.
You were laughing at something he had said, soft chuckles coming out of you as the back of your right hand went to wipe off the sweat that had formed over your forehead making your sleeve roll to your elbow, exposing your mark to him.
Thor, standing at the edge of the mat with his arms crossed, froze. His smile fell as his eyes locked onto the exposed skin of your inner wrist. The world went completely silent. Thor’s breath hitched in his throat, his lungs burning as he knew what it meant.
You were his fucking soulmate. His Star. His universe.
Thesuspicion he had buried deep in his mind months ago had been true all along. The mark hadn't burned because you walked into the lounge; it had burned the second your feet touched the lower lobby beneath him.
And he didn't tell you. He couldn't tell you.
Terror washed over him. Thor gulped harshly, forcing his eyes to snap away from your skin, a determination brewing from the depths of his chest. He had to protect you. From the universe, from his enemies, and most of all, from the curse of loving him. The universe was a cruel, twisted entity. If the Norns had truly bound your soul to his—a god who brought nothing but destruction, blood, and tragedy to everyone he ever dared to love—then your life was already forfeit.
The universe had already taken his mother. What more did it plan on taking?
Surely not you. He was not going to let it happen.
So he kept you at arm's length. He stayed your best friend, your shadow, your protector—but he never told you who you truly were to each other. He prevented you from ever finding out. He never took off his armor or his shirts anywhere near you, guarding the mark over his heart like a shameful secret, leaving you perpetually in the dark.
As the years bled on, you were left to wonder who your soulmate could possibly be. Because the mark burned whenever the team was gathered, you had eventually convinced yourself of a tragic theory: that your soulmate was someone close by who belonged to another. An impossible thought, but in your mind, it was the only thing that made sense.
Present
Your mark burns when I am close. It doesn't burn because of the Avengers in the room. It burns because of me. It has always been me.
His own voice echoed like a ghost in his mind, screaming at him to reach out, to break the lies, to pull you against his chest and never let go. But as usual, he stopped himself.
The universe had taken his mother, his father, his brother, his entire realm. If his enemies ever discovered that you—the brightest, purest light in his miserable existence—were the keeper of his soul, they would tear the realms apart just to bleed you in front of him.
He looked away, composing his face into stone.
Thor abruptly tore his hands away from your arms, taking a sharp step backward as if touching you had scorched him to the bone. The absence of his heat left the morning air around you feeling instantly cold. He cleared his throat, his jaw clenching so hard the muscle flexed beneath his skin as he desperately dragged a cold, stoic mask over the panic tearing him apart inside. He crossed his arms over his chest, creating an impenetrable wall of physical and emotional distance between you, his blue eyes hardening into something distant, guarded, and unreachable.
"You... you must be more careful with such things," Thor said, his tone stiff, clipped formality that felt like a sharp slap to the face. "Have you had Banner inspect it again?"
You frowned, your face souring in immediate dislike at his sudden, icy shift. You crossed your own arms, looking up at him with frustration and quiet, long buried heartache.
"Thor, I am used to the fact that I probably won't ever find my soulmate," you said, your voice tight, "There is nothing to inspect."
You didn’t understand why he kept reacting this way, putting distance between you whenever you two talked about your soulmate mark, but it had become thoroughly annoying. The drop in temperature, the rigid posture, the way his warmth vanished behind a wall of cold stoicism—it was an exhausting routine you had endured for years.
Thor's eyebrows suddenly furrowed, his blue gaze shifting away from your face to focus sharply on something over your shoulder. "What are you cooking?"
You were taken completely aback by the abrupt change in subject, blinking at him. "Eggs. Why?"
He scrunched his face up slightly, "Yeah... I do not think you are going to be able to eat those."
You turned away from him in confusion, only to be met with a rising plume of dark gray smoke billowing out of the frying pan. Your eyes widened in horror. "Fuck!" you yelled, dropping all composure as you rushed back to the stove to try and save your poor, ruined breakfast.
Thor stood behind you, watching the sudden flurry of frantic motion with deep, quiet amusement softening his features. "Do you require assistance with that, My Star?"
You fanned at the smoke with a wooden spatula, glaring over your shoulder. He chuckled, the rich, booming sound rumbling in his chest as he crossed his arms again—this time with a playful, teasing air. "Were you happy to see me so much that you forgot your eggs?"
Your eyes narrowed into dangerous little slits. "Shut up, Thor." Defeated by the carbonized mess, you scrapped the burnt eggs straight into the bin with a sigh, pulling out a fresh pan to start all over again.
Thor walked over, his boots making soft thuds against the kitchen tile until he was standing right beside you. He leaned his heavy frame against the counter, his proximity radiating a faint, tempting heat that made your wrist itch beneath your sleeve. "What have you been up to while I was away?" he asked as his gaze roamed all over you, slow, deliberate, and fiercely protective as he searching every inch of your face and posture for any sign of hurt, fatigue, or anything out of the ordinary that might have occurred in his absence.
You kept your focus on the crackling butter in the new pan, glancing at him only for a fleeting second. "Nothing, really. The same stuff."
Thor hummed, the sound vibrating straight through the granite counter and into your hips. He shifted closer, crowding into your space with the easy, unthinking familiarity of being your best friend—of being the only person in the entire universe who was ever permitted to get this close to you.
"The same stuff?" He repeated softly, leaning over your shoulder to look into the pan. "No threats? Nothing? I must admit, I am almost disappointed."
His broad chest grazed against the back of your shoulder, his warmth wrapping around you like a blanket. Your breath got caught in your throat.
Calm down, you thought to yourself, squeezing your eyes shut for a second. He’s always this close to you. What’s so different now?
But you were only kidding yourself, and you knew it. Nothing had changed, because he had always made you feel this way. For six years, this man had left your skin tingling with an unspoken want, your heart beating so fucking hard against your ribs you were terrified it was going to burst, your lungs straining for air as if his very presence was vacuuming the oxygen straight out of the room.
Your breath hitched slightly, your fingers twitching nervously against the spatula handle. You forced yourself to stay grounded, tilting your head back just enough to glare up at his side profile. His sharp jawline, his stubble catching the soft morning light—he was entirely too close, and entirely too perfect.
"Well, sorry to bore you, Your Majesty," you huffed, turning your eyes back to the stove, though your voice lacked any real bite. "Some of us enjoy a quiet week."
"I never said I was bored, My Star," Thor murmured, the nickname dropping from his lips like a sacred vow.
He reached right past you to grab a ceramic mug from the rack mounted above the stove. His arm brushed against the soft curve of your waist, his thick forearm pressing firmly against your side for a fleeting, burning second.
The touch was completely innocent—just reaching for a cup—but the lightning beneath your skin roared so, so hot, that you nearly dropped the spatula straight into the flames.
Thor froze mid reach, his hand hovered aimlessly over the handle of the mug. His chest remained pressed flat against the line of your back, his deep breathing fanning hot against the shell of your ear. Neither of you moved as the world fell away. You could hear the rapid, heavy thumping of his heart beating like a war drum against his ribs, right where his own mark burned against his flesh.
He wanted to wrap both arms around your waist. Norns, he wanted it so badly it tasted like ash in his mouth. He wanted to pull you backward, flush against his chest, to bury his face in the crook of your neck and breathe you in until the endless voices in his head telling him to let you go, to keep you safe awyy from him were completely drowned out.
But he couldnt do that could he?
He slowly pulled his arm back, clutching the mug tightly in his fist as he forced himself to take a step backward. His very being was screaming at him to turn around, to go back to his previous position, to never let you go again.
He cleared his throat, the sound rough and gravelly as he poured himself a cup of black coffee with a hand that was far from steady.
You cleared your throat as well, forcing your trembling hands to plate the eggs. Turning away from the oppressive heat of his gaze, you walked over to the table in the corner of the kitchen, hearing soundThor’s boots as he followed silently behind you like an imposing shadow.
You both sat down opposite each other. Without asking, you routinely slid the plate toward the center, dividing the portion and giving him half of your eggs. You knew his habits better than anyone; you simply assumed he would be hungry.
He was always hungry, to be completely honest.
Thor stared down at the food, a painful, overwhelming swell of affection washing through his chest at the simple, quiet intimacy of the gesture. He picked up his fork, taking a bite just to keep his mouth busy, his bright blue eyes fixing on yours across the small table.
"So," he began, his tone casual as he leaned back against his chair, taking a slow sip of his coffee. "What are your plans for the evening? May my lady leave any room for me in her schedule?" He joked, a light, teasing smile tugging at his lips.
You froze, your eyes closing tightly for a fraction of a second. You hadn’t known he was coming back today, so you had made plans.
"I—" you began, opening your eyes back up and looking directly at him. "I have a date tonight."
Thor’s entire frame went rigid, the blood in his veins turning to liquid fire, burning him from under his skin. What in the hell? He must have heard wrong.
"I think I misheard—"
"You heard right," you said softly, biting your lip at the sight welcoming you.
Yeah, he was pissed. You knew he would be, because he was just that overprotective over you. He didn't want to share you with anyone else, and you were fully aware of it. That was precisely why you had opted for going on a date while he was away, but he had caught you, returning on the exact day of your plans.
"With whom?"
"An agent."
"So he is here?" Thor said, his voice dropping an octave, tight and dangerously flat. How had he not noticed you talking to another man? Or had you deliberately done it while he was away?
"Yes, Thor—"
"What is his name, honey?" he asked, his voice dripping with forced sweetness, but you knew what lay beneath the honeyed tone. It was unbridled annoyance and volcanic anger.
"Caleb—" you said casually, leaning back in your chair and watching his reaction closely. "Caleb Miller, from the third floor tactical unit. He asked if I wanted to grab drinks down in the city tonight, and I said yes."
The easy, comfortable warmth that usually radiated off him evaporated into an icy stillness. His jaw clenched so hard a muscle twitched beneath his stubble, his eyes darkening into the stormy blue of a tempest gathering over an open ocean.
"Miller," Thor repeated, the name dropping from his tongue like a foul taste. "The mortal with the slicked hair and the improper posture?"
A small, amused laugh bubbled up from your chest despite the tension. "His posture is completely fine, Thor. And yes, him. He’s nice. He’s been asking me out for a couple of weeks, so I thought, why not?"
He was asking you out? A couple of weeks at that? Oh yeah, he was a dead man walking. "No," Thor said flatly.
You blinked, setting your glass down with a sharp clink against the table. "Excuse me?"
"I do not approve," Thor stated, crossing his arms over his chest for the hundredth time since he came back, looking down his nose at you with all the arrogant authority of a king. "He is untrustworthy. His eyes wander too freely, and his combat assessments are sloppy at best. He is a security risk."
You stared at him, disbelief and rising irritation flaring in your chest. "A security risk? Thor, he works here! He has Level 6 clearance!"
"Clearance means nothing to a man lacking honor," Thor grumbled darkly, leaning forward over the table, crowding your space once more as if he could physically intimidate you out of the decision. "If you require companionship for an evening meal, I am right here. I shall accompany you instead."
"You want to come on my date?" You scoffed, throwing your hands up in exasperation. "Thor, you are being ridiculous!"
Thor’s chest heaved with heavy, ragged breaths. Inside, his soul was tearing itself to shreds. He wanted to scream at you. He wanted to smash the table in half, pull you roughly into his lap, and tell you that no mortal man would ever be allowed to touch you, to hold your hand, or to look at you the way he did—because you were his. The universe had forged your soul for his and his alone.
Instead, he swallowed the blood in his mouth, locking his expression into a stern scowl. "I am merely looking out for your well being, as your friend. Earthmen are fragile, deceitful creatures. I will not have one breaking your heart."
"You have control issues, Thor," you snapped, though a quiet, aching knot tightened deep in your gut.
Your heart was beating against your chest from the intensity of his reaction, and right beneath your sleeve, your soulmate mark burned against your wrist with a fierce, punishing heat. You stood up from the table, grabbing your empty plate with a sharp, abrupt motion.
"I'm going on the date. And you are not invited."
Thor watched you walk away toward the sink, his hands clenching into white knuckled fists against his knees. The mark over his heart burned, it goddamn felt like a dagger being twisted continuously into his chest.
He was going to follow you anyway. He knew it, and the norns knew it. He would hide in the shadows of whatever miserable place you chose, watching over you, his heart breaking over every smile you gave that mortal, starving for a touch he had sentenced himself never to hold.
He knew he was being unfair, so damn unfair. He denied being with you, kept your bond to himself, did not let you find out about it, yet he was also the one he could not let you keep living without him. He just didn’t have it in him to.
You were burned into his soul, occupying his every thought every aching second he breathes, he just could not let you go.
—
You got ready, applying a slick layer of lip gloss as you surveyed yourself in the mirror. Black flare pants, a sharp black tube top, and a waist-snatching blazer left open to frame the silhouette, anchored by pointed black heels. You looked good—effortlessly put together, sharp, and completely fitting for a dinner date.
You sighed, raising two fingers to rub at your temples. Beneath your right sleeve, your soulmate mark burned with a persistent disappointment, pulsing as if it somehow knew you were walking out the door with someone who wasnt meant for you.
Leaving your room, you navigated the corridors toward the compound's main exit. Caleb was already there, leaning casually near the glass doors with his hands tucked into his pockets. You forced a polite smile onto your face. You had to try. You had to go through the motions, put yourself out there, and be normal, or you were going to end up alone.
What about his soulmate? the thought flickered through your mind suddenly. Does Caleb have one?
You frowned, the train of thought pulling a far darker, long-avoided question right behind it to the surface of your mind:
What about Thor’s soulmate?
Your blood froze in your veins. Your fingers instinctively curled into tight fists at your sides. He doesn't have one, you told yourself desperately, shutting the door on the thought. Don't be ridiculous.
"You look beautiful," Caleb said, his voice cutting through the rising noise in your head.
You smiled, pulling yourself back to the present. "Thank you. You don't look so bad yourself."
The ride to the restaurant in his car was quiet. As Caleb drove, your eyes remained glued to the passing city lights outside the passenger window, actively avoiding his profile. You were nervous—not the pleasant, fluttering anxiety of a first date, but a suffusing dread. You were nervous because your skin felt like it was rejecting the very idea of this evening. Because you didn't want to be here.
You gulped, shaking your head imperceptibly. Stop it. You can do this. You just have to try and build something with someone normal. No biggie. You don't even know who your soulmate is.
For the thousandth time in six years, the roster of the compound ran through your head like a tired roll call.
Is it Tony?
No, absolutely not, he’s exhausting and he has Pepper.
Is it Steve?
Maybe, but he’s practically a museum piece, and you loved him dearly as a friend.
You let out a shaky, trembling breath, staring out at the rain slicked pavement.
Is it Thor?
Can it be Thor?
But he would tell me, wouldn't he?
It can't be. Your jaw clenched. It cannot fucking be. Because if it was him, I’d know. I’d feel it in my bones, my very being, my soul. It just can't be him.
"We're here," Caleb's voice broke through your spiral. He smiled, turning off the ignition before slipping out of the driver's seat to round the car. He opened your door, offering a hand to help you out into the cool night air. With his ocean blue eyes, slicked light brown hair, and fitted suit, he looked undeniably handsome. He was objectively attractive.
You walked into the dim, ambiently lit restaurant and took your seat across from him at a quiet corner table. Beneath the tablecloth, your nails dug sharply into the flesh of your palms, trying to anchor your runaway nerves.
Because your mark was burning. It was searing, throbbing, screaming against your skin—and for the life of you, you couldn't understand why the pain was getting worse instead of fading away.
But how could you possibly know your soulmate was standing right there, watching you?
Outside the restaurant’s rain streaked floor to ceiling windows, shrouded in the dark ambient shadows of the avenue, stood Thor.
His dark hoodie was pulled low over his head to conceal his face, his hands shoved deep into his pockets, clenching into white-knuckled fists that threatened to tear through the fabric.
He was torturing himself.
Standing out in the cold night air, watching through the glass as you sat across from that bastard. Every time Caleb smiled at you, every time he leaned in closer over the table, Thor felt his own heart being torn out of his chest, shredded, and forced back into his ribcage, over and over again. He was watching the only woman meant for his soul on a date with another man—a man who was not him, a man who could never could be him.
So he watched. He watched as the bastard looked at you appreciatively, watched as you looked away in cute shyness, watched as he smiled at you and you smiled back at him.
But what Thor did not know was how your body was completely disgusted by this. He did not see how nervous you were to be here with a man who was not your soulmate, or how your nails dug deeper into your palms whenever Caleb came anywhere close to touching you.
"So," Caleb started, leaning across the white tablecloth, "what about your family?"
He was prying into your personal life, and you had to fight the urge to scrunch your face up in distaste. You deflected immediately; you didn't want to answer that question, not from him.
"What about yours?" you asked, forcing a fake, pleasant smile.
Caleb tilted his head, amused.
"I don't do Q&A’s about myself without getting to know the person before me," you said, tilting your head with a pleasant, practiced smile.
You very much did. It was the very first thing you had done with Thor. On your first week at the compound, he had asked you everything about yourself. Where you had lived before all of this, your family, your siblings, how you had discovered your telekinesis..and you had answered gladly, as if it were written in your very bones to lay your life open to him. Everything flowed so naturally with Thor. Sitting here now, a sharp pang of regret hit you for not accepting his offer to keep you company for dinner instead. You felt intensely uncomfortable sharing even the smallest piece of yourself with Caleb.
"Okay, fair enough," Caleb chuckled, leaning back in his chair. "My dad’s an old school naval officer, mum runs a local florist shop back in Ohio. Two younger sisters—both driving my parents insane with college applications right now. Pretty standard suburban life, honestly."
You listened, nodding along politely, but you had to admit to yourself: everything about him bored you to death. Even his family was painfully, thoroughly boring.
Your mind drifted straight back to him.
Thor had the weirdest, most chaotic family—a stern, terrifying King for a father, a lying, shape-shifting trickster for a brother, and endless centuries of cosmic drama. A soft, involuntary smile tugged at the corner of your lips at the memory of Thor complaining about Loki over ice cream.
4 Years Ago
Your head was resting comfortably against Thor's shoulder as you sat on a bench in Central Park. The autumn air was crisp, and passersby kept glancing over in awe, a few brave tourists occasionally coming up to ask him for a picture. Thor was dressed in simple Earth clothes—dark jeans, heavy boots, and a dark grey jacket worn over a forest green tshirt. His long, golden hair caught the breeze, occasionally straying into your eyes whenever he shifted in his seat, wildly gesturing as he animatedly recounted stories of his past realm spanning battles.
"You had to see it, little star!" Thor boomed softly, his eyes glowing with nostalgic fire. "The beasts of Niffelheim were thrice the size of this park! Loki was supposed to cover my left flank, but the snake turned himself into a giant toad and hopped into a cavern! I was left standing there with my hammer, surrounded by a hundred frost ghouls! So I went—pfft!—and summoned the lightning, and then—BOOM!—the entire mountain face collapsed! And out crawls Loki, completely covered in mud, croaking at me!"
You chuckled aloud at his enthusiasm, the sweet sound making Thor's heart soar. He halted his story, looking down at you with an expression so devastatingly loving, so deeply tender, that it made your breath catch.
"Tell me more about your brother," you said softly, smiling up into his blue eyes. "I mean, I don't like the guy—but it sounds like you really love him."
How could he ever deny you anything?
Thor let out a rich, rumbling laugh, shaking his head. "He is a real snake, I will tell you that! When we were children, he transformed himself into a snake, knowing I loved them, and when I picked him up to admire him, he turned back into himself and went 'Blegh! It’s me!' and stabbed me! We were eight."
You burst out laughing, lifting your head from his shoulder to watch his face, your smile growing wider and wider the more he talked.
Yeah, he was the best thing that had ever happened to you.
Thor looked down at your radiant face, his pulse racing, his hand itching to reach out and trace your jawline. "What about your family stories?" he asked softly, desperate to know every small, precious detail of your life.
So you told him. How could you ever deny him anything?
And he listened, his heart soaring just at the way your eyes lit up when you spoke to him.
Yeah, you were the best thing that had ever happened to him.
Present
"Hey?"
Your name was being called, snapping you abruptly out of your memory. Your head snapped up, your eyes blinking as you met Caleb’s raised eyebrows across the table. He was clearly waiting for an answer to a question he had just asked.
You cleared your throat, pressing a hand to your chest. "Sorry," you mumbled, grasping for a quick cover story. "Can you repeat that? I think my blood sugar just dropped a bit... I didn't catch what you said."
Caleb hummed, his brow furrowing slightly, though he didn't press it. "It's fine. Lemme ask the waiters where our food is."
He turned around, waving down a passing server.
Outside in the darkness, Thor stood rooted to the pavement, watching the interaction through the rain streaked window pane. His hood was pulled so low it shadowed his face, but beneath the dark cloth, his jaw was clamped shut, his teeth grinding together so hard it hurt.
He had watched you zone out. He had watched that soft, dreamy smile spread across your lips—a smile he knew intimately, a smile you only ever wore when you were thinking about something you loved.
Is she already falling for this mortal?
His jaw clenched so hard his molars throbbed. She cannot be, he thought desperately, a cold dread clawing up his throat. I am her soulmate. The universe bound her to me. She cannot be falling for him.
Deep within his coat pockets, little crackles of lightning began to spit and hiss over his fists. His breathing turned ragged, clouding the cool night air in furious gusts.
A voice spoke up from the pavement behind him. "Dude... why are you creeping right there?"
Thor slowly turned his head. Beneath the deep shadow of his hood, his eyes were completely submerged in a blinding storm of iridescent blue.
The bystander froze, his jaw dropping as he stammered, backing away so fast he nearly tripped over his own boots. "S-Sorry, man! Big fan, by the way!" The man turned and sprinted down the sidewalk, vanishing into the night.
Thor shook his head violently, snapping his wrists to extinguish the blue arcs dancing over his knuckles. Damn it. He had to get it together. He couldn't unleash a storm in the middle of a city street out of nowhere just because his heart was breaking in real time.
Inside the warm, softly lit restaurant, your food had arrived. The crimson liquid in your wine glass winked at you seductively under the chandelier light as Caleb babbled on about something related to his tactical training drills. You really, truly were not listening to a single word coming out of his mouth.
"…Right?" Caleb asked, leaning back with an expectant, hopeful expression.
You offered a swift, awkward smile, nodding as you said "Right." Without missing a beat, you reached out, grabbed your wine glass, and downed the entire contents in one single, ungraceful gulp.
Caleb stared at you, his fork hovering mid-air, thoroughly flabbergasted. "Wow," he said, blinking.
You breathed in sharply through your nose, picking up the cloth napkin beside your cutlery to daintily pat your lips. "I just... really love wine," you said, forcing another bright, completely hollow smile at him.
"Okay.." Caleb chuckled nervously, shaking his head. "You want more?"
You nodded instantly, desperate to drink more—desperate to drown out the ache of your soulmate mark, desperate for a distraction from a certain God, and desperate to survive the boredom radiating off the man siiting across from you.
Caleb gestured to a nearby server, and a fresh glass was poured for you in an instant.
"So, I told my squad leader," Caleb began, leaning over the table to whisper, "if the target moves..."
He laughed at his own joke, but you couldn't even hear the punchline.
"Works every time." he continued.
Past his shoulder, through the glass window, your eyes locked onto a towering silhouette standing in the shadow of the streetlamp. The height, the broad shoulders, the way he carried himself—it was identical to Thor.
The figure vanished into the alleyway the exact millisecond your eyes made contact, but you knew what you had seen. You froze, the glass halfway to your lips as your heart leaped directly into your throat.
Were you hallucinating him now? Had you finally lost your mind?
You cleared your throat, forcing an exaggerated, loud fake laugh to erupt from your chest at Caleb's terrible joke. You threw your head back, leaning in across the table toward Caleb as if he were the most captivating man in the universe.
You were not thinking about Thor. You had just laughed at Caleb's joke.
Right?
Ugh.
You had to text him.
You were almost certain that was him standing outside in the cold.
Clearing your throat again, you sat straight up in your chair, your spine stiffening immediately as you held up your index finger. "One second," you murmured. You picked up your phone from the table, unlocked it, and pulled up Thor’s contact name.
Thor had dodged into the pitch black shadow of the alleyway the second your eyes had found him. From the darkness, he watched the way you threw your head back, the way you leaned across the table toward that mortal. His chest felt heavier than it ever had in his long, immortal life. His lungs felt like they were collapsing in on themselves, suffocating him from the inside out.
Then, his phone chimed. The Earth device you had personally bought and forced him to carry years ago—because you insisted on having a way to reach him whenever he roamed off-grid.
[My Star]: Where are you?
Fuck. You had seen him.
Thor's hands shook as his thick fingers hovered over the screen. He typed out a response, lying through text.
[Thor]: At the compound.
A tiny texting bubble appeared on his screen immediately. He stood in the alley, waiting through two long seconds.
[My Star]: So you’re not the one standing there in the street?
Thor’s heart dropped straight into his stomach. He gulped, his thumb hovering over the keypad. He typed a response, deleted it, typed another, deleted that too. Finally, after three attempts, he settled on a mask of arrogant deflections.
[Thor]: Am I supposed to be, My Star?
Through the glass, Thor watched as your eyes narrowed dangerously at the glowing screen. You clearly didn't believe a word of it.
You swallowed hard, your gaze darting around the dark street outside the window, searching desperately for a familiar silhouette. You wanted to find him. You wanted to see his face, wanted him to march in through those glass doors and rescue you from this infuriating torture of a date.
But he wasn't there. You were only kidding yourself, weren't you?
Suddenly, you felt a warm, unexpected touch against your skin. Caleb reached across the table, his fingers brushing against your wrist as he gently reached up to wipe a stray strand of hair away from your cheek.
You flinched, a sharp huff of air escaping your lips as your soulmate mark screamed in scorching fire beneath your sleeve. Another man was touching you so close to the soul bond, the magic rejecting the contact with blinding pain.
Yet, you forced yourself to remain still, pressing your lips into a tight line. This was your choice. You had chosen to move on, and you had to own up to it.
Outside in the dark, Thor watched Caleb’s hand touch your face.
That was it. The final, fragile thread of his control snapped into pieces.
The air temperature around the restaurant dropped, turning the humid evening breeze into an icy, bitter gale. Above the building, the clouds swirled into an unnatural vortex, blacking out the moon. A blinding flash of lightning split the night sky, followed immediately by a deafening, bone rattling crack of thunder that blew out the streetlamps and rattled the restaurant windows so violently they threatened to shatter inward.
The sight tore through Thor's chest like a blade. Jealousy, dark and primal, flooded his veins, making his veins burn hot.
Thor’s fists tightened in his hoodie pockets until his knuckles turned ghost white. The storm in his heart was spilling out into the sky, and he didn't care to stop it.
You looked out the window, watching the unexpected downpour slam against the glass, your brows furrowing in deep confusion. It was not supposed to rain tonight.
And it definitely was not supposed to rain like this.
Your heart hammered against your chest , threatening to go up in your mouth, your hands shaking slightly where they rested in your lap. Could it be what you thought it was? Was he actually here?
But he had said he wasn't—
"Woah, was it supposed to rain tonight?" came Caleb’s voice, slicing through your spiraling thoughts.
"No, it was not," you said, breathless, your eyes widening as an opportunity presented itself—an opportunity far too good to resist. You smiled sweetly across the table, leaning in slightly. "I think we should leave. We wouldn't want to get stuck here, right?"
Caleb paused for a second, his eyes roaming over your face as if weighing his options, before nodding. "Right." He signaled the waiter and asked for the check.
At least he was a gentleman; Caleb covered the bill without hesitation. Once outside the booth, he placed a firm, guided hand on the small of your back to escort you toward the exit. You bit the inside of your cheek until it hurt, fighting the urge to flinch away from his palm.
So damn uncomfortable.
The moment you pushed through the front doors of the restaurant, tje harshness of the storm hit you. The rain was coming down in thick, blinding sheets, the wind howling through the street. Caleb paused under the small awning, shielding his eyes as he looked down the block toward his parked car.
"Stay here," Caleb said, raising his voice over the roaring thunder. "I'll run and grab the car, then pull up right to the curb so you don't get soaked—"
"That will not be necessary," a voice boomed through the storm and the occasional blasts of lightning.
Before Caleb could even react, a giant shadow stepped straight out of the dark torrent of rain. A massive, calloused hand reached out, gently but unyieldingly wrapping around your forearm and pulling you out of Caleb's touch, tucking you firmly against a broad, towering frame.
You gasped, your head snapping up, your heart jumping straight to your throat, the shock spreading through your body like wildfire as you took him in.
Standing over you in the pouring rain, his dark hooded top soaked completely through and his eyes blazing like twin supernovas in the dark, was Thor. His presence was purrly overwhelming, his broad chest heaving in heavy, ragged gulps, his body radiating a fierce heat that burned away the night’s bitter chill.
"Thor?!" you choked out, your mind scrambling to process his appearance. "You— but you— what?" You scrambled over your own words, your breath entirely taken away.
What the fuck was he doing here?
Had he been watching you like a creep all night, just as you had suspected?
Oh god, your heart was about to beat right out of your chest.
Thor ignored your talking entirely, his stormy, dark gaze locked onto Caleb like a predator sizing up its prey. The raw aura of power rolling off his shoulders "I will take her home," Thor stated. His voice dropped into a grave frequency that vibrated straight through the bone, leaving zero room for argument.
Caleb blinked, taking an involuntary step back from the God of Thunder, but he tried desperately to hold his ground, clearing his throat nervously. "Wait—what? No, I'm her date. I have a car right down the street—"
Thor didn't even grant the mortal a glance. He casually raised his free hand into the storm, and with a deafening CRACK of lightning, Stormbreaker flew straight out of the dark alleyway. It snapped into his palm with a force that rattled the glass windows behind you.
Thor tilted his head slightly, his icy eyes fixing back on Caleb with terrifying calm.
"And I have an axe."
Before Caleb could even open his mouth to process the threat, Thor tightened his grip on your arm. He pulled you flush against his side, his rain slicked hand circling firmly around your waist—a touch so heavy, so possessive, it made a sharp gasp tear from your throat.
Without another word, he raised Stormbreaker toward the screaming heavens.
A blinding flash of purple and white light engulfed the sidewalk, the roar of the Bifrost breaking yhrough the quiet night as the street, the rain-drenched restaurant, and a thoroughly stunned Caleb vanished in a single second.
The light snapped out as fast as it had appeared.
The light deposited you both directly onto the wet grass of the compound's garden. The rain here was a gentle, quiet mist compared to the tempest you had left behind, but Thor didn't linger. His hand remained firm on your waist, his fingers pressing into your hip as he ushered you through the glass doors and into the quiet warmth of the building.
The second you crossed the threshold, the overload of the night caught up to you. You peeled yourself fiercely away from his grip, taking three rapid steps back, the absence of his heat leaving you shuddering.
You turned to face him.
Silence stretched between you, thick, suffocating, and heavy enough to drown in. Thor stood there in the dim light of the hallway, his boots dripping onto the floorboards, his chest falling in heavy, labored heaves. His hands were still trembling slightly at his sides as Stormbreaker rested against his palm.
"What the hell was that, Thor?" you asked, breathless, your eyes roaming all over his rain soaked frame in utter disbelief.
He refused to meet your gaze. Instead, he stared past you, fixing his eyes resolutely on a blank space on the wall as he spoke, his voice forced into a calm he didnt feel. "I was just passing by, and—"
"At the compound, my ass!" you cut him off sharply, scoffing as you stared at him, your hands trembling with anger and raw, unspent adrenaline.
"Like I told you—"
"Do not lie to me," you snapped, cutting him off once more.
That did it, Thor’s jaw tightened, and he finally dragged his eyes down to meet yours. He looked straight into your eyes—your beautiful, furious eyes that had gone dark with anger, reflecting the sting of his betrayal.
Thor gulped, his throat working heavily as the stoic mask cracked, revealing the bleeding guilt beneath.
"I am sorry, My Star," he said softly, the nickname dropping like a mournful prayer from his lips as he tried desperately to get back on your good side. "Truly."
"Did you honestly watch me have a date like a damn stalker?" you demanded, your voice breaking slightly over the words.
Deep down, in the secret, pathetic corners of your soul, you had spent the entire evening begging the universe for him to be the man in the alley. You had begged for him to swoop in, to be jealous, to rescue you from the suffocating torture of a date with a man who wasn't him. But now that it was real—now that he was standing in front of you, dripping wet, carrying the scent of lightning and desperation—it terrified you. Because it meant he cared, but he still wouldn't let you in on why he cared so much.
So much so that he would stalk you.
Thor closed his eyes for asecond, the rain dripping from his lashes. He swallowed the bitter taste of his own cowardice.
"I could not leave you," he whispered, his voice a rough, fractuerd tone that made your chest ache. "I tried. By the Norns, I tried to walk away. But I could not leave you with him."
"Why?" you cried out, taking a step toward him, throwing your hands up in sheer frustration. "Why do you do this to me, Thor?" Your breath hitched, a stray tear threatening to spill over your lash line, hot and stinging against your skin.
He gulped, looking down at you and breathing heavily, his broad chest heaving beneath his damp hoodie. "Please don't," he whispered, his voice cracking around the edges. "I am not doing anything—"
"Are you not?"
You pressed your hands flat against his heaving chest and shoved. Taken completely by surprise by the sudden, fiery force of your anger, the he actually staggered back a full step.
"Listen to me—"
"No, Thor! You always do this," you snapped, your voice echoing off the glass walls of the entrance. "Answer me. Why do you always do this?"
Thor’s heart was beating so fast, so wildly against his ribs, he was sure it was going to leap right out of his throat. "I am not doing anything, honey, come on—"
"You are, and you're going to tell me why. Right now, Thor, c'mon!" your face was flushed with righteous anger and confusion.
"You are my best friend—"
"Best friends don't do this!" you yelled, the dam finally breaking, "They don't stalk their friends while they're having a date!"
"This was the first time I did something like that!" Thor argued, throwing his hands up in defense.
"FIRST TIME?!" you shouted, the sound ringing through the empty corridor. "First time because you wouldn't ever let me go on a date in peace, ever! This is the first real date I’ve been on in years because you prevented me from going, Thor!"
He scoffed, making a dismissive pfft sound as he looked away, trying to pull his usual cocky mask over his rising panic. "No, I haven't—"
"Really?" You stared at him deadpan, your eyes burning into his profile. "Really, Thor? Let's refresh your memory, shall we?"
9 Months Ago
You had spent almost forty minutes in front of the mirror of the gym's dressing room right after your training, carefully styling your hair and pulling on a cool gray blazer with your favorite silver belt—a subtle, sharp look that felt effortless. A nice guy from the local gallery downtown had finally built up the courage to ask you out, and for the first time in nearly a year, you felt excited to step out of the compound as just a normal person.
You were sitting on a bench near the gym lockers, putting on your shoes and double checking your bag, when the doors flew open.
Thor strode in, his hair swept back, sweat glistening on his skin. He held a metal support beam in one hand—bent completely out of shape like a twisted paperclip.
"My Star," he boomed, his voice carrying an urgency that immediately set off alarm bells in your head. He dropped the bent steel to the floor with a heavy clang, stepping right into your space. "I require your assistance immediately. The training room’s gravity regulators have destabilized. The structural integrity of the lower deck is failing."
Your head snapped up, your heart hammering. "What? Did Friday alert Tony?"
"There is no time," Thor insisted, his large hand gently but firmly taking your wrist to pull you upright. "The localized fields are tearing at the floorboards. If you do not use your power to hold the central load-bearing dampeners, the entire north wing could collapse within minutes."
Panicked and running pure adrenaline, you abandoned everything, sprinted down to the lower deck, and spent the next three hours strained in total concentration. You used your telekinesis to bind the steel machinery in place, sweat dripping down your neck, your muscles trembling under the weight of holding the room together. Thor stood beside you the entire time, barking out dramatic updates and adjusting internal wiring with his bare hands.
You hadn’t even thought he could lift mountains, you hadnt even thought how Tony was the usual repairer in these types of situation, you just helped.
It wasn't until Tony casually strolled into the room holding a mug of coffee, looking between you—sweaty and exhausted— and Thor, that the truth came out.
"Uh, what are you doing?" Tony asked, raising an eyebrow. "The gravity regulators are running at peak efficiency. I literally calibrated them this morning."
You froze, dropping your hands as the machinery settled. You whipped around to face Thor, who merely cleared his throat, scratched the back of his neck, and avoided your glare completely.
By the time you sprinted back upstairs to grab your phone, you had five missed calls, three unread texts, and a final polite cancellation from the gallery guy. And when you walked back into the common room, Thor was sitting on the sofa with a fresh takeaway box of your favorite noodles, offering you a chopsticks with an infuriating, triumphant grin. "The mortal clearly lacked patience," he had said casually. "Eat, My Star. You worked hard today."
1 Year and a Half Ago
It was a nice autumn evening, and you had spent the entire week looking forward to a dinner with a visiting SH.I.E.L.D tactical analyst. He was sweet, polite, and completely disconnected from the drama of the compound. You wore a gorgeous crimson silk dress that clung perfectly to your silhouette, your hair done, feeling confident and beautiful.
You were standing in the main glass lobby, checking your watch, waiting for his car to pull into the driveway. Then you heard the sound of boots echoing down the staircase.
You turned to see Thor descending the steps in full armor—silver breastplate, and crimson cape billowing behind him as if he were marching into the battle of New York. In his right hand, stormbreaker crackling with electricity.
"Thor?" you asked, stunned. "Where are you going dressed like that? Is there a mission?"
"No," he said smoothly, stopping right in front of you, his towering frame blocking the light from the entrance. He looked you up and down, his eyes darkening for a second at the dress before his jaw set into a hard, stubborn line. "I am simply conducting a perimeter sweep."
Before you could question him, a sleek black sedan pulled up to the glass doors. The analyst stepped out, holding a delicate bouquet of white lilies, a warm smile on his face—until he looked up and saw the God of Thunder standing in the doorway like an angry mountain.
Thor didn't even let the poor man step across the threshold. He walked out onto the porch, folded his massive, armored arms across his chest, and stared down at the human from his full height.
"Greetings, mortal," Thor’s voice echoed across the quiet courtyard, deep enough to vibrate the car's windows. "I understand you intend to take my dearest friend out into the city tonight."
"I... uh... yes, sir—I mean, Lord Thor— I mean—ohfuck—I mean The Mighty God Of Thunder," the analyst stammered, his knuckles turning white around the flower stems as he took a terrified step back.
"Fascinating," Thor rumbled, stepping closer until he was looming directly over him. He lowered his head, his eyes narrowing into slits. "Know this: should so much as a single hair on her head be harmed, or should she experience even a moment of discomfort in your presence, there is no corner of this realm—or any of the Nine Realms—where you may hide from my wrath. Do you understand?"
The poor guy looked like he was about to faint. He stammered out a panicked, unintelligible apology about an urgent, sudden duty call, dropped the bouquet directly onto thefloor, scrambled back into his sedan, and hit the gas so hard the tires screeched across the asphalt.
You rushed outside, furious, but the car was already disappearing down the highway. Thor casually bent down, picked up the flowers, inspected them and handed them to you.
"His posture lacked discipline, and he broke under minimal pressure," Thor noted dryly, brushing a speck of dust off his cape. "He was entirely unworthy of your time. Shall we order a pizza and watch a film?"
2 Years Ago
A charming, charismatic pilot stationed at the compound’s air hangar had asked you out for a weekend dinner in the city. He was funny, easy to talk to, and you had spent an hour getting ready in your quarters, carefully applying makeup and wearing a sleek black dress with silver jewelry.
You grabbed your purse and reached for the handle of your room’s sliding door, only to hear a heavy clack as the electronic lock engaged. Red light flushed through the seam of the doorframe.
"Facility alert," Friday’s voice echoed overhead. "An energy of unknown origin has triggered an automatic security lockdown on Level 4. All exit routes are sealed until further notice."
"Friday, override!" you called out, rattling the door. "I have an appointment!"
"Override denied. Threat level undetermined."
Panicked, you searched the floor, only to realize the entire residential suite was locked down—including the communal lounge attached to your quarters. And sitting on the central couch, dressed casually in sweatpants and a soft tshirt, was Thor.
He didn't look remotely alarmed by the emergency red lights flashing around the room. In fact, he was leaning back against the cushions with a tub of dark chocolate ice cream in his lap and a deck of cards already shuffled on the coffee table.
"What is happening?" you demanded, pacing back and forth in front of the sealed glass doors. "There’s no threat! Why are we locked in?"
"Ah," Thor said smoothly, scooping a giant spoonful of ice cream into his mouth. "Midgardian technology is notoriously temperamental. It seems we must wait for Stark to resolve the glitch. A pity."
For three hours and forty two minutes, you paced the floor, texting the pilot apologies until your phone battery died, while Thor casually dealt hand after hand of card games, completely unbothered, regaling you with long stories of his ancient battles and passing you the tub of ice cream whenever you sighed in defeat.
It wasn't until late that night, after the pilot had long since given up and gone home, that Tony’s voice came over the intercom: "Hey, point break, I just checked the server logs. Why did you plug a high voltage rune stone directly into the floor's circuit breaker at 6:00 PM?"
Thor had merely cleared his throat, picked up the cards, and said, "The lighting in the lounge was suboptimal."
3 Years Ago
It was your very first year at the compound, and a sweet, shy guy from the communications department had spent three weeks building up the courage to talk to you. When he finally asked if you wanted to get coffee at a small diner near the base, you happily agreed, feeling a sense of normalcy returning to your life.
You walked out to the parking lot together, laughing at a joke he made, when a shadow fell over the both of you.
Thor appeared out of nowhere, broad shoulders blocking the sun. Without a word, he clapped a hand onto the poor guy's shoulder with enough force to make the man’s knees buckle, nearly driving him into the pavement.
"How wonderful!" Thor boomed, his laugh echoing, completely fake and brimming with overwhelming aggression. "My dearest friend is venturing out! I shall accompany you both to ensure no harm befalls her in the mortal realm!"
"Thor, no—" you began, mortified.
"I insist!" he cut in, slinging one arm around your shoulders and the other around the bruised communications officer, walking the two of you toward the diner like a prison guard escorting inmates.
When you arrived, Thor didn't just join—he took total control of the booth. He slid into the seat right beside you, his massive frame crowding you against the window, leaving the poor guy sitting alone on the opposite side. When the waiter came, Thor ordered four entire steaks, three sides of potatoes, and a pitcher of water, never once taking his eyes off your date.
Every time the guy opened his mouth to ask you a question, Thor would slam his glass onto the table and loudly recount a graphic story about fighting frost giants, or casually lean forward and ask the man if he possessed the strength to defend a woman against a horde of chitauri.
By the time the appetizers arrived, the communications guy was pale, sweating profusely, and barely able to hold his fork under Thor’s deadly glare. He stammered out a hasty excuse about a migraine, paid for the entire check before the food even hit the table, and practically sprinted out the door.
As soon as the bell above the door chimed shut, Thor reached over, picked up the guy’s untouched steak, took a massive bite, and looked at you with total satisfaction. "A weak mind," he had declared, chewing thoughtfully. "He would have wilted under the slightest pressure, My Star. You deserve a warrior."
Present
"Do you want me to keep going?" you asked, your voice shaking as you finished listing his crimes, stepping right back into his personal space, your chest heaving with every ragged breath. "Or are you going to stop lying to my face?"
Thor stood pinned beneath your furious glare, the damp hood fallen limp around his shoulders, his hair sticking to his temples. The stoic, untouchable God looked exposed, his strong jaw working silently as every single lie, every exscuse, and every arrogant defense died right in his throat.
But he tried anyway. "You are my dearest friend, that is the reason—" Thor tried to say, his voice lacking conviction.
"No," you said, scoffing sharply. "Tell me the truth, Thor."
The pain on your wrist throbbed, clouding your thoughts in burning waves. You had a soulmate out there somewhere, so why did Thor matter more? Why did you want so desperately to make him confess the real reason he was acting like this? Why were you praying to whatever gods existed that he was jealous? Why did your heart beat so fast—so hard in your chest whenever he was near? Why did the scent of him cloud your judgement until you couldn't think straight?
And why did the thought of him having a soulmate tear at your heart, making you bleed down to the floor until everywhere felt full of crimson?
Why were you in love with him when you had a soulmate?
You gasped at the thought, your whole body shuddering as your hands began to shake.
"What is it?" Thor asked instantly, his brows knitting in concern. His eyes darted down to your wrist, as if he instinctively knew that was the exact source of your torment.
Your eyes followed his gaze, landing squarely on your own wrist. The design mocked you as you truly assessed it for the first time in years. Deep lines of lightning...
as if you belonged to Thor.
And swirling around the lightning...
stars.
Hold on.
Lightning? Stars?
A new thought slammed into your brain, taking your breath away, making your head spin wildly, your entire body going hot as if on fire.
"Thor.." you began, your voice trembling, your eyes brimming with hot, unshed tears. "Why do you call me My Star?"
A single tear spilled over your lash line, sliding down your flushed cheek.
Why, why, why? The word beat against your skull like a war drum. It was the only question left in your mind.
Why did he call you that? Why did your mark throb and pulse whenever he took a step closer? Why did you feel violated by the mere touch of any other man, while starving for his?
Thor felt the blood freeze solid in his veins. His heart ached with a new wave of terror as he looked down at you. Hot, heart stopping panic surged through him.
Oh, gods. You were connecting the dots.
You could not know. He could never let you know. He had to protect you. He had to keep you away, keep you alive, keep you safe from the dark fates that claimed everything he ever loved. He had to sacrifice his own happiness, his own soul, just so you could keep breathing.
"I—It's—because—" he stammered, his tongue heavy and useless as he tried desperately to find anything to say, any lie to cover the truth. But he couldn't.
Why couldn't he have called you something else? Anything else.
My Star? Really? How had he not seen this coming?
You reached out, slamming your palm flat against his broad chest, right over his hammering heart.
"Thor..." you whispered, your tear-stained eyes searching his, practically begging him to stop hiding from you.
The sight of your tears made a sharp pain shoot straight through his ribcage. Fuck.
"Don't cry, I beg you," he whispered hoarsely, his own blue eyes swimming with sorrow and pain. His hand came up, gently wrapping around your wrist as he looked down at you. Involuntarily, his face leaned closer to yours, stopping mere inches away. He was breathing in your very breaths, his lips so damn close to yours that the air between you became one.
You looked up into his stormy eyes, your hands trembling against his chest. "Thor, I'm gonna say this one time. I do not care if I have a soulmate."
"What?" Thor whispered, his breath fanning over your lips.
"Listen." You said sternly, bur hopeful, "I do not care if he's near, I do not care if he finds me—I just don't, because..."
A sob tore from your throat, your tears falling faster now as you whispered the truth that had been starving inside you for years.
"...I love you."
You pressed your hand harder against his chest, as if trying to feel his soul through his ribs, trying to force him to hear you.
Thor felt his heart soar to the highest heavens. A helpless, breathtaking smile broke across his face, his own tears finally brimming over his lashes as he stared down at you. You loved him. You didn't even know he was your soulmate, and yet you loved him anyway. You had just declared to the entire universe that even if your destined soulmate walked through the door, you wouldn't care—because your heart belonged to him.
For one fleeting, miraculous second, he was the happiest man in the Nine Realms.
But the brutal weight of reality crashed back down upon him, crushing the air out of his lungs.
"You can't," he whispered, his voice breaking completely.
Your blood ran ice cold. What the fuck was his problem?
"What?" you asked, your eyebrows knitting together in horror.
"You cannot love me," Thor choked out, trying to pull back, his jaw clenching as he tried to rebuild his crumbled stone wall. "I cannot be with you. It's—"
"Thor, take off your hoodie."
You cut him off cleanly, a fierce determination blazing through your tears as you pulled your face back, forcing space between you. You were going to make him confess what you now suspected in your marrow.
In all six years you had known him, you had never seen him truly stripped down. You had never seen the bare skin of his chest or his shoulders. You had never seen if he carried a soulmate mark of his own.
You had to know.
Thor blinked, taken completely aback. "What?"
"Thor, don't piss me off," you repeated, your voice dangerously steady, dark with an unyielding edge. "Take your goddamn top off."
Oh no, this cannot be happening, Thor’s voice echoed in his head, a cold wave of panic washing over him. His heart started beating against his ribcage faster and faster, pounding so hard he felt like there was no room left in his chest to breathe.
"Why?" he pressed, his tone desperate as he tried to deflect. "Why must you insist on this?"
You looked him dead in the eye, your expression hardening into something terrifyingly resolute. "Thor, you either take your top off right now and let me see for sure what I suspect, or Steve Rogers—goddamn Captain America—is my soulmate." You raised a sharp finger, pointing right at his chest as you delivered the ultimatum.
Fuck.
No, he is not, Thor wanted to roar at the top of his lungs, the urge to smash every glass pane in the compound tearing through him. He could never be your soulmate. I am the only one. The only one who could ever love you like this, the only one who holds your heart and soul. The only one.
And fuck, you had all of him. His heart, his soul, his body—anything you wanted in this entire universe, he would hand to you on a silver platter. He wanted to give it to you. He yearned to give it to you, to yield completely and drown in your touch.
But he couldn't. The universe was cruel, and you were simply too precious to him—his treasure, his soulmate, his star, his entire universe.
"Steve?" Thor said, his voice dripping annoyance.
"Yeah," you said, nodding once, sharp and unwavering. "Steve."
"I cannot," he whispered, gulping hard as he squeezed his eyes shut, as if thep darkness could protect him from the truth unspooling between you.
"Yeah?" you pushed, stepping right up to his space. "You're not taking it off?"
"I cannot," he repeated, opening his eyes back up. They were flooded with so much pain it made your own throat tighten.
You raised your eyebrows, leaning back slightly. "Can't, or won't?"
Thor just looked at you, his hands coming up in the air, trembling slightly as if he were trying to explain the weight of the cosmos through his face alone. But when no words left his lips, you let out a scoff.
"Steve it is, then," you decided, turning on your heel and heading straight for the staircase.
That was the exact millisecond total panic kicked in for Thor.
"What? Where are you going?!" he demanded, his long legs instantly moving to follow you.
"To see my soulmate," you called over your shoulder without breaking stride.
"Your what now?!" he growled, his voice tight, dark, and laced with anger so great you felt it in your bones as he trailed right behind you up the steps. Norns, were you a fast woman when you were angry.
"My soulmate! What, are you hard of hearing?!"
"Steve is not your soulmate!" Thor snarled, the frustration building up in his chest like an overflowing volcano as he kept pace up the stairs.
You mentally wished you had taken the elevator, because by the time you hit the second floor landing, your lungs were burning and you were getting completely breathless, and the fact that you had heels on did not help at all, while the literal God of Thunder behind you wasn't even breathing hard.
You exhaled sharply through your nose, spinning around on the step above him so you were looking down into his stormy eyes. "How would you know? It's him. I'm sure of it."
He held your arm the second he caught up to you on the step, his face coming so dangerously close to yours that his hot breath fanned over your lips. He looked as if he couldn't bear the mere thought of being an inch away from you while you spoke of another man being your soulmate—as if, through sheer proximity alone, he could make you yield and force you to admit you didn't actually believe Steve was the one.
"Stop it, darling," he whispered gently, his voice thick with a desperate, pleading tone.
At his words and touch, your mark burned blindingly hot beneath your sleeve, a sharp intake of breath cutting through the air. But you set your jaw, peeling yourself away from his grip to deliver the very sentence you knew would piss him off to his core.
"My mark's burning hotter the closer I get to Steve," you said, resting a hand over your heart before letting out a dramatic, dreamy sigh. "Ah... my beloved."
"Oh, hell no," Thor growled, his voice becoming dangerously tight, tighter than before.
Before he could grab you again, you threw your heels off quickly and fled up the steps, practically sprinting up the concrete risers as Thor gave chase right behind you. You scrambled up to the third floor, nearing the fourth-floor landing, your heart and lungs burning as Thor yelled up the stairwell, "Are you actually going to Steve?!"
"Yeah!" you yelled back, throwing the word over your shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world.
The moment your feet hit the fourth floor landing, strong arms wrapped firmly around your waist from behind, lifting your feet right off the ground.
"You are not going to Steve and telling him he is your soulmate," Thor barked, his voice tighter than you had ever heard it in six years.
"I am! Let me down!" you demanded, flailing your legs and twisting against his iron grip as you tried to force him to release you.
He set your feet down, but in one swift motion, he spun you around to face him. He pinned you against the corridor wall, looking you dead in the eyes, his face flushed red as he roared,
"Steve is not your damn soulmate!"
He just couldn't bear you thinking that—not even as a joke, not even for a goddamn second. He wasn't acting rationally; he never made rational decisions when it came to you. And fuck, the mere thought of you walking up to his teammate, claiming another man as your destined match when he was standing right here, made him want to choke the life out of anyone who dared look at you. Especially when it was a lie.
You grabbed his thick biceps, your nails digging hard into his flesh through his damp sleeve. "And I'm asking you, how do you know?!" you yelled back, tears spilling over your lashes. "How could you possibly know that?! Just let me go to him—"
He couldn't take it anymore. The years of silence, the secrecy, the raw jealousy tearing through his ribs—it all shattered at once.
"HE IS NOT BECAUSE I AM!" he screamed.
The words echoed down the empty hallway, bouncing off the walls like a thunderclap.
Even though you had guessed this was coming—even though you had suspected the truth in your marrow—your heart still dropped straight into your stomach.
Before you could even form a breath, Thor let you go. In two swift motions, he grabbed the hem of his soaked hoodie and the shirt underneath, tearing them both over his head in one move and shoving them to the floor.
He stood bared before you, his broad chest heaving, his muscle carved torso exposed to the cool air of the hall. A
And there, right over his left breast—carved boldly, indelibly, right over his beating heart—was the exact same mark resting on your wrist. Lines of lightning, interwoven with a burning stars.
Your lips parted, the air leaving your lungs in a ragged gasp. Your throat tightened so hard you couldn't breathe, your legs locking up until you couldn't move, couldn't speak, couldn't do anything.
The only thing that flooded your system was a nauseating wave of betrayal.
He knew. He fucking knew.
For years— for six long, grueling years, he had known the entire time. He had watched you wonder, watched you cry, watched you lie awake at night mourning the idea of ever finding the person meant for you. He had sabotaged your dates, interfered in your life, controlled your circle under the innocent guise of a protective best friend—and all of it was because he knew the truth, and he simply chose to keep you in the dark.
He had known the very first second he ever laid eyes on your wrist, and he had looked you in the eye every single day since and lied to you.
"Why?" you whispered, your hands and lips shaking as fresh tears streamed down your face. "Why..."
You couldn't breathe, your whole body in denial, shivering, hands trembling, breathing ragged, trying harder and harder to breathe, fighting harder to take one more breath, making your lungs ache as you looked at him with betrayal in your eyes.
How could he?
"Honey, please," Thor whispered, his blue eyes flooded with horror.
You only cried harder, your frame trembling harshly against the wall.
What have I done? Thor thought wildly, his mind fracturing into a thousand pieces. Why had he let his temper get the better of him? Why had he handed you over to the hands of a fate that was going to bleed you dry? How could he let you know he had lied to you all this time? How could he make you cry like this? What did he think was going to happen?
His heart tore open, bleeding onto the floor as he tried to gulp down the burn in his throat. He took one heavy, desperate step toward you, his calloused hand lifting to cradle your face, his thumb gently wiping away your tears.
Your skin burned at the touch, your heart traitorously soaring at the warmth of his palm.
"I do not know how to make this better—I—I am so sorry—I don't know what I was thinking," Thor choked out, his voice cracking,, "I shouldn't have told you—I should have let you live in ignorance—"
Your heart dropped, your pulse skipping a sickening beat. "What?" you whispered, your voice dangerously small.
He didn't regret keeping this secret from you for years, he fucking regretted telling you?
You straightened your posture immediately, fury rushing back through your veins like hot lead. "YOU MORON! Do you regret telling me instead of regretting keeping it from me?!"
You threw your hand out, thrusting your power forward. A blast of kinetic force slammed directly into Thor's broad chest, sending the God of Thunder stumbling back three full paces.
He staggered, his eyes widening in shock. He was making this worse. Why was he making this worse? Why did his words always come out as the worst possible phrasing in every single argument with you?
"My Star—"
"Shut the fuck up, stop trying to find excuses, and tell me the truth, Thor!" you screamed, your throat hurting, a heavy sniffle cutting through your breath right after. "Why did you do this?! Why did you not tell me? Because of some sick, fucked up savior complex?! TELL ME!"
Thor stood pinned beneath your furious, tear stained glare, his breath catching in his throat.
"Tell me why you told me we can't be together, Thor," you said, stepping closer, your eyes locked onto his with unbraekable determination. "Tell me if you love me."
Thor stumbled back a step—on his own this time, completely unmanned by the vulnerability in your voice. "I cannot," he rasped, his voice barely a breath.
You scoffed, a dark, humorless sound. "You literally just roared down the hallway that you're my soulmate! So tell me whatever the fuck is wrong—"
"No," Thor said, shaking his head frantically, his hands trembling at his sides as he looked at you. "No, I cannot."
Your chest heaved as you stared at him in pure disbelief. He was still stonewalling you. Still holding back. Still trying to control the narrative while your heart was broken on the floor.
So you did something you never thought you would do in your entire life.
You lifted your right hand, fingers twitching as your telekinesis surged outward. Down the hall, in the common area kitchen, metal clanked against metal. A silver knife lifted off the rack, soaring silently down the corridor toward you.
The polished steel caught the overhead lights, gleaming sharply as it hovered right beside your hand.
Thor's eyebrows shot up, "Do you think you can threaten me with that—"
"No," you said simply, your voice chillingly calm. "Who says it's for you?"
Thor's face paled instantly. Every drop of blood drained from his features as the reality of your words set in, his pulse stopping completely for two seconds.
No.
"No, no, no, no, no—" he begged, his forehead knitting together in terror as he lunged forward to close the distance between you.
"Stay back!" you commanded, thrusting your free hand out. You poured every ounce of your powers directly against his chest, locking him in place mid-stride.
Fuck, he was strong. The mass of his godhood pushed against your invisible barrier, making your teeth grind as you fought to hold him back.
"LET ME GO!" Thor roared, his voice cracking with fury and hysteria, his muscles straining violently against the wall of force.
You reached out with your other hand, wrapping your fingers firmly around the black handle of the floating knife. You pulled it out of the air, bringing the cold, sharp point of the blade directly over your chest—lining it up right over your beating heart.
"NO!" Thor screamed, the sound tearing from his lungs, his throat bleeding with the force of it.
He fought with every fiber of his immortal being against your power, his boots skidding across the floorboards. But he was weakened—completely undone and brought to his knees by the unbearable sight of you holding a blade to your own chest, threatening him with the one life he had sacrificed his entire sanity to protect.
"Drop it! I'm begging you, drop it!" Thor sobbed out, his composure fading into dust. "Please, please, please—don't—do not do this to me!"
"Then talk to me, Thor!" you screamed back, your hands shaking as the tip of the steel pressed firm against the fabric over your heart. "Tell me the truth or I swear to god I will end this right now! Tell me why you lied! Tell me if you love me!"
"I LOVE YOU!" Thor bellowed, the confession ripping through the corridor, echoing off the walls until the entire floor vibrated. Desperate to get you to stop without telling you everything. He could tell you he loved you and that was the truth, but the rest? He could not.
The wall of force holding him broke under the weight of his roar, and the moment he felt himself freed, he fled to you. He collapsed to his knees, his hands wrapping desperately around your waist, burying his wet, rain-soaked face directly into your stomach, breathing you in before looking up at you.
You looked down at him, your chest heaving.
He did love you. He did love you and he was jealous, and that was why he had protected you with all his might. Your heart soared, your heartbeat quickening violently.
"I love you! I love you, I love you, I love you!" he sobbed hysterically, his massive body trembling with heavy dry-heaves. His fingers dug into the fabric of your clothes, holding you so tight it bruised, as if he were trying to merge your bodies together so you could never leave him.
"I have loved you since the very second I saw you," he wept, his breath hot against your stomach. "I cannot live without you... I beg of you, please, drop the blade... I cannot live in a world where your heart does not beat... please, my universe, my star... please..."
Your own tears were spilling down as you looked down at him, a ragged sob escaping you as you moved your hand to the side dropped the knife to the floor. You collapsed straight into his arms the second the steel clinked against the tile.
He caught you instantly, holding you tight, keeping your knees from touching the floor harshly and gently steadying you. His face dropped into the crook of your neck as he tried to stop his sobbing, his chest shuddering against yours.
"Thank you, honey, thank you," he whispered, his large, trembling hands gently soothing through your hair. Your own hands found his bare back, feeling the hard, tense muscles beneath your palms. You grabbed onto him with all your might as your tears spilled onto his shoulder. "Did you have to do that?" he whispered, his throat raw and sore.
"Did you have to make me?" you sobbed, burying your face into his neck, breathing him in as your whole body shook.
He kept holding you fiercely in his arms, making sure you weren't going to hurt yourself, breathing you in to reassure himself that you were real, that you were breathing, that you were safe. He pressed a long, desperate kiss to the top of your head, taking a shuddering breath in.
Your nails dug deeper into his back as you lifted your head, forcing him to lift his up and look at you. His eyes were bloodshot, his godlike face flushed red and stained with hot tears.
"You—" You spoke, clearing your throat over a lump of pain. "What did you mean we can't be together?" You searched his blue eyes, your own face distorted in agony. "You do not want me?"
His chest ached at the sight before him, his soulmate mark throbbing with a burning fury right over his heart. "I do want you. More than anything. In fact... it burns me how much I do," he admitted, his voice barely over a whisper.
You bit your swollen, tear stained lip, looking up at him with hopeful, desperate eyes. Maybe he would take it back. Maybe he would realize how ridiculous this was. Maybe—
"But we can't," he ended, the words dropping like lead between you.
Your hold on him loosened immediately.
What?
Your heart begged you to keep holding onto him, to keep him trapped next to you so he could not leave you alone with this revelation—that you indeed had a soulmate, that it was Thor, and that he was actively refusing to be with you. Your stomach churned with a sickening mixture of grief and anger.
"What is wrong with you?" you said, your voice full of fresh, bitter betrayal.
You scrambled backward, peeling your body away from his just as rapid footsteps echoed down the corridor.
Thor reached out, trying desperately to hold onto you, his lungs burning at the sudden loss of contact, the mark over his chest tearing through his skin like liquid fire. "I cannot tell you," he whispered, his jaw trembling as the footsteps drew near.
Steve and Natasha stopped dead in their tracks as they took in the scene before them.
"What happened here?" Steve asked, his voice bewildered, his eyes darting from the discarded knife on the floor to Thor's bare, mark-branded chest. Beside him, Natasha silently assessed the situation, her eyes narrowing as she read the tension in the air.
You didn't spare either of them a glance. Your eyes stayed locked dead on Thor's pale, broken face. "Fine," you said softly, your voice turning ice cold.
You started to push yourself up off the floor. Thor instinctively held out a trembling hand to support you, and Steve did the exact same on your other side, reaching down to offer his palm.
You looked Thor straight in his tear filled eyes, deliberately passed over his reaching hand, and placed your fingers firmly into Steve's palm to pull yourself to your feet.
Thor's hands clenched into white-knuckled fists at the sight, a quiet gasp of pain ripping from his throat.
Standing tall, your body still shaking, you delivered your final sentence to thegod in frontof you:
"If you refuse to be with me, you will be without me."
Thor's eyes widened in panic, the color draining from his face once more. "What do you mean?" he rasped.
"We are not friends anymore, Thor. You're nothing to me. Do not talk to me no more. If you betray me and refuse me, you bear the consequences. Live without me."
You turned on your heel and walked away down the corridor without looking back once, your hands trembling at your sides as your bare feet met quietly with the floor.
Steve stood frozen in place, utterly stunned, while Natasha slowly looked down at the god of thunder kneeling on the cold floorboards, his bare chest heaving, his fingers clutching at the spot where your touch had just been.
Natasha took a slow step forward, her voice a low, sharp line. "What the fuck happened, Thor?"
Thor couldn't explain anything. He just kept looking down, his tears burning his cheeks as he realized what had just happened. He had refused you out of obligation, and you had cut him out of your life completely.
Out of obligation—because this was not a simple matter of 'I have to protect her from the dangers that follow me,' or 'I have to protect her because my enemies will find out about her.' He had been right next to you for years as your best friend, for Odin's sake; this was not about simple threats or rogue enemies. He could protect you from any monster in the nine realms.
This was a curse. An actual fucking curse, placed upon him by a Dark Elf years before he had ever met you. Thor had thought the creature was bluffing, scoffing in the monster's face right before he struck him down, his voice dripping with arrogant confidence as he declared, "No one dares put a curse on the mighty Thor."
But his own arrogance was what had brought him to here tonight.
The Dark Elf had warned him that he would lose everyone he held dear to his heart. Not his friends—that was the only sick mercy the creature had granted him, apparently—but his true family. His mother. His father. His brother. The only reason they were all gone, swept away into the cold dark of death, was because of him.
So he was sure his enemies could find you with the help of the curse.
And he could not lose you. He would rather die a thousand times over than lose you.
Yet he just had. Because he was cursed, and because he couldn't bring himself to tell you the truth. He knew what would happen if he confessed: you would try to make it make sense. You would look up at him with those fierce, beautiful eyes and try to tell him that the curse wouldn't apply to a soulbond—that the magic of destined soulmates was an ancient power that overcame all dark spells.
And Thor knew, with devastating certainty, that he would believe you. He would yield to your words because he was already straining every fiber of his being just to force himself to stay away from you. And then he would lose you forever, all because he hadn't possessed the strength to keep saying no to you.
But he lost you anyway, just in a different way than he could have ever guessed.
—
You had woken up and gotten ready for breakfast, your eyes swollen because of yesterday night. You did not want to do this—you didn't want to hurt him, and you certainly didn't want to hurt yourself—but wasn't he already doing that anyway? He had hurt you so much, betraying you in the worst way possible. You would have tried to oversee it, would have fought through the pain, if only he had told you why he did what he did.
But he didn't, did he? He didn't give you a logical explanation, nor a shred of hope for a future. Ever.
You gulped against the lump in your throat and made your way out of your room, heading straight to the kitchen to get caffeine into your system.
When you entered, you saw Rocket sitting on a stool near the island, along with Steve, Nat, Tony, and Bruce standing around the counter.
"Good morning," you grumbled under your breath, your voice thick and dry.
Tony looked at the state of you, his eyebrows furrowing instantly. "Good morning, sunshine," he said, with his usual sarcastic bite but faltered into genuine concern at the sight of your swollen eyes. You glared daggers at him, and his frown deepened. "What the hell happened to you?"
Steve let out a quiet, tired sigh, while Nat nudged Tony’s arm, whispering sharply, "Stop it, Tony."
Across the counter, Bruce urgently made a cut-it motion with his hand, his eyes wide. Steve and Nat had filled him in on the aftermath from last night, but neither of them had managed to catch Tony up yet. They really, really should have.
Rocket looked back and forth between everyone, baffled by the sight before him. "I miss my weirdos more and more every single minute I spend with you weirdos."
"Shut up, rat," Tony muttered absentmindedly, his eyes still glued to your swollen face.
"I will literally kill you, metal man—" Rocket started, baring his teeth, but Tony paid zero mind to the furry creature and leaned in toward Steve and Nat, whispering furiously.
"What is going on? Is this a serious situation?" Tony hissed under his breath while you turned your back to them, reaching for the coffee pot. Dark storm clouds could have been swirling directly over your head right now and none of them would have been surprised.
"We don't fully know what's wrong either, but she had a massive blowout with Thor last night," Nat whispered, her green eyes tracking your movements with deep concern. "And apparently… they're soulmates."
You grabbed your mug, poured the dark liquid, and turned around to walk over to the counter—just in time to witness Tony and Rocket simultaneously shout, "WHAT THE HELL?!" in unison.
You stopped dead in your tracks, your eyes narrowing as you looked over the five of them. "What's going on?" you asked, your voice suspicious. Steve's head snapped toward you, his face flashing with panic as his mind scrambled to make something up on the spot. "Um! We were just... discussing how Bruce... spent two hours trying to teach Rocket how to play the ukulele using his toes!"
You tilted your head, staring at Steve like he had grown two heads. "Huh?"
Bruce glared daggers at Steve, looking like he wanted to jump out the glass window, while Rocket just stared at captain america in utter disgust. You walked over, setting your mug down on the island, and took a slow, thoughtful sip of your coffee. You were remarkably content that a certain someone was nowhere in sight, your black mood lifting just a bit at his absence as you decided to pry a little more into whatever absurd conversation you had just interrupted.
"But why did Rocket say what the hell if he is actually learning that from Bruce?" you asked, your eyes searching Steve's panicking face with quiet suspicion.
This made Steve panic even more, his throat working hard as he searched the ceiling for a second believable lie. Before he could embarrass himself further, Rocket barked from his stool, "It's cause they brought it up and I obviously didn't want it brought up, genius!" he snarled at you, baring his teeth.
You took a slow sip from your coffee, a faint, dark smirk playing at the corner of your lips. "Okay, Rocket," you said, looking him dead in the eye. "Show me what you got sometime. I really wanna see you playing ukulele with your toes—"
You stopped abruptly, your brow furrowing as a realization hit you. "Rocket..do you even have toes? You're a fucking ferret."
Everyone at the counter froze solid. Mouths went agape, eyes widened, and a hysterical silence fell over the kitchen as Tony, Bruce, and Steve tried to figure out how to process the sentence, and how to save Steve's lie from this point on.
Rocket broke the silence, his ears flattening against his head. "I'm not a damn ferret."
"That's because you are a bunny, my friend," a deep, rumblesome voice echoed from the hallway behind him.
The moment his voice hit the room, the hair stood up on your arms. Your whole frame locked up instantly, the breath trapped in your lungs as your mark began to throb with a vicious pulse beneath your sleeve. You glued your eyes to the dark liquid in your coffee mug, refusing to look up. You could not—would not—spare him a single glance.
Thor stepped fully into the kitchen, his stormy eyes locking onto you immediately. His mark burned like liquid iron over his heart, matching the agonizing pull radiating from your wrist. But the physical pain was nothing compared to the sight of you—your swollen eyes, your rigid shoulders, the coldness you threw up like a brick wall between you. It tore straight through his skin, branding itself directly onto his soul.
He gulped, his jaw clenching in agony as he stood there, completely ignored.
Rocket suddenly leapt up onto the island, his sharp teeth bared in pure irritation as he snatched a butter knife off a plate and pointed it menacingly at the entire room. "I'm just Rocket!"
You looked at him, your gaze entirely deadpan, refusing to let the distraction pull your focus to the giant god standing three feet away. "That's your name, stupid. You are an animal called a raccoon. You're welcome."
You set your mug down with a soft clink, slid off your stool, and turned to leave. Your eyes burned with hot, traitorous tears just from being in his orbit, the scent of rain suffocating you. You had to get away.
"Where are you going?"
The question fell from Thor’s lips—his voice small and stripped of his usual boomingness.
Your steps faltered for a second, a ragged, shuddering breath hitching in your throat. He was burning you. Just the sound of his voice pleading in the quiet room was hurting you worse than any weapon ever could.
You set your jaw, forced your feet forward, and kept on going without a word. You had to avoid him at all costs. You had to think of yourself now.
Thor stood frozen, his eyes burning as he watched you leave without a word. So you actually meant what you had said.
He could not breathe.
—
After three days of avoiding Thor, getting out of rooms whenever he entered or refusing to look his way at dinners, your bond was aching from being away from him. It made your right hand tremble, your lungs aching for air, his scent lingering in your nostrils even when he wasn't near you. Your mind tormented you with his face every single time you closed your eyes. It was torture, plain and simple.
Thor was far worse. His eyes desperately searched for you whenever he entered a room, his heart begging for just a single glimpse of you. His mark ached, throbbed, and pulsed, tearing through his chest every second you were away. He couldn't sleep. He saw your face whenever he closed his eyes; his mind was breaking under the strain. He was pretty sure he had hallucinated you standing in his room, smiling softly at him last night.
And it had only been three days. How was he supposed to endure a lifetime of this torment?
You were coming back from a girls' day out with Nat. You had needed to blow off steam, and you had chosen to do it through retail therapy. But she had left your side the second you both entered the compound, claiming she had urgent matters to attend to with Steve. You had merely nodded, pursing your lips and furrowing your eyebrows, suspecting a set up but too exhausted to argue.
You made your way to the elevator, heavy shopping bags clutched in your hands. You leaned back against the wall, staring up at the ceiling after pressing the button to your floor, patiently waiting to arrive. When the elevator doors finally dinged open, you let out a quiet sigh and stepped out, making your way down the eerily silent hallway.
The silence didn't last long. Your gently aching wrist flared, burning hot beneath your sleeve, and heavy, familiar footsteps echoed from up ahead. Thor was walking down the corridor from the opposite direction.
The moment his eyes caught sight of you, his breath hitched, his lungs burning at the sudden, overwhelming proximity. His stormy blue eyes roamed desperately over your face, his long stride halting for a second. But you forced yourself to pay no mind to him. You kept walking, the grip you had on your shopping bags tightening until your knuckles turned white, using the pain to ground yourself.
Thor forced his boots to keep moving, too. His jaw clenched so hard the muscle feathered beneath his skin as he tried to force his eyes away from your pretty, exhausted face.
But your bodies decided against your will.
Without permission, as you drew level in the narrow hall, Thor’s hand drifted toward yours just as your fingers twitched subtly toward his. It was barely noticeable, a magnetic pull neither of you could control.
The back of your hand grazed against Thor’s.
The touch stole the very air straight from your lungs. Electric heat surged through your skin, the contact burning like a white-hot iron. You stopped dead in your tracks, staring down in shock as the heavy shopping bags slipped from your numb fingers, tumbling to the floor. Neither of you paid the slightest bit of attention to the sound of them hitting the floor.
Thor’s broad chest heaved as he stared down at the small space between your hands. Days without you looking at him, days without holding you—it had turned him into a starved, desperate man. His throat burned, his pulse skipping wildly against his skin. Before his mind could stop his body, his pinky lifted, gently brushing against the side of your index finger.
You took a sharp, jagged breath, your brows knitting together in longing. You gulped, your heart hammering against your ribcage.
The hallway was silent save for the sound of both of your heavy, ragged breaths. The thick, suffocating tension made it almost impossible to draw air into your chest. He was burning, and he was dragging you into the fire alongside him.
Your hand twitched, your breathing growing quicker, shallower. Slowly, helplessly, you looked up at him for the first time in days—only to find him already staring down at your face, his eyes flooded with pure longing.
His breath hitched loudly as he finally met your eyes. Your breath caught in your throat, trapped in the back of your lungs. You couldn't pull your eyes away. Involuntarily, your gaze flicked downward, landing directly on his parted lips.
What were you doing?
The realization poured over you like a bucket of ice water. You stopped, shaking your head frantically as you yanked your hand back. You stumbled two heavy steps away from him, pressing your back flat against the cold corridor wall.
Thor flinched back a step, too, as if your sudden withdrawal had physically scorched him. But he looked at you with pleading eyes, his chest rising and falling harshly—desperately.
Unable to handle the desperation in his face, you averted your gaze immediately, looking down at the scattered shopping bags sitting between you on the floor.
Thor’s gaze instantly followed yours. Seeing his chance, he scrambled downward, dropping to his knee to gather the handles for you.
"Let me help—" he rasped, his voice rough and broken.
Before his fingers could even loop around the paper handles, you bent down and yanked the bags right out of his reach. Your chest still heaving, your skin still tingling with liquid fire, you turned on your heel and sprinted down the rest of the hall, diving into your quarters and slamming the door behind you.
That night, neither of you could sleep.
You tossed and turned in the dark, the ache in your chest radiating all the way down to your bones. It hurt so intensely to be this close to him without truly having him. It hurt knowing he had claimed he wanted you, yet still chose to push you away. But what cut the deepest was the memory of his eyes from earlier that afternoon—that raw, indescribable agony written across his face when you snatched your shopping bags and refused to let him help you.
Thor lay awake in his own room, staring up at the shadow draped ceiling, consumed by his yearning for you. He yearned for your touch, your scent, your laugh—just you. It physically pained him how desperately he wanted you, how deeply it stung that you denied him so much as a glance. Yet, when you had finally looked at him for the first time in days, letting him exist in your presence for just a fleeting moment, you had fled from him with all your might.
When he closed his eyes for the thousandth time that night, a soft, involuntary smile touched his lips at the mere thought of your face.
To only be quickly swallowed by the crushing weight of reality.
—
It had been two days since your hands touched in that hallway. Five whole days of not talking to him, not hugging him, not breathing him in.
God, ever since you learned he was your soulmate, your desire for him had grown unnaturally, ridiculously persistent. You had wanted him before, of course—wanted to kiss him, hug him, keep him close. But now?
It was tearing through your very soul. Your hands trembled with the urge to touch him whenever you caught even the briefest glimpse of him. Your heart throbbed in pain whenever you forced yourself to look away from him. Your nose burned with a relentless ache to step closer and breathe him in. Every time he entered a room, your jaw clenched so hard it hurt just to keep yourself from walking over to him.
Your lips were the absolute worst. They tingled, burned, and ached desperately—desperate for his plush, pink lips to crush against yours, to kiss you, claim you, and finally make you one with him. The soulbond was playing wicked tricks on your senses; everywhere you went, the air smelled intoxicatingly of rain and sandalwood. Everywhere you looked, it felt like the ghost of him was trailing just behind you.
It was pure torture.
Thor was utterly devastated. It hadn't been easy for him before, either; knowing you were his soulmate from the beginning meant every day had been a brutal exercise in self contrpl. He had spent months resisting the urge to touch you every two seconds, to breathe you in whenever you were near. Once, he had clenched his jaw so hard trying to restrain himself that he had literally dislocated it, forcing him to snap it back into place in secret. He fought constantly against the instinct to pull you in and kiss you senseless, his eyes constantly straying to your lips whenever you were in the room. He felt like a damned pervert for it, but tearing his eyes away was impossible.
You were simply made for him. Your beautiful face looked as though it had been meticulously carved by the gods, your body that of a goddess. You were the most extraordinary thing he had ever witnessed.
You were walking across the ground floor of the compound toward the elevator, your head down and your eyes fixed on your phone. When the metal doors slid open, you stepped straight inside without bothering to look up and check if anyone was already in it.
It was a huge mistake. The moment the doors slid shut with a soft click, your soulmark throbbed beneath your skin. The air in the enclosed space instantly flooded with the overwhelming, rich scent of him.
Your eyes went wide as panic spiked through your blood. You scrambled forward, your thumb hammering the button to open the doors back up over and over again. But it didn't work—the elevator had already engaged, smoothly gliding upward.
Thor was pinned back against the far wall, his fists clenched tightly at his sides as his breathing turned heavy and shallow. Your scent—sweet, intoxicating, perfect—filled his senses in an instant. You were the sweetest air he had ever breathed.
Desperate to get out as fast as possible, you pressed the button for the very next floor, your hands shaking as you tried to force your face into a mask of composure. You could feel his intense stare scorching the side of your profile, heavy and burning with unspoken words.
Fate decided to play its hand.
The elevator came to a sudden halt with a sharp metallic screech. The harsh jolt knocked you completely off balance, sending you stumbling forward into the center of the cabin. Instinct took over before either of you could think. Thor reached out to catch you, his large, warm hand wrapping firmly around your bare forearm to steady you. Simultaneously, your palm instinctively flattened against his broad chest—landing directly over his soulmark.
Thor sucked in a sharp, ragged breath. His chest burned beneath your touch, a fiery heat bursting right over the spot that declared he belonged to you.
You were shaken to your very core. Your chest heaved as you looked down at your hand resting flat against his chest, then at his strong fingers wrapped around your skin. You breathed, and breathed, and breathed, completely paralyzed, unable to move, feeling the fastened, hammering rhythm of his heartbeat thumping directly beneath your palm.
Your eyes locked with his. Both of your chests rose and fell in harsh, synchronized rhythms. Your skin prickled with electric heat, your lips parted as you gasped for air in the tight space.
Then, with another sharp jolt, the elevator sparked back to life, resuming its smooth upward climb as if nothing had happened. The movement made you stumble again, causing Thor's grip on your arm to instinctively tighten to keep you upright.
A voice crackled overhead from the intercom, sounding distant and lighthearted. "Sorry about that, guys! Just doing routine maintenance!" Tony called out.
The spell snapped. You harshly pulled away, scrambling back toward the doors and frantically straightening your clothes, staring intensely at the metal walls to avoid his face.
Thor cleared his throat, his raspy voice trembling as his eyes stayed glued to you. "Honey, please look at me" he begged softly.
The sound of his rough, pleading voice hit your heart like a punch, making you take in a sharp breath. But just as the words left his lips, the elevator dinged, and the doors slid open to the hallway.You bolted out the second there was enough space, rushing down the corridor without looking back, your heart beating in your throat.
He didn't even have it in him to give chase. His heart shattered into a thousand pieces as he simply stood there, watching your retreating form vanish down the hall.
—
You were crying that night, for hours, your knees pulled tight to your chest, your arms circled around your legs as your mark throbbed in disdain. Your heart ached, your nose burned, your ears rang, and your eyes were swollen and bloodshot as you tried to breathe through your endless, heavy sobbing.
Your whole body was begging you to go to him, to go to the only place it knew as home.
But how were you supposed to do that when the only home you’ve known for years had betrayed you so deeply? How were you supposed to run to him when your home refused to let you in?
Thor felt his heartstrings being violently pulled all night. His hands clenched into tight fists as he paced back and forth across his room, his muscles tense, his mind racing to find any way to fix this.
His eyes filled with unshed tears, his eyes and nose burning as he looked up at the ceiling, his broad chest heaving, his lungs aching.
Fuck.
He had to tell you the truth.
There was no other way to make you forgive him. There was no other way around this—no lies, no distractions, no evasions. Nothing.
He couldn't breathe without you. Usually, his lungs constricted whenever he was more than five paces away from you, but now? After five days of you ignoring him? Every breath he tried to take felt like dry sawdust scraping through his airway.
So he opened his door. His hands were trembling, but his posture was set with unbreakable confidence as he made his way down the quiet corridor to your room. He had to make this right.
Your throat burned as you tried to swallow, your sniffles finally slowing down, your sobbing ebbing into quiet, exhausted whimpers. You tried to gulp again, but you were completely parched, the dryness in your throat making you wince in pain.
You pushed yourself off the bed and padded softly over to your door. But the moment you swung it open, the dull pulse of your soulmark spiked into a sharp, white hot flare of pain—and then you met the eyes of the reason why.
Thor stood right outside. His eyes were bloodshot, his lips parted, his short hair disheveled. He looked as if he were in great pain. No—he looked as if he had been tortured in hell, dragged back to earth, and put through the flames all over again.
His chest burned as he looked down at your face—at your swollen, reddened eyes, your lips raw and inflamed from biting down on them, your cheeks wet from hours of crying. And still, you looked utterly beautiful to him. Devastatingly so.
Your eyes widened in shock, and you immediately tried to slam the door shut. But Thor caught the edge, pushing it back effortlessly. You were forced to take a few steps backward as he forced his way inside, your body trembling as you put as much distance between the two of you as possible.
"What are you doing here?" you whispered. But it hurt just to speak, and your face scrunched up in pain at the rasp in your voice.
"Have you been crying, my love?" he asked, his voice cracking with unbearable pain. His eyes roamed frantically over your face as he stepped inside, closing the door firmly behind him.
You snapped your head away from him. "What do you want?" you whispered again. When the pain in your throat proved too much to bear, you tried to make a beeline past him toward the door; you needed water, and you needed it now.
"Please—please do not leave! I beg of you, let me speak to you!" Thor begged, his large hand reaching out and wrapping firmly around your forearm.
You let out a sharp, ragged breath. "My throat hurts," you said simply, your voice raspy and broken.
He looked down at you, the desperation on his face making you shiver. "I’ll get you whatever you need, just—" He gulped hard, his throat working over a lump of pain. "Just don't leave. Stay here, please."
You shook your head weakly. "I can't."
His grip on your arm tightened, not to hurt you, but out of pure panic. "Please," he begged again, gently guiding you back to sit down on the edge of the mattress. "Stay." He turned and quickly left the room to grab a glass from the kitchen.
What was he doing here? What did he want? What more could he possibly want from you?
You couldn't bear to hear him reject you again. You couldn't survive the thought of him being this close to you and not touching you, not holding you, not kissing you.
You sat on the bed, staring down at your bare feet, shivering as your mind made its decision: you were not going to stay.Your eyes burned with fresh tears as you stood up, taking fast, silent strides toward the open door.
But you were too late. You had spent too much time trapped in your thoughts. Thor was already stepping back onto the threshold three paces to your right, a tall glass of water in his hand—and he looked furious.
Your eyes widened and you tried to pivot to flee, but he was fast. His right arm swept out, wrapping like an iron band around your waist, and he hoisted you up over his broad shoulder without a single shred of effort, knocking the wind straight out of you.
"Where do you think you are going?" he demanded, his voice tight and dark as he carried you back into your room.
"What the fuck, Thor?!" you gasped, your legs flailing and kicking hard against his abs. But he didn't even budge.
He forcefully set you down on the edge of the bed again, then thrust the glass of water toward your face, his stormy blue eyes blazing with pure fire.
"Drink."
"No."
"Now." He demanded, the command rattling the air between you.
You looked up at him, your hair disheveled, your eyes spitting absolute fury as you snatched the glass from his hand and drank it down. The cold water soothed your raw throat instantly. You watched over the rim of the glass as he walked back to the door, clicking it shut and turning the lock immediately after.
Why the fuck did he lock the door?
"Thor, why are you here?" you asked breathlessly, setting the empty glass down and standing up from the bed as he turned back to face you. "What the fuck are you doing?" Your heart was hammering in your throat as you spoke.
"I am here to talk to you," he stated, his voice ringing with immovable determination.
"I don't want to talk to you," you spat back, crossing your arms defensively over your chest.
"I will talk, and you will listen," he said, his hands clenching into tight, white knuckled fists at his sides.
You scoffed, turning away from him in irritation. But as you turned, your eyes caught sight of Stormbreaker leaning heavily against the wall near the door frame. The axe’s sharp metal edge gleamed dangerously under the moonlight spilling through the window.
Your eyebrows furrowed. Had you seen that right? Why was Stormbreaker in your room? What the fuck was happening?
Then you heard a heavy whoosh of air, followed by a loud thud as the weapon summoned straight into his waiting palm.
Thor shifted his stance, and his next words made your heart drop into your stomach, your blood turning into pure ice, your head spinning with sudden dizziness.
"Look at me," he commanded, his voice tight, dark, and laced with an edge of desperation. "Look at me and see how it feels when your soulmate threatens his own life. Look and feel how I felt."
No, no, no, no, he cannot be doing what you thougjt he was doing, could he?
"No," you whispered. You turned back to face him, your hands flying to your heart, your eyes wide with pure terror.
Thor stood there, holding Stormbreaker flush against his own throat. The razor sharp blade pressed firm against his skin, threatening to cut his artery open with the slightest movement.
You took a trembling step toward him, your hands shaking in the air. "No, no, no—you can't," you begged, your voice breaking into a terrified, breathless sob. "Thor, please—you can't!"
"Are you willing to listen now?" he said, his voice shaky as he exhaled.
You nodded frantically, your chest heaving rapidly as you spoke. "Yes, yes, I’ll listen. Just drop that, please!" you begged, taking another step forward, your legs trembling so hard you could barely stand upright.
Your heart ached, beating so hard against your ribcage you felt as though it were trying to tear straight through it. You bit down hard on your lower lip, your tears spilling endlessly down your cheeks.
"It is a curse," he said.
You breathed out a hollow breath. "What?"
"It's a damn curse. I cannot be with you because I am cursed," he confessed, his voice something small, fragile, yet his grip on his weapon remained deadly tight.
Your eyebrows furrowed in pure confusion. "Thor, what are you saying? How are you cursed—what the fuck?" You couldn't breathe. A wave of sick nausea climbed straight up into your stomach.
"It was years ago... a dark elf cursed me," he said, his voice nothing but a broken whisper. "I was arrogant—a fool. I did not believe a single word that came out of his mouth. But it all turned out to be true. I lost my mother. My father. My brother. Every person I held dear to me..."
Your head tilted to the side, tears falling continuously as you asked, "But I am your closest friend... how come I am still alive if you are actually cursed?"
Thor closed his eyes, fresh tears escaping past his lashes as he spoke. "Because the curse does not apply to friends. Only family... and my lover."
Realization slammed into you like a physical blow. "That is why you—"
"Yes," he said, opening his bloodshot eyes to lock into yours. "That is why I did not tell you. I tried to protect you."
But there was something fundamentally wrong in this equation. He was your soulmate. You were friends, but the two of you had been irrevocably in love for years. If something terrible was meant to happen, wouldn't it have happened already? Besides, you were almost certain no dark magic could ever touch or overrule a soulbond.
"But—but soulmate magic is different! No dark magic can—"
"I knew you were going to say that! I just knew you were going to try to make sense of this!" he cried out, his voice trembling. "I know I have hurt you dearly. I know you do not want to see me, but please—" he begged, his eyes burning with frantic desperation. "Please kiss me so that I might be freed of this torment."
All the oxygen left your lungs at once. Your lips tingled in sharp desire even at the mere thought of kissing him.
"If I cannot hold you, I am as good as dead anyway," Thor continued, his voice strained and breaking. "I would rather die by this curse tonight than live another minute in your silence. Kiss me... kiss me, touch me, do something. I beg of you, My Star. I promise you I will end it all before something happens to you—"
A heavy sob tore from his chest.
"I have thought of this... if I die, then you won't have to worry about dying because of the curse. So I—I will end it after you kiss me. Make my last moments worth it, please. At least before I die, let me get to hold you, feel you, feel your lips on mine..."
Your heart dropped straight to your stomach. "No..." you whispered, taking an involuntary step back. "No, I will not let you die—" You sobbed, your tears falling harsher, blinding your vision. "ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!"
Thor pressed the razor edge of the axe harder against the skin of his throat, a tiny drop of blood welling against the steel. "I will do it whether you kiss me or not, my love. So I beg you... I beg you to kiss me before I do."
Your lungs constricted in on themselves as you stared into his desperate, weeping eyes. In that second, a reckless, overwhelming certainty took root inside your chest.
"I do not care about a damn curse!" you screamed, sobbing uncontrollably. "Please, Thor, do not leave me without you!"
You looked all over his face—taking in the full, disheveled state of him. Crying, sobbing, hands trembling, a god completely brought to the brink of death, willing to take his own life simply because he couldnt survive being left without you.
Then you made your decision. If you were not meant to be together in this life, you would be together in the next.
You smoothed your posture, standing straight. Your voice trembled, but it carried an unbreakable, stern finality. “Fine” you whispered, his eyes turned hopeful.
"I will kiss you," you said softly, walking toward him slowly, your bare feet padding silently against the floor. "But you have to promise me something."
Sobbing, you reached up to him, your hands finding the front of his shirt and grabbing the fabric tightly in your fists.
Thor let out a ragged breath of pure relief, looking down at your face, nodding hysterically as he wept. "Anything."
You sniffled, looking dead into his eyes.
"You have to let me die too."
His breath hitched, his thoughts going completely haywire as he looked down into your tear-filled eyes. "No—no, you cannot ask that of me—"
You gripped the fabric of his shirt even harder, pulling him down toward you. "I can. I am asking it. Think about it, baby," you whispered, your voice turning sweet as honey despite the terror in the air. "We can find each other in the afterlife. We can be together there... it's all going to be okay," you said, your eyes shining with a hopeful light.
"I can't let you die—" he begged, his throat working harshly as tears spilled over his lashes.
But you didn't let him finish. You surged upward and pressed your lips directly to his, letting out a long, shuddering sigh immediately after—surrendering to the soulmate you had spent years forcedly staying away from.
Thor froze instantly in his place, his entire frame going rigid as his mind fractured, contemplating whether to pull away to save you or kiss you back. But the soulbond snapped whatever restraint he had left into dust. He dropped his arm from his chest and wrapped his massive hand around your waist, pinning your front flush against his broad body as his lips pressed into yours bruisingly, both of your chests heaving in tandem.
You kissed him back just as fervently, your heart soaring in your chest, your soulmark finally singing in pure relief. You could almost hear the magic call out to the both of you, mocking the years of separation: 'Finally. What took you idiots so long?'
Your hands traced up his chest, sliding past his collarbones to reach his neck, but your movement stopped dead. His hand was still clenched in an iron grip around the handle of his weapon.
You pulled back just a bit, your hand gliding to his hand until your trembling fingers rested over his white knuckled hold on the giant axe.
"Drop it, honey," you whispered softly against his lips.
And Thor could not deny you anything. Not after you had kissed him. Not after you looked at him with that heartbreaking devotion.
It's okay, he reasoned desperately with himself, his heart hammering against his ribs. I can do it right after. I'm not going to let anything happen to her. I will end my life before the curse takes hers.
His grip on the axe loosened, and he let the weapon slip from his fingers, letting it fall to the floor with a loud, heavy thud.
The second the axe hit the ground, Thor’s hand flew to your jaw, his other hand tightening around your waist as he pulled you back in and kissed you with a ferocious, starved intensity. A breathless whimper escaped your throat. Tears kept slipping down both of your cheeks, the bitter, salty taste mixing between your lips, your noses brushing, your hands grabbing frantically onto him—his neck, his face, his broad shoulders.
He hoisted you up effortlessly. You circled your legs tightly around his waist with another whimper, your arms wrapping around his neck as he carried you two steps and slammed your back against the wall, knocking the very breath from your lungs.
You kissed him back with every single drop of strength left in your body, his desperate kisses making all your logical thoughts completely evaporate into nothing. One of his massive hands gripped the back of your thigh tightly to hold your weight against the wall, while his other hand clutched the back of your neck, tilting your face up to press you closer, deeper, until there was no air left between you.
You were still crying silently, the two of you kissing like dying people reaching for air in a burning room. Your hands tore mindlessly at each other’s clothes—your nails digging into his shoulders, his back, his neck, everywhere you could get a hold of his warmth. Thor pressed you harder between his chest and the wall, his large hands roaming possessively all over you—your waist, the sides of your breasts, your arms, your neck, until his fingers finally tangled into your hair where your scalp met your neck, tilting your head back to deepen the kiss into something even more intoxicating.
He groaned heavily into your mouth while you whimpered, shivering against him.
He broke the kiss for a second just to whisper frantically into your mouth, "I love you, my little star. I love you, I love you.."
And he claimed your lips again. You bit his lower lip softly, pulling your head back just an inch to look into his dark, bloodshot eyes. "I love you too, honey. My big, handsome love," you whispered right against his mouth before pulling him back into another breathless kiss.
He couldn't help himself. Driven by pure, primal instinct, he grinded his hips up between your legs. You let out a high whine, your head falling back against the wall as your eyes rolled to the back of your head, the electric warmth between your legs flaring wildly to life.
"Thor..." you whispered raspy into his mouth.
"Yes," he gasped back, his breath scorching your skin.
A heavy, sickening dizziness began to take over your consciousness. The edges of your vision blurred into black. Your hands and legs felt terrifyingly limp against his frame, and the mark on the inside of your wrist didn't sing anymore—it flared with a pulse of internal heat.
Your strength vanished, your head dropping onto his shoulder. "I love you... do not forget it. Ever," you whispered into his skin.
Thor froze dead in his tracks. His stomach sank into a bottomless abyss as the meaning of your slurred words slammed into his brain. His blood ran ice cold. No. No, no, NO!
Panic exploded through his entire being. His muscles tensed as he tried to summon Stormbreaker back into his hand to drive the blade into his own heart before the curse could take another breath from your body—
Whoosh.
Before his call can reach the weapon, your hand twitched instinctively. Driven by a final, desperate burst of power to save him from himself, your hand shot up and threw an invisible force field, blasting Stormbreaker straight across the room where it clattered harmlessly against the far wall.
Your hand fell limp. Your eyes slipped closed, and your head heavy-ended against his neck as you slipped completely away into the dark, silent abyss of unconsciousness.
"NO!" Thor screamed, a sound so broken it shattered the glass in your bedside lamp. He slid down to the floor, clutching your limp, unmoving body tightly to his chest, weeping hysterically as he shook you. "NO! Baby, baby please— Open your eyes! Please—OPEN YOUR EYES!"
He looked down at your limp body, his frame shaking with uncontrollable sobs, his fingers twitching to summon his weapon and end it all right there. But while holding you, his palms cupping your cold cheeks, his tears dripping down onto your skin, his heart aching with a agony so profound it felt like a thousand blades were going through him, his mind suddenly slipped into an idea he had never thought of before.
Why hadn't he thought of it before?
He knew someone who could help. He had to get you to him immediately.
He gathered you up into his arms properly, pushing off the floor and sprinting out into the hallway, his boots thundering loudly in the middle of the night.
A door clicked open, and Steve stepped out into the corridor, groggy from sleep as he squinted at the source of the commotion. His eyes widened into circles of shock as he saw Thor carrying your limp form, sprinting toward the stairwell. Steve immediately gave chase.
"Thor! What's going on?! Is she okay?!" Steve asked frantically, his heart dropping to his stomach.
Thor couldn't even form words. He could only sob, a ragged sound, as went down the stairs hurriedly to get out to the compound garden.
"Answer me, Thor! Please, man!" Steve begged, his own voice wavering.
"I do not know!" Thor choked out, weeping harsher.
When he arrived atthe ground floor, he saw his friends rushing out into the main area, their faces pale with concern as shouts of "What's going on?!" and "What happened?!" echoed off the walls. Thor didn't stop. He burst straight out into the cool night air of the garden, his free hand reaching up to summon his weapon—for a completely different reason this time.
To save you.
Stormbreaker flew into his waiting palm. Before any of his friends could reach the doors, Thor vanished into a blast of blinding rainbow light.
He landed right on the stone doorstep of the Sanctum Sanctorum.
"Sorcerer!!" he roared, his free fist hammering against the wooden door. "Sorcerer Strange, I need your help!"
He knew he could shatter the wood in a single strike, but he didn't dare offend the only man who might save your life. The door swung open just as he was about to land another desperate punch.
"Thor? What is going on? It's the middle of the night, I need my—" Stephen Strange started, rubbing his eyes, but stopped dead the second he saw you lying limp in the god's arms. His expression shifted instantly. "Bring her inside. Now."
Thor rushed inside and gently laid you down on one of the leather couches, his hands trembling violently as he clasped your cold hand in his own.
"Tell me what happened," Stephen demanded, stepping forward as his hands lifted, magic sparking around his fingertips as he began scanning your body to decipher the problem.
"I—" Thor started, but a sob cut him off. "It's my curse! I was cursed by a Dark Elf, and I kissed her, and she fainted, and it's all my fucking fault—"
Stephen paused, lowering his hands slightly to look at him. "Thor—"
"She's dying, and it's my fault!"
"Thor—"
"I cannot live without her!"
"THOR!" Stephen yelled, cutting through the god's panic and locking eyes with him dead on. "She is fine. The curse is broken."
Thor went completely motionless, his breath catching in his throat. "What?"
"She fainted because she is human and not a god like you," Stephen explained, shaking his head with a faint sigh. "Her body simply went into shock from the intensity of your soulbond activating all at once. She is going to be completely fine. Apparently, your soulbond is stronger than any dark magic, my friend."
Thor froze solid. Then, slowly, the tension melted from his face, breaking into a massive, breathless smile. He let out a booming, triumphant laugh that shook the dust from the bookshelves, reaching out and engulfing the Sorcerer Supreme in a crushing, bone snapping hug.
"SORCERER! Thank you, my dear friend!" he boomed, chuckling heartily with unbridled joy.
Stephen grumbled loudly in his iron grip, tapping Thor's shoulder. "Okay, big guy... you're welcome. You can let go now."
Thor let go, only one question on his mind now, you were a mortal, a blink of an eye in his lifetime, so he couldn't help but ask, "But how long will she live f—"
"As long as you." Stephen replied simply, "Soulmates have the exact same life expentacy, unless you die, she will live, as long as you do."
—
You opened your eyes, lying in your own bed back at the compound. Your head felt light and dizzy as you looked around the sunlit room.
Was this heaven? Had you died?
Was Thor here?
Panic spiked through your veins. You sat up immediately, swinging your legs off the mattress and rushing out of your room to look around, desperate to see if he had found you in the afterlife.
But as you stepped into the hall, you didn't see golden gates or clouds. You only heard the familiar, lively chatter of your friends coming from the common room down the hall.
You hadn't died.
Which meant...
Thor?
Your hands trembled as you broke into a sprint toward the living area, your heart hammering faster and faster against your ribs as you crossed the threshold.
Every single head snapped in your direction. The room immediately went quiet, and they all pushed up from their seats, rushing toward you with overwhelming relief written across their faces—Rocket, Tony, Bruce, Steve, Nat.
"You scared the hell out of us, kid," Tony said, stepping up first and pulling you into a firm hug.
Your eyes frantically searched past his shoulder, roaming over every corner of the room. Then Nat wrapped her arms around you, followed by Steve, then Bruce, and even Rocket gave your leg a brief, awkward pat.
But where was he?
Tears welled up in your eyes again. Your heart ached with a suffocating panic, your whole frame trembling as a broken sob escaped your throat.
They all immediately took a step back in surprise.
"Woah, woah, my shirt's Dolce, don't cry over it," Tony said, holding his hands up defensively.
Natasha shot Tony a sharp, lethal glare. "Tony." She turned back to you, her expression softening. "What's wrong?"
"What happened?" Bruce asked, looking deeply concerned.
"Where is he?" you choked out, your tear filled eyes darting wildly between them.
He couldn't be gone. He couldn't be dead. You couldn't survive in a world without him.
"Are you asking about me?" came a deep, rumbling voice from right behind you.
You spun around instantly.
Thor stood in the doorway, his short hair catching the light, a look of pure devotion on his handsome face as he opened his broad arms wide for you. "I am right here, my love."
Taking a sharp, gasp of air, a massive smile broke across your tear stained face. You launched yourself at him, collapsing straight into his arms. Thor caught you effortlessly, lifting you slightly as he buried his face into your neck, and you breathed in his intoxicating scent of pure him.
"Wow," Tony's voice drifted over, "Point Break's got her wrapped around his giant finger."
“Tony!” Natasha scolded again, as she turned to him, her arms crossed over her chest, “I think it’s the other way around.” she declared as she looked back at you.
You couldn't hear a single word anyone else was saying. All you could hear was the strong, steady, glorious thumping of his heart beneath your cheek. You looked up into his face, meeting the deeply adoring, starry look in his blue eyes.
"How?" you whispered, your voice shaking.
"Because we are soulmates," he whispered back softly.
Then he lowered his head and crashed his lips straight onto yours, pulling you into a deep, breathless, touch-starved kiss.
"You were right," he murmured against your mouth between fierce, desperate kisses. "There is nothing our love couldn't fix, after all."
You smiled right into the kiss, tears of pure happiness slipping down your cheeks. On the inside of your wrist, your soulmark pulsed with a warm, steady glow for the very first time—finally whole, finally quieted, completely consumed by the feeling of his strong hands, his breathless kisses, and his overwhelming, eternal love.
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Previous chapter: Chapter 19
God help you, Thor had managed to slip right back into your life all over again like he’d never left.
He stayed for dinner that night and left quietly through the back gate.
The next morning, Dustin asked if he could drop off another drawing for Thor before school. You tried to say no — really, you did — but in the end, you let him.
And just like that… Thor was around again.
He was careful, didn’t push, but he was there. When Dustin wanted to see him, and sometimes coming to see Dustin, yes, but also to see you.
Two days later, he showed up with coffee and two croissants — “just because I was already out” — and ended up sitting on the living room floor through two entire episodes of Bluey, crisscross applesauce by your son like it was the most important thing in the world.
You were just back from the library with Duz and had parked your car when a cab stopped in front of Thor’s house, and he came out, with a jacket over his shoulder and without a cast.
You paused, keys still in hand and Dustin’s backpack looped over your arm, just in time to see him step out. No cast, a jacket right over his shoulder and a happy smile on his face.
He paid the driver, turned, and the moment he spotted you, his grin grew even wider.
“Hey!” he called, lifting both arms. “Good as new!”
Dustin perked up in his booster seat.
“Mr Thor’s back!” he exclaimed, immediately fumbling with his seatbelt.
“Wait, hold on—” you rushed to the car door, reaching him before he could launch himself out. “I’ve got it.”
Thor was already jogging over, just as you freed Duz from the seat.
“Doctor gave me the all clear,” he said, catching his breath, grin as wide as ever. “Bone’s good as new.”
“Yes!” Dustin celebrated.
“You want me to show you, little Dust Ball?” Thor teased, already crouching a little like he might pounce.
You softened.
“Thor,” you called, anyway. He shouldn’t be overusing that arm.
Too late.
“Yes!” Dustin cried, arms wide.
And just like that, Thor scooped him up and tossed him into the air with the ease of someone who’d lifted far heavier things than a giggling five-year-old, and your heart jumped to your throat as Dustin squealed in the air, then fell safely back down into Thor’s arms, laughing like it was the best thing that had ever happened.
That was terrifying.
“Okay, no tossing, please,” you said quickly. “I’m too young to die of a heart attack.”
Thor turned, Dustin still in his arms, and offered you a sheepish grin.
“Right. Gentle fun only. Scout’s honour,” he declared with a hand over his heart. “But it’s actually perfect that I ran into you two—because I have a message. An invitation.”
“Ooooh,” Dustin gasped, eyes lighting up.
He looked so perfectly at home in Thor’s arms, like he'd always belonged there. Like being carried by him was something that happened every day — when it hadn’t, not once. Until now.
“I want to make dinner for all of us,” Thor continued, looking between the two of you. “And invite Julia, too. As a thank you.”
You smiled, but couldn’t help frowning a little as you tilted your head.
“Thank us? For what?”
Thor gave a small shrug, his grin crooked.
“For… putting up with my—” he stopped himself mid-word, glancing at Dustin. “—personality.”
You wanted to laugh or roll your eyes, but he was so genuine you couldn’t dare to mock him.
“We’ll have to check with Julia,” you told him, though your heart was already this close to just saying yes. “I’ll talk to her.”
“Of course,” Thor replied, then added, “But no pressure. Just dinner. Just thanks.”
So yeah, that’s how you ended up getting ready to go to Thor’s house for dinner.
“Ohhh, the heating tools are out,” Julia called from the hallway, her voice thick with mischief.
You shot a glare over your shoulder from the bathroom.
Maybe you were curling your hair. Just a little. Not tight curls—just a bit of movement. Natural. Casual.
So what?
Julia leaned against the door frame, arms crossed like she was watching a show.
“Did you fill up your eyebrows?” your sister tilted her head, squinting at you through the mirror.
“Julia!” you snapped.
She raised both hands in mock surrender.
“Just saying,” she said innocently. “You look good. I guess that horse is back in the race.”
You glared at her again, and Julia rolled her eyes, stepping closer.
“Alright, alright. Relax! Come on, let me get to the back.”
You sighed, shifting to let her behind you, and Julia grinned widely, taking some of your hair and wrapping it around the thick curler.
“So,” she began, tone far too casual. “What’s our current stance on Thor? Friend? Foe? Friendly neighbourhood Norse god…”
You caught her eye in the mirror, but she wasn’t looking at you, just very focused on the curler.
“One-night stand? Relationship? Future husband? Just trying to get a read here.”
You rolled your eyes.
“I’m not going to have a one-night stand with the neighbour my child is basically in love with,” you hissed. “Do you know how messy that would be?”
That only earned you a single raised eyebrow.
“Messy, but memorable,” she noted. “If I were straight, I would’ve jumped his brother’s bones ages ago. He’d make a very hot woman.”
You ignored her, and she reached for another strand of your hair.
“So,” she pressed, “what’s the deal?”
You pressed your lips together, hesitating.
“…I don’t know,” you mumbled. “He’s… fine.”
“Mm-hmm.” Julia’s eyes narrowed at you in the mirror. “Awful lot of hair curling for fine.”
You rolled your eyes.
“If you don’t want to help—”
“I offered,” she shot back. “I’m just asking so I know what role I’m playing tonight. Supportive sister? Watchdog? Casual interrogator with charm?”
You snorted, and she grinned.
“So?”
You sighed, staring at her reflection for a beat before giving in.
“He’s… fine,” you sighed, already knowing that wasn’t the full truth. “And hot. And—” you huffed, squirming a little on your spot. “—he fell off our roof because he didn’t listen to me, and then he apologised in this stupidly sincere, honest way and—” you groaned. “And he’s hot!”
Julia’s grin stretched wider.
“Oh, you’re doomed.”
You groaned.
“Shut up,” you mumbled, tapping your fingers onto the sink to have something to do with your hands.
“Totally doomed,” she sang, wrapping another curl. “I’ll go with ‘supportive watchdog’ then. Just in case.”
You groaned softly, and Julia clicked off the curler with a satisfied hum.
“Run your hands through it, Shirley Temple,” she said, unplugging the iron. “You don’t want all that work to end with you looking like you’re cosplaying The Ugly Stepsister.”
You frowned, turning to her.
“Who?”
But she was already walking out of the bathroom, leaving you alone with your overthinking.
You sighed, dragging your fingers through the soft waves like she had said, trying to tame them just enough before adjusting the dress, smoothing it over your body, shifting side to side as you looked over yourself.
Maybe you should get a push-up bra?
“Mama! It’s almost time!” Dustin called from downstairs. “We can’t be late!”
You sighed for a moment.
Okay, yeah. That was it for now, apparently.
Besides, Thor had already seen you in bleach-stained shirts and a three-day-old bun. If anything was going to kill the magic, it would’ve been that.
You made your way down the stairs, and Julia was going through her purse, and Dustin gasped right at the sight of you.
“Mama!” he exclaimed. “You look beautiful!”
You softened, giving your boy a little smile.
“Thank you, baby. I just put on a nice dress.”
“Then a whole other list of things,” Julia added, not even looking up. “I locked the back door. We can just go out the front. Not like there’s a difference.”
You shook your head, but grabbed your purse anyway, putting your phone and keys inside.
“Alright, let’s go,” you called to Dustin.
He grinned and reached for your hand, already bouncing on his toes, and Julia paused in front of you, giving you a lip balm before heading to the door.
“You’re so subtle,” you snorted.
“I try,” your sister said simply. “Go on, I’ll set up the alarm.”
And with that, the three of you stepped into the street, crossing the short distance to the house next door, and the porch light was already on, the front door open just a little, waiting for you.
Dustin didn’t even knock. He ran right in like he lived there, and you took a little breath before following, heart a bit too quick as you straightened your dress.
“Come in, come in!” Thor’s voice called from somewhere inside.
The house smelled like garlic and fresh herbs, and you could hear the soft sound of pans clattering together, and Julia was the one who closed the door. Dustin was already halfway through the living room when you looked at him again.
“Mr Thor!” he shouted. “We came! And Mama put on a pretty dress.”
You groaned softly and pinched the bridge of your nose just as Julia snorted beside you.
Thor appeared from the kitchen, then, tugging an apron off and slinging it over a chair. He looked very at ease, still barefoot, with a soft button-down rolled to the elbows, and his hair tied up and out of the way, and smiled right away when he saw the three of you.
“You made it.”
“We did,” you replied, a bit breathless.
Julia waved discreetly to him.
“Evening. Smells amazing in here.”
“Julia,” he nodded warmly. “And of course, Mr Dust Ball.”
Oh, Dustin was already right at his side, smiling up at Thor very excitedly.
“Hi”
“Hi,” Thor said back, just as sweetly. “I’m really glad you came. I hope you like steak.”
“I love steak!” Dustin said immediately and moved on his tiptoes. “Did you make dessert too?”
“Dustin!” you chastised.
But Thor just laughed.
“No, no, it’s fine,” he waved off his hand. “I did. But you’ll only find out about it after you eat the meat and the greens.”
Dustin deflated with a dramatic pout, and you shook your head, amused.
“You have the same rules as Mama,” he grumbled.
Thor ruffled his hair with a grin.
“Well, I guess your Mama and I have a lot in common.”
Your son just wrinkled his nose in quiet disapproval, clearly not thrilled by that development, and you called him over with your hand as Julia scoffed.
“Oh, I’m certain you do.”
“The table’s already set,” Thor told you, straightening, probably not hearing her. “Make yourselves at home. There’s lemonade out. I’ll let the steaks rest and be right back.”
Before you could even step into the dining room, Dustin had already darted to the dining room, and the moment he reached the table, he gasped loudly.
“Mama!” he shouted. “It’s a Bluey plate!”
You stepped to the table, frowning a little. Dustin was right, it really was a Bluey plate. And not some paper plate either, it was an actual ceramic dinner plate.
“I thought you’d like it,” Thor called from the kitchen. “I saw it at the supermarket and couldn’t resist.”
You squinted at him a little. Where was he shopping? You hadn’t seen anything like that when you were out shopping in your neighbourhood.
Dustin scrambled into his seat quickly, already beaming, and Julia helped him scoot in. You lingered by his side a moment longer before turning back toward the kitchen.
“I’ll go cut up your steak, baby,” you told your boy.
Julia threw you a knowing look, but didn’t say anything as you stepped to the kitchen, and Thor was coming out of the back door with the steaks.
“Hey,” he raised his eyebrows.
“Duz can’t use a knife yet,” you explained. “So I still have to cut the big stuff for him.”
“Oh,” he said quickly, setting the platter down on the counter. “I made sure to cook the smaller one last so it’d be as fresh as the rest.” He plucked it from the stack with tongs and placed it onto a plate. “That one’s his.”
You eyed it, raising your eyebrows.
Well, if that was small in his vision, you couldn’t imagine what Thor saw as a big portion of meat. That was easily a full adult portion for you.
Still, you just kept quiet as you cut it up into smaller sizes.
“Sorry,” he spoke softly. “I didn’t think of that.”
You just gave him a small look, scoffing a little.
“It’s alright,” you told him. “I didn’t know anything about kids before I had Duz.”
Thor chuckled softly.
“They all kind of look the same to me,” he admitted. “My brain only computes newborn, little baby, big baby, little kid, big kid, tiny teenager, large teenager… adult.”
You snorted.
“Accurate,” you said, smiling. “The details only make sense when you’re up close and the one teaching them. Did you know that reading left to right isn’t something kids automatically understand?”
He raised his eyebrows, and you paused as you set the knife down.
“So when Duz started getting actual homework — not the glueing and finger-painting stuff, real stuff— I realised he had no idea there was a direction to anything,” you explained. “There was this exercise, little houses with something inside… I don’t even remember what, maybe letters? And he just started writing in whatever direction felt right.”
He focused fully on you, tilting his head, and you couldn’t help your own laugh as you remembered that exercise.
“I had to explain that we read left to right,” you said. “And he looked at me like I made that up.”
Thor blinked, then let out a quiet laugh.
“That makes sense, actually,” he said, leaning against the counter. “Nobody ever really thinks to explain that stuff. We just assume it’s instinct.”
You nodded, going back to cutting the meat.
“Yeah! And, you know… their bodies aren’t even fully cooked yet,” you added, glancing at him. “It’s not that they’re lazy or not trying hard enough; they literally don’t have the muscles for some things.”
Thor snorted.
“It’s true!” you insisted. “Pinching is hard for them! Tying shoelaces is like… us adults being tossed onto Olympic rings and being expected to just know how to flip through the air.”
“God,” he groaned. “Don’t even get me started. I couldn’t tie mine properly until I was like… eight. I wore Velcro until it was socially unacceptable.”
You pointed at him with the knife.
“See? Uncooked! They’re just… tender little meat suits trying to survive the day.”
Thor burst into laughter — loud, honest, warm — and you tried not to smile too much at the sound, even as it settled straight into your chest.
“Come on,” he grinned, motioning to your plate. “Let me slide that under the heat lamp before it gets cold. And you can tell me which greens he’ll actually eat?”
You nodded, and he turned to the oven, pulling out the tray of roasted vegetables. The scent of garlic and herbs immediately filled the kitchen even more, and your stomach growled right away.
There were golden potatoes, sautéed mushrooms, crisped broccoli and bright asparagus, all of them looking damn delicious.
“He’ll eat a little bit of everything,” you told him after a moment. “Dustin would eat rocks if he thought he could chew them.”
Thor chuckled again, pleased.
“Good appetite,” he said, sliding the plate toward you. “That’s my kind of kid.”
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“Right here,” Thor said, tapping a clean stretch of white on his cast. “I saved this space just for you.”
You couldn’t help your smile as Dustin smiled largely at Thor, as he waited, and sat on the floor of your porch.
“I brought all my coloured pens,” your little boy declared proudly. “It’s gonna look really pretty.”
“Maybe start with a Sharpie for your name?” you suggested gently from your seat. “Then go in with the colours?”
You weren’t sure other things stuck to casts outside of permanent markers.
Thor glanced over at you and smiled before turning back to Dustin, and instead of just one marker, he held out a whole fan of them for him — six markers, all different colours.
“I got one for each letter of your name,” he whispered.
Dustin gasped, absolutely delighted.
“You do?” he beamed, looking at the handful of markers like they were treasure. “That’s so cool, Mr Thor!”
Thor chuckled, all warmth and dimples.
“Well, your name is important. It deserves colour.”
You caught yourself smiling again, even as you tried to keep your face neutral.
Well, too late. Thor’s eyes moved to you, and the corners of his mouth pulled up just a little more.
Dustin picked the pink sharpie first.
“For the D,” he announced, carefully leaning over the cast and beginning his work.
Thor held still, letting your son take his time, watching him.
“You’re doing great,” he said softly as that wobbly big letter started forming.
You watched from your seat, quietly with your stomach doing all the flips in the world, and the colours went on. Pink for D, black for U, green for S, blue for T, purple for I, and red for N.
The S was done backwards, of course it was, but it only added to the charm.
“D-U-S-T-I-N,” your little boy spelt out proudly. “Dustin.”
“Dustin,” Thor echoed softly.
It was the biggest name on the cast, front and centre, and Dustin looked absolutely thrilled as he prepared to decorate every other inch of it with his coloured pens.
That was why it surprised you when he gasped right before putting the first shiny orange tip on the cast.
“Oh, no!”
You blinked.
“What is it, baby?”
“Mama!” he exclaimed, turning to you like it was a crisis. “You must sign it too! Before Mr Thor runs out of space!”
You laughed softly at his urgency, shaking your head.
“Oh, it’s fine,” you assured him. “I’ll do it when you’re done.”
But Dustin was already shaking his head, wide-eyed and insistent.
“No,” he said, very serious now. “You must do it. Right now.”
He looked to Thor for backup, and Thor, of course, only smiled at you, showing you his arm.
“He’s absolutely right,” he said, lifting his arm slightly. “I might run out of space soon.”
You gave him a look, trying not to scowl, but Dustin was already rushing over, holding out the six markers for you to pick one. You sighed, relenting, and plucked the purple one from his little hand.
Thor stood the moment you approached, adjusting his arm to angle the inside toward you — where a blank white patch waited just beneath Loki’s signature and a crude little drawing of several knives.
“I told you I’d been saving space,” he said softly.
You glanced up — and found his eyes already on you, watching too closely, too openly. It made your whole skin heat and your cheeks burn.
You looked away, eyes on the cast, fingers steady as tried to write your name with the dark purple ink quickly but at least nicely.
The moment you were done, you stepped back from him like he was an open flame, and your heart was beating way too fast as you cleared your throat and forced a smile to Dustin.
“Alright,” you said, too breathless. “Go ahead and add your doodles.”
Thor was still looking at you — too long and way too intently — but he finally dropped his eyes and lowered himself to the floor again, carefully kneeling so Dustin could reach his arm.
Your son didn’t even notice anything that was happening. He picked up his shiny orange pen and started doodling happily around the letters of his name, and Thor held completely still, patient, quiet, until your boy was satisfied and tugged him by his hand so he could show you his work.
“Oh, look at that,” you leaned in, pretending to study it like a true art critic. “I really do have a little artist on my hands, Thor.”
“I know,” Thor agreed with a grin. “I’ll have to ask the doctor if I can keep this cast when it comes off. We can’t throw away a masterpiece like this.”
But Dustin frowned his nose.
“Casts get stinky,” he declared. “My uncle JJ had one, and it smelled really bad when they took it off.”
Thor laughed, eyes crinkling as he glanced down at Dustin.
“Well, you’re not wrong,” he said, amused. “They do get pretty gross.”
Dustin nodded, very serious.
“It’s because you can’t wash your skin,” he explained. “You gotta have good hygiene.”
You snorted, biting back a laugh.
“That’s right,” you agreed. “You still sure you want to keep it, Thor?”
He glanced at his arm, then back at you two, smiling.
“Maybe I’ll just take some good pictures of it,” he decided. “Before it starts smelling like a garbage truck.”
Dustin seemed satisfied with that answer.
“Good,” he said. “Because I don’t want you to get stinky.”
Thor’s eyes widened dramatically.
“Oh no,” he gasped. “I better stay far away from you after a workout, then. You’d be so disappointed.”
Dustin giggled and you just shook your head fondly at them both.
Of course, before you could call him inside to end the interaction, you heard the sound of the door opening inside the house.
“Aunt Juju is home!” Dustin exclaimed. “Come, Mr Thor! We must show her what we did!”
Thor glanced at you, checking quietly if that was allowed. You gave him a helpless smile.
“Go on,” you sighed. “Might as well show off before dinner.”
Dustin grabbed his good hand and tugged him eagerly toward the house, all proud, and Thor followed with ease, only glancing over his shoulder to flash you one last, dangerously beautiful smile.
You stayed behind on the porch a moment longer, because God help you, you needed a breath. That man was going to be serious trouble for you.
By the time you stepped inside, you found your boy proudly presenting Thor’s newly-decorated cast and Julia threw you a very knowing look the moment she realised you were inside.
“That is beautiful,” she affirmed. “I really need to get you more pens, you make such beautiful art with this!”
You crossed your arms, leaning against the doorframe to watch them.
“Actually, you know what?” your sister spoke up. “Let’s go check your supply, so I know what to buy next time.”
Dustin gasped.
“Yes! Of course!” he agreed eagerly, then turned to Thor, eyes wide. “Can you wait for me, Mr Thor?”
Thor just smiled, warm.
“Of course. I don’t have much else to do with my night.”
Julia met your eyes as she passed you, her grin practically glowing as your son trotted behind her, always ready with the chance to inventory anything.
The living room fell into quiet as you and Thor were left alone, and turned to you with a gentle smile.
“He’s precious,” he said softly.
“Very much so,” you agreed, folding your arms a little tighter. “Always the sweetest.”
There was a pause. Comfortable, maybe. Or maybe not.
His eyes focused on yours, and your stomach flipped again in nervousness.
“I…” he started, then cleared his throat. “Well… the cast is coming off in a few days. The doctors say everything’s healing well.”
You raised your eyebrows, surprised for a moment.
“It’s been two months already?”
Time had passed fast.
“Six weeks,” he corrected gently. “But yeah. I’ve got an x-ray coming up, and they think it’s ready. No more pain, and I’ve got most of the movement back.”
“That’s good,” you breathed out. “I mean… a cast like that must be a nightmare in your line of work.
“It is,” he said, smiling faintly. “Though I’ve gotten very good at one-handed everything. Typing. Cooking. Putting on socks. Terribly inefficient, but possible.”
You chuckled.
“Bet you’re counting the days.”
“I am,” he admitted. Then, softer, “Though, it’s going to be hard letting go of some things.”
Your eyes fell to his cast and Dustin’s name on it, and he turned it slowly to look at another spot. Your name.
“He has a lot of drawings and paintings,” you said softly, filling the quiet. “I keep a whole box of them. We go through it at the end of every month, decide which ones to keep and which ones get… recycled.”
It had taken some convincing at first—gentle explanations, a Bluey episode, and a little ritual of choosing which ones to keep and which would ‘go off to become new paper.’ But now it was routine and he even liked it.
Thor smiled, soft and bittersweet.
“That’s one problem I wish I had,” he confessed, softly.
You let out a slow breath. Of course he did.
“Well… you’re at your prime,” you offered, trying to keep your voice light. “Thirties is the best time to have children. Take it from someone who had hers in her twenties.”
He chuckled at that, a quiet sound that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
You looked away, rubbing your arms as the room fell into quiet again, and the silence stretched. Thor turned to watch the stairs, waiting for Duz, and you cleared your throat, trying to make things at least alright.
“Are you…” you looked back at him. “Where… how is Loki?”
He glanced at you, then smiled, a bit more relaxed.
“He’s doing fine,” Thor said. “Off to another adventure. Somewhere in… Denmark, or something like that. He’s sending photos, I’ll probably get a postcard in the mail soon.”
You smiled a little.
“That’s nice.”
“It’s very Loki,” he told you. “He’s just… you know, a wanderer.”
You nodded, and the room became quieter again.
A thought popped into your mind, and you tried to push it back down and quiet it, because, really, you shouldn’t-
“Do you want to stay for dinner?” you asked, anyway.
Thor raised his eyebrows to you, looking a bit surprised.
“It’s lasagna,” you told him. “Plenty of it for four people.”
Thor blinked, clearly caught off guard, but his eyes warmed.
“Lasagna?” he asked.
You gave a small shrug. It was no big deal.
Well, sure, your heart was thundering and your hands were shaking just a little bit, but your arms were crossed, so it was fine.
“Julia made the pasta by hand,” you added. “Very serious.”
He smiled, gentle, and nodded once.
“Then I’d be happy to stay,” he said gently. “If you’re sure.”
“I wouldn’t have offered if I wasn’t,” you assured him, quieter.
Thor’s smile widened, dimples and all, and for a moment, you forgot about all the reasons you’d tried to keep space between the two of you.
“I’ll… go put it in the oven,” you told him. “So it’s ready at the right time.”
“Of course,” he confirmed. “I’ll wait for Duz.”
“Okay,” you mumbled.
. . .
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Next Chapter: Chapter 20: Thor invited your family to dinner at his house. (27th of July on Tumblr/AO3)
Chapter Summary: Thor apologises.
Warnings: Modern AU. Comfort.
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Two slices of apple pie later, you ended up sitting on Thor’s porch while Dustin explored his rocks again with your belly still making strange flips and your mind a whole damn mess.
This was exactly why you shouldn’t have stepped inside in the first place. Your feelings were getting all tangled again.
“Hey,” you heard.
You turned your head quickly and raised your eyes as Thor stepped to your side.
“Hey,” you replied, slower this time.
He’d put on a jacket.
“Can I sit?” he asked gently, pointing to the seat by your side.
You glanced toward the yard, where Dustin was crouched again in the grass, fully immersed in his rock exploration, and you looked back at Thor and gave a small nod.
“It’s your porch,” you pointed out, trying to sound light.
He sat down by your side, quiet, and for a bit of time, the two of you just watched Duz moving around, perfectly happy with playing by himself.
“His imagination is remarkable,” Thor said eventually, his voice soft.
You looked back at him, raising your eyebrows a little.
“He can just… play,” he pointed to Duz. “Drop him in a yard and he’s alright for two hours straight.”
You chuckled.
“Well, I’ve never let him near a phone, and he only gets fifteen minutes of TV a day, so…”
A little extreme? Some parents thought so.
But his school didn’t allow electronics, and you were pretty sure you had the only five-year-old in the country who had never held a tablet. And that felt like something.
Thor smiled at that.
“Commendable,” he said. “He’s also an only child. I hear they can be extraordinary.”
Of course, there was that.
“They kind of have to be,” you smirked at him. “No one else to blame when something breaks.”
Thor laughed, that warm low sound that settled too nicely in your belly.
“Me and Loki blamed each other for everything,” he said, grinning. “They told us we were twins, can you believe that?”
You turned to him, surprised.
“Wait, really?”
They didn’t look like twins. Honestly, with their parents’ polished, golden looks, you wouldn’t have even guessed they were brothers at all if you hadn’t seen the family photos. Loki really stood out.
He nodded.
“I think Loki was born maybe two, three days after me. Same hospital, my mother got an extended stay. He didn’t have parents or relatives, they were going to place him in foster care. Father said he looked so much like our sister that he just... felt like it was right.”
You softened. That was sweet. Complicated, sure, especially with what you knew of their sister, but sweet all the same.
“I’m sure there’s more to it they never told us,” Thor added, giving you a faint, knowing smile. “They only told us the truth in college. Until then, we just figured Loki was a weird genetic fluke.”
You smiled back at him.
“I’m old enough to remember the twins coming home,” you told him. “It was just me for a while, so I soaked up all the attention I could.”
“Lucky,” he scoffed playfully.
“Then one day, they sat me down and said I was getting a little brother or sister. And then that turned into a little brother and a little sister,” you chuckled. “They came home, and that was it. My reign as an only child was officially over.”
Thor’s smile turned gentle.
“Sounds like you handled it better than I would’ve.”
“Depends on who you ask,” you scoffed a little. “I hated how much they cried. I once tried to convince a relative to adopt them. I was not handling it well.”
Thor let out a loud laugh.
“You?”
“Me,” you nodded and sighed. “But… you know. Time did its thing and now I can’t imagine a world they don’t exist in.”
Family.
“You think he would handle a sibling?” Thor asked.
The thought made your heart ache a bit.
Not like you could handle another baby, or had a way to make one without some serious research and planning.
“A baby sibling? He’d probably be obsessed,” you smiled. “But… that’s not something that’s going to happen.”
Thor scoffed, nudging your shoulder gently.
“You’re thirty. You’ve got plenty of time.”
You just shook your head at him.
“I do, but there’s only one me,” you reminded him, shrugging. “So… no siblings.”
Thor didn’t insist, nodding slowly.
“Fair,” he mumbled.
The two of you sat in silence, watching Dustin pile rocks in increasingly odd patterns. You squinted at him, head tilting a bit. He was mumbling to himself, clearly narrating something — but whatever the story was, only he understood it.
It was peaceful, if a little heavy in your chest.
It was a bit of time before Thor cleared his throat again.
“Are you well?” he asked.
You turned to him, frowning.
He cleared his throat again, voice quieter this time.
“I mean… are you well? We haven’t really talked in a while.”
There wasn’t pressure in the question, just something calm and an honest worry.
You paused for a moment, not sure of what to say. It wasn’t that simple.
“Yeah,” you nodded. “Just… you know, same old.”
“And the house?” he asked.
“No more leaks,” you told him. “Or floodings. Or holes.”
Which was as good as it went with a house like yours, honestly.
“Good,” Thor exhaled. “Good, good.”
You fell into more silence again, and he turned to look at you again.
“I’m sorry.”
You let out a slow breath, looking away as his words settled in you.
“Thor….”
“I’m sorry,” he repeated, firmer now. “I need to say that. I am.”
You didn’t answer right away, and just sat there, feeling your heart thundering against your ribs.
“I was damn stupid,” he said with a weak huff. “Loki will back me up on that, I’ve got a real talent for it.”
You shook your head a little but didn’t speak.
“I was reckless,” he continued, quieter now. “And disrespectful to you. That was never my intention, but it doesn’t change what I did. Or how it made you feel.”
You exhaled, eyes on Dustin still as your insides flipped and twisted in your belly.
“I fucked it up,” Thor whispered, voice rough. “I know I did. And I was wrong.”
He paused, the air between the two of you so thick you imagined you could touch the mix of feelings with your hand.
“I don’t expect an apology to fix it or to make you trust me again, but I need you to know I regret what happened. Deeply.”
You turned to look at him, and his eyes were just full of honesty and sadness., and you couldn't answer right away, swallowing down around the knot in your throat, breathing through it.
“He really likes you,” you told him. “Dustin…”
You closed your eyes, shaking your head, the mix of ache and anger in your belly.
“He fucking adores you,” you practically spat.
Did he understand how much that meant? How serious that was? How big it was for a kid to love someone like that?
“I fucking adore him,” Thor said quietly, without missing a beat.
You stared at him, because what the hell were you supposed to say to that?
“I wouldn’t want him to think what I did was any kind of right,” Thor continued. “Or to think not listening to you is a good idea. Or that jumping in without thinking it through, without assessing anything, is something to admire.”
He paused, turning to look at Dustin as your boy ran around with his arms spread out like wings, running like he was an aeroplane.
“I want to be someone who's good for him to be around,” Thor affirmed, his eyes full of fondness as he watched him, shining. “Someone who shows him what respect looks like. Someone who adds good things to his life. Who makes him feel safe.”
Your throat tightened as you looked down, trying to swallow around the knot building there.
“And someone who makes you feel safe, too,” he added quietly.
You closed your eyes for a moment, because, god damn it, you believed him
That was the worst part.
Thor was a good person, kind and honest. He didn’t say things he didn’t mean, and that made it so much harder to stay angry.
“So I’m sorry,” he said again, softer this time. “For what I did. For ruining what we had.”
You let out a long breath.
“We never really…” you tried to argue, but you couldn’t really finish it.
There was the dinner, the basement, the door, and so much time together.
“We did,” Thor said gently. “At least… I did. I felt it. And I think you did too.”
You had one dinner. A lot of days of life things. Time together.
You didn’t reply. Just watched Dustin circle back, pretending to land.
Because it was easy to be angry and decide it was over.
But then he was right by your side, with that voice and those eyes, making your heart just flip and dance and do all possible movements behind your ribs.
“I should’ve done it properly,” Thor said softly. “Asked you on a date. Shown up at your door like a grown man. Not climbed your roof like a goddamn idiot.”
You let out a long breath, trying to blink the sting in your eyes away.
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” you admitted. “You scared the shit out of me, Thor.”
“I know.”
“You could’ve died. I could’ve had to explain that to him.”
Dustin had already lost his father, did he need to lose someone else? Someone he already loved?
“I know,” Thor said again, quieter. “And that’s what I regret most.”
You looked at him, finally, and his jaw was tight, eyes right on yours like he was waiting to be told to leave.
Like he’d stay if you asked, and go if you didn’t.
It would’ve been so fucking easy if he were cruel. But he wasn’t.
Thor was kind. And stupid. And sincere. And safe.
And, damn him…
He was trying.
You blinked, but one of the tears slipped from your eyes anyway, trailing down your cheek and Thor reached out without waiting a beat, his thumb brushing it away right away.
His skin was warm against your face, and you inhaled at the touch, surprised by how much you missed it, being touched so tenderly.
“I’m sorry I made you cry,” he whispered.
And, God, that almost broke you open all over again.
Another tear slipped down before you could stop it, and Thor’s fingers brushed it again, drying your cheek. You closed your eyes, trying to breathe through the ache in your chest.
“I’m not asking for anything,” he said gently. “Not now. Not more than this moment. I just… I wanted to tell you the truth. That I’m sorry. That I care about him. About you.”
He pulled back slowly, giving you space, his hand falling to his lap as you looked up at him.
“Okay,” you decided, then took in another breath, and exhaled. “Okay.”
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Next Chapter: Chapter 19: You start letting Thor back into your life slowly. (20th of July on Tumblr/AO3)
Summary: He was your teammate but also the person you disliked the most in the universe. He was always loud, he thrived on impulsive decisions, and he loved annoying you. You were the opposite, you moved through shadows quietly, analyzed every move before you made them. And now? They were sending you on a mission with him. Just the two of you. As husband and wife.
Content: Fake Marriage, Enemies To Lovers, Forced Proximity, Yearning, Tension, Slow Burn, Angst, Infinity War-Endgame Thor, King Thor, Protective Thor, Jealous Thor, Possessive Thor, Jealous Reader, They Are Touching Each Other Every Chance They Get, Bickering Final Boss, Miscommunication, Misunderstandings, Explicit SMUT (It starts from '—', and ends with it so you can skip it if you want)
Word Count: 40k
Note: I live for annoying but sweet Thor 😭 His most dominant personality traits i swear and the way he gets angry FAST😛 My mannn fr (took me a whole month to write this, not proofread sorry for any typos or mistakes)
Minors Do Not Interact
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You wanted to kill him.
You wanted, with every fiber of your being, to wrap your hands around his thick, infuriating neck and choke the life out of him right there on the polished marble floor of the Avengers Compound kitchen. It was a beautiful, violent fantasy that played in your mind in vivid detail—but unfortunately for you, the man was a damn god, and your fingers would probably snap before his airway even constricted.
“I said no, Thor. I got here first,” you hissed, your voice a sharp, venomous whisper as you slammed your shoulder into his side, trying to forcefully shove his massive frame away from the espresso machine.
The sleek chrome appliance sat on the counter like a holy grail, reflecting the harsh morning light. At this ungodly hour, that single machine was the only thing bonding your soul to the realm of the living. You just loved your morning coffee too much. It was the one ritual that made your life feel somewhat normal. And he, as always, was standing squarely in the way—demanding, with all the unearned arrogance of Asgardian royalty, that he be the first one to use it.
“Stop pushing me away, will you? It does nothing but tickle me, Little Flame,” he grumbled, a deep sound that came from somewhere deep in his broad chest.
He didn't even look at you, his eyes fixed on the digital screen of the machine as his large hands came down to carelessly pry your fingers off his waist. Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits, the heat rising in your cheeks at the sound of the ridiculous nickname and the casual condescension dripping from his tone.
“I have been telling you for years, Thor, stop calling me that,” you snapped, pulling your hands back and crossing them over your chest in a furious, protective stance. “And what is that supposed to mean? Are you implying that I’m weak?”
Thor finally turned his head, his short, textured blonde hair catching the lights. A lazy, incredibly punchable smirk broke across his handsome face. He held his massive, heavily muscled arm out horizontally, creating an unbreakable physical barrier that completely blocked you from reaching the coffee pods.
“Why? I think it rather suits you. Feisty little—”
Before he could finish the sentence, you slapped his forearm with a loud, resounding smack, grabbing his wrist with both hands and pulling down with all your weight, trying to rip his arm away from the machine. It was like trying to move a mountain with a piece of string.
“Weaker than me, surely,” he said, his smirk widening as he easily kept his arm locked in place against your full-body strain.
Okay, fine. He was stating a cold, unyielding fact. He was a cosmic entity. He was objectively, biologically stronger than you. Your cell structure had been locked in a permanent, un-aging loop by a rogue lab experiment, giving you endless youth and an unbreakable healing factor—not the brute strength to wrestle the God of Thunder. But you would rather walk barefoot on needles than ever admit his physical superiority to his face.
“What are you two bickering about again?”
Natasha’s exhausted, monotone voice sliced through the tension. She walked into the kitchen, holding an empty mug, her green eyes fixed on the two of you with the heavy, soul-deep weariness of a woman who was entirely done with you being at each other's throats every five minutes.
That was the true tragedy of your existence. Outside the reinforced walls of this compound, Thor was a global icon. He was the golden savior, a benevolent, charming god who was nice to every single human being he encountered. If you went to the press and told them how much he absolutely loved to torment, provoke, and annoy you on a daily basis, not a single soul on Earth would believe you. To the rest of the universe, he was a god. To you, he was a giant, golden-retriever-brained nuisance.
Your left eye literally twitched with fury as you whipped your head around to face Nat. “He’s being a child again!”
“I am only in need of my morning beverage—” Thor protested smoothly.
“I got here first!” You spun back toward him, throwing your hands up in the air, your eyes wide with erratic anger.
“And I will be drinking my coffee, first,” he replied with a smug tilt of his chin.
Before you could lunge forward to block him, his large fingers immediately darted past your face and pushed the start button. The machine whirred to life, a dark stream of espresso pouring directly into the ceramic cup you had painstakingly selected and placed there a minute ago.
Thor watched the liquid fill the mug, leaning his hip against the counter as he grabbed the handle. “See? Easy as that,” he mumbled, grinning straight into the steam as he took a slow, loud, deliberate sip right in front of your face.
Your face went a furious, burning red. Your breath hitched, your vision blurring with a wave of pure, chaotic rage. You wanted to grab that hot mug straight out of his hand and throw the boiling liquid right over his clean grey t-shirt. You wanted to watch the stain spread across his chest while you laughed in his face.
Honestly? That was a damn good idea. Your muscles coiled, your fingers twitching as you prepared to lunge at him and commit a felony.
But just as your sneakers gripped the tile, Natasha let out a sharp, interrupting sigh. “The team is waiting for you in the briefing room,” she said, turning on her heel and gesturing toward the sliding glass doors of the hallway. “Let’s go, lovebirds.”
The words cut through the kitchen like a sudden frost. You and Thor both froze instantly, the childish hostility evaporating into a stunned, icy paralysis.
“What?” you said in perfect unison. The word tore from your throats at the exact same second, your voices blending together as you both whipped your heads around to look at Natasha. But she didn't stop to explain—she simply walked down the corridor toward the war room, a wicked, knowing smirk playing on the corner of her lips as she left the two of you standing in the quiet kitchen, completely blindsided by the ominous weight of her words.
“Fucking weirdos everywhere,” you grumbled under your breath.
Before he could even swallow his next stolen sip, you forcefully jammed your palms right into the center of his chest. You used every single ounce of strength your muscles could muster up, throwing your entire body weight into the strike. You needed that damn coffee, and you would get that damn coffee.
Thor actually stumbled back a step, a booming chuckle ripping from his throat at the volatility of your expression. You were completely furious. He honestly had no idea why annoying you brought him such immense satisfaction, but it did. It was an addiction at this point.
In his eyes, you were just absolutely no fun. From the very first day he met you, you had done nothing but jab at him for being too loud and obvious. You were always rolling your eyes, saying things like, “You only know how to smash things and be reckless, Thor,” and “Stealth is an actual concept, you know?”
Now, Thor didn't dislike a lot of people. He was a damn lovable person—the golden boy of the Nine Realms, and now, an absolutely attentive king. But when it came to you? He couldn't help it. You rubbed him the wrong way all the damn time, your sharp tongue grating on his nerves. He could say with unyielding certainty that he disliked you. A lot.
You were still grumbling under your breath about him stealing your favorite ceramic mug when you noticed his massive shadow was still hovering directly over you.
“Why are you still here?” you asked, your voice coming out far more irritated than it should have. You internally cursed yourself; you were giving him way too much power over your emotions.
“I simply want to watch you sip on your beverage after me,” he said, flashing you a brilliant, smug smile.
You huffed, grabbing your freshly poured cup from the machine. “Thor, just call it coffee. Calling it a beverage does not make it sound any fancier.”
You slid past his broad shoulder, taking a deliberate, aggressive sip of your drink before making your way toward the sliding glass doors of the briefing room. He immediately fell into step behind you, his massive, sweeping strides matching yours in a pure, frustrating rhythm.
“It does sound better when I call it a beverage,” he argued, his heavy leather boots thudding loudly against the floorboards as if he could make his statement more convincing by physical force.
“Sure, lord of thunder,” you murmured, a wicked, knowing smirk pulling at your lips. You knew exactly which buttons to push, and that specific title was your absolute favorite weapon.
“I am the god of thunder!” he hissed from behind you, his voice dropping into a defensive, offended rumble. “You know what? I know you are doing this on purpose—you are intentionally trying to—”
You pushed through the glass doors, entering the sleek, high-tech briefing room with the God of Thunder hot on your heels, still fiercely grumbling about the distinct theological differences between a lord and a god.
“Ah, our favorite couple, arguing again,” Tony said loudly, opening his arms wide in a dramatic, welcoming gesture from the head of the conference table. He leaned back in his chair, a classic, mischievous glint in his eyes. “Still not able to decide whether they want to kill each other or fuck—“
Before the final, crude word could even leave his mouth, your reflexes took over. Your hand blurred. You snatched a thick, heavy tactical folder from the edge of the table and launched it through the air with lethal, pinpoint precision.
Smack. The folder hit Tony squarely across the bridge of his nose, the papers scattering in a neat halo around his chair.
“Ow! Okay, there was absolutely no need for that,” Tony muttered, wincing as he gingerly adjusted his tinted glasses, though the smirk never truly left his face. He looked over at Natasha and Steve, who were already seated, completely unfazed by the morning violence.
“You talk too much, Stark,” Thor grumbled, pulling out a chair and dropping his massive frame into it with a loud thud that resonated through the room.
Your eyebrows shot up instantly as you sat down yourself. “Says you?” you retorted, gesturing toward his broad chest with your coffee mug. “You literally haven't shut up since the kitchen.”
“Let’s just focus on our objective, okay, guys?” Steve said, running a tired palm over his face, completely done with your collective energy so early in the morning. He pushed himself up from his seat next to Tony, leaning his broad shoulders over the holographic table to command the room.
Steve tapped the digital console, and the lights in the briefing room dimmed instantly, replaced by a glowing, three-dimensional blueprint of an ultra-private luxury island floating in the Mediterranean.
“Our focus is here: The Sanctuary,” Steve began, his voice dropping into his serious captain tone. “On paper, it’s an exclusive, hyper-secure resort for the world's billionaires, corrupt politicians, and elite criminals. But over the last forty-eight hours, our satellites intercepted an unencrypted dark-web signal bouncing from the island’s lower levels. A rogue faction has managed to smuggle a massive cache of volatile, leftover Dark Elf technology onto the premises. They’re hosting a private, black-market auction to sell it off to the highest bidder.”
You leaned forward, your brain instantly analyzing the island's perimeter. “So we drop in, neutralize the buyers, and secure the tech. Sounds like a standard Tuesday. Why are we all sitting here?”
“Because it’s a hostage situation waiting to happen if we go in loud,” Natasha spoke up from the corner, her fingers tapping against her tablet. “The entire island is rigged with a quantum-fission failsafe connected to the central vault. If the resort’s biometric security detects a frontal assault, a breach, or a single Quinjet on their radar, the system will instantly detonate the alien cache. It’ll vaporize the island and take half of Western Europe out with the blast wave. It requires a ghost to dismantle the failsafe from the inside.”
“A ghost?” you repeated, a slow, dark smile creeping onto your face. “Perfect. I’ll go in undercover as a maid, slip into the server room, kill the signal, and leave before anyone even finishes their champagne.”
“You’re half right,” Tony cut in, tapping his pen against his cheek. “You are going undercover. But you’re not going as a maid, Shadow. The resort has a strict, biometric-level verification system for all service staff, but their guest list is curated entirely by the billionaire owner—an eccentric, power-obsessed arms dealer named Moretti. He has a strict ‘No Media, Couples Only’ policy for his guests to protect their privacy.”
Tony smirked, leaning forward and typing a command into his console. The holographic display shifted from the island to a digital invitation, written in gold lettering, making your eyes go wide. No.
“Moretti is obsessed with power, gods, and mythology,” Tony explained, his eyes darting between you and the blonde King sitting across from you. “He doesn't just want money; he wants prestige. So, we gave him exactly what he wanted. We leaked a carefully staged, ‘top-secret’ paparazzi photo to the press this morning. The official narrative? The newly crowned King of Asgard has secretly retired from his bachelor days and eloped with a fierce, mysterious warrior woman.”
Your breath hitched violently in your throat. The coffee in your mug suddenly felt like acid.
“What?” you whispered, your heart stopping. You were an Avenger; you were known to the world, but you operated mostly in the quiet, precise darkness. To be thrust into the center of attention like this was your worst nightmare.
Thor froze, his hand stopping mid-air as he went to scratch his short blonde beard. His blue eyes went incredibly wide as he stared at the holographic invitation. “Stark—what madness are you speaking of?”
“It’s simple, lovebirds,” Natasha said, her voice laced with an infuriatingly calm amusement. “Moretti swallowed the bait hook, line, and sinker. The moment he saw the news that the King Of Asgard was on a secret honeymoon, he personally sent out an exclusive, all-access VIP invitation to the royal couple. You two are the ultimate distraction.”
Steve looked at the two of you, his expression sympathetic but unyielding. “Thor keeps all eyes on him by playing the loud, boastful, larger-than-life husband, giving you the perfect cover to move through the high-society crowds, slip into the shadows, and quietly dismantle the failsafe without triggering the biometric alarms. You need his status to get through the front door, and he needs your precision to make sure the island doesn't explode.”
“You expect me,” you said slowly, your voice dropping into a lethal, dangerous sound as you pointed a finger across the table, “to pretend to be blissfully, passionately in love with him? For how long exactly?”
“Not a soul here but you said passionately—“ Thor grumbled but was cut off by you, “Shut up, will you?”
Thor’s hands twitched, like he was holding himself from doing something irrational. He sighed a long breath, trying to compose himself, he didn’t think he could do this. Why did it have to be you, of all people?
But your skills in being a ghost were too good—too fucking perfect for your own good. So he knew the reason why it had to be you, but he protested anyway, he turned to Steve, “I do not see why she should be the one coming with me—“
You didn’t let him finish, rolling your eyes as you said “I’m not loving the idea either—“
“Depends on you, really. Could just be two days or a whole week.“ Steve said cutting both of you off as he looked at the both of you, clearly distressed at your brewing argument, again. “An entire week?” you said, your voice dripping with irritation, your jaw locking at the mere thought of it.
“Hey, it’s a tough gig, but someone’s gotta do it,” Tony chuckled, completely ignoring the murderous look you were throwing him across the table. “Congratulations, kids. Pack your bags. You’re going on a honeymoon.”
—
You were huffing and puffing as you aggressively packed your suitcases—yes, suitcases, plural.
You were practically tearing through your wardrobe, shoving in dresses, hats, sunglasses, and anything else you could get your hands on, entirely leaving the burden of actually coordinating an outfit for later. The second you had escaped the briefing room, you had fled to your quarters. The news was still pouring over you like boiling water, making your skin burn with a restless, defensive heat just thinking about it.
How the hell were you going to pretend to be his wife?
The only thing you were biologically capable of doing near that man was yelling at him, throwing files at his head, or arguing until you were blue in the face. He got on your nerves every single second of the day, provoking you with that smug arrogance of his, making you want to literally peel your own skin off your bones just to escape his proximity. And now you were supposed to look into his blue eyes and play the part of a blushing, smitten bride on a Mediterranean honeymoon. It was sick. It was a comedy of errors written by a cruel universe.
As you slammed another folded gown into the suitcase, your movements slowed. Your eyes caught sight of the faint, jagged scars marring the skin over your forearms and stomach.
A sudden, heavy wave of insecurity bubbled up inside your chest, overtaking the rage. The thought of being forced into revealing resort wear—of being paraded around an island full of hyper-critical, judgmental billionaires who you knew would dissect your every flaw—infiltrated your mind.
Usually, you were secure in your own skin. You were an Avenger, for God's sake. You were a lethal weapon, and honestly, you did wear dresses when the occasion called for it. But in this context? Under the blinding, global spotlight? You felt like a fraud. You felt like every single pair of eyes on that island would be glued to you, the judgmental, elitist sneers of high society cutting right through you simply because you were Thor’s goddamn wife. You were the woman who had supposedly tamed the King of Asgard, and they would be looking for any reason to tear you apart.
The scars were a permanent, physical gift from your torturers. The monsters who had turned you immortal years ago.
You could not die of age. You could not fall succumb to diseases. Even lethal wounds healed seamlessly within hours if properly attended to. You were stuck living like this forever, the terrifying nightmares from those months in the lab still playing in your mind night after night, making your throat go completely sore as you woke up screaming for them to stop. The experiments had broken your human limitations, locking your cellular structure in a permanent, un-aging loop.
You sharply rubbed at your eyes with the palms of your hands, trying to force the horrific memories to flee from your mind. The ghosts of your past loved to haunt you wherever you went, but you couldn't afford a breakdown today. Not with a flight to catch.
Letting out a heavy, defeated sigh, you declared yourself done with the chaotic packing. You bit your lip anxiously as you got ready for the travel day, pulling a simple, breezy white summer dress over your frame. The fabric flared gently around your knees, and you slid your feet into a pair of modest kitten heels. Finally, you pulled a soft white cardigan over your shoulders, fastening a few buttons, strictly wanting to ensure you wouldn't freeze before you reached your destination. You took one last look in the mirror, masking the assassin, masking the scars, and preparing to face your fate.
As you opened the door, struggling to maneuver your suitcases out of the room, you immediately heard his voice booming down the corridor.
“How are you going to carry those by yourself?” Thor asked, leaning against the wall with a wicked, entirely too handsome smile plastered across his face.
He was obviously going to help you. If the King of Asgard was anything, he was a gentleman down to his very bones—but he didn't just want to be helpful. He wanted to hear the words come out of your mouth. He wanted you to look him in the eye and actively admit that you needed his help. He knew you would absolutely hate doing it, which only made him crave it more.
“I can handle myself just fine,” you breathed out defensively. You leaned your weight back, using the rolling wheels of the suitcases to your advantage. Your pride was still firmly intact because you could easily drag them behind you on a flat surface, but you knew deep down that you couldn't physically lift both of these giant, overpacked cases at the same time down a flight of stairs. But he most definitely did not need to know that.
“Oh? So you don’t need any assistance at all?” he remarked smoothly. He was casually carrying his own massive tactical suitcase in one hand by the handle, his arm barely flexing. It was probably like holding a mosquito between his fingers for him.
“No. Especially not from you,” you huffed, your heels clicking sharply against the tile as you tried to wheel past him, clearly getting irritated by his mere existence.
“Hm,” he just mumbled, a deeply amused sound vibrating in his throat as he turned and watched you walk over to the elevator banks.
You aggressively pressed the down button, silently begging the universe for the doors to open as fast as humanly possible. You could feel Thor’s massive presence looming right behind you, practically radiating an eager energy, just waiting for another opportunity to prod at you.
“What are you waiting for?” you asked, your voice incredibly tight from pure annoyance.
He chuckled, the sound low and rumbling. “For the elevator, Little Flame. Same as you.”
You could feel his massive, broad frame standing directly behind your back. Even though there were a few inches of space separating you, he was like a literal furnace, a heavy, intoxicating heat radiating off his body and wrapping around your shoulders.
You rolled your eyes at the ceiling. “You can carry your own suitcase. I don't see why—” You abruptly cut yourself off, closing your eyes tightly, your face scrunching up in disdain.
Fuck. You had just walked right into his trap.
“Oh, so you cannot carry yours?” he prodded instantly, his tone dripping with sheer amusement. Your eyes opened back up immediately.
Where was this fucking elevator?!
Realizing the lift was taking too long, you sharply turned around to face him. Your bruised, stubborn ego completely hijacked your brain, making you snap at him before you could stop yourself. “I very much can!”
Thor looked down at you, his blue eyes sparkling with a level of amusement that was bordering on infuriating. “Oh, please, be my guest, will you?” He dramatically extended his free hand, gesturing toward the grand concrete staircase at the end of the hall. You huffed a sharp breath through your nose, your jaw locking. “Fine.”
You spun on your heels, deliberately dragging your heavy suitcases over to the very edge of the stairs, desperately delaying the exact moment you would actually have to lift them. When you finally reached the top step, you stopped and stared down at the luggage, your brain going into overdrive as you calculated the weight distribution.
Thor followed you, enjoying every single second of this entirely too much. Even his stance—weight shifted to one hip, a smirk playing on his lips—radiated absolute satisfaction.
“Struggling there?” he asked, taking a deliberate step closer to you.
“Not at all,” you lied through your teeth. Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits as you stared at him, and out of pure, stubborn stupidity, you grabbed the handles of both massive suitcases.
Bracing yourself in your goddamn kitten heels, you attempted to lift them both off the ground at the exact same time.
But the second your muscles tensed and you yanked them up, the combined, brutal weight of the luggage completely threw off your center of gravity. Your body violently swung forward toward the edge of the stairs, the momentum dragging you directly downward. A sharp, terrified yelp tore from your throat as your foot slipped on the smooth edge. You closed your eyes, waiting for the inevitable impact.
You were definitely going down. You were going to roll down a flight of concrete stairs in a white summer dress, become the laughing stock of the entire Avengers Compound, and probably severely injure yourself—meaning you'd have to hobble around the island waiting for your powers to slowly knit your bones back together. Amazing. Brilliant execution, babe, bravo.
But just as those thoughts raced through your mind, they disappeared entirely.
A massive, incredibly solid arm suddenly wrapped like an iron band around your waist. With one effortless, powerful pull, he caught your entire body weight, dragging you firmly back from the edge of the abyss and slamming your back flush against his broad, solid chest.
You opened your eyes—which you hadn't even realized you'd squeezed shut—and let out a shaky, breathless sigh of pure relief. Your heart was hammering like a drum against your ribs.
“Perhaps now, you will admit that you need me to carry them for you,” he mumbled. His voice was a gravelly rasp right against the back of your ear, his warm breath fanning across your skin and causing a shiver of goosebumps to erupt down your neck and arms.
Your breath caught. You quickly huffed, using your hands to pry his heavy arm away from your waist. The skin beneath your dress was practically burning from his touch, but you absolutely did not have the mental capacity to dwell on that right now.
You turned around to face him, your cheeks flushed, your expression a mixture of distress and absolute fury that you had just proven him entirely right.
“Fine,” you said, your voice tight and defeated.
Thor didn't move an inch out of your personal space. He looked down at you, his eyes slowly tracing over your flushed face and your white dress, a smug, triumphant look in his gaze.
“Fine, what?” he challenged softly, wanting every single syllable of his victory.
Your mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water, your pride fiercely battling against the cold reality of the situation. You darted a desperate look toward the elevator, but the glowing digital screen indicated it was still stuck on a lower floor. Frustrated and completely cornered, you aggressively slammed your right foot down against the tile floor like a spoiled child. He always brought that irritating, uncharacteristic side out of you.
“Okay,” you snapped, completely averting your gaze from his face as you mumbled, “Ineedyoutocarrymyluggageforme.”
The words tumbled out of your mouth in a single, rushed, completely unintelligible breath, your eyes locked onto the center of his chest.
“What?” Thor chuckled again, the hilarious sight of you stomping your foot and speaking at supersonic speed catching him entirely off guard. A deep, rumble of laughter shook his chest. “I did not quite get that, Little Flame. Can you say it again?” He was enjoying this far too much for his own good, the smug triumph radiating off him in waves.
“I need you to carry my luggage for me,” you enunciated sharply, every word dripping with pure annoyance.
Instead of just taking the win, Thor brought a thick finger to his chin, tapping it as if he were lost in deep thought. He scrunched up his handsome face, tilting his head. “I don’t think that was a really nice way of asking someone to carry your ginormous suitcases for you.”
“Ugh!” You let out a loud, frustrated yell, throwing your hands down to your sides as you forced yourself to look him dead in his sparkling blue eyes. “Will you please carry my luggage for me?”
He smiled triumphantly, his entire face lighting up like a kid on Christmas morning. He finally stepped forward and grabbed your two bags, arranging them in perfect order back-to-back so their elongated handles lined up close together. Then, with a single, massive hand, he closed his fingers over both handles at once. With his own tactical suitcase in his other hand, he effortlessly lifted all three massive bags off the floor without a single hint of strain.
The elevator suddenly dinged, the doors sliding open just as he hoisted the luggage into the air. Ordinarily, you would have completely lost your temper at timing like that. You would have cursed the universe out loud for making you beg for help only for the elevator to arrive a second later.
But the words died in your throat.
The sight of him carrying all three heavy suitcases at once made you breathe in a sharp, sudden gasp. Your pulse skipped a beat in your chest, and your eyes involuntarily roamed all over his frame. He had changed out of his grey t-shirt before coming to your door; he was now wearing a tight black t-shirt that hugged the broad expanse of his chest and shoulders, paired with tailored charcoal linen pants and black loafers.
He looked good. So fucking hot, in fact, that it sent an unexpected, electric tingle shooting straight through your core and settling deep in your stomach. The sight of his veins popping and his massive biceps bulging as he easily carried the weight of your entire life in one hand was—
What the fuck? What the hell was wrong with you?
You were fully aware that the King of Asgard possessed heart-stoppingly good looks—the entire planet was aware of it—but his infuriating behaviour toward you usually stopped you from ever enjoying the sight. You were supposed to dislike him. You were rivals. But what the fuck had just happened to your brain?
You sharply cleared your throat, forcefully tearing your eyes away from his arms as your cheeks burned a bright, furious crimson. Desperate to hide your sudden fluster, you quickly turned and marched past him, going down the staird in a fastened pace.
Thor smoothly followed behind you, his loafers making zero noise on the concrete, while your heels clicked loudly and rapidly down the steps, echoing your erratic, racing heartbeat.
Thor was watching you walk down the stairs before him, still visibly fuming that he had managed to break your stubborn streak and force a please out of your mouth. He was utterly relishing the victory, a brilliant, smug smile that practically screamed he had won etched across his handsome features while he effortlessly balanced your massive luggage in his grip.
But his smugness didn't last long.
You huffed, stopping for a brief second on the landing. With a fluid, deliberate motion, you slid your white cardigan off your shoulders, pooling the fabric into one hand. The movement exposed the sharp, elegant lines of your collarbones in the strapless white dress. You flipped your hair to one side, completely baring the smooth expanse of your neck to the air—and to him. Then, as if you couldn't quite decide what kind of sensory torture you wanted to execute on the King of Asgard, you started heading down the remaining stairs, your hips swaying with a natural, intoxicating rhythm.
Thor took a sudden, sharp breath at the sight before him. His blue eyes went wide, running over your frame, completely unable to decide where to look. His gaze got hopelessly caught on the soft curve of your shoulders, the narrow dip of your waist, the hypnotic roll of your hips.
A hot rush of blood surged to his head. His breath caught violently in his chest, and for the first time in his immortal life, the God of Thunder actually stumbled on a concrete step. His black loafer clipped the edge, his chest heaving as he quickly caught himself.
What the actual hell was happening? He was well aware that you were breathtaking; he had seen the way people’s heads turned whenever you walked into a room without you even trying. But this? This reaction was entirely uncalled for. He disliked you. He disliked your sharp tongue and the way you always had a quip ready to jab at him. He shouldn't be admiring you, yet his heart was currently hammering against his ribs like a war drum.
Hearing his stumble, you paused and turned your head back to see what was wrong. You found him standing a few steps above you, his jaw slightly slack. A wicked smile slowly bloomed across your face.
“What was that, Your Majesty? Are they too much for you to carry?” you taunted, shifting your body so your chest was fully turned toward him.
Thor’s eyes helplessly drifted downward to your now fully visible chest, his breath catching for a second time that day. The flush on his neck deepened. He aggressively cleared his throat, forcing his eyes up to meet your smirking face.
“Hah! I can move literal mountains, Little Flame. These trinkets are nothing to me,” he mumbled defensively, his voice a bit more rushed than usual. “I simply lost my balance is all.”
Desperate to escape your mocking gaze, he practically ran down the remaining stairs, his loafers squeaking slightly against the polished concrete as he hurried into the main lobby with all three suitcases clutched tightly in his hands.
Your eyebrows furrowed as you watched him go, continuing your descent. The discarded cardigan remained clutched in your hand; you felt entirely too hot, your own racing thoughts making your skin flush. You gulped, trying to aggressively shoo the bizarre tension out of your mind. You hated him. You needed to get a grip.
When you finally reached the expansive glass entrance of the compound, Thor was already standing there, deep in a heated discussion with Tony.
“Why spend hours traveling in one of your metal birds when we can get there in seconds?” Thor was arguing, his brow furrowed in genuine, godly confusion.
Tony turned toward you as you approached, a wicked, entirely too amused smirk lighting up his face. “Ah, perfect timing, Shadow. Point Break here is staging a mutiny. He says you two don't need to board a plane or take a Quinjet.”
“How come?” you asked, your blood suddenly running cold. An ominous weight dropped into your stomach because you could already guess exactly what the god of thunder had in mind.
“Stormbreaker can take us across the world in seconds,” Thor said, turning his massive frame toward you, completely serious.
“But—” you started, your mind frantically grasping for any viable excuse to avoid being that physically close to him for a cosmic teleportation ride. “But how will you carry the luggage while we traverse realms? It’s impossible.”
“You just hold onto me, and I will handle the rest,” he said easily, dismissively, as if he were explaining the most simple, mundane task in the world. You swallowed hard, your heart doing a strange flip. “But Thor, you have to hold Stormbreaker in one hand, and the luggage in the other. What about me? Where am I supposed to go?”
Thor let out a sharp, irritated huff, clearly done with you dragging out the inevitable. “I said I will handle it. Now, let us go.”
He turned away, marching through the sliding glass doors into the bright morning air. He dropped his own suitcase onto the concrete pavement and extended his right hand toward the sky. Within a split second, a loud, crackling boom echoed through the compound as the massive, heavy blade of Stormbreaker flew from his room straight into his waiting palm.
With practiced, terrifying strength, he gathered the handles of all three massive suitcases into his other hand, hoisting them up effortlessly. He turned his head, his short blonde hair catching the sunlight, and motioned sharply with his chin for you to come closer.
You narrowed your eyes at him stubbornly, crossing your arms over your chest. “What if I don’t want to—” Before you could even finish your protest, Thor’s patience snapped. In one swift, blur of a movement, his massive hand shot out and grabbed you firmly by the wrist.
You let out a sharp yelp as he effortlessly yanked you forward into his personal space, his strength completely overriding your balance. He forcefully guided your arms around his thick middle, pulling you so close that your cheek was muffled right against the hard, solid muscle of his chest.
You could feel his heavy pectoral muscles instantly tighten at the sudden contact, a wave of intense, radiating heat washing over you. Before you could even open your mouth to yell at him for handling you so roughly, his deep, rumbling voice vibrated right through his chest wall against your ear. “Hold on tight.” And with a sudden, blinding flash of blue electricity, he raised Stormbreaker high into the sky.
A blinding burst of color erupted all around you as the Bifrost engulfed you both. The roaring force of the cosmic energy threatened to rip you away, and you instinctively closed your eyes tightly, holding yourself steady by gluing your body entirely to his. Your fingers dug firmly into the fabric of his shirt, pulling yourself so close that there wasn’t a single millimeter of space left between your chest and his.
Then, just as quickly as it had begun, the rushing roar vanished.
You felt your heels solidly touch the ground, arriving at your destination in a second. For a moment, your hands remained tightly locked around his middle and your face was still pressed right against the warm, hard muscle of his chest, you could hear his heartbeat thudding against his ribs.
Slowly, you forced your eyes open and pulled your face back, blinking against the sudden, brilliant glare of the Mediterranean sun.
The Sanctuary stretched out before you, you were standing on a private, pristine white-stone terrace that overlooked a sprawling, crescent-shaped bay. The water below was a blinding, translucent turquoise, so clear that you could see the dark, shifting shadows of coral reefs deep beneath the surface. Sleek, multi-million-dollar superyachts were anchored in the distance, polished and gleaming under the midday sun.
The resort itself was built directly into the towering, sun-bleached cliffs of the island. It was a marvel of modern, minimalist design blended with ancient luxury—all clean white concrete, floor-to-ceiling glass panels, and cascading infinity pools that seemed to spill directly into the ocean below. Lavish, vibrant pink bougainvillea and lush green palms draped over stone walkways, softening the sharp lines of the villas.
Your nostrills filled with the scent of saltwater, expensive citrus perfume, and blooming jasmine. In the distance, you could hear the faint, muted clinking of crystal glasses and the smooth, ambient lounge music drifting from an exclusive beachfront pavilion. It was entirely peaceful, completely hidden from the rest of the world, and crawling with some of the most dangerous, corrupt elite on the planet.
You let out a slow breath, your eyes immediately mapping out the security cameras hidden in the palm trees and the heavily armed guards dressed in casual, matching resort linen suits.
“You can let go of me now, Little Flame,” Thor’s deep voice murmured directly above you, a distinct trace of that familiar, smug amusement vibrating right against your hands. “Unless, of course, you are already enjoying the perks of marriage.”
You blinked, sharply pushing yourself away from his broad chest. “You wish,” you scoffed, rolling your eyes as you aggressively smoothed down the wrinkled fabric of your white summer dress. “I’m not exactly into lords, anyway. I prefer a much stronger title.”
“Good thing I am not a lord, then,” he replied smoothly. For the first time, he didn't get defensive or angry at the jab. Instead, he just stood there, smiling down at you with a gaze so wicked that you could practically feel the blood rushing straight to your head.
You internally groaned, chastising yourself. Stupid girl. You really should have thought beforehand that he would turn your own words right back on you like that. But before your scrambled brain could piece together a proper, biting retort, the heavy footsteps of the resort's security staff cut you off.
“Are you invited, sir?”
A burly bodyguard in a pristine, light-blue linen suit approached the two of you. His voice was laced with a deep, unmistakable tone of respect; he clearly recognized the King of Asgard, but he was trying to maintain the island's strict protocol.
“Yes,” you intervened seamlessly, sliding in front of Thor. Your training kicked in instantly, and a perfected, dazzling smile etched itself onto your face. You held up your phone, displaying the exclusive, gold-rimmed digital invitation Tony had intercepted.
The bodyguard scanned the screen, nodding, but his cautious gaze quickly drifted down to the massive, terrifying axe gripped firmly in Thor's left hand. “We... do not allow weapons on the resort grounds, sir. If you could leave it with security—”
“Ah, that is easily remedied,” Thor interrupted cheerfully. With a casual flick of his wrist, the massive, razor-sharp blade of Stormbreaker melted away, shrinking down until it transformed into a simple, polished black umbrella. You whipped your head around to look at the object, completely deadpan. “An umbrella? In this weather?” you muttered, gesturing to the cloudless, blazing mediterranean sky.
Thor’s eyebrows furrowed at you, his jaw tightening in annoyance at your public critique. “Well, there is something called a summer rain, sweetheart,” he said, faking an incredibly sweet, doting smile for the sake of the watchibg guard, though his blue eyes promised absolute murder.
“I don’t think it’s going to rain anytime soon, honey,” you shot back, your voice dripping with a deep, sickeningly fake sugary sweetness as your own plastic smile widened. Before you could take another breath, Thor’s massive arm suddenly shot out, wrapping securely around your waist and forcefully dragging you flush into his side for a tight, suffocating hug.
A sharp, undignified yelp tore from your throat at the impact, but you quickly cleared your throat, masking your shock as you gripped his forearm. He was most definitely enjoying torturing you, using the doting husband act as the perfect excuse to handle you however he pleased. You were going to kill him.
“I can make it rain anytime I wish,” he murmured, his tone biting at you in a dangerous, playful whisper that sent an involuntary shiver down your spine. He flashed one last dazzling smile at the bewildered bodyguard. “Now, let us go to our room, yeah?”
After that, the guard politely led you both through the sweeping glass doors toward the main lobby, where a receptionist stood behind a white marble desk, a bright, welcoming smile on her face.
“Welcome to The Sanctuary. Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Odinson,” she said smoothly, but the moment the words left her mouth, you saw her cringe a bit, her eyes darting between the digital registry and your face as she thought the names over. You noticed the hesitation instantly, Odinson did sound incredibly weird when referring to a woman.
“Is that your last name now, madam? Should I call you that?” she genuinely asked, looking a bit flustered, as if she were desperately trying to avoid making a mistake.
A massive grin broke across your face while Thor’s expression instantly soured. Oh, you liked this receptionist already.
“I genuinely have no idea. It does sound completely off when you say it like that, doesn't it?” you said, leaning against the marble desk. Then, you slowly turned your head to look up at him, your eyes wide with mock innocence. “Honey, is my last name Odinson now? Wouldn't that literally just mean I’m a son of Odin? I mea—”
He cut you off instantly, his jaw clenching as he growled under his breath, clearly pissed. “Well, we are in Midgard, darling. So your last name is now Odinson here, no? It is how things are done on this realm.” He forced out a tight, blindingly fake smile, trying his absolute best not to throw off the receptionist standing inches away.
You smiled right back, utterly loving the fact that you had managed to piss him off so quickly. You turned back to the receptionist, giving her a conspiratorial look. “Or you could just call me by my former last na—”
“No.” Thor cut you off again, his deep voice dropping an octave, completely unyielding as his blue eyes threw literal daggers down at you. “She will be referred to as Mrs. Odinson.”
Your eyebrows furrowed, your smile faltering for a split second. That was a remarkably quick, fiercely defensive reaction from him. Why the hell did he care so much about a fake human registry?
Recovering quickly, you huffed out a light, airy fake laugh for the receptionist's benefit, gesturing toward the rigid King beside you. “He gets incredibly defensive in situations like this,” you told her. Then, leaning in slightly, you whispered in a stage-whisper, “Male ego, am I right?” The receptionist let out a quiet, knowing chuckle and nodded her head in agreement, clearly understanding exactly what you meant.
“I will show you to your room then, Mrs. Odinson,” she said, stepping out from behind the marble desk and motioning toward a glass elevator that overlooked the turquoise bay, while waving over a bellboy to take the three giant suitcases from Thor's hands.
Thor let the bellboy take the suitcases, his hands finally free as he followed the two of you toward the glass lift. The receptionist held the elevator doors open, gesturing politely with an extended hand, and once you and Thor stepped inside, she followed, pressing the button for the upper residential levels.
The elevator began its smooth ascent. Thor looked around the glass enclosure, his massive arms folding tightly over his broad chest. The movement made his biceps bulge prominently against the fabric of his t-shirt, and your traitorous eyes immediately darted downward, following the sharp lines of his muscles before you could even stop yourself.
“I like this Midgardian facility,” Thor remarked, his deep voice echoing in the enclosed space as he looked out at the view. “It is quite nice.”
“Me too. Love the design, honestly.” you said smoothly, flashing a perfect, effortless hand gesture, but as your eyes finally flicked away from Thor’s arm, you caught something out of the corner of your eye. A sudden, entirely unknown feeling brewed in the pit of your stomach.
The receptionist was staring at Thor’s arms. And she wasn't just glancing; she was so goddamn focused, her eyes tracing the thick veins of his biceps, that she didn't even notice your lethal gaze cutting right through her.
You were definitely taking it back—you did not like this girl at all.
Before your brain could even process the irrational spike of possessiveness, you acted on pure instinct. You stepped right into his space, cleared your throat sharply, and forcefully reached up to uncross his arms.
“What are—” Thor started, entirely caught off guard by the unexpected intrusion.
He was completely silenced as you forcefully dragged his broad frame down into a tight side hug. Your arm slid securely over his back, anchoring him to you, and you felt his breath hitch violently at the sudden contact. He froze for a second, his chest heaving, before he cleared his throat and let his massive hand find the curve of your waist, pulling you securely against his hip.
You kept your eyes locked dead on the receptionist, claiming your territory with absolute, unyielding dominance. You flashed her a wicked, razor sharp smile. The girl's cheeks instantly flushed crimson, and she averted her eyes toward the floor, clearly mortified that she had been caught staring at a married man, beside his wife at that.
The second the threat was neutralized, your actions crashed down on you. You had absolutely no idea what had just come over you, or why the fuck you would ever do something like that over Thor. Okay, you probably—definitely did that because the thought of another woman disrespecting you by looking at your husband made you want to commit murder. Correction, supposed husband. Still he was your fucking husband for now and she was looking at him and— It’s all about you really, all good. Nothing to worry about.
Your face burned with a furious heat as you forced your gaze straight ahead, refusing to look at him, but you could feel the immense weight of his blue eyes staring down at the side of your face—burning you, fucking scorching you with an intense, questioning gaze.
Thankfully, the elevator dinged, saving you from the embarrassment.
The doors slid open, and you caught your first breathtaking sight of the upper facility. It wasn't a standard, enclosed hotel corridor. Instead, the elevator opened directly into the brilliant, open air of the cliffside. It was designed like an exclusive luxury resort enclave; the elevator connected the lower main lobby directly to an expansive, sun-drenched outdoor terrace that led to the private villa section of the property.
Stone pathways winded through lush, manicured tropical gardens, flanked by cascading water features and private infinity pools that looked like they hung off the edge of the world. The ocean breeze hit your face instantly, lifting the hem of your white dress, but the burning weight of Thor’s hand still resting firmly on your waist made it impossible to feel the cold.
You followed the receptionist, her eyes now glued strictly forward as she walked, her posture stiff with the embarrassment of the whole situation.
You tried to subtly peel yourself away from Thor’s side, but the moment you moved, the heavy grip of his hand on your waist tightened significantly. Your eyes instinctively glanced upward to him, ready to snap, but he was simply looking around at the passing scenery, appearing completely unbothered by the situation. Why wouldn't he let go? You wondered why the hell he would keep you tethered to his side like this, as if he actively wanted you there.
Then, doing something you thought you would absolutely never do, you let him. You quietly surrendered, allowing him to hold you tight against his hip as you both walked down the sun-drenched stone path.
Other elite couples passed you by, their judgmental eyes scanning you up and down as they noted the stunning, mysterious woman on the arm of the Asgardian King. This is exactly why he is keeping you glued to him, a strict, grounding voice echoed in your mind. Do not forget the objective, or the fact that you both could never, ever like each other like that. You swallowed hard, your own hand involuntarily tightening around his side for a split second. Why the fuck would you even think otherwise?
The receptionist finally approached a secluded, breathtaking cliffside villa. She opened the heavy timber door for you, stepping aside to hand you the room keycards.
The moment you stepped across the threshold, your eyes widened at the sight before you. Your blood ran completely cold. You let go of his waist immediately, and this time he actually let you.
Your hands were slightly shaking as you looked around the massive, sunlit room. Why hadn't you thought of this earlier? Ofcourse. It was painfully obvious. You were pretending to be a married couple on a honeymoon, after all.
You looked beside you only to see Thor standing entirely frozen, his lips slightly agape and his breathing turning shallow and fast as you both simultaneously realized how profoundly fucked up this mission actually was.
There was only one fucking bed.
It was a massive, ultra luxurious king sized bed, draped in crisp white linens and pushed directly against the center of the room, facing the glass walls that looked out over the ocean. Thor couldn't believe his own stupidity; how could he have thought he wouldn't have to share a bed with you on a mission where you were supposed to be blissfully in love? This mission was officially going to be the absolute death of him.
He slowly turned his head to look down at you, only to find you already staring up at him with completely bewildered, panicked eyes.
“I hope you like your room. Have a wonderful stay, Mr. and Mrs. Odinson,” the receptionist said, her voice finally breaking the tense silence that had descended upon the room.
The sound of her talking jolted you both out of your shared panic. You didn't even look at her fully, only giving a stiff side-eye and a tight nod before she quickly scrambled out of the room, shutting the heavy door behind her.
The second the click of the lock echoed through the villa, you spun on your heels to face him. Your voice was sharp, defensive, and entirely determined as you pointed a finger at him. “I will sleep in the bed.”
His eyes narrowed at you instantly. “No, I will,” he counter-attacked, and with two long, authoritative strides, he walked over to the bed and sat down heavily on the mattress, trying to claim the territory by physical force. You scoffed loudly, refusing to back down. You marched right over to the edge of the bed and sat down forcefully beside him, turning your body to face him dead-on. “I will,” you repeated stubbornly, your jaw locking.
Thor snorted, a challenge dancing in his blue eyes. “Okay, then. You will simply be sleeping next to me.”
Your eyes widened in sudden panic as you huffed out a sharp breath. “What?” you said, utterly bewildered by the casualness of his suggestion.
He rolled his eyes, gesturing broadly to the sprawling mattress behind him. “This is a massive bed, love. We both can fit, clearly.”
The moment the casual pet name slipped from his tongue, Thor internally bit down on it, desperately trying to maintain his stoic composure. What the fuck is my problem? he wondered, a silent storm raging in his mind as he stared at your flushed face. There was no one here to perform for. The door was locked. Yet his brain was completely short-circuiting.
Your breath hitched in your throat. Why the hell would he call you that when there wasn't a single soul around to witness it? You swallowed hard, trying to inject some of your usual venom back into your voice to hide your racing pulse. “You are ginormous, Thor. You would probably just roll over in the middle of the night and crush me to death or something—”
“I would never,” he said softly, cutting you off. He looked directly at you, his gaze suddenly changing into an intensity so deeply serious, that it made your heart give a treacherous flutter against your ribs.
You gulped, your mind going entirely blank. You tried to grasp for another excuse, another biting retort, but the gravity of his presence was making you forget everything else besides him.
Thor’s eyes roamed all over your face, desperately trying to dissect whatever panicked thoughts were racing through your mind. But as his gaze drifted downward, your bare arms caught his eye.
His breath hitched violently. His eyebrows furrowed into a deep, troubled line as his vision focused entirely on your skin.
How the hell had he never noticed them before?
Faint, jagged scars were littered all over your arms, disrupting your otherwise flawless skin. They were the unmistakable, ghostly remnants of... what? How could you have possibly acquired them? He knew you possessed an advanced healing factor—he had seen you bounce back from lethal battle wounds within hours—so if these marks remained, the trauma that caused them must have been unfathomable. It must have happened before you ever gained your abilities. But how did you even get your powers?
Thor realized, with a jarring pang in his chest, that he knew absolutely nothing about your history. He knew nothing of what had happened to you, where you had come from, or how you had earned those marks. A dark, protective rage began to brew in his chest, his breathing turning ragged as he stared at the faint lines.
You noticed the exact second his eyes shifted. A cold, suffocating dread pooled in your stomach.
Nobody outside of Tony, Steve, Natasha, and Bucky knew what had happened to you. Tony and Steve knew because they were the ones who had found you, breaking into that dark Hydra facility to save your life. Natasha knew because she was your absolute closest friend, the person who held you through the worst of the night terrors. Bucky knew only because you had trusted him with the truth, knowing he was the only one who truly understood the agony of being a broken, unwilling assassin.
But Thor? Thor hadn't been there when you were saved. He had been worlds away, dealing with the high-stakes matters of Asgard. And you, of course, had never told him. How could you? When he had finally returned to Earth and met you for the very first time, he had simply looked at you deadpan and muttered, “She looks gloomy.”
The comment had broken you. Before he had ever spoken to you, you had thought him absolutely extraordinary. The exact second you had caught sight of his legendary, powerful frame, an intense, quiet attraction had sparked inside you. But he had broken all of that in a single second by calling you gloomy, bruising your defensive ego and forcing you to react in the absolute worst way possible—yelling at him and starting a years-long war of petty arguments. He was the only person on the team who could ever get you to react with such unhinged irritation.
Now, your heart dropped straight to your stomach at the horrifying thought of him having another piece of leverage over you. He could never know the truth. You couldn't let him see your vulnerability.
As you watched his eyes frantically trace the lines on your skin, his massive left hand slowly ascended, his fingers instinctively reaching out to gently touch your arm.
The impending contact made you take a sharp, terrified breath. Your fight or flight response slammed into overdrive, and you abruptly stammered out a quick, “I have to pee!” Before he could even respond, you bolted off the mattress, practically running toward the privacy of the bathroom.
You rubbed your face as you gulped, staring at your reflection in the mirror.
I have to pee? Seriously? You couldn’t have found anything better to say?
The faster we are done with this, the better, you thought to yourself, anxiously pacing around the marble bathroom. Steve had said the mission could take anywhere from two days to an entire week. You were strictly determined to wrap this up in two days max—because if you didn't, so help you God, you were going to go completely insane.
You splashed ice-cold water on your face, breathing out a long, shaky exhale. You could do this. You could endure this. This was nothing compared to the horrors you had survived in your past, but for some reason, why did it feel like this was even worse?
Steeling your nerves, you finally walked out of the bathroom, only to see Thor standing outside on the terrace, his massive back turned to you. Your eyes involuntarily roamed over his broad figure, and you breathed out a long breath to calm your racing heart.
He heard you step into the room—of course he did. He turned back toward you, locking his blue eyes onto your face as he made his way back inside. “I like it here,” he mumbled, looking around the room before his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Where are our things? That servant took—”
Your eyebrows shot up instantly. “Servant?”
“Yes. The one who took our bags.”
You let out an involuntary, nervous giggle as you sat back down on the edge of the bed, rolling your eyes. “Thor, he’s not a servant. He’s a bellboy.” His brow furrowed even deeper. “Bellboy?”
“Yes. People who carry luggage to the rooms in hotels are called bellboys.”
“So... they are servants?” he repeated stubbornly. You huffed, deeply annoyed by his royal dense-headedness. “Thor, do not call anyone a servant to their face. It’s incredibly belittling and—” Right as the lecture was leaving your mouth, a sharp knock echoed from the front door.
“Ah! The servant is here,” Thor declared triumphantly, immediately striding toward the entryway to open it.
“Thor, no—” you gasped, scrambling up from the bed. You were desperately trying to intercept him, wanting to avoid a catastrophic conversation where he would inevitably embarrass the poor resort worker.
But Thor was too fast. He swung the door open and casually leaned his massive shoulder against the wall, watching the bellboy roll your three giant suitcases into the villa’s foyer. However, instead of ignoring you, Thor’s blue eyes were gleaming with pure mischief as he looked across the room at your panicked face.
Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits. You fiercely mouthed a very deliberate, aggressive 'No' to him.
But seeing your panic only made his smug smile widen. The exact second he opened his annoying, beautiful mouth to speak, your instincts slammed into overdrive. Your brain completely short-circuited. You scrambled over to him in a blind, chaotic rush. Before he could utter a single syllable, you threw yourself into his personal space, your arms wrapping securely around his thick neck as you hopped completely on top of him, forcefully pressing his face right into the crook of your neck to physically muffle his mouth against your skin.
Thor froze dead in his tracks. The unexpected impact of your body would have knocked any human man flat on his back, but he didn't even sway. His breath hitched sharply, and his massive hands instinctively shot down, grabbing the back of your thighs to hold you up without breaking a single sweat.
The bellboy’s eyes went completely wide at the unexpected, intensely passionate display.
Your face burned a scorching, furious red as you awkwardly tilted your head back, your arms still locked around Thor's neck. “Just... love my husband so much, you know? Can’t help myself,” you breathed out, your voice strained as you forced a bright, desperately in love smile.
The bellboy nodded quickly, his eyes still dinner-plate wide as he awkwardly parked the luggage.
Thor’s head had been pinned right against your neck, but he suddenly lifted his head up forcefully, his godlike strength easily overriding your desperate attempt to hold him still.
“Cannot keep her hands to herself, this one,” Thor told the bellboy, a deep, rumbling chuckle vibrating through his chest. He was smiling brightly, clearly enjoying every single second of this ordeal.
You literally could not believe you had just done that. You were just trying to spare the poor worker’s feelings, and—okay, fine, you absolutely did not need to jump on top of him like a koala. But in that split second of panic, your brain had completely ruled out kissing him as an option—obviously, because why were you even thinking of it in the first place?—, leaving you with no choice but to launch yourself at him to take him off guard.
The mortified bellboy practically scrambled out of the villa, quickly wishing you both a good day before slamming the door shut.
You let out a massive sigh of relief, your forehead dropping against Thor's shoulder. You hadn't even been able to give the poor guy a tip. You shook your head in deep disapproval, your gaze finally snapping back up to look at Thor.
And that’s when your brain finally caught up to the reality of your physical situation.
The room was dead silent. Thor was staring down at you with an incredibly intense, dark, and unreadable gaze. He was still holding you entirely aloft in his arms. Your legs were circled tightly around his broad waist, his heavy hands were gripping the bare skin under your thighs, and your goddamn summer dress had completely ridden up your legs. The direct, calloused touch of his palms against your skin was burning you like liquid fire.
Your breathing suddenly grew shallow and fast. Oh god. You needed to get off of him right now.
You swallowed hard, subtly shifting your weight to slide down, but his grip remained like iron bands. You couldn't move.
“You can let go now, you know?” you whispered, your voice lacking its usual bite as you stared into his intense blue eyes.
Thor aggressively cleared his throat, looking momentarily startled by how close your lips were to his. But within a fraction of a second, that goddamn smug, teasing smile started slow-burning across his face. You knew that exact expression, and it never meant anything good for your sanity.
“Why?” he murmured, his voice dropping into a low, rumbling rasp that sent a wave of heat straight to your core. “You willingly hopped into my arms, Little Flame. I might as well enjoy the embrace.”
You gasped in outrage, sharply slapping his broad chest with your palm as you desperately tried to wrench yourself out of his grip. He was being annoying, cruel, and completely, fucking insufferable.
“Just let go of me, you pervert!” you snapped, your right hand desperately attempting to peel his iron grip off your bare leg.
He finally let go of you with a low, rumbling chuckle, clearly enjoying annoying you far too much for his own good. “Pervert? I am not the one who jumped blindly into your arms, Little Flame.”
You flushed a furious crimson, sharply turning your back to him to hide the heat on your face. “Let's just fucking get ready and try to find some info on our objective,” you muttered tightly. You grabbed one of your massive suitcases, plopping it down onto the luggage rack with a heavy thud, and unzipped it. Behind you, his quiet, amused chuckles continued to bounce off the walls, making your blood boil with pure anger, but you forced your mouth shut.
You aggressively rummaged through your clothes, grabbing a white, high-cut skimpy monokini and a breezy dress to wear over it. Clucthing the fabric to your chest, you marched straight back into the bathroom to get ready.
You locked the door, taking a few ragged breaths to settle your racing pulse. You fixed your hair, and carefully slipped into the monokini and the dress. Standing in front of the mirror, you let out a long exhale, though your face was still burning with a deep, stubborn embarrassment. You could do this. It was just a mission.
You emerged from the bathroom, deliberately looking anywhere but at Thor as he smoothly stepped past you to go get changed himself. You walked over to the vanity, but a few moments later, his booming, deeply confused voice echoed from the other side of the door.
“This just looks like underwear.”
The bathroom door swung open, and Thor walked out, looking down at himself with a bewildered expression. The second your eyes landed on him, you literally choked on your own spit.
He was wearing a pair of simple navy swimming trunks—and absolutely nothing else. No shirt, no linen button-down, nothing to cover the massive expanse of his upper body.
Your eyes involuntarily danced over his frame, your mouth falling slightly agape as you took him in. The midday sun streaming through the glass walls caught every single ridge of his body. Your gaze traced the thick, prominent veins running over his forearms and bulging biceps, moving up to the broad, heavy expanse of his chest, and dropping down to his rock-hard, perfectly sculpted abs.
Oh, fuck. You felt a sharp, electric flutter ignite deep down in your stomach.
“We Asgardians just go into the waters naked to swim, you know,” he stated proudly, adjusting the waistband of the trunks. “This Earth clothing feels ridiculous.”
He was probably referring to times back home when he did exactly that—swimming freely in royal Asgardian lakes, likely with beautiful women. But the sudden, intrusive mental image of going swimming with a completely naked Thor made you gulp harshly, your eyes widening in panic.
And that was the exact moment he caught the state of your face.
Thor froze. His breath hitched in his throat as his blue eyes locked onto you. Your beautiful eyes had darkened with an intense, raw heat, your gaze completely fixed on his bare chest while your sinful lips remained slightly parted. As he watched, your tongue subtly darted out to lick your lower lip, your breathing turning shallow.
The God of Thunder felt his entire frame go completely rigid in the middle of the room.
You were not thinking what he thought you were... were you? For the first time, a heavy, pounding tension that had nothing to do with anger or bickering flooded the air around you. Thor felt his heart skip a beat against his ribs at the terrifying, intoxicating thought of you actually looking at him like that, willing him to step closer.
You closed your eyes then, and the sudden, intrusive thought of him being completely naked with other women infiltrated your mind. It filled you with a strange, unexplainable feeling—a sharp, poisonous ache that you had felt before in your life but couldn't quite put your finger on. Your stomach actively churned at the mental image, a dark wave of possessiveness and frustration twisting tight inside your core mkaing you open your eyes back.
The lung-burning silence broke when you abruptly gulped, tearing your gaze away from his abdomen as your cheeks flared a bright, defensive red.
“Put a shirt on, will you?” you muttered breathlessly.
Without waiting for a response, you spun on your heel and practically bolted out onto the sun-drenched balcony, desperately needing the breeze to help you catch your breath before you completely lost your mind.
Inside, Thor’s eyebrows furrowed deeply. He stood entirely frozen in the center of the room, his heart dropping straight to his stomach at the words you had just thrown at him.
Of course.
Why the hell would he ever think you wanted him? What was he thinking? You obviously were not attracted to him in the slightest. In fact, it was the exact opposite—you clearly disliked him so much that you couldn't even bear to see a glimpse of his bare upper body, which was why you had breathlessly demanded he cover himself up.
Thor let out a low, frustrated groan, bringing his massive hands up to aggressively palm his face. Why did he even care so much? Why did your rejection sting like needles on his skin?
Steeling his posture, he marched back over to his suitcase, snatched up a matching navy t-shirt, and harshly yanked it down over his head, hiding his chest from view. He desperately needed a fucking drink. He was entirely certain there wasn’t a single alcoholic beverage on this entire planet that could properly numb his brain right now. Not even heavy Asgardian ale could get him drunk enough at this point. He actually was fucking sure there wasn't a single drink in the entire universe that could make him drunk enough to forget about you, your angelic face, these unexplainable feelings, and the damning fact that you absolutely hated him.
“Let’s go,” his deep voice boomed behind you.
Startled out of your thoughts on the balcony, you turned around and walked back inside the air-conditioned room. You quietly followed him as he strode over to the heavy front door, swinging it open and standing firmly in the entryway as he waited for you to walk past.
You went out, your wedge sandals clicking softly on the stone path as you took a deep breath of the humid air, trying to reset your frayed nerves. As you made your way down toward the main infinity pool with Thor by your side, you suddenly felt a firm, sudden tug on your hand.
Because you had left the villa first, you had been walking a few paces ahead of him, but with one effortless pull, he brought you right back next to his side. His massive palm slid against yours, his fingers wrapping around your hand and engulfing it completely.
Your pulse gave a wild, treacherous flutter. Your eyes filled with immediate, defensive questions as you snapped your head up to look at him. Your hand felt like it was on fire, your skin practically melting under the direct heat of his touch. But before you could snap at him, Thor simply gestured with a subtle tilt of his chin toward a few couples who were walking past, watching you closely.
Right. Real couples walked hand-in-hand. You were supposed to be blissfully married, so this was completely ordinary. You forced yourself to nod, your fingers slowly sliding into his, intertwining with his firmly to sell the act.
Before heading over to the pool deck, you stopped by the wooden towel stand. You grabbed two plush beach towels, offering a polite, dazzling smile and a quiet thank you to the young worker who handed them over. As you began walking toward two vacant, prime sunbeds you had spotted near the edge of the water, Thor leaned down significantly to get right on your level.
His warm breath brushed against your ear as he whispered, “Lots of servants here.”
You immediately looked up at him, your eyes boring holes into his face. “Thor, they are resort employees. Stop it,” you hissed under your breath.
A smug, infuriating smile broke across his face. He was clearly enjoying the easy way he could piss you off. Still, his hand didn't release yours; his fingers remained tightly engulfed around your hand as you finally settled right next to the vacant sunbeds.
He finally let go of your hand, though his blue eyes remained highly alert, scanning the perimeter. He took in the entire scene—the crowded pool bar, the glittering water, and the exclusive guests. Upbeat lounge music pulsed quietly from the hidden outdoor speakers as his gaze tracked the crowd.
His eyes locked onto a specific target sitting near the bar: a man with a distinct scar slicing through his left eyebrow, short black hair, and deeply bronzed skin. The stool next to the man was vacant, and he was casually sipping on a dark amber liquor—what Thor recognized as whiskey, a Midgardian drink he had tried during his time with the Avengers.
Thor turned his head back to tell you he had spotted their mark, but the words got caught in his throat.
You had already slid your dress off, leaving it pooled on the side of the chair. You were now sitting down comfortably on the sunbed, your bare legs stretched out in front of you.
The sight of your exposed skin and the incredibly skimpy, high-cut beachwear made a sudden rush of blood boil furiously through Thor's veins. His gaze darkened instantly, his eyes helplessly mapping the smooth expanse of your collarbones, your chest, and your fucking perfect legs. Oh, fuck. He literally couldn't breathe. The air vanished from his lungs, and he averted his eyes toward the sea, his heart hammering so wildly against his ribs he thought it might actually beat its way straight out of his chest.
Desperate to cool down, he aggressively cleared his throat and grabbed the hem of his t-shirt, yanking it off his body.
Your eyes remained glued strictly ahead of you, stubbornly refusing to spare him a single glance. You heard the rustle of fabric and the distinct sound of him tossing the shirt onto the table, but you refused to face him. You unfortunately felt far too many weird, dangerous things flipping in your stomach whenever you looked at his bare chest, and you weren't about to risk your sanity now. Fuck this entire operation, really, you thought bitterly.
You heard the sunbed creak as his massive weight sat down on the lounge chair right next to yours. Your positions were exactly identical, your legs laid out parallel to each other on the matching cushions. You were close—entirely too close.
Needing to ground yourself and focus on the mission, you leaned over toward him, lowering your voice to a sharp, determined whisper. “We either finish this in two days or an entire week. Let’s get this over with quickly, so that I do not have to be your wife for another—” But you had made the catastrophic mistake of turning your head to look at him while you whispered. The words died completely in your throat, and the remaining oxygen was brutally taken right out of your lungs.
Thor had laid back against the cushion, his massive, bare arms raised up next to his head to support the back of his neck. The position made his biceps and shoulders bulge spectacularly under the sunlight, the lines of his chest stretching taut.
“...second,” you trailed off breathlessly, your voice dropping to a faint whisper as you quickly snapped your head back to stare blindly at the water in front of you.
“I agree,” Thor said simply, his deep voice carrying a gravelly, tight edge as he stared straight ahead, too. “This whole ordeal is ridiculous, I’ll tell you that. There is absolutely no need to drag it out.”
You laid perfectly still on the sunbed, the intense heat baking your skin, but it was nothing compared to the suffocating tension radiating from the man lying right next to you.
What’s happening to me? you wondered frantically in your mind, trying to ground yourself as you looked around the bustling pool area. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed the man with the scarred eyebrow, and a cold jolt of recognition hit you. He looked familiar because he was your target. Valentin Moretti, the spoiled, arrogant playboy of the family who handled the high-society entertainment and smuggling logistics at the resort. He was the only middleman who held the digital decryption keys to the Dark Elf tech you and Thor were trying to locate.
And right now, he was staring right at you.
The second his eyes hit you, his posture shifted. His dark eyes narrowed, deliberately burning their way down the length of your body, lingering heavily on the high-cut lines of your white monokini and your bare legs. A smooth, predatory smirk pulled at the corner of his lips. He raised his whiskey glass in a silent, incredibly bold toast directly toward you.
“I was just about to tell you I spotted our target, but it seems like he spotted you,” Thor grumbled. He glared over at Valentin, his blue eyes darkening to a stormy hue as his hands clenched into massive, white-knuckled fists behind his head. “Why the fuck is he staring at you like that?” he muttered, every single muscle in his broad frame clenching tight as he fought a losing battle to keep himself from doing something stupid. Like striking the fucker with a stray bolt of lightning.
“Thor, keep your eyes straight ahead,” you hissed back under your breath, stubbornly refusing to look at him. “Tony said he runs the security and digital access keys for the entire compound. If he’s interested, it means we have an opening.”
“An opening to what?” Thor muttered, his tone sharply biting. “He is vile. Look at how he comports himself.”
“An opening for me to get to know hi—”
“Absolutely not,” he interrupted, his voice cutting through the humid air like a sharpened blade.
Your eyebrows furrowed deeply. “What do you mean? We need him, Thor!” you whisper-shouted, sharply turning your body toward him.
He was staring literal daggers across the pool deck, his biceps bulging prominently as he breathed. He looked absolutely furious. You scoffed internally. Did the mere thought of another man being interested in you anger him this much? Did he despise you so profoundly that he couldn't even entertain the thought that a man could actually find you attractive? You breathed sharply through your nose like an enraged bull; you absolutely could not let his fragile ego fuck up this entire operation.
“I am going to the ladies room,” you announced abruptly.
You sat up, your hips shifting with a natural, subtle sway as you swung your legs off the lounge chair. The movement drew Thor’s intense gaze straight to your back, his eyes tracking you with the exact same heavy focus as a certain someone across the pool deck. Thor’s jaw clenched so hard a muscle ticked in his cheek. He knew exactly what you were doing; he was not fucking stupid. You were trying to get away from him to corner the target alone. And he was absolutely not going to let you.
You marched into the restroom, deliberately waiting inside for two full minutes to give Valentin time to notice your absence. When you finally emerged back into the bright sunshine, your eyes instantly scanned the area for Thor, but you couldn't find his giant frame anywhere near the sunbeds. Your brows knitted in concern. Where the fuck is he? You shook your head, dismissing the thought.
Continuing your way, your strides remained purposeful, your hips swaying with an intoxicating rhythm as you confidently made your way over to the open-air pool bar. You stopped right next to two stols away from Valentin, placing your hands flat on the polished marble counter.
“A cosmopolitan, please,” you told the bartender, flashing a polite smile.
Beside you, Valentin smirked and got up, sliding onto the stool right next to you. “Good afternoon,” he smoothed, his voice dripping with an arrogant, upper-class accent as he looked down at your frame. His smirk widened. “I don’t mean to intrude, but I haven't seen your face at the Sanctuary before. I am Valentin.”
You immediately forced your perfected, dazzling smile onto your face, tilting your head up to look at him. “Hello,” you said, your voice smooth, breathy, and entirely welcoming as you deliberately played the part.
Valentin’s dark eyes flashed with deep approval at your response. But just as he opened his mouth to speak, a heavy, solid weight crashed into your side.
A massive, bare arm wrapped securely around your waist, his fingers gripping your skin so tightly that your breath instantly hitched in your throat.
“Here you are, darling,” Thor muttered, leaning down so close his lips practically brushed your ear, though his icy gaze remained dead-locked onto Valentin.
“Here I am,” you said through your teeth. You forced out a light, airy giggle for appearance's sake, but underneath the counter, you aggressively pinched the skin of his arm. Just what did he think he was doing?
In response, his grip only tightened, anchoring you flush against his solid hip.
Valentin looked between the two of you, his eyebrows shooting up in surprise, though his arrogant smirk remained firmly in place. “Your companion didn't seem to care you were there just minutes ago,” Valentin noted smoothly, turning his attention entirely back to you and deliberately stepping a fraction closer to your space. “If you ever find yourself bored with the company, cara, I am always hosting private tastings in the VIP lounge upstairs. A woman of your taste shouldn't be left to just bake in the sun.”
Valentin finally flicked a dismissive, incredibly brief glance toward Thor, taking in his towering height, his bare chest, and his silent, murderous expression. Valentin chuckled softly under his breath, entirely assuming Thor was just some brainless, handsome trophy husband you kept around for arm candy.
You felt your eyes briefly close in pure panic as Thor tried to keep his mouth shut. The tension radiating off him was terrifying; he pulled you even harder against his side, his thumb digging into your waist. Didn't this mortal idiot know who he was dealing with? The God of Thunder looked like he was about to rip Valentin’s head off his shoulders and toss it directly into the infinity pool.
“My husband,” you intervened quickly, emphasizing the word heavily while throwing Thor a sharp, lethal warning glare, “is just enjoying the peace. But thank you for the invitation, Valentin. We might just take you up on that.”
“I look forward to it,” Valentin murmured, his eyes giving your body one last, shameless scan down to your bare legs. He gave a polite nod and turned back toward the bar, entirely unaware of how close he had just come to an early grave.
Thor practically dragged you out of there, his heavy grip guiding you back toward the sunbeds.
The second Valentin was out of earshot, you let out a sharp breath, turning your head to hiss at him. “What do you think you're doing?!”
Thor didn't even spare you a glance, his jaw set in a rigid line as he kept on walking, dragging you right along by his side. “I am not doing anything.” You huffed, sharply slapping his bare arm. “Thor, you're going to ruin everything!” He acted completely deaf, ignoring your slap as he kept his heavy strides forward.
“Tomorrow,” you whispered fiercely, leaning in closer to his side so none of the passing guests could overhear. “I am going to have to flirt with him to get those access codes, and you will not do things like what you just did!”
Thor’s head snapped toward you so fast your breath caught harshly in your chest. His blue eyes were burning, fucking scorching into yours with an unhinged look.
“You will not,” he growled.
You scoffed loudly, throwing your head back. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me,” he said flatly. He finally let go of your waist, sitting back down heavily on his sunbed.
You remained standing over him, your hands flying up in pure frustration. “Is the concept of a man finding me attractive such a foreign concept to you?!” you whisper-shouted, your chest heaving.
He didn't respond as he kept looking at Valentin, his jaw locking into a tight, defensive line. Ofcourse he did not, and that was the exact problem. Any man who set their eyes on you would find you attractive and he could not fucking stand it.
It's because you cannot stand her, his mind echoed, but he knew something was desperately wron g with him.
Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed Valentin was still watching the two of you from the bar, clearly reveling in the fact that he had caused a little disagreement between the stunning woman and her brute of a husband. Thor’s eyes darkened even further as he tracked Valentin's amused expression.
Your gaze followed Thor's, landing right on the smug target.
“Are you serious?” you muttered to Thor. Then, turning your head toward the bar, you deliberately forced a sweet smile and gave Valentin a little, subtle wave.
You turned back to Thor, sitting down forcefully on your own sunbed. “I will do what I have to do, Thor,” you said coldly, snatching up a glossy fashion magazine from the side table—one of the resort’s complimentary services.
“We’ll see about that,” Thor muttered back, his voice dangerous.
You didn't respond, your own jaw locking in a fury so intense you wanted to wrap your hands around his thick neck and strangle him.
So yeah, your day was going exactly the same. You had wanted to strangle him in the morning, and you wanted to strangle him right now. Not a single thing had changed, other than the fact that he was now your supposed husband.
You aggressively kept on turning the glossy pages of the magazine, but your gaze followed Valentin precisely. Between the articles, your sharp eyes roamed over every single person on the pool deck, dissecting them and their behaviors, mapping out the security hierarchy of the resort. But you got bored after a while, the heat and the tension becoming too much to sit through. Deciding you needed a distraction, you stood up from your sunbed to go into the pool.
The moment you stood, Thor’s intense gaze focused directly in on your stomach. The air left his lungs. There, cutting across your midriff, were the exact same faint, jagged scars. His blood ran entirely cold. Just how many of those did you have hidden across your body? He felt his stomach churn painfully, his hands going completely cold despite the blistering sun. But just as he watched you walk down the shallow steps into the water, he fucking saw Valentin look at you again.
Just why did this guy not give up?
Thor felt something violent biting at him inside—something so utterly convincing and overwhelming that his face hardened into stone. He got up immediately, his towering frame casting a shadow over the lounge chairs as he followed you straight into the water.
You were already in the pool, the cold water instantly relieving your burning skin. You swam smoothly toward the far edge, propping your elbows up on the smooth marble so you could lay your head on your hands and finally relax.
Just as you were settling in, a calm expression finally washing over your face, the entire pool rattled with the force of someone jumping in.
You whipped your head around, your eyes wide with irritation. Thor emerged from underwater a split second later, a smug, breathless smile on his face as he broke the surface just inches away from you.
“Can I not relax in peace now?” you snapped between your teeth.
But the remaining words were brutally taken right out of your lungs. Before you could slide away, Thor wrapped his massive hands securely around the back of your bare thighs, effortlessly lifting your body up in the water. The sudden momentum left you with no choice but to instinctively circle your legs around his broad waist to keep from slipping.
“What are you doing?” you whispered into his ear, completely breathless. Despite the panic racing through your veins, you forced a bright, blinding honeymoon smile for the sake of the couples swimming near you, whose bewildered, intrigued expressions were already focused entirely on the two of you.
“I am enjoying the cold water with my wife,” he murmured back. His warm breath fanned heavily over the sensitive skin of your neck as he intentionally cornered you, crowding your front while your back was pressed against the marble edge of the pool you had been relaxing on seconds ago.
Your hands instinctively found his neck, your fingers gripping his shoulders while your thumbs lightly played with the short hairs at the nape of his neck. You looked at him, your lips dangling a mere inch away from his. You could feel his steady breath fanning over your mouth, making your lips tingle with soul-burning want.
Why the hell were your lips tingling with want? Oh, god. Your face burned with a furious, internal heat as your eyes helplessly locked onto his mouth. Both of your chests heaved, brushing against one another in the water.
“I am not your real wife, Thor,” you breathed out, trying desperately to ground yourself. “I don’t need you touching me every five seconds—”
“I don’t need anyone here thinking you are available.”
“What?” you whispered, your heart giving a massive flutter against your ribs.
“Fake or not, Little Flame,” he growled softly, his blue eyes turning incredibly dark as his grip on your thighs tightened. “I am your fucking husband, and every man on this island will know it. I will make sure of it.”
He smirked, and before you could even process his words, he leaned in and pressed a firm, lingering kiss directly to your flushed cheek. You gasped in absolute shock, your skin scorching where his lips met your face. As he pulled back just a fraction, your noses brushed. You looked directly into his eyes, feeling yourself grow hotter and hotter and hotter—
“My honorary guests! You made it!”
A booming, boisterous voice suddenly erupted from above you. You both snapped your heads up, startled out of the suffocating bubble, and saw Alejandro Moretti himself standing on the pool deck. He was smiling down at the two of you, his arms spread wide in a grand, welcoming gesture.
You aggressively cleared your throat, your training forcing you to seamlessly recover. “Hello, Mr. Moretti. It's a pleasure to meet you,” you said, forcing a dazzling smile as you introduced yourself and extended a wet hand up toward the him.
He immediately took it, bowing his head slightly. “It is my absolute pleasure,” he said warmly. “You are the wife of the mighty Thor, after all!” He chuckled loudly, before turning his glowing gaze entirely back to Thor. “Big fan, man. Big fan.”
Moretti extended his hand toward him, and Thor took it, a wide, proud smile immediately breaking across his face because he was being praised. God, he absolutely loved being praised, didn't he?
Moretti started talking rapidly, listing off Thor’s various accomplishments while keeping a firm, enthusiastic grip on his hand. Rolling your eyes privately, you used the distraction to unwrap your legs from Thor's waist, pulling yourself off his torso and slipping back into the water.
The moment you detached yourself, Thor's hand snapped out, tightening firmly around your wrist. He immediately tore his attention away from Moretti, looking down at you. “Where are you going, sweetheart?”
The casual nickname made your entire stomach flutter dangerously.
“Gonna go dry off, honey,” you said, matching his energy as you pulled yourself up slightly to plant a swift, fake peck on his cheek. “Just a bit cold.”
“I will come with you,” Thor insisted immediately, his cheek burninh as his eyes tracking your movement.
“Ah, newlyweds,” Moretti chuckled fondly at the display, shaking his head. “Always so full of love, am I right?”
You gave him a dry, polite chuckle and quickly swam toward the pool steps to get out. As you and Thor stepped onto the stone deck, grabbing your towels, Moretti walked right alongside you, refusing to leave Thor’s side for even a single second. It was like he wanted Thor all to himself.
How can someone not want him, though? the thought involuntarily slipped into your mind.
You froze dead in your tracks, your towel clutched tightly in your hands as your own mind echoed back to you.
No. You did not want him. Certainly not. You didn't, you couldn't—
You closed your eyes, letting out a long, defeated sigh.
You fucking wanted him. And he could never know.
—
You were getting ready, painting a sharp, precise wing of black eyeliner over your eyelid as you desperately tried to keep yourself intact.
Moretti had invited the both of you to the exclusive resort party taking place tonight. Well, you were going to go either way for the sake of the mission, but he had explicitly invited you as his honorary guests.
After the you realizedthat you actually wanted Thor, you had started to see him in an entirely different light. You had felt physically nauseous by the fact that you wanted him, wanting nothing more than to run back to the villa to self-reflect and figure out exactly where your life had gone wrong. But he had not left you alone for a single second. The moment you had said you were going to the room, he had immediately gotten up and followed you back to the room. He had looked so genuinely caring while doing it, which only made an unwelcome swarm of butterflies erupt in your stomach. And the fact that he looked so so good—
Ugh, you were doing it again.
“Are you ready, Little Flame?” came Thor’s deep voice from behind the bathroom door.
You took one good look at yourself in the mirror, your gaze traveling down from your flawless makeup to the white midi dress that hugged your curves perfectly, down to your elegant heeled sandals. You looked hot. Absolutely lethal.
You swung the bathroom door open, only to be hit dead-on with the sight of him waiting in the foyer.
His lips parted, falling slightly agape as his eyes traveled over you, taking you in. His towering, formidable frame was clad in tailored cream linen trousers and a crisp white linen shirt, finished with beige loafers.
Your heart stopped dead in your chest. Was he actively trying to kill you? He was already breathtakingly handsome on a regular day, but the fact that he was dressing like that was doing completely unspeakable things to your sanity.
Thor felt the air brutally ripped from his lungs the exact second you emerged. His blue eyes aggressively roamed over your face, your sharp eyeliner, and the way the white dress accentuated your flawless form. Now, why the hell did you have to look like this and still have the absolute audacity to hate him?
His breathing became distinctly ragged, his eyes darkening to a stormy, dangerous hue as the possessive thought of other men witnessing your beauty tonight overtook his mind. But he forced his muscles to relax as he reminded himself that this hotel was strictly full of wealthy couples. It was fine. You were anchored to him. Right?
“Let’s go, big guy,” you said, averting your gaze in absolute panic as you brushed past his broad shoulder and made your way out of the villa.
Thor’s eyebrows shot up in utter bewilderment. He stood frozen for a second before turning to follow you out onto the stone path closing the door behind him, his voice clearly dripping with a deep, rumbling amusement. “Big guy?”
Your face burned a scorching, furious hot at your own slip of the tongue. You usually never called him anything other than petty names specifically engineered to irritate him, so what the fuck was that now?
“You... are massive. And a man?” you stammered out, desperately trying to make light of the situation as you walked ahead of him, your heels clicking sharply.
“Hm,” Thor just grunted behind you. You couldn't see his face, but you could hear the triumphant smile in his voice as the two of you made your way down toward dinner.
The revelation that you were actually attracted to him was making you go completely crazy, and you were already fucking it all up. Your brain was entirely short-circuiting over how mind-numbingly handsome he looked in that white linen shirt, and calling him big guy of all things was proof that you were losing your edge. All through dinner, you were on high alert, desperately trying to hide your lingering glimpses toward his muscular arms and his stupidly handsome face, praying he wouldn't notice the sudden shift in your behavior.
Dinner itself had been an exercise in damage control. Thor had absolutely loved the food, boisterously shouting “Another!” to the waitstaff every time he finished a plate, leaving you to look at the waiters with highly apologetic eyes. You had quickly smoothed it over, telling them with a charming laugh how incredibly enthusiastic your husband was about their exquisite cuisine. Far from being offended, the staff had been completely fascinated by Thor, even asking for his signature—though the poor guys couldn't take any pictures due to the resort's strict high-society privacy policy.
Once dinner was finally over, you made your way to the actual party.
The bass from the music blasted your ears off the second you walked through the entrance. Thor’s heavy hand was firmly circled around your waist, gluing you to his side as you looked around the crowded open-air venue. You bit your lip, doing everything in your power to mask your fastened heartbeat and the slight panic tracing your expression. To maintain the doting newlyweds facade, your own arm was stretched across Thor’s broad back.
And god, how magnificent that back was. Through the thin linen of his shirt, you could feel the solid, dangerous planes of his muscles right beneath your palm. It made you wonder, in a rogue, intrusive thought, if you could paint that flawless skin red with your nails, leaving little scratches down his—
oh my god, shut up, girl, you fiercely scolded yourself in your mind, your face flashing a blistering hot.
As you walked deeper into the VIP section toward Alejandro Moretti’s table, you spotted Valentin right next to him.
The exact millisecond Valentin came into view, you could feel every single muscle in Thor’s body tense up beneath your hand. Pure instinct took over, you gave the small of his back a soft, deliberate little squeeze, a silent warning to stay grounded.
The touch made Thor instantly look down at you, his blue eyes full of an intense, sweeping emotion you couldn't quite name. Your mind raced. Why the fuck were you trying to calm him down? And why the hell was he getting so intensely tense in the first place?
“Don’t make a scene,” you whispered fiercely up to him, looking at him through your lashes as you kept your voice strictly beneath the thumping bass.
“Do not make me make a scene,” he grumbled back, his deep voice heavily unpleased as his grip on your waist tightened.
Alejandro Moretti immediately got up from his leather booth the moment he saw you approach. “Ah! Here they are!” he announced loudly, his arms thrown wide open in a grand greeting.
Thor smiled brightly, his deep, booming laugh filling your ears as he stepped forward to enthusiastically embrace the billionaire, playing the part of the larger-than-life husband a little too well. You let out a bright, airy laugh right on cue, looking up at them as you seamlessly executed the role of the loving, supportive wife.
From across the table, Valentin was staring directly at you, a confident, knowing smirk pulling at his lips.
Alejandro turned proudly to his younger brother, gesturing toward the two of you. “My guests of honor, Valentin! This is Thor, and his lovely wife.”
Valentin’s dark eyebrows furrowed in immediate confusion. “Thor?”
“Yes! The God of Thunder!” Alejandro chuckled heartily, totally oblivious to the shift in the air as he gestured for everyone to sit down.
The arrogant smirk was instantly wiped entirely off Valentin’s face. He stood frozen, likely wondering how the hell he hadn't recognized the literal Avenger at the pool bar earlier.
“Ah,” Valentin cleared his throat, cautiously extending his hand across the table, even as Thor threw absolute, unyielding daggers at him with his icy gaze. “My pleasure.”
Thor’s lips pulled into a wide, bright smile as he reached out and took Valentin’s hand. But you knew that exact smile entirely too well—it was the predatory, sharp-edged smile he regularly threw at you whenever you managed to annoy him to death in public. It was the smile of a Thor who was profoundly angry, masking his rage with a lethally graceful diplomacy.
His godlike grip must have tightened a fraction too much around Valentin’s fingers, because the smug playboy’s face instantly grimaced in pain, his knuckles turning white under the force of the god’s hand.
You tapped lightly on Thor’s elbow, giving him a subtle, pointed signal to let go before he completely pulverized the man's hand. He finally released his grip, though his blue eyes continued to burn right through Valentin, his other arm instantly wrapping tight around your waist again to pull you back into his orbit.
You went to sit down in the plush leather booth, but Thor deliberately shuffled his massive frame, placing himself directly between you and Valentin to completely block the playboy's line of sight. You rolled your eyes privately. He was obviously being this intensely possessive because the entire resort had to believe you were blissfully married, but he was playing the part a little too well for your sanity.
Alejandro, ever the fanboy, was visibly disappointed by the seating arrangement—he was now sitting on your other side instead of right next to the God of Thunder—but he stopped himself from saying anything to avoid offending his royal guest.
So began the endless praises for Thor.
“I must say, King Thor, having you here at the Sanctuary is a historic honor!” Alejandro beamed, gesturing for a waiter to pour more whiskey. “The stories of your victories on Earth, the Battle of New York, the triumph over Malekith... truly spectacular! A god walking among mortals!”
Thor smiled brightly, his booming laugh easily cutting through the lounge music as his arm remained locked securely around your waist, his thumb lazily stroking your side through the fabric of your dress. “Ah, you are too kind, Alejandro! But a King must protect the realms. The battle against the Dark Elves was indeed a fierce one, requiring absolute precision and power.”
As he spoke the word precision, Thor casually leaned back, his icy gaze flicking past you to check if Valentin was looking at you. Finding Valentin’s eyes darting toward your bare shoulders, Thor’s grip on your waist tightened possessively, his jaw clenching as he seamlessly continued his story. “We had to secure ancient, dangerous technologies to ensure they never fell into the wrong hands. It takes a truly formidable force to handle such secrets.”
“Incredible,” Alejandro said, hanging on his every word. “And to manage such cosmic feats while keeping a beautiful wife by your side!”
“She is my greatest anchor,” Thor murmured, his deep voice dropping into a low tone as he turned his head to look down at you. His eyes searched your face with a burning, unreadable intensity that made your heart skip a violent beat. “No matter how chaotic the universe becomes, she is the only one who can truly command my attention.”
You gulped, your eyes helplessly searching his face, desperately trying to read the heavy gravity in his expression. But before you could decipher it, a question cut through the air—one you should have anticipated much sooner.
“So, how did you two meet?” Valentin asked, his voice smooth as he leaned forward. His dark eyes actively tried to find your frame past Thor's broad shoulders, but Thor was absolutely wiping you from his sight, shifting his weight to keep you entirely hidden.
Your blood ran cold. A sudden wave of panic rushed through you, and as you snapped your eyes to Thor, you saw the exact same flash of panic mirrored in his blue eyes. You had never rehearsed a backstory.
“I saw him—” you began hastily, just as Thor started, “We saw each other—”
Your voices mixed awkwardly over the thumping bass of the music. Alejandro looked between the two of you expectantly, his eyebrows raised.
You quickly forced a light, melodic laugh, covering the slip-up as you spoke over each other. Tilting your head up, you offered Thor a brilliant, adoring smile. “My husband should tell you about this one. He’s a real good storyteller, aren't you, darling?” You squeezed his shoulder, your fingers digging into his shirt.
Thor’s hold tightened around your waist, his thumb pressing firmly into your side. “I must let you take over this one, my dear. Your perspective is far more enchanting.”
“I insist,” you said, your voice dripping sweet as honey, though you locked eyes with him in a silent, lethal challenge. You knew pushing the spotlight onto him annoyed him to his absolute core.
“Very well,” he grumbled under his breath, leaning back into the booth. He cleared his throat, his posture shifting into something commanding. Valentin had slid over a bit to the side of the table, desperate to finally see you both, his sharp eyes intensely dissecting the two of you for any cracks in the facade.
“We met years ago, when she was first recruited to the team,” Thor began, his deep baritone rumbling through his chest. He paused, his blue eyes dropping down to look at you, the heavy lounge music suddenly fading into absolute background noise. “I saw her walk into the room. A beautiful woman. Truly, the most breathtaking creature I had ever laid my eyes upon.”
You looked up at him, fully expecting to see a detached, calculated look in his eyes—the face of a soldier executing a calculated lie. But your heart slammed against your ribs. You were shaken to your core at the raw, truthful look in his gaze. Your breath hitched, turning ragged in your chest.
He chuckled softly, the sound low and intimate, as if he had completely forgotten Alejandro and Valentin were even sitting across from them. “But she looked like she had dark, stormy clouds swarming all over her. She was so heavily guarded. So, my brain short-circuited, and I called her gloomy.”
Alejandro’s eyes widened, a grin breaking across his face. “No way!”
Your jaw clenched as the vivid memory made your blood boil all over again. Why the fuck was he telling them what actually happened?
“I know, I shouldn't have,” Thor murmured, his eyes never leaving yours. His gaze was burning into you, scorching you with a look that made your skin prickle. “But seeing her face... my mind simply stopped working. That was the only thing I could utter. And do you know what she did?” He looked over at Alejandro, a genuine, fond smile pulling at his lips. “She didn't cower. She didn't stay silent. She yelled at me. She marched right up to my face and screamed about what a massive, insufferable asshole I was.”
Your eyebrows furrowed in deep, defensive confusion. Wht was he chuckling about that? He had hated you for it.
“She was the first woman to ever yell at me like that, without a single shred of fear, without holding back an ounce of her fire,” Thor said, his voice a raspy register, thick with a devotion that felt terrifyingly real. He reached down, his large hand gently cupping the side of your face, his thumb softly tracing your cheekbone. The tender touch sent a violent jolt of electricity straight down your spine. “That’s when I realized... right there, in the middle of her fury. That’s when I realized she was the love of my life.”
You gulped, your hands clenching into tight fists against your lap. The air was brutally ripped from your lungs. You literally couldn't breathe under the sheer weight of his stare. He was looking down at you as if you were the most precious, sacred thing he had ever been allowed to hold.
“Then, I chased her for years,” Thor continued smoothly, finally tearing his gaze away from your frozen face to smile at Alejandro. “Trying to get her to agree to a single date. I brought flowers to her quarters every single day, trying to melt the ice. She finally caved in after a while... and here we are.”
Thor cleared his throat letting go of your face and adjusting his shirt as Alejandro let out a captivated sigh.
Your gaze remained completely stuck on the line of Thor's neck, your mind spinning in absolute confusion. He had sounded so entirely sincere when he described your beauty. The way he explained falling in love with your fire, it sounded like poetry.
He isn't in love with you, a harsh, grounding voice violently intervened in your mind. He is lying through his teeth to save the mission. He made it all up. You desperately tried to pull yourself together, reciting the mantra over and over: He hates you. He has hated you for years.
But as you sat there, enveloped in the heat of his massive body, a sharp ache bloomed deep in your chest at the reminder of his hatred.
Why did your chest ache at his hatred towards you? And why did it hurt so bad?
“That is just beautiful,” Alejandro breathed, raising his glass in a toast. “A match made in the heavens, truly.”
You swallowed the thick lump in your throat, forcefully shaking the daze out of your head. Forcing your muscles to relax, you put on a flawless, dazzling smile for show, leaning deeper into your fake husband's side while your heart shattered quietly into a million pieces.
The subject changed then, Alejandro and Thor talking about other things while Thor gave you occasional little pecks on your cheek, his lips lingering just enough to keep your heart beating frantically in your mouth.
“Why haven't you two kissed?” Valentin asked suddenly, his voice sharply cutting through the conversation of the two men. His dark eyes roamed all over your face, calculating and deeply skeptical.
What?
Thor turned toward him immediately, his posture shifting into something lethal. “What do you mean, mortal? I’ve been doing nothing but kiss her since we sat down.” His blue eyes narrowed into dangerous slits at Valentin.
“You keep kissing her on her cheeks. Why not on the lips?” Valentin pushed, his gaze sharp and dissecting.
Thor’s gaze darkened to absolute midnight. “It is not your place to ask such questions.”
The playboy had been watching you far too closely; you should’ve seen this one coming. Valentin leaned back, a smug, accusatory grin slowly returning to his face. “You’re acting like you’re pretending—”
Your heart stopped dead in your chest.
“Do not speak one more word, mortal,” Thor spoke, his deep voice dropping an octave as he raised a single, threatening finger.
Alejandro’s expression changed instantly. He looked at his brother with sudden seriousness, his tone sharp. “Leave our guests alone, Val.” But then, Alejandro’s eyes dropped down to the floor for a split second, as if he were mentally calculating something. He turned back toward you, his brow furrowing. “But... he is right. Why haven't you kissed her?”
Your heart started beating faster and faster, a wave of ice-cold panic rushing to your fingertips. Your cover was about to be completely blown right here in the VIP section. Thor’s gaze darkened even further, clearly unpleased and deeply tense at being questioned. This was not good. You had to do something, and you had to do it right now.
“She is my wife—” Thor started angrily, but you smoothly interfered.
With an effortless, confident laugh, you dismissed the two brothers with a casual wave of your hand, acting as if they were nothing more than little, annoying flies. Your left hand found Thor’s massive bicep as you elegantly crossed your legs, slanting them directly over his thick thighs.
Responding to the sudden contact, Thor's arm instinctively wrapped around your back, his eyes snapping down to look at you immediately. What were you doing?
“My husband and I are very passionate,” you said, your voice dripping with a sultry, unbothered confidence as your hand trailed seductively over the broad expanse of his chest. “We try to keep the PDA to a minimum so we don't make people uncomfortable. Should we show them, honey?”
You looked completely unshakable, but inside, your heart was threatening to leap straight out of your chest. The skin of your legs burned where your thighs were glued to his.
Thor’s chest heaved tightly beneath your fingers as you looked up at him through your lashes. His heart missed a beat at the breathtaking sight of you in his lap. Fuck. You both knew exactly what had to be done right now, or the entire mission was over.
Thor’s large hand found the back of your neck, his fingers tightening securely. “Music to my fucking ears, darling,” he growled.
And then, he claimed your lips in an instant. The force of the impact took the remaining breath right out of your lungs. Your left hand instinctively grabbed the back of his neck, your fingers anchoring into his skin, while your other hand remained flat against his heaving chest. Your mouths moved in tandem, a low, helpless sigh of contentment pouring from your throat straight into the kiss. Your head tilted to the side, completely surrendering to the heat.
His right hand on your back slid downward to your waist, grabbing you with an iron, desperate tightness, as if he never intended to let you go for the rest of his immortal life. His other hand moved from the back of your neck up to your head, his thick fingers tangling aggressively through your hair, tilting your face up by giving a firm, sudden tug on your hair. You gasped into his mouth, your teeth sharply biting his lower lip in response. Thor let out a low grunt, his kisses instantly becoming more fervent, deeper, and completely unhinged. You were drowning in him.
Next to you, Alejandro and Valentin looked at each other, their faces flushing as they clearly regretted ever opening their mouths. They were visibly uncomfortable—good. They deserved to be, so they would never question a single thing about the two of you again.
He was entirely consuming you, and gods, was he liking it. He felt the soft circle of your thumb over the nape of his neck, sending a violent wave of chills straight down his spine. You tasted sweet—sweeter than any other lips he had ever tasted in his thousand years of life. Thor licked at the seam of your lips once, a non-verbal command motioning for you to open up for him. You tried to fight it for a split second, a last shred of self-preservation, but he forcefully made you part them by giving your lower lip another sharp bite and executing a firm tug on your hair.
You gasped, your chest heaving against his as he glided his tongue over yours. He was so good at this. So fucking good that you completely forgot where you were, forgot the mission, forgot anyone else existed besides him. He tugged tightly on your waist, trying to pull your body even closer into his mass, but you were already entirely glued to him, his radiating heat burning straight through your side.
Alejandro loudly cleared his throat, but you both kept on going like there was no tomorrow, still kissing him with a desperate, hidden hunger, as if you knew you would never get the chance to hold him like this ever again.
“Okay. We get it,” Valentin muttered, his voice clearly irritated and completely full of deep regret.
Thor let out a heavy grunt, finally parting his lips from yours. A thin, glistening string of saliva formed between your lips before breaking in the dim light. You looked up at him, your eyes completely dazed over, your hair beautifully messed up from his heavy hand, and your lips visibly swollen and red. He stared down at you, his own lips flushed and his pupils blown incredibly wide as his chest rose and fell in ragged breaths.
Taking a shallow breath, you slowly turned your head toward the other two men, a wicked, victorious smile pulling at your lips. “See?” you said.
You tried not to give away how much his kiss had affected you, but you knew you were a fucking mess. Your heart was threatening to leap out of your chest, your lungs heaving fast as you gulped, desperately trying to calm yourself down. How the hell did he affect you this much?
And he was still holding you, his arm wrapped incredibly tight around your waist as he kept looking down at you. His own broad chest was heaving hard as he fought a losing battle to get himself back under control.
It was just a damn kiss for the mission. He shouldn't be this completely unhinged by it. But he felt his pulse fasten more and more the longer he sat there. You had kissed him. You—the bane of his very existence, the woman who had spent years yelling at him and riling him up—had kissed him, and he had liked it. He had liked it so much that a dark, primitive part of his mind wanted nothing more than to drag you right back to his lips, to kiss you heavily until you were breathless, and to roam his hands all over your bare skin, thats all—nothing big really.
He fucking wanted you, and it was nothing big—who was he kidding? It was probably the biggest newsflash in his entire thousand-year lifetime. He wanted you so much that he felt it shaking the very foundations of his immortal soul.
I want her, his mind echoed fiercely. I want her, I want to consume her, I want to be completely consumed by her.
Thor averted his eyes toward the table, his jaw locking. Fuck. How the hell did this happen?
“Yes, we get it, damn,” Alejandro said, breaking the heavy silence with a loud laugh, holding his hands up in surrender.
Valentin, however, was a completely different story. His dark, calculating gaze was still locked dead on your face, intensely trying to decipher the lingering daze in your eyes, trying to see if there was still a crack in the armor—if he could keep on pursuing you.
You noticed his stare immediately, your eyes locking onto his. A sharp jolt of reality hit you. You were sitting in Thor's lap, your thighs crossed over his, kissed by him so thoroughly that your mind had gone entirely blank. You had completely forgotten about your objective.
The codes. You needed the damn digital decryption keys.
You had told Thor earlier that you would handle Valentin tomorrow, but after the possessive display he had just put on, he would clearly find a way to interfere if you tried to flirt with the man tomorrow. It had to be tonight. It had to happen right now under the cover of this party.
Your mind rapidly formulated a plan: you had to first find a way to get away from Thor, corner Valentin alone at the bar, seduce him, and slip a few drops of truth serum into his whiskey glass to extract the server access codes.
It was a perfect, textbook assassin execution. But as you sat there, feeling the heavy, protective weight of Thor's hand on your hip, you realized something. You didn't want to leave the comfort of Thor's embrace.
Oh, how thoroughly, hopelessly fucked you were.
You had to get it together. Bracing yourself, you tried lifting your legs off Thor’s lap, but the exact second you shifted, his iron hold on your waist tightened. His eyebrows furrowed into a hard line, and his questioning, blazing blue gaze snapped up to lock onto yours. He didn’t say a word, but the look in his eyes was loudly demanding to know exactly where the hell you thought you were going.
Why was he acting like this? Why was he looking at you as if that kiss had completely unhinged him just as much as it had affected you?
You helplessly looked into his eyes, your gaze involuntarily dropping down to his swollen lips before snapping back up to his stare. “I’m just going to the bar,” you murmured.
“I’ll come with you,” he said immediately. His deep voice carried a rough, unyielding edge, his instincts focusing entirely on one single objective: keep that vile mortal fucker as far away from you as humanly possible.
“No!—” you scrambled out, a little too desperately, before quickly forcing a soft, reassuring smile to maintain the act. “I’ll be back in a second, honey. It’s okay.”
This felt devastatingly real. He looked genuinely jealous, his possessive aura radiating off him in suffocating waves.
“She can go alone, my friend. I own this entire establishment; nothing could possibly happen to her here,” Alejandro intervened with a booming laugh, reassuring the tense god.
Taking the opening, you carefully slipped out of Thor’s tight grip and stood up. The sudden lack of his heavy hands and burning heat against your skin left you feeling instantly cold, a sudden pang of withdrawal hitting you in the chest. You stubbornly ignored it. Catching Valentin’s eye across the table, you held his gaze for a few seconds longer than any happily married woman ever should, throwing him a subtle, inviting tilt of your head before turning on your heel and making your way toward the crowded bar—finally out of Thor’s direct line of sight.
You knew Valentin would make up a pathetic excuse to follow you within minutes. Arriving at the bar, you caught the bartender’s attention. “A virgin mojito, please,” you ordered smoothly. You were a professional; you were absolutely not going to consume a single drop of alcohol while on an active extraction mission.
You waited for a few minutes, slowly sipping on your refreshing mocktail while keeping your perimeter scan active. Right on cue, a smooth, arrogant voice slithered in next to your ear.
“I take it you didn’t look at me like that back there just to have a drink all by yourself?”
Valentin slid onto the barstool right next to you, his eyes brimming with a smug, predatory confidence.
A slow, practiced smirk pulled at your lips as you gracefully turned your upper body toward him, leaning one elbow against the counter. “I don’t think I get what you mean, Valentin.”
“Don’t play innocent. It’s not a good look on you,” he murmured, his eyes boldly dropping down to the neckline of your dress before rising back to your face. “Though, I must admit... I really like this whole going-around-his-back thing. A dangerous woman gets me thrilled.”
“Hm,” you mumbled, your smile becoming as beautiful and lethal as a viper's. You leaned in a fraction closer into his personal space, letting your voice drop into a sultry, confidential whisper. “Are you just going to stand there talking, or are you gonna have a drink with me?”
Valentin’s smirk widened, completely intoxicated by the sudden green light. “I could never say no to a woman like you.” He immediately raised a hand to the bartender. “Get me a double Macallan, neat.”
As the bartender turned around to pour the amber liquor, you covertly slid your right hand into the small, hidden pocket built into the lining of your white midi dress. Your fingertips brushed against the tiny, cold glass vial containing S.H.I.E.L.D.-issued truth serum—colorless, odorless, and fast-acting.
The bartender placed the heavy crystal whiskey glass right in front of Valentin.
“You know,” you purred, deliberately reaching across Valentin's chest to grab a small bowl of nuts from the opposite side of his stool. The intentional movement forced your bare shoulder to brush heavily against his chest, completely breaking his concentration as his eyes locked onto your neck.
With a fluid, invisible grace, your thumb flicked the cap off the vial. As your arm crossed over his open whiskey glass, you seamlessly dropped three drops of the serum directly into the amber liquid.
You pulled back, placing the bowl between you with an innocent, dazzling smile. “A toast. To private tastings.”
“To private tastings,” Valentin echoed darkly, completely oblivious. He picked up the crystal glass and took a massive, confident gulp of the whiskey, swallowing the serum down in one smooth motion.
You counted the seconds in your head. Three. Two. One.
Almost instantly, Valentin’s posture relaxed a fraction too much. The sharp, predatory spark in his eyes suddenly dulled into a slight, hazy glaze, his blinking slowing down as the neural inhibitors rapidly flooded his system, forcing his vocal cords to lose all capacity for deception.
Your smirk turned razor-sharp. It was time to get to work.
“Valentin,” you whispered, leaning in so close your breath brushed his ear, masking your interrogation beneath the thumping bass of the party. “Let’s talk about your brother’s collection. Where are the digital decryption keys for the Dark Elf technology stored?”
Valentin’s jaw loosened, his voice coming out completely flat, devoid of its previous arrogant inflection. “The main encryption drive stays locked in the master server vault... sub-level two of the main villa compound. Hold on why are you asking me th—”
“And how do I bypass the biometric firewall?” you cut him off before he could think.
“The security bypass code changes every twelve hours,” Valentin droned automatically, his hand resting limply against the counter.
“Mhm, and what is it lets say... tomorrow night?” you pushed seamlessly, your eyes locked onto his dazed face.
“Tomorrow night's terminal override sequence for the vault is... Alpha-Niner-Seven-X-Ray-Delta.”
Bingo.
Your brain instantly memorized the alphanumeric sequence, a cold, triumphant rush of adrenaline flooding your veins. You had the codes for tomorrow. The entire mission could be wrapped up in less than three days, just like you wanted. You could finally leave this godforsaken resort, get away from this cover, and most importantly—get away from the dangerous, addictive pull of the God of Thunder.
Valentin pouted as he looked at you, his eyes glassy and confused under the weight of the serum. "But why are you asking me all th—"
“I have to go, dear,” you cut him off quickly, placing a hand on his bicep and giving it a soothing squeeze to keep him compliant.
But his hand snapped up, gripping your arm to keep you from pulling away. “No, you can't leave. I had plans for us tonight...”
“No plans for us today,” you cooed, lowering your voice to a soft, hypnotic purr as you playfully booped his nose. He pouted even more at the gesture. You mentally rolled your eyes, already looking back toward the crowded VIP booth to check on Thor.
“But I wanted to fuck you—“
You whipped your head back toward Valentin so fast you thought you were going to get whiplash. But before you could even react to his crude words, he was brutally cut off.
A massive hand descended from the shadows like a falling meteor, wrapping entirely around the back of Valentin’s head and fiercely slamming his face straight down onto the marble counter.
Crack.
You gasped, your eyes blowing wide. Nearby guests screamed and immediately scrambled away, completely shocked by the sudden, violent ordeal. Valentin let out a pathetic, muffled groan as a dark stream of red instantly started dripping down his nostrils, pooling on the counter.
Thor held him pinned there, his massive hand basically covering most of Valentin's skull. You were so damn sure that if he applied just a fraction more pressure, he would crush the man's head like a ripe grape.
“You do not talk to my wife like that,” Thor growled, his voice a vibrating rumble that shook the very foundation of the bar.
“Thor, stop it!” you panicked, your hands desperately finding his rigid bicep, trying to pull his arm back.
Muffled against the stone, Valentin let out a wet, dizzy chuckle, the serum making him completely reckless. “Well, god-man... your wife lured me here—“
Slam.
Thor violently cracked his head against the counter a second time.
“I told you not to make a scene, didn't I?!”you yelled at the top of your lungs over the blasting music, frantically pulling at his arm to stop him from committing murder.
Thor slowly turned his head to look down at you. His blue eyes were completely blown with an unhinged, primitive rage. “I told you not to make me make one, did I not?!” he yelled back, his booming voice completely overriding the bass of the blasting lounge music.
You involuntarily flinched at the volume and raw power of his voice. You let out a sharp, furious huff, tore your hands off his arm, and turned around to bolt.
“Where do you think you're going?!” he demanded loudly.
He finally let go of Valentin, leaving theman to groan and slump heavily against the bar as you made your way out of the party. Every single eye of the high-society couples was locked onto you, whispering in terror as you stormed past.
“Stop!” Thor yelled after you, his heavy footsteps echoing right behind you, but your steps only fastened into a dead sprint.
You practically flew down the dark, stone paths of the resort, making your way back to the secluded villa. There wasn't a single soul around out here.
“I told you to stop!” he yelled again, his massive strides easily closing the distance as he caught up to you just as you reached the front door.
“And I told you to behave!” you screamed back, throwing the door open and slamming it behind you, desperately trying to force the heavy wood to lock on his face.
But you failed miserably.
“And I told you to stay away from him!” Thor yelled, forcing the door open without a single shred of effort—it was probably like flicking away a fly for him—before he aggressively slammed it shut behind him, sealing the two of you inside the tense silence of the villa.
“Why do you care?!” you yelled, throwing your arms up in the air as you spun around to face him, your face burning hot from rage.
“Why did you defy what I told you?” he pushed, stepping heavily into your personal space, his towering chest heaving.
“Because you are my mission partner, not my superior!”you shrieked, the built-up frustration of the last few hours completely boiling over. “God! You and your insufferable superiority complex!” You yelled again, aggressively turning your back to him to get away from his presence, making a beeline toward the balcony doors.
“Do not walk away from me!” Thor roared.
In two quick strides, he crossed the room. His hand locked firmly around your wrist, his grip unyielding but careful not to break you, as he yanked you back and turned you around to face him dead-on.
You opened your mouth to say something, but all words completely left you as you noticed how your noses were inches away, your breathing fastening to a panicked, ragged rhythm as you looked up at him. His chest was heaving just like yours, the sheer mass of him completely crowding you into the balcony's door. You just gulped, your eyes helplessly finding his lips again before you forced your gaze up to meet his intense stare.
“Why are you acting like you actually care?” you asked, your voice trembling slightly, your eyes filled with deep questioning. His eyes, which were locked onto your lips, finally flicked up to look directly into your eyes. He gulped, a muscle tightening in his jaw as he flatly lied, “I don’t.” He averted his eyes immediately after.
He cared. He fucking cared so much, but he could not let you know.
You scoffed loudly at his terrible deflection. “What’s all this then? You’ve been acting so strange since we got here—” His eyes snapped right back to yours, flashing with a sudden heat. “Oh, like you haven’t!” he said, his iron grip on your wrist tightening just a bit.
“What?” you gaped, your mouth forming a perfect 'O' shape at his audacity. “The nerve of you! I have been acting completely normal!” You aggressively tried to push against his heavy chest to create some distance, but it was like trying to shove a solid brick wall; it was not working.
“Have you, though?” he challenged. His head tilted slightly to the side as he looked down at you, his towering frame completely casting you in shadow. “You’ve been trying to avoid me ever since we arrived. Mind you, we are supposed to be husband and wife here, and instead of me, you kept throwing yourself into the arms of that bastard—”
“Excuse me for acting exactly like I should while we are on a high-stakes mission—”
“Is this how you act while you are on a mission?” he fiercely cut you off. He took a heavy, deliberate step forward, crowding you so completely that you were forced to push your back straight into the balcony door, the glass cool against your skin. His expression morphed into one of deep distaste—like the mere thought of you acting exactly like this on other operations disturbed him to his very bone.
“Not at all, Thor,” you muttered, finally averting your eyes as a wave of genuine discomfort washed over your face. “But I occasionally do have to seduce men here and there. It’s not a big deal—”
His thick eyebrows furrowed deeply. Before you could turn your face away completely, his large hand came up, his fingers gently but firmly catching your chin to force you to look at him. “Not a big deal? Is someone making you seduce them? There are other ways to extract information—” he started, his deep tone initially angry but quickly softening with a rare, unexpected touch of sympathy.
You swallowed hard against the lump in your throat. “Thor, I have been trained this way. And your ways are always too loud—”
“Who the fuck trained you like this?” he growled, the symapthy instantly vanishing into a dark, protective fury. “How many times have you done this, huh?”
Your own eyebrows furrowed in a defensive shield. His entire ftame was looming over you, completely clouding your thoughts and making it hard to think straight. You reached up, removing his hand from your face. “That is absolutely none of your business—”
His entire posture changed as the anger morphed into a heavy gravity. His eyes dropped to your arms first then followed to your midriff before snapping back to your face. “Who gave you those scars?”
“What?” Your eyes widened in pure horror, the air instantly taken right out of your lungs. This cannot be happening, your voice echoed inside your mind. He could not know. You could not let him see that vulnerable, broken piece of your past. “Thor, this is ridiculous. Let me go—”
You tried pushing him away again, your chest heaving in absolute desperation to break free from his hold. But he only used his mass to pin you into the door even more, his gaze intensely determined as his hand found your jaw once again, holding you still.
He was going to find out who those fuckers were, and he was going to make them pay. He didn't fully understand why he had this overwhelming, primitive urge to protect you, but he did, and he was going to deliver on it.
“Please, Little Flame,” he murmured, his voice dropping into a desperate plea. “Are they the same people who trained you?—”
“Why do you even want to know?!” you cried out, your voice finally cracking with deep pain. Tears instantly began brewing in your eyes, blurring his handsome face. He couldn't know. If he found out, he was going to use that knowledge against you. He was going to taunt you with it during your next argument, break you with your own nightmare of a history. He was going to make sure he hurt you, just like he did every single time he managed to get a glimpse of something personal about you. He was going to break your heart completely in half and toss it away.
He was going to, because he was the only person in the universe who actually had the power to do it.
“So you can torture me more?” you whispered, your voice shaking as a single tear escaped down your cheek.
Thor’s breath got caught in his throat. A sudden, physical pain pierced his chest, wrapping around his heart so tightly that he let out a sharp huff of air. It was a pain so great, so profoundly agonizing, that it started burning through his lungs before radiating all the way out to his fingertips.
Is this truly what you thought of him?
He knew he taunted you. He knew he did everything in his being to annoy you on a daily basis. He knew he wasn't your friend, and that you both claimed to dislike each other. But he had never, in his wildest dreams, thought you could actually think him capable of causing you real, deep-rooted pain.
A fierce, protective fire burned brightly behind his blue eyes as he leaned down, his lips practically brushing your temple as he spoke.
“So that I can torture them first as they did you,” he vowed, his voice low, terrifyingly dark promise that vibrated against your skin. “And then permanently remove them from existence.”
Your angelic face twisted into a look of deep, utter confusion. What the hell was he talking about? Why on Earth would he want to do something like that for you?
Thor’s hand softened on your jaw, his thumb gently wiping away the tear on your cheek with a heartbreaking amount of tenderness. He looked down at you, his pupils blown wide with an unyielding devotion. “No... I have a better idea. I am going to tear down whatever sanctuary they think they have, drag them to the deepest pits of Hel myself, and hand-deliver a punishment that will last for eternity. No one touches you, Little Flame. Never again.”
Your heart stuttered at his words, newfound tears completely blocking your vision now at being on the receiving end of them. He sounded so profoundly sincere, so entirely full of devotion that it made your stomach flutter wildly and your heart sing with a bittersweet ecstasy.
Why was he being this protective over you? Was it just because of your mission? Has he started to actually believe the lie, to believe you were truly his wife? And why did you believe every single word he said without an ounce of your usual skepticism?
How was he making your heart soar like this? Why did he have so much power over you, over your poor, guarded heart? Why did he have to be this perfect?
Why did you love him so much?
You gasped aloud as the intrusive thought took the remaining breath away from your lungs. You loved him. You were completely, undeniably in love with him. You were in love with the man who mocked you, annoyed you, tortured you with his words. You were in love with the man you claimed to dislike for all these years.
And that realization only made you cry harder, the tears spilling over your lashes because you were entirely convinced he was never going to love you back.
“I—” you started, trying to find your voice, but a heavy, broken sob ripped through your chest instead.
Thor's face immediately fell into an expression of deep, agonizing concern. His blue eyes searched your face frantically as he wrapped his massive arms around you, pulling you securely against his broad chest.
“Please do not cry, honey,” he murmured, his deep baritone cracking in pain.
He called you honey. He called you honey in private, in the quiet safety of your shared room, while holding you as if you were made of glass. It was so sweet, so tender, so full of an unprompted meaning. What on earth had happened to the two of you? Just hours ago, you were bitterly bickering about your morning coffee, but now you were collapsed in his arms, crying simply because he wanted to protect you.
Nobody did that for you. Nobody had ever said they would protect you, because they always expected you to handle it yourself. They knew what you were capable of; they knew you were lethal.
Nobody ever thought you would need someone else to do your bidding for you.
His large hand moved to the back of your head, his thick fingers gently stroking through your hair as he spoke, his voice dropping into a raspy whisper. “Darling, are you crying because of me?” He swallowed hard, his voice cracking again. “Do you truly think I mean to harm you? Do you think so little of me?”
You sobbed, your fingers clutching desperately onto the fabric of his shirt, burying your face into his chest.
“I’m begging you, do not cry,” he gulped, his own chest heaving as he held you tighter. “It... it hurts me.”
“I had been nothing but a laboratory experiment to them,” you finally choked out, the confession tearing out of your throat.
Thor froze instantly, his entire muscular body stiffening beneath your touch.
Slowly, you tilted your head up, your chin resting against his chest. Your lashes were damp with heavy tears that still kept falling silently down your cheeks. Thor’s hand gently cupped your face, his thumb catching the moisture, his eyes entirely locked onto yours as he listened with a quiet focus.
“They didn’t see a young woman,” you whispered, your throat tightening painfully as your grip on his shirt tightened. “They only saw a lab rat. A nameless object to be broken, tested, and rebuilt. I remember the cold steel of the table. I remember begging and begging... crying until my eyes bled, but they just kept on going.”
Thor’s blue eyes darkened into a midnight so black it looked like a brewing storm. A terrifying rage formed deep within him—a rage so massive and destructive that he felt he could destroy all of humanity just to see the lingering pain disappear from your eyes.
“Who are they?” He demanded, and your eyes closed in despair.
Should you tell him? Should you let him be a part of the darkest corners of your past?
Should you trust him?
“Darling, please tell me,” he begged, his voice trembling with a restrained fury as he looked down at you. “Who did this to you?”
Your throat tightened, your pulse fluttering at his gentle words and protective tone. You sighed opening your eyes, “They were a faction I later discovered to be the vile, lingering remnants of Hydra.”
Thor saw pure red. His throat tightened to the point of suffocation at the horrific image of you at the mercy of those monsters—being tortured, crying, entirely helpless.
“I need names,” he growled softly, the air in the room turning heavy with static.
“I don’t have names—”
“I will find names.”
“I don't know if you can, Thor, it was years—”
“I will,” he cut you off, his tone leaving absolutely no room for argument. He brought his other hand to your cheek, tilting your face up just a fraction. “Keep going, honey.” His voice was incredibly gentle for you, even as the undercurrent of his rage thrummed through his veins. He could barely bear to listen to the atrocities you had survived, but he had to. You were finally opening up to him, and he would listen to you until the end of time.
You gulped, trying to steady your breathing. “At the time, they were desperate, trying to replicate the lost Super Soldier serum using volatile cosmic energy signatures they barely understood.” You let out another shaky sob, and Thor immediately rubbed your back in slow, soothing circles, offering you every ounce of comfort his massive frame could provide. “More needles inserted into my skin... more radiation pumped into my veins, all for the sake of a twisted immortality.”
You held him tighter, closing your eyes against the memories. “And once they realized what they had created, they turned me into a ghost. An assassin. They forced me—forced me to do horrific, bloody things, Thor. I hurt so many people.” You opened your eyes, looking up at him with an unbearable vulnerability. “I did horrible, horrible things.”
The tears came faster now, the weight of your past crushing you as you sobbed uncontrollably against him. “I never wanted to do any of those things... they made me, I swear they made me, and they hurt me to make me do it—”
“Shh, sweetheart,” Thor interrupted softly, his voice thick with emotion as he clutched you even tighter against his heart, burying his face into your hair, his nose nudging your scalp as he did so. “None of this is your fault. Look at me.” He pulled back just enough to cup your face with both of his massive hands, gently forcing you to look up into his striking blue eyes. “None of it is your fault.”
“I am the one who did all of it—” Your voice cut off as another wave of tears streamed down your cheeks. It was like a dam had permanently broken in your chest, and there was absolutely no stopping it now. You were crying for the stolen years, crying for the innocent lives your hands had been forced to take, crying because you felt completely stripped bare and vulnerable—but most of all, you were crying because you loved him.
“I told you it is not your fault, sweetheart,” he said, his tone turning fiercely stern, leaving no room for you to argue with him. “You were kidnapped. Tortured.” He gulped like it was a great pain to say these words, “Your whole life was altered by monsters. You were made to do all of it.” His own voice grew heavy with sadness as he looked at your tears. “You did nothing wrong. You were just trying to survive, honey.”
“I’m so glad Steve and Tony saved me,” you whispered, your throat burning. “I... I don’t know what I’d do if it wasn't for them.”
At the mention of their names, Thor felt his chest tighten with a sharp, unexpected pang. Who else on the team knew the full extent of this? Steve and Tony, definitely. Natasha? You two were close; you would have told her. Bucky? Bruce? Clint? Was he truly the only person who had been left completely in the dark?
And to think he had called you gloomy.
A heavy cloak of regret settled over his shoulders. It was all true—everything he had confessed to Alejandro and Valentin at the table. He had thought you were the most breathtakingly beautiful woman he had ever seen the moment you walked into the compound years ago. But he had fucked it all up by opening his mouth and saying you looked gloomy. Would the two of you be any different right now if he hadn't used that stupid word?
“I am sorry,” he mumbled, the unexpected words catching your attention through the haze of your crying. He looked down at you, his eyes pained. “So fucking sorry I called you gloomy. Truly sorry. Can you—” He gulped hard, his chest heaving. “Can you forgive me?”
“I...” You trailed off, staring up at him in utter disbelief. Where the hell was this coming from? The walls around your heart instantly tried to slam back up. “Do you pity me now? Is that it?” you asked, your tone shifting into something sharp and defensive.
Thor’s eyes widened in immediate panic. “No—not pity. Towards you at least, never. I pity myself.”
“What does that even mean—”
“I meant every single word I said back there at the table,” he said softly, his thumbs tenderly grazing your cheeks to wipe away the fresh tears.
Your heart gave a violent flutter against your ribs, but it felt entirely too good to be true. You couldn't let yourself fall for a beautiful lie. “Do not mock me, Thor—”
“I would never.”
Your eyebrows went straight up, your expression clearly stating the obvious. He loved mocking you. He made it his absolute daily mission to get under your skin and irritate you to death.
Thor scrunched his face up at your look, a soft, self-deprecating sigh escaping his lips. “On this matter, I mean. I would never, ever mock you on a matter such as this, Little Flame.”
You scoffed, quickly averting your eyes from the intensity of his gaze. “Now you're just being cruel, big guy—“you tried to pry yourself off him, but one of his hands holding your face descended to your waist and circled it tightly.
“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met in my thousands of years alive.”
Your eyes widened with shock as they snapped back to meet his. Your heart dropped straight to your stomach with a violent jolt of excitement—of pure happiness.
“I am?” you whispered, the words coming out small and fragile, like a secret you were almost too afraid to speak aloud. It felt entirely unbelievable.
“You are,” he said, nodding firmly as he looked down at you.
There was something profoundly pure swirling in his deep blue eyes. It was a look you dared not name, because if you did, the only thing you could possibly call it would be adoration. He looked at you as if he completely and utterly adored you.
As you stared up at him, it hit you: that look was familiar.
He had always looked at you this way. Back at the compound, during your worst arguments, across the briefing table—his pupils would blow wide, a hidden mirth would dance behind his eyes, mixed with this exact same heavy, unyielding intensity. All these years, you had defensively rewritten that look as dislike, as a god looking down on an annoying mortal. Has he always looked at you with adoration in his eyes? Or were you just desperately lying to yourself now because your own walls were crumbling?
Either way, your breath was completely knocked out of you. Panic, cold and sharp, flooded your veins. You had to get away from him. You had to protect your heart, your soul, whatever was left of your sanity. You had already bared your darkest, most painful secret to him—the one thing you had specifically kept hidden from him out of fear—and you were terrified of what else you might reveal the longer you spent wrapped up in his arms.
“I—“You panicked even more as his gaze softened with that heartbreakingly tender look. You planted your palms against his chest and pushed. “I think it would be better if you let go of me now.” Thor’s expression changed, the vulnerability vanished, his eyes darkening to a stormy, dangerous hue. He had just laid his soul bare, admitting he found you more beautiful than anything in the cosmos, and now you were demanding he let you go?
“No,” he rumbled, his grip on your waist tightening rather than loosening. “Why would I do that?”
“Because I want you to—I need you to—“
“Why would you need me to do that?” he demanded, his voice dropping dangerously. “Are you that disgusted by me?”
Before you could even process the question, his expression shifted again. The anger twisted into something entirely unhinged as the green-eyed monster clawed ruthlessly at his insides, blinding him with an irrational fury.
“So you will gladly get close to that bastard at the bar, let his filthy hands touch your skin, but you cannot bear to have me hold you?”
Your mouth parted as you looked at him with pure, unyielding disbelief. “What on earth are you on about? Why do you keep talking about him like I'm actually into him—“
“Are you?” he fiercely cut you off.
He leaned down further, his eyes agressively scanning every inch of your face, his hot breath fanning across your lips. It made your breath hitch painfully in your throat. His completely irrational, wild behavior was forcing you to consider a reality you shouldn't. Something you would have never dared to think of just moments ago. Was he jealous?
Was he actually fucking jealous?
A dangerous spark of defiance flared up inside your chest. “What if I am?” you pushed, tilting your chin up to challenge him. “You cannot be,” he said, a flash of pure, territorial anger burning hot behind his eyes. “I will not let you. You are—you—“ He stammered, his usual booming eloquence completely deserting him as his gaze furiously swept over your face, desperately trying to decipher if you actually harbored any feelings for that fucker.
You smiled daringly up at him. You knew you probably looked absolutely wicked right now, with your smudged mascara, your flushed cheeks, and that fierce, determined look in your eyes.
“Are you jealous, big guy?” you whispered.
Your hands, which had been resting on his chest, began trailing upwards to his neck seductively. You didn't even have control over your own body anymore; it was like some primal instinct had taken over and you had to do this. You had to break him. You had to get him to confess. You felt entirely insane—just seconds ago, you were panicking and trying to push him away, and now you were mindlessly feeling him up, loving the power you had over him. Fuck.
Thor felt his heartbeat fasten against his ribs. His arm around your waist constricted, pulling you so close that there wasn't a single shred of air left between your bodies, his jaw locking hard in place. He knew exactly what you were doing. You were playing with fire on purpose. He made a ‘pfft’ sound, “I am not—“ he tried, desperately attempting to lie straight to your face.
“I think you are, honey,” you purred, leaning in until your breath fanned directly over his lips, your thumb lazily circling the heated skin at the nape of his neck. Even his neck was hot, for god's sake. It was thick and masculine. He was so masculine. His eyes immediately drifted down to your lips again, his resolve crumbling. “I am not. I simply... I wish to protect you because you are my teammate—“
“Oh, so I should just go back down to the bar and find him, then?” you pushed ruthlessly. You tilted your head, feigning complete innocence with your wide, tear-bright eyes.
He huffed, utterly furious at the mere suggestion. “Absolutely not. You are not leaving this damn room without me by your side.”
Your wicked smile widened. “Why not?” you purred, your face moving a fraction closer until your lips almost brushed his jaw. “I could touch him like this...” Your hands drifted down from his neck, sliding over the heavy planes of his chest down to his massive biceps, making his muscles instantly twitch under your fingertips. “I could kiss him like I did you, just minutes ago—“
Thor couldn't take it a single second longer.
His lips slanted over yours, ruthlessly cutting your sentence and your breath off. He pulled you even closer toward him, holding you like you were his absolute lifeline, pressing you so tight against his broad, muscular frame that it felt like your bodies were becoming one. You kissed him back passionately, completely losing yourself in the intoxicating heat of it. Your hands flew up to find his rough cheeks, and you pushed yourself up on your tiptoes, pressing your lips hungrily onto his.
He bit your lower lip with a sudden, needy sharpness, then stopped. He reluctantly moved his head away just a few inches, his breathing heavy and ragged as he whispered against your mouth, “You are not to kiss anyone but me.” His thumb came up, grazing over your throbbing lower lip. “Stop it, alright?” he whispered, then pecked your lips.
“Why—“
He pecked your lips again, roughly cutting you off, and then growled the confession right into your mouth: “Because I am fucking jealous, okay honey?”
He kissed you again, and you actually smirked straight into the kiss. The absolute victory of making a literal god admit defeat made your heart soar into the stratosphere. You pulled back though your lips were still grazing his, whispering wickedly against his mouth, “What was that?”
He pecked your lips again, desperate, heavy, and completely surrendered to you. “I have been burning with jealousy since I saw him lay his filthy eyes on you. I do not know what is wrong with me, but I—” He gulped hard, his large thumb slowly gliding over your flushed cheek. “I am consumed by it.”
A breathless, giddy giggle escaped your lips then. “Okay, big guy.”
He was jealous. The King of Asgard was completely, undeniably jealous, and he had just admitted it to you in the dark of your room. Oh god, you were losing your mind—and you never wanted to find it again.
But one question prodded at your mind before he made it all disappear with a fierce kiss, why was he jealous in the first place?
But you were not in your right mind. Because Thor wasn’t kissing you like a normal kiss. He was inhaling you, and it was already lighting you on fire.
The height difference was clearly bothering him as much as it was bothering you. Feeling the strain, Thor lowered himself just a bit before sliding his hands under your thighs, effortlessly lifting you completely off the floor, making your dress ride up. Your arms immediately circled around his thick neck—the very same neck you had been dying to strangle just hours ago—and you let out a soft moan directly into his mouth as his hands slipped up from your thighs to find your ass, squeezing your cheeks tightly as he pinned you securely against his massive frame. You moaned into his mouth, not being able to help it.
A hand left your ass and wrapped around your neck, while the other moved back to your waist to securely hold you, angling your face to kiss you as deeply as he wanted. His tongue pressed over yours as he walked himself backward into the bedroom. The kiss was heated, so full of passion you felt your insides burn with it. His kisses descended to your jaw, then to your neck as he hummed in deep appreciation. What were you doing kissing Thor, of all people? What were you doing letting Thor take you to bed, of all people?
But the thought couldn't even fully form as he bit down on your neck, making you whine in pain.
“Thor—” you begged, without knowing what it was you were begging for.
— “Yes?” he rumbled against your skin as he licked the sensitive spot on your neck, then he laid you over the mattress, settling his heavy body over you. He massaged your hips as he settled himself deeply between your legs. You spread them wide to accommodate him, and felt it poking hard against your thigh.
His cock, thick and hard, was somehow bigger than you had imagined—and you hadn’t been thinking small.
“Guess we don't have to fight over who gets the bed anymore,” you quipped, your voice breathless, trying to find a defense in your usual wit.
It made him chuckle, a low vibration against your chest. “I guess not,” he whispered, then took your lips again. This kiss was softer than before, slowly dismantling you as his lips glided over yours. Then he pressed his hips heavily against your core, making you whine out loud.
“Do you feel that?” He pulled your upper lip between his teeth, smiling slightly into the heat of your face. “It’s what you do to me. Ever since we landed here, I’ve be walking around so hard I was worried you’d see it. But no.” He kissed one corner of your mouth, then the other. “You’re oblivious, aren’t you, honey?”
He found you that attractive?
You hummed, tipping your head back in complete surrender. Thor groaned, dragging his lips over a throbbing pulse point, letting his tongue flick against the sensitive skin of your throat. “You like that too,” he grunted, his breath hot in your ear. “You like being the one person that gets me going, that makes me lose it. No one else, my Little Flame.”
He held your hips again and pushed your ass forward, locking you in place so your clit was pushed tightly against the thick hardness of him through the fabric. A long moan escaped your lips, and you dropped your face into his shoulder, completely undone.
Thor grunted, rutting forward, and it was so fucking hot you couldn't think past it. The deep drawl of his voice in your ear, the impossible strength of him around you—it was intoxicating. The clothing added a desperate, heavy extra friction, his fingers digging into your hips.
“Just you,” he thrusted forward against your core, squeezing your ass tightly with his other hand. “Only you, sweetheart. So beautiful and sassy, driving me insane—“
You whimpered as Thor made a low, ragged sound, taking a deep, shaky breath against your hair. His hand then slipped into your panties, his deft fingers dragging down to tease right against the already damp drip of your pussy. His fingers started circling your clit, a thick dampness forming immediately down there under his torturously perfect touch. “Please—” you cried out, your hips bucking up instinctively against his hand, begging for him to end this perfect torture.
“Please what, honey?i Thor rasped, his touch growing heavier, more demanding as he felt your walls slick and trembling for him. “Tell me exactly what you want me to do to you”
“I want you,” you gasped out as he inserted his middle finger inside you—and fuck, even his finger was incredibly large.
“Not enough, sweetheart,” he grumbled, pressing his thumb firmly down onto your clit, making you squirm and twitch helplessly in place beneath his weight.
“What do I have to say—“
“I said tell me exactly what you want, did I not?” he rumbled, suddenly moving his finger deep inside you, rhythmically fucking you with it. You whined loudly at the overwhelming friction, your hands locking onto his massive biceps and squeezing hard enough to leave marks. “I want you to—“ you gasped, your vision blurring. “I want you to fuck me... no, I need you to fuck me. Please.”
You were completely reduced to begging him. In response, his fingers slicked deeper as he added his ring finger into your heat, stretching you beautifully, but then he stopped abruptly.
There was simply too much extra fabric from your midi dress crumpled up in his way.
Your eyebrows furrowed, the sudden loss of momentum leaving you aching and confused. “What is it?”
He didn't respond with words. Instead, his large hands slid down to your lower back, his knuckles brushing your bare skin as his fingers found the zipper of your dress.
Your blood ran completely cold in an instant. Your whole body stiffened up beneath him, every single muscle locking tight.
Your scars.
Other people, other agents, had seen them on the battlefield or during training, and you had never felt bad about it. But this was Thor. You knew he had caught a fleeting glimpse of them at the pool earlier, but he hadn't truly seen all of them. He hadn't seen the worst of them. And this was not a public pool, was it? This was intimate. This was completely private. Which meant he would have all the time in the world to analyze them with his eyes, more time to realize how broken your body really was, more time to get disgusted by them—
The heavy weight of his hand cupped your jaw, covering it completely and instantly grounding you, cutting your spiraling thoughts short. “What is it?” he asked softly, his blue eyes searching yours in the dim light. “What's wrong, Little Flame?”
You gulped hard, helplessly averting your eyes from his intense stare. “I—I don't know about this...”
“Do you want to stop?” he asked immediately, completely freezing, his hand instantly lifting away from the zipper of your dress without hesitation.
“No!” you scrambled out desperately. Your eyes snapped back to find his, and you saw deep confusion in them.
How could he not be confused? You probably looked completely insane to him right now. First you were kissing him like there was no tomorrow, then you were begging him to take you, then you were voicing a doubt, but you were still fiercely refusing to stop. You were goddamn confusing.
You closed your eyes, a wave of shame washing over you. “It's just that I...” You swallowed hard. “I don't think I should remove my dress.”
His eyebrows furrowed deeply. “But I want to feel you. I do not understand,” he said, getting more perplexed by the second.
You huffed, unable to meet his eyes. “My scars... they are not pleasant to look at, Thor.”
“You do not know what is pleasant to my eyes or not,” he countered instantly, his deep voice carrying an unyielding certainty that took you completely aback.
“But—“
“I find you attractive. I find your scars attractive. I find every single part of you breathtakingly attractive,” he said, his tone dropping into a fierce vow as his hand found the track of your zipper once again. He didn't pull it, he just waited, asking for your trust. “Please let me see you, darling,” he murmured, his lips ghosting over yours, his warm breath intoxicating. “So that I can witness your beauty. So that I can show you exactly how much I love your scars, how much I love every part of you.”
Your eyes were wide, your heart beating so fast and hard against your ribs it felt painful. Should you actually let him?
This was Thor, for god's sake. He was never the nicest person to you—
But was he not?
A sudden rush of memories flooded your brain, completely reframing the last few years. He always looked out for you on dangerous missions, shielding your blind spots. Even though he irritated you daily, he always helped you carry heavy equipment crates—though not before he smugly made you cave in and admit you couldn't do it yourself, just like he did with your suitcases. He had caught you by the waist every single time you tripped. His eyes had always, always been tracked onto you in every room. And tonight, he had called you the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his thousands of years of life, before literally threatening to crush a man's skull for disrespecting you.
So no. He had never been rude to you. He had always been good to you. He annoyed you, sure, but he was so goddamn protective and sweet to you in his own annoying and loud way, and you had somehow just noticed it. How the hell did you just notice it?
Your chest was heaving heavily as you made your final decision, the remaining walls around your heart completely collapsing.
“Okay,” you whispered, nodding your head against the pillow.
Thor smiled then—a soft, blindingly beautiful smile that made him look younger, happier. His lips easily found yours again in a deep, reassuring kiss as his hand slowly, smoothly slid the zipper all the way down, gently removing the white dress from your body and leaving nothing between you but the heat of his skin.
You were now left in your white bra and panties, his gaze burning your skin as he looked all over you. His heart soared at the sight of you, but he felt a sharp pang of pain in his chest at the scars littering your skin. They were a lot more than he thought, but gods, they only made you more attractive to him. A strong woman, with the face of an angel and the body of a goddess—you were always meant to be his undoing.
His fingers grazed a thin line along your ribs as his mind echoed fiercely, She is beautiful, and I am going to make them pay for hurting her, all of them.
“Stop looking at me like that,” you squirmed, a faint trace of your old discomfort resurfacing. Instead of drawing back, he leaned over your body, his face level with your stomach as his large hands gently grabbed your sides, anchoring you. And then, he lowered his head and kissed one of the most visible, ragged scars you had near your hip.
“You are beautiful. Truly a goddess... one fit for me,” he muttered against your skin, before kissing the mark again.
Your breath hitched, your head spinning into a daze. That specific scar was from the most lethal trauma you had ever endured. You had almost died that day; in fact, you had hoped to die that day just to escape. But your captives had found a way to keep you alive, using brutal, advanced procedures to permanently bind your altered biology together. Tears welled up in your eyes, your vision blurring for the second time that night. To see him kiss it like that—so tenderly, with so much reverence—made something warm and heavy fill your chest. It was like a fractured part of you was finally feeling whole again.
I love him, your mind screamed at you for the second time that day. Your right hand instinctively found his rough cheek, your fingers tangling in his beard as he kept kissing your scars. One left from needles being inserted into the exact same place dozens of times; one left from a failed escape attempt on a mission they sent you on, a punishment for not obeying... He was kissing every single one of them.
And while his lips hovered over the worst one near your hip again, you finally whispered, “I almost died when I got that one.”
His head immediately whipped up, his heart tightening painfully in his chest at your words. “What?” he asked, his throat closing in, his blue eyes blazing with an intense, dark focus.
“They used a plasma blade to slice me open during a combat stress-test,” you whispered, the memory making your voice shake. “They wanted to see how fast the cosmic energy in my blood would knit the flesh back together while I was conscious. I begged them to just let me bleed out.”
Thor’s hold on your sides violently tightened, his knuckles turning white and his jaw locking so hard a muscle strove in his cheek. “I am going to make them pay, Little Flame." he said his voice determined, "I am going to avenge you. They are going to feel the wrath of the God of Thunder, be sure of that. No one, and I mean no one, gets away with hurting you.”
He turned his head toward the hand holding his cheek, shifting slightly to press a deep, lingering kiss against the inside of your wrist, right over your pulsing vein, like he wanted to be sure you were alive. Like he needed reassurance of your well being after your confession. He could not bear the thought of you in pain, but death? You on the brink of death? His poor heart could not take it. “I do not know what you did to me, sweetheart, but you—” he gulped, his eyes locked on yours, “you have a hold on me that no one else ever did. That no one else ever could.”
He leaned up, his chest heaving against yours. “I cannot help it. I cannot help but be jealous, I cannot help but be protective, possessive... I just can't help it. You have completely bewitched me.”
Your breathing fastened as your heart fluttered wildly in your chest at his words. What did he mean? How was he talking like this? He couldn't love you, you knew that—you were just deeply flawed partners on a mission—but a part of your soul soared at the fact that he harbored these intense, desperate urges for you. Even if it wasn't love, he felt for you with a terrifying depth.
When his large hands moved down to remove your white bra, you reached up and caught his wrists, tsking him with a breathless smirk. “Don't you think you're being a bit unfair, big guy? It's your turn.”
Your hands found his collar, pulling his heavy frame down to your lips. You kissed him deeply, pouring all your hidden, aching feelings into it, while your shaky fingers began working on the unbuttoning of his shirt. Your hands were trembling with excitement and the weight of your feelings for him. When you finally removed your lips from his, you let out a frustrated huff, looking down at the fabric because your frantic fingers couldn't unbutton them fast enough.
Thor just chuckled, a rumbling sound against your chest. He took matters into his own hands, gripping the shirt and casually pulling it over his head with one smooth motion, tossing it blindly across the room.
“Oh fuck... you honestly are a god,” you whispered, taking him in fully. His biceps were literally the size of your head, his pecs perfectly sculpted, his abs defined and casting shadows in the dim light—he was going to be the absolute death of you.
He chuckled again, clearly enjoying your completely awestruck expression, and immediately took it to his advantage. His large hand slid behind your back, and with a single, practiced flick of his fingers, he unclasped your bra in a second.
You gasped in bewilderment, snapping your eyes up to meet his. “You sly fox,” you said, a wicked smirk returning to your lips.
He just held your bra up for a brief second like a captured banner of war, a triumphant smile lighting up his handsome face, before he tossed it away. Turning all of his massive, heavy attention back to you, his mouth immediately latched onto your right breast, his tongue swirling hot against your skin while his large hand slid down past your stomach to find your crotch.
“Ohmygod,” you gasped out in one breath.
His fingers hooked into the edge of your panties, sliding them down your hips before giving a firm, playful slap against your inner thigh. “Get your legs up for me, honey, so I can get these off,” he grunted against your skin. You quickly complied, lifting your hips and helping him slide the remaining lace down your legs until you were completely bared for him.
He let go of your nipple for a second, his large hands sliding down to grip your thighs with an iron hold, settling himself deeply between them again. He spread them wide open, his gaze dropping down to your glistening center. His tongue darted out in anticipation, his eyes dark with an intense, heavy hunger.
“You look so sweet, honey. Bet you taste as sweet as you look, don't you?” he murmured to himself, his deep baritone sending a thrill straight down your spine as he kept his gaze locked between your legs.
You whined in agonizing anticipation, your hips twitching on the mattress. “Do something—oh!”
You were cut off as his thumb pressed hard against your clit, slowly dragging all the way down your slick slit, catching your juices on his skin. He lifted his hand, looking down at his wet thumb before putting it directly between his lips, sucking the moisture off as he closed his eyes.
“Oh, yes you do taste sweet. Better than I ever imagined,” he rumbled, his voice rough. He leaned down and gave your pussy a light, playful slap, the stinging heat making you whine out loud.
“Thooor—”
He hovered back over your body, his mouth immediately returning to suckle hungrily on your right nipple. At the same time, his hand slid back between your thighs, inserting his middle finger deep inside you, quickly followed by his ring finger. His thumb began circling your clit in rhythmic patterns. Your mouth fell agape, your head tossing from side to side as you moaned and moaned, your body beautifully stretched by his incredibly large fingers.
Your hands locked onto his broad shoulders, squeezing tight, the slick friction of his touch rapidly driving you toward the edge, pulling you closer to that blissful, impending high.
“'M close,” you murmured, your eyes completely dazed. You pulled his head closer, biting down on the thick skin of his neck and suckling fiercely, making the god let out a deep, gravelly groan of pleasure.
“You’re driving me insane,” he growled against your skin, his fingers moving faster, driving deep inside your tight heat. “Come on, pretty girl, make a mess on my fingers.”
The pressure kept building and building in your lower stomach until it was entirely unbearable. “I—” you gasped, your toes curling into the sheets. “I’m gonna—”
“Come on, let it go, baby,” he commanded darkly.
And then you snapped. You came hard, whining and moaning loudly as wave after wave of intense pleasure rippled through your core, your walls clamping down violently around his fingers. Thor grunted, keeping his fingers moving through your contractions, forcing every last drop of pleasure out of you until you were breathlessly begging him to stop.
Before you could even catch your breath, Thor shifted. He reached down to his waist, lowering his trousers and boxers in a single, aggressive movement. Because he was already on his knees, the fabric simply bunched up around his knees, freeing his lower half.
Your eyes widened in absolute awe at the sight. He was big. Just as you had thought, but seeing him fully bare made him look even bigger. “Oh god,” you whispered.
Thor gave his length a slow, heavy pump of his hand, precum glistening at the tip as he smeared the moisture down his thick shaft. He looked down at you, his chest heaving.
“Do we need protection? Because I don't have any—” he asked, his voice thick with restraint. “No, we don't,” you said eagerly, you were on the pill.
Pushing yourself up onto your elbows, you looked his naked torso and heavy length over with a predatory hunger. “You’re so fucking handsome it’s annoying, do you know that?” you said, biting your lower lip.
He chuckled, a smug, low sound as he settled his weight back in between your open legs. “Why, thank you, Little Flame—”
Your hand shot out, planting firmly against his massive shoulder. “Can I ride you?” Thor stopped dead in his tracks, his chest heaving, his pupils blown wide. “What?”
“Can I ride you?” you asked again, your voice completely determined.
Taking full advantage of his momentary shock, you wrapped your legs tightly around his waist, using your core to pull him down as you deftly flipped your positions. Within a second, you were sitting squarely on top of his hard stomach. His defined abs twitched beneath you, the movement grazing directly against your freshly sensitive clit, making you take a sharp breath.
“You wanna do all the work, honey?” he asked, his eyebrows furrowing as a lazy, amused smirk tugged at his lips.
“Mhm,” you hummed, your eyes dazed and hooded as you looked down at his towering chest. He chuckled, his large hands rising to rest loosely on your hips. “Are you sure? You are well aware I possess the stamina of a god.”
You rolled your eyes at his typical Asgardian arrogance. “I am aware. Can you just stop talking and—”
“Are you getting on, or not?” he interrupted, his smirk widening as he tilted his hips up just a fraction, the warm tip of his cock brushing against your entrance.
For a split second, the temptation to be difficult returned. “I am definitely reconsidering it now,” you pouted, crossing your arms over your bare chest and throwing him a defiant look.
But Thor just snorted, rolling his eyes at your stubbornness. Before you could even blink, his hands gripped your hips with terrifying strength and he lifted you up. You didn't even get a second to think before he downwardly forced your hips straight onto his thick dick, burying himself inside you all the way to the hilt.
The air was knocked completely from your lungs. Thor was so deep in you it was pushing all the thoughts out of your brain. You gaped down at him, making weak, breathless noises as your pussy pulsed and stretched beautifully around his thickness. His fingers dug deeply into your hips, the only sign that he was struggling to hold himself back from taking over completely.
“Much as I enjoy you trying to take control,” he muttered, his large hands sliding down to massage your ass with a heavy, grounding pressure, “I'd rather keep you full of me so you stop thinking.”
He reached up slowly, gently tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear. You bit your bottom lip, whining at the unbearable fullness, and he chuckled, settling his upper body fully into the pillows. Your hands found his chest, your fingers grabbing firmly onto his broad pectorals for balance. “Ride it, baby,” he ordered, his voice a low, gravelly command.
And god help you, you tried. You caught your breath after a long moment that felt like an eternity and started to roll your hips. Thor groaned, his heavy eyelids fluttering as your tight heat dragged over his length, but he deliberately didn't help you yet. His hands remained firm on your body, forcing you to use every ounce of your strength to grind down onto his dick.
Your movements accidentally pushed him right against that sensitive, gooey spot inside of you, and you faltered with a long, broken moan. You shifted, forcing his thick head right against it again, and he let out a sharp breath, though he still didn't take the reins. “Uhh—” you whined, your head spinning.
“Feels good, does it not?” he cooed, his cock throbbing heavily inside you. “Nice and big, filling up your pussy so good.”
You moaned, your hips bucking instinctively. Thor grunted, thrusting up just slightly to meet you, and you tipped your head back as a shiver ran down your spine. The friction was incredible. For a second, back arched and thighs aching, you actually managed to find a rhythm. It started slow, rolling and pushing Thor’s cock right where you wanted it.
You looked down at him, sweaty and utterly adoring beneath you. His hands wandered over your skin, his breathing ragged and his lips parted as he watched you take him.
“That's a good girl,” he muttered, his blue eyes blown wide. “There you go, My Star.” He continued, “My beautiful fucking Star, so good for me are you not?”
You keened at the praise, your pace moving faster. Your knees were growing weak from the exertion, but the desperate need inside you was so much stronger. You bounced on Thor’s dick, grabbing at his chest and gasping for air as his sheer size split you open over and over again.
Looking down at his bare chest, his defined pecs looked absolutely delicious in the dim light. You had to take a bite, didn't you? Lowering your upper body flat against his chest, you leaned down and bit down on his left breast, hard. Thor groaned loudly, his abs flexing hard beneath you. “What are you—” he gasped.
You didn't answer, simply licking over the damp mark you had just left before kissing over it mindlessly. Pushing yourself back up, your hands found their place on his heaving chest again, meeting his eyes which were burning with an unhinged desire.
But it wasn't enough. You didn't possess the extra stamina or strength of a god, and he was just too big. You were so overwhelmed by pleasure that your body was starting to forget how to move properly. Every wet, obscene sound echoing in the room made you glance down at where he was disappearing inside of you—the way your slick was heavily coating his cock when you pulled up, and the heavy weight of his balls slapping against your ass every time you dropped back down.
You only got hornier, wanting nothing more than to just let go and allow your eyes to cross and toes to curl, but you couldn't find the pace to get over the edge. You couldn't cum. The frustration built up until pathetic, fat tears started streaming down your cheeks.
”Aw, baby, why are you crying?” Thor murmured, his voice laced with a gentle mockery. Fully aware of the fact that you couldn't reach the finish line by yourself, he reached up, brushing your tears away with his thumb while a tiny, knowing smirk played on his lips.
You let out a frustrated sob, shaking violently above him as your legs finally grew too weak to sustain the weight. You collapsed forward, just squirming uselessly against his lap now, blinking through wet lashes at his teasing, lazy smile. “You can't get there all alone, can you?” he purred, gripping your waist tightly and slamming his hips up into you.
You made a choked, high-pitched sound as the sudden force rattled your entire frame. “That's right, pretty girl. Just a total mess on my cock."
“Ple—please—“ you blubbered, completely spent, your upper body collapsing weakly over Thor’s broad chest. “God, Thor—please—“
“Aw. Begging so pretty.” He leaned up and pressed a tender, lingering kiss to your wet forehead. “How could I ever say no to you, huh?”
Without another word, Thor gripped your hips and effortlessly lifted you off his cock, twisting you onto your back as he sat up. You were shoved down into the mattress, your head pressed deeply into the cushions. His massive hands locked onto your hips, dragging you down the bed toward him, completely manhandling you. His right hand moved to the inside of your left thigh, pushing it wide open to expose your dripping core to the cool air of the room.
“Such a mess,” Thor rumbled, his eyes dark as he ran the thick head of his cock between the lips of your pussy, letting it press heavily against your swollen clit before lining it right back up at your entrance.
He slid in slowly, filling you back up until your eyes rolled back in your head. Bringing his upper body over yours, his left hand found your right leg, pushing it all the way up to your chest. He was impossibly deeper at this angle, stretching you to your absolute limits.
You tried to press your hand over your mouth to muffle your pathetic, undone sounds, but Thor tutted softly. With his left hand, he firmly wrapped his fingers around your wrist and pulled your hand away, pinning it to the mattress. He bottomed out completely, a deep groan ripping from his chest as he bit your earlobe.
His hand found its way to your thigh and kept your legs pinned high next to your breasts as he began to move, his brutal, unyielding pace making you instantly see stars. Every heavy thrust sent a shockwave through your body, your hips bouncing uncontrollably against the mattress.
Thor moved his head back just a little, looking down at where your bodies joined, and grunted in deep, possessive approval. He caught your jaw in his hand, his fingers anchoring you as he fucked you hard. “Want to see how good we fit, pretty girl?”
You couldn't even catch a goddamn breath, but you nodded frantically. He let go of your jaw, sliding his hand to the back of your head and gently forcing you to look down at your own lap.
It was sinful. So fucking sinful. A white, creamy ring was forming around his shaft as he ruthlessly fucked into you, and he was so goddamn right—you fit together like perfect puzzle pieces. With every single downward stroke, his heavy pelvis hit directly against your engorged, sensitive clit.
You moaned loudly, your eyebrows knitting together in pure pleasure as the visual pushed you right over the edge unexpectedly. You screamed his name as he let go of your head, his thumb brushing over your trembling lips. He didn't stop, keeping up the relentless, pounding pace, grunting your name over and over against your neck.
“Came after just a few seconds of me fucking you?” he mocked breathlessly, but he was in no better shape than you were. He looked completely disheveled, his hair wild, his jaw locked in a tight line of restraint.
He pushed his damp thumb directly into your mouth, and you blindly suckled on it, wrapping your tongue around his skin.
“Fuck,” he grunted, his blue eyes blowing wide as he finally lost his grip on his godly stamina. His hips gave one last, deep, trembling shove, pinning you flat to the bed as he came, throwing thick, hot ropes of cum deep inside you, filling you to the absolute brim. —
“Are you okay?” he whispered, his lips brushing tenderly against your knuckles.
You were having a near-impossible time keeping your eyes open, the aftershocks of the last hour leaving your limbs feeling like heavy lead, but you managed to nod lazily and offer him a soft, sleepy smile.
Thor took your hand, bringing it up to rest against his bare chest. You frowned, your brow furrowing in confusion. “What’re you doin’?” you mumbled, your exhaustion making your words barely intelligible, slurring together into a sleepy hum.
“Have to take care of you, baby,” he said, his voice so gentle it made your heart ache. He didn't wait for an answer, simply scooping you up into his arms, bridal style. Your arms instinctively circled around his thick neck, and you rested your heavy head against his shoulder as he carried you into the bathroom.
After he helped you clean up with a patience that was entirely uncharacteristic of the man you’d known for years, he carried you back to the bed. He kissed your forehead with lingering reverence as he laid you down, then slid under the covers next to you, pulling you into his embrace until your head was pillowed firmly against his chest.
His heart was beating like a war drum against your ear, his large fingers trembling slightly as he pulled the thin, cool sheets up to tuck you in. He stared at the ceiling, lost in the terrifying shift in his own reality.
Why was he feeling like this? What had happened to the cold, arrogant dynamic you two had shared for so long? The question burned in his mind, sharp and insistent: Did you feel the same?
Unable to hold the mounting anxiety back, he mumbled, “Do you hate me?”
The question came out before he could stop it, brittle and desperate. You stiffened slightly against him, your eyes fluttering open for a brief moment. “I never hated you.”
He hummed, a low vibration in his chest. “Hm.” He shifted, his hand moving to smooth a lock of hair away from your face. “Let me phrase it like this then... do you dislike me still?”
You smiled a little bit, your face scrunching up as you looked up at him hazily, your consciousness drifting further away. You were too exhausted to put up your usual defenses, and you told him half the truth.
“Not so much.”
You leaned forward and kissed his chest without thinking, the action small and intimate, before laying your head back down. His fastened heartbeat drummed in your ears, a frantic, steady rhythm that matched your own.
Thor felt his heart give out as he finally understood what he was feeling.
He was in love with you.
He had been for years, and he was absolutely, completely doomed.
—
You woke up, breathing in deeply as you opened your eyes and stretched your arms. Your eyes widened instantly as the vivid rush of last night’s endeavors hit you.
You slept with Thor.
You quickly looked next to you, your heart ready to leap with hopeful excitement, only to see a completely empty bed. Your heart dropped straight to your stomach. A cold, suffocating weight pressed down on your chest.
Where was he? Did he regret it that much? Did he wake up, realized what he had done with someone as broken as you, and left you all alone the first thing in the morning?
Your hands and feet went completely ice-cold. Your eyes tore up, your nose burning and your throat tightening painfully with incoming tears. Regret. It was the only word screaming in your mind.
You scrambled to your feet, desperately trying to swallow down the sob threatening to break out. Moving on pure autopilot, you quickly started getting ready for breakfast, needing a mask to hide behind. Your hands shook violently as you removed the mascara stains from your cheeks and quickly applied your sunscreen. You pulled on a black strapless summer dress with vibrant pink flowers—it hugged your torso tightly before flaring out beautifully from the waist down. You placed a long-brimmed black summer hat over your hair and slid into black kitten heels. Taking a shaky, shallow breath, you made your way down to the resort’s breakfast area.
The moment you stepped into the restaurant, your blood ran cold. You did not like what you were witnessing. At all.
Thor was there, standing by the open buffet, but he wasn’t alone. There she was—the receptionist girl who had been entirely too into your so-called husband since you arrived. Her hand was resting boldly on his right bicep while he looked down at her, his head turned toward her as he smiled lightly. She was actively flirting with him, and he wasn’t pulling back. Not even after everything he had whispered to you last night. What the hell was a receptionist doing there in the first place?
A dangerous rage built inside you, jealousy brewing hot and toxic, completely melting your insides. You couldn’t help it. Even if Thor didn't want you anymore, even if last night meant nothing to him, nobody was allowed to touch him like that as long as he was playing your husband.
You made your way toward them in fast, sharp strides, the click of your kitten heels masked by the ambient chatter. You stopped directly behind the girl, your index finger tapping her shoulder with an icy firmness.
She quickly turned around, a bright, rehearsed smile on her face, but that smile instantly died the second she registered who was standing there. She was much shorter than you; from beneath the brim of your hat, you were looking down at her with pure, unyielding disdain. A wicked, lethal smile played on your lips—a look that silently screamed, 'You are going to die in ten seconds, and not even the God of Thunder can save you from your demise.'
“My love, you’re awake!” Thor boomed, his face lit up with an instant, radiant brightness the very millisecond his eyes landed on you. You flicked your gaze to him, your chest tight. What a spectacular actor, you thought bitterly.
You looked straight back at the girl. Thor’s eyebrows quickly knitted together as he registered the tension radiating from your posture. “I was just on my way to bring you breakfast—”
“Were you now?” you cut him off, your voice dangerously low, though your eyes never left the receptionist. She was already squirming and trembling under your icy glare.
“I was just—” she stammered, backing up half a step. “You were just leaving,” you cut her off ruthlessly. Then, completely unable to hold yourself back through the blinding haze of your jealousy, you coldly added, “My husband does not have a taste for servants, you know?”
Thor’s eyes widened in sheer shock. You had done the exact one thing you had warned him not to do—you had ignored manners and called her a servant.
The girl nodded frantically, her eyes wide with fear, and immediately scrambled away from Thor, nearly tripping over her own feet to escape you.
The moment she was gone, you turned away from him without giving him a second look. “Baby—” Thor started, his hand reaching out.
“Do not baby me,” you snapped, turning your head back sharply, your eyes flashing with a profound, unyielding coldness that made him freeze.
Thor’s heart dropped straight to his stomach. The sudden, icy wall you had thrown up slapper him in the face so hard he felt your finger prints on his cheek. Did you regret it? Was that what this was? Did you wake up wishing last night had never happened?
“What is going on?” he asked, his voice losing its booming confidence, an edge of panic bleeding through.
You scoffed loudly, completely ignoring his question as you moved toward the stack of plates to grab your own food. You weren't going to stand there and look pathetic. Thor quickly followed on your heels, his massive frame completely blocking out the rest of the crowded restaurant as you aggressively snatched a ceramic plate from the stack. The weight of it felt solid in your shaking fingers—a grounding contrast to the chaos roaring inside your head. He didn't care that there were other guests around; his focus was entirely locked onto you.
“Talk to me, please,” he begged again, his deep voice dropping into a whispered, desperate pitch that only you could hear. “What did I do? Why are you looking at me like that?”
You moved down the line of the open buffet, your eyes fixed forward, your jaw locked tight under the long brim of your black summer hat. You didn't even see the food.
“I look at you exactly how I should look at a partner who fails to maintain the perimeter of our cover,” you whispered coldly, your tone clipped and professional—the ultimate shield to protect your bleeding heart. “We are supposed to be happily married, Thor. Yet I walk into the dining room and find you letting the resort staff treat your bicep like a resting post. It’s sloppy. It risks the mission.”
“The mission?” Thor repeated, and you heard the sharp, pained intake of his breath. He stepped in front of you, completely cutting off your path to the pastry section, forcing you to stop. When you tried to look past him, he leaned down into your line of sight, his blue eyes wide and panicked. “You think I care about the cover right now? Honey, look at me.”
The nickname was a mocking echo of the tenderness from last night. Your eyes snapped up to his, flashing with a dangerous, icy heat. “Do not call me that.”
He felt entirely hopeless, his blue eyes burning with a raw, suffocating pain the more you talked. “Last night—“
“Let's not bring up last night. Ever,” you said, sharply turning your head away from him. You were desperate to protect your heart, to pull the shields up before he could break you completely by saying how much he regretted it.
“What?” he asked, his voice entirely breathless. His lungs felt as though they were constricting in on themselves, a pain burning him from the inside out.
But you didn't answer., you just kept walking, your hands trembling so hard that the ceramic plate in your hands shaked in your grasp. You tried to swallow the thick lump of emotion stuck in your throat, but it wouldn't budge. You loved him, and he regretted you. That was the only reality your brain could process.
You had effectively carved his heart out of his chest and stepped on it with the sharp heel of your shoes, leaving his poor heart to bleed out on the cold floor while you kept thumping it with your foot over and over again. Thor’s head was thumping, his chest feeling completely hollow as he stood frozen, looking at your retreating back. To him, the message was loud and clear: you regretted everything you had given him, while he was deeply, hopelessly in love with you.
The rest of the breakfast passed by in a torturously. You didn't speak a single word to him, and he didn't dare speak to you, far too heartbroken to even think of where to begin mending the fracture. You both just sat there at the table in a heavy, complete silence. Thor spent the entire time staring down at his large, empty hands, while you kept your eyes rigidly fixed on your plate.
After breakfast, you returned to the villa to change for the pool, pulling on a black bikini and a sheer black beach dress. You kept the long-brimmed hat firmly on your head, using it as a barrier to keep yourself from looking at him, and to keep him from looking at you to see your pained expression.
Once down at the resort pool, you settled onto your sunbed for a second before immediately scrambling away to the water, needing to escape his suffocating proximity. Your body tensed up at the first splash, but slowly relaxed as your skin got used to the cold.
It's okay, your mind echoed in a desperate chant, trying to soothe your aching heart. You already got the codes. You can get this entire mission over with tonight, and then you won't ever have to sleep in the same room with him again.
From his sunbed, Thor was watching you like a hawk. He lay there with his massive arms crossed behind his head, his jaw locked so tight the muscles in his cheek flexed repeatedly. His hands were formed into rigid fists, the static electricity in his veins making the air around his chair turn faintly heavy.
Then, the tense silence was abruptly interrupted by a woman's voice coming from next to him. “Hello there, handsome.” She was sitting on a sunbed just one row away, looking to be in her late forties with short, styled blonde hair and a sly, predatory smirk on her face.
Thor didn't even turn his torso. He just spared a brief, icy sideway glance at her before immediately snapping his eyes back to the water, tracking your swimming. “Why are you all alone?” she purred, leaning forward to get his attention. “Your spouse left you to fend for yourself like mine did?” Thor finally turned his head fully away from the pool for a brief second. “I am completely fine. Thank you for your concerns, lady,” he grumbled clearly irritated, his baritone rough and entirely uninviting.
He dismissed her instantly, turning back to look toward the deep end of the pool—only to find you staring straight back at him with a lethal, blinding fire burning hot in your eyes.
He gulped, his breath taken away.
—
After your day in the pool ended and you were back in your villa, the silence between you had grown so heavier. You finally broke it, “I am going to secure the tech tonight.” Thor's back visibly stiffened at the sound of your voice. He turned to face you slowly, his blue eyes guarded. “What do you need me to do?” he asked, his voice rough and gravelly.
You gulped, forcing your professional mask back into place. “Distract Alejandro in the VIP section while I slip away. I'll pretend to go to the bathroom, access the private vault down the hall, and once I have the drive, I'll signal you through the comms so we can leave.” He nodded briefly, his jaw flexing. “Okay,” he whispered.
The process of getting ready was done in a tense, rhythmic quiet. Thor threw on a black linen shirt and charcoal linen pants, looking effortlessly devastating. You opted for a flowy, lightweight black dress that gave you maximum mobility, pairing it with flat, elegant leather sandals—you needed to be comfortable and silent on your feet tonight.
You headed down to dinner, the atmosphere of the resort's high-end restaurant buzzing around you while you sat like ghosts. You tried to eat whatever your stomach would allow, but you had absolutely no appetite after the events of the day. Every time your eyes accidentally met his, you both looked away, shielding your wounds. Once dinner was cleared, it was time. You made your way toward the exclusive VIP lounge, immediately spotting Alejandro lounging in a velvet booth surrounded by bodyguards. You and Thor exchanged a quick, imperceptible glance, checked the small clicks of your earpieces, and nodded.
Alejandro boomed with laughter the moment he saw you approach. “My friends! Welcome, welcome!” he cried, throwing his arms wide open in his usual boisterous display.
You both forced tight, practiced smiles onto your faces. Thor stepped forward, giving the man a brief, friendly hug before turning toward the booth to sit down. Before you could even slide onto the leather cushion next to him, Thor’s large hand securely gripped your waist. Your heart instantly went completely haywire as he effortlessly lifted you and pulled you right down onto his lap.
You two had been distant all day. He had to hold you. He needed to make amends, to feel the heat of your skin against his, even if it was just under the guise of the mission. At least, that was the only excuse his desperate mind could construct if you angrly yelled at him about it later.
You smiled tightly for Alejandro's benefit, but your fingers dug with an icy, warning firmness into the back of Thor's thick neck—a silent, furious message for him to let go. But Thor didn't care. He didn't care about the silent threat as long as he got to hold you in his arms for just a second longer before this mission ended and you went back to the compound to avoid him forever. He simply tightened his grip, pulling you flush against his chest, and smiled widely at Alejandro.
Alejandro chuckled deeply at the display of affection. “Always passionate, I see.”
You turned a sickly sweet smile toward the arms dealer, leaning into the cover. “Always,” you cooed, before casually looking around the lounge. “Where is Valentin tonight?” You instantly felt Thor's fingers dig sharply into your waist, his grip turning possessive at the mention of the man he had been burning with jealousy over. Alejandro made a dismissive, ‘don't care’ gesture with his hand. “Ah, he claims he is sick. Staying in his villa tonight.”
“Oh, poor guy,” you purred, feigning deep sympathy. “I hope he gets better soon.” Thor’s fingers dug even deeper into your hip bone, a silent, growling protest that you had to actively ignore.
You endured another twenty minutes of Alejandro’s endless boasting, monitoring the guard rotation out of the corner of your eye. Finally, the hallway leading to the back offices cleared. You lightly tapped Thor’s broad shoulder, signaling him that it was time. "I need to go to the restroom, honey," you said loudly enough for the table to hear, sliding off his lap.
He didn't protest, maintaining his role, but his blue eyes burned holes straight through your frame as you walked away. The moment you turned the corner out of the lounge's line of sight, the sweet smile vanished from your face. Your heart rate spiked, breathing sharpening as you slipped into the dim, restricted corridor. Using the digital master key you had covertly cloned from the resort's mainframe, you bypassed the electronic lock on Alejandro's private office in three seconds flat. The door clicked open with a faint hiss. You slipped inside, closing it silently behind you.
The room was dark, illuminated only by the ambient glow of the resort's outdoor lights filtering through the blinds. You moved like a shadow across the plush carpet, heading straight for the ornate bookshelf on the far wall. Pressing the hidden release mechanism behind a heavy brass statue, the wall ground open to reveal a reinforced titanium safe. Your fingers flew across the keypad, inputting the encryption codes you had painfully secured earlier in the week. BEEP. The safe's heavy bolts retracted. You quickly dismanntled the failsafe and looked inside the safe.
There, resting on a velvet cushion, was a glowing, intricately carved container pulsing with a faint, dark energy—the stolen Dark Elf convergence technology. Beside it lay the encrypted flash drive containing the buyers' manifests. Your breath hitched. This was it. The culmination of hours of putting up with Thor, hours of hiding your heart, hours of surviving. You carefully wrapped the artifact in a specialized containment cloth to mask its energy signature, slipping it and the drive into the secure inner pocket of your dress.
You locked the safe, closed the hidden door, and stepped back out into the hallway, your heart hammering against your ribs. Pressing your finger to your earpiece, “Package secured. Perimeter clear. Let's mo—“ you were cut off as a heavy, sweating hand clamped brutally over your mouth from behind, and the cold steel of a gun barrel pressed hard into the side of your head. Fuck.
Back in the VIP lounge, Thor’s earpiece crackled with your voice. The sound instantly soothed his aching heart, but the relief didn't last long. You were cut off mid-word, your voice muffled into a sharp static gasp. His heart dropped straight to his stomach, cold dread instantly replacing his focus. What the fuck?
He smoothly stood up, cutting Alejandro off mid-sentence with a firm, booming laugh as he patted the man's shoulder, masking the terror roaring in his veins. "It has been an absolute pleasure, Alejandro, but my wife has been feeling quite fatigued from our travels. I must take her back to our quarters," Thor said, his tone leaving absolutely no room for argument. Before Alejandro could even protest, Thor was already walking away, his long strides carrying him down the corridor. “Little Flame? What is happening?” he whispered franticallyy into his comms, his hands trembling with a mix of fear and rising fury.
You didn't respond. The silence on the other end drove him to the edge. The second he stepped into the shadow of the back hallway, out of sight of the guests, he raised his hand. With a crackle, Stormbreaker materialized into his grip, the blue sparks already dancing along the heavy blade.
“So you were here to get to this, all along?” came Valentin's sharp, bitter voice from behind you. Thor's voice crackled instantly in your ear, low and lethal. “Is it him?” Bound by the hand over your mouth, you could only press a tight, affirmative hum into the microphone.
Valentin spoke again, his grip tightening. "The only reason why you were interested in me?" He sounded entirely wrecked, like he couldn't believe his own ego had been brokenby a spy. You gulped, trying to calculate your leverage. Sensing your shift, he cautiously removed his hand from your mouth to let you speak, keeping the gun digging into your temple. “Valentin, calm dow—“ CRACK. He ruthlessly smacked the heavy side of the gun against the side of your head. The force made your head snap to the side, a low, painful grunt ripping from your throat as your vision blurred for a split second. This motherfucker.
“Did he just fucking hit you?” came Thor's roaring voice through the comms, the nger in his tone vibrating so hard it rattled your earpiece. You quickly let out another hum, trying to mask it as a groan of lingering pain so that Valentin wouldn't realize you were on an active channel. “Are you still in the same spot?” Thor demanded, his footsteps shaking the building as he sprinted toward your coordinates. This fucker had absolutely no chance. He was dying tonight.
You hummed again in confirmation, which only served to irritate Valentin further. He grabbed your chin, turning your face toward him, forcing you to look into his wild, unhinged eyes. A crazy, desperate smile spread across his face. “I think you should give me a kiss before you go,” he whispered darkly. He closed his eyes, leaning his face directly into yours. Big mistake.
The second his eyes shut, your training took over. You threw your head back, violently slamming the crown of your skull against his nose. He staggered back with a curse, and you used the momentum to drive a sharp elbow directly into his ribs, successfully hitting the gun away from your head. You spun, sweeping your leg out to take his ankles, but Valentin was fueled by pure adrenaline; he managed to catch his balance, his face twisting in fury as he lunged forward. He slammed you back against the wall, his hand locking tightly around your neck, and pointed the gun straight at your head from the front, yelling directly into your face.
But before he could even pull the trigger—before he could do anything at all—the gun in his hand was struck by a massive, flying axe. Stormbreaker sheared the weapon completely in half, embedding itself deep into the wall with a deafening thud. “I told you to stay away from her, did I not?”
And then came hell. Thor burst through the doorway, a literal storm rolling in behind him. He didn't even use his weapon. He descended on Valentin like an enraged deity, reaching out and grabbing the man by the collar of his expensive suit. “No—“ Valentin scrambled, his face draining of all color as he looked up into the face of a god.
“You hit her, and you tried to kiss her?” Thor rumbled, his voice shaking the light fixtures above. “You are in big trouble, boy.”
With a display of raw strength, Thor hoisted him completely off the floor and slammed him ruthlessly against the concrete wall. Thor's eyes completely turned into a blinding, static blue, the white-hot electricity arcing across his shoulders and down his arms. Valentin desperately pleaded for his life, gasping for air, but Thor was entirely deaf to it.
You slid down to the floor, clutching your throbbing head, watching the entire scene unfold in awe. Thor grabbed Valentin by the neck, lifting him higher, and delivered two brutal, bone-crushing punches straight to his jaw. Then, with a dark, final grunt of fury, he let the lightning loose. A massive burst of pure electricity fried Valentin instantly, dropping his lifeless body to the floor in a smoking heap. Oops.
The room went quiet, save for the faint hum of residual static. Thor immediately spun around, the terrifying god of war instantly vanishing the moment his eyes landed on you. He rushed to his knees at your side, his large hand gently but firmly holding your jaw, tilting your head up to assess the dark bruising swelling near your temple.
You tried to pull away slightly, the intensity of his focus making your chest tighten. “I'm fine,” you muttered. But your heart was beating erratically in your chest, completely overwhelmed by the unhinged protectiveness he had just shown. He had literally killed a man for putting a hand on you. He was fussing over you like you were the most precious thing in the universe. Was he really the same guy you thought regretted everything this morning?
Seeing the deep, pained expression of guilt and fear swirling in his blue eyes, you let out a soft sigh, your voice softening. “I heal fast, remember?” Thor cleared his throat, his thumb lingering against your jaw for one more second before he reluctantly nodded and let you go.
He helped you up and you both quickly slipped out of the room, heading out into the humid night air. You sprinted back to the villa, throwing your clothes into your luggage in a silent rush, before moving stealthily toward the designated extraction point in the cliffs. Once outside in the dark, Thor held Stormbreaker high into the sky, the Bifrost roaring down in a blinding beam of rainbow light, swallowing you both whole.
—
It has been two days since you came back, and you and Thor were completely ignoring each other. It was obvious to everyone else in the compound; it was the exact polar opposite of what you guys were always like. Normally, you kept riling each other up because you secretly loved it. You yelled at each other, threatened each other daily, but you were always together, attached at the hip like some dysfunctional shadow.
Now? He let you have your morning coffee without a single fuss. You let him be whenever he talked like the booming Asgardian he is, not even bothering to roll your eyes. You weren't even in the same room unless it was absolutely necessary to begin with; either you or Thor would leave the second the other walked in. It was an undeniable fact that youwere both desperately staying away from each other.
And you missed him. You missed the way he riled you up, missed the way he smiled down at you with that smug but inexplicably sweet expression on his face... you missed him so much it hurt your very soul. Natasha had quietly asked about it, Tony made a few mocking jokes, Steve only silently analyzed you two with a furrowed brow, and Scott? Well, Scott wasn't really aware of anything going on. But Rocket had literally yelled, “Why the hell are you two not fighting?!” at the both of you in the kitchen yesterday. You had only turned and left the room without a word, while Thor merely grunted, staring miserably into his mug as he sipped his coffee.
You had mandatory team training today. Eager to avoid any confrontation, you woke up at 5:00 AM just to have your coffee and breakfast completely away from him and everyone else, before retreating straight back to your room to get ready into your tight, black gear.
Thor woke up a few hours later and had his coffee as usual, but it felt entirely tasteless without the usual, fiery fight he had with you over who got to pour the first cup. Fuck, he missed you. He missed you so much he felt it aching deep in his bones, his heart, his lungs—everywhere. He hated this distance. He hated the silence.
He quickly made his way down to the training area, his intense blue eyes scanning the perimeter the second he stepped foot on the grass, instantly searching for you. And there you were near the equipment mats, talking to Steve with a quiet familiarity, just like you had been doing for the last two days. The sight of you leaning in slightly to hear what the captain was saying made rage build inside Thor's chest. The static in his veins flared, his jaw locking hard as his fists clenched at his sides.
It cannot be, his mind echoed fiercely, a desperate attempt to talk himself down. You are getting jealous over nothing. He is merely her teammate. But as he watched Steve laugh at something you said, Thor's chest hollowed out with that same burning, possessive fire that had consumed him before. He turned his head away, staring out across the vast, sun-drenched gardens of the compound, trying to force his breathing to steady. He was clearly out of his mind. He was a god, for kingdoms' sake, yet he was ready to throw down with the Captain over a simple conversation.
Meanwhile, out on the grass near the training mats, you and Steve were actually talking about the exact elephant in the room. “Tell me, doll, what happened with you two?” Steve asked, his arms crossed over his chest, his gaze shifting between you and the brooding god standing fifty yards away by the glass doors. “Nothing” you said immediately, adjusting the tracking straps on your wrists, trying to deflect. “It's obvious, you know? Don't bother lying.” Steve’s voice was gentle, but persistent.
You looked down at your combat boots, the weight of the secret pressing too heavily on your chest. Looking around to ensure no one else was in earshot, you finally whispered, “We slept together, Steve.” Steve's eyebrows furrowed in deep, pure confusion. “Okay... I know you don't exactly like the guy, but sleeping in the same bed couldn't have caused this much of a disaster—“ You snapped your head up and rolled your eyes, letting out a heavy sigh. Idiots. The whole lot of them were pure idiots. “Steve. Not like that,” you said, slapping your hand against your forehead. He had completely dismissed the actual option because his straight-laced brain simply couldn't believe it.
“What do you mean?” he asked again, completely lost.
You huffed, crossing your arms tightly. “We had sex.”
Steve’s eyes widened to the size of saucers, his arms instantly uncrossing as his brain short-circuited. “You—“ he pointed a finger at you, then pointed vaguely in Thor's direction. “Thor—“ he stammered, blubbering out in total confusion, it was very uncharacteristic of him you admit.
“Yes,” you cut him off, wanting to get the bandage ripped off. “And he regrets it, but me? I'm completely in love with him. Yay!” you said sarcastically, clapping your hands together in a mocking, bitter celebration.
Steve stood there in pure shock. You had never seen the Captain America look so entirely stunned, but then, something passed through his eyes. It was like a veil had been lifted, an entire timeline of events rewriting itself in his mind. “That's why you guys were always together,” he said, realization dawning on him. “You two are completely in love—“
“Whoa! Hold your horses,” you interrupted, your face heating up under the morning sun. “I am the one who's in love. Not him. He couldn't wait to escape the bed the next morning—“
“He is definitely in love with you—“ Steve started to counter, his voice laced with the certainty of a man who had been watching Thor pine from the sidelines for years. But whatever wisdom he was about to drop was loudly cut off by Tony’s voice echoing across the lawn through a megaphone. “We're all here, folks, let's get started! Cap, stop flirting with Shadow, goldilocks looks like he's about to blast you with lightning!” Tony yelled, gesturing toward the center of the field.
You stiffened, your eyes instinctively darting over to Thor, who was already marching onto the grass, his expression promising devastation for whoever had to spar with him today.
Your heart fastened at the sight of him, your eyes darting over his heavy frame, completely unable to control the sudden spike in your pulse. Steve grumbled something under his breath about Tony being incredibly annoying as he stood up and offered you a hand. You took his hand and got up, brushing the grass off your tight athletic pants.
Suddenly, a faint rumble of thunder vibrated through the ground. You paused, your eyebrows furrowing as you looked up at the sky, only to see bright, uninterrupted sunshine. Your eyebrows furrowed deeper. Okay... were you actually going insane?
“Did you hear that?” Steve asked quietly, looking over at you. You nodded, relieved that you weren't the only one losing your mind. But then Steve’s lips twitched into a knowing, subtle smirk. “Not in love with you, you said?” he murmured, giving you a pointed look before he turned and walked toward the center of the lawn.
You stood frozen in place for two more seconds, processing his words, before forcing your feet to move toward the rest of the team. Thor, Steve, Tony, Bruce, Scott, Nat, Clint, and even Rocket—everyone was gathered on the grass.
“Alright, listen up, children,” Tony announced, clapping his hands together. “Today we're doing partner drills. Mixed combat.” Rocket immediately hopped forward, pointing a tiny, clawed finger at you. “Pair me with Shadow! I wanna be her badass partner!”
“Why does this bunny keep yelling?” Tony muttered, rubbing his temples before looking down at the raccoon and pointing a dramatic finger across the yard. “No! Look at pointbreak over there!” He gestured toward Thor, who was standing like a dark, towering statue of menace, the grass practically singeing beneath his boots. “He's going to be her partner or we're all getting barbecued today!”
Your expression soured instantly. Okay, what the hell? Did everyone switch sides? Tony knew Thor despised you so why would he try to pair you up with him? Rocket turned his head to look at Thor, blinked at the glare the god was throwing his way, and made a startled, defensive expression. “Okay, yeah, you're right.” But then Rocket snapped his head back to Tony, baring his teeth. “I'm not a fucking bunny!”
Steve immediately interrupted, his captain instincts kicking in. “Rocket, language!” You rolled your eyes heavily. “Really, Steve?”
“Grandpa,” Tony muttered in agreement, rolling his eyes. “Alright, let's start.”
Your partner was Thor, as Tony had so graciously assigned, and standing across from you on the mats was Steve paired up with Bruce. The strategy was obvious—Bruce was meant to keep Thor occupied. The second the starting signal was given, Hulk lunged straight at Thor.
While Thor was engaged, his massive fists trading heavy blows with the green giant, he kept looking sideways at you. He was completely distracted by how easily you and Steve had slid into perfect synchronization. His blood burned hot in his veins. Focus, his mind echoed fiercely, but every time he saw Steve catch your arm to fling you into a high kick, his vision swam with red. With a roar of frustration, Thor drove a massive punch straight into the Hulk's jaw, sending the massive beast stumbling back a few heavy steps.
Meanwhile, you and Steve were moving seamlessly. You ducked low under Steve's arm, using his shoulder as leverage to drive a brutal spin-kick directly into his abdomen but he caught your foot smiling at you. You retreated yoou foot, vaulted off the ground, twisting mid-air to deliver a kick. But something that shouldn't have happened, happened. As you came down, Steve extended a hand, catching you firmly by the waist to stabilize your landing.
The moment Steve’s hands locked onto your waist, the sky changed. Thick, dark storm clouds suddenly swirled over the compound out of nowhere, completely blocking the sun in a matter of seconds. A massive, deafening rumble of thunder crashed directly overhead, accompanied by a simple, gravelly growl, “No.”
You blinked, looking over just in time to see Thor completely abandon his fight with the Hulk, turning his back on the training exercise entirely as he marched straight toward you.
“No,” he simply repeated, his face a mask of pure fury. Before you or Steve could even register what was happening, Thor reached out, his hands wrapping around your upper arms, and yanked you away from Steve, pulling you flush against his chest.
Your eyes narrowed into lethal slits, the physical contact setting your nerves on fire. “What the hell do you think you're doing?”
“I am removing you from Steve's arms,” he stated matter-of-factly, his chest heaving heavily against your back, his deep voice carrying a possessive finality.
Every single eye on the field was instantly focused on the two of you. The entire team stood frozen in pure shock—except for Steve. Steve would have been shocked too, if he hadn't just heard your confession three minutes prior.
“Thor, calm down,” Steve said evenly, raising his hands in a placating gesture.
But Thor snapped his head up, his blue eyes blazing with static electricity. “Do not talk, Steve,” he threatened, a rumble vibrating from his throat. Absolute displeasure and violence radiated off his massive frame.
“Don't,” you hissed, struggling fiercely against his iron grip, trying to wrench your arms free. “Don't you dare try to act all possessive now, when you are the one who regrets everything—“
“Regret?” Thor asked, the word cutting through his anger as he stopped, staring down at you. “Me?”
Then, to your utter fury, he let out a dark, breathless chuckle. “You are a hypocrite, Little Flame.”
Natasha took one look at the amount of tension and immediately turned to the rest of the team. “I think we should give them space.” Tony didn't even glance away, his eyes wide as he actively enjoyed the spectacle. It was like he was watching his absolute favorite primetime drama play out live. “Why? We're all outdoors. Shouldn't they be the ones to go inside for privac—“
“Tony,” Natasha said warning him.
“Okay, alright,” Tony caved, raising his hands.
He and the rest of the team quickly retreated toward the compound, but even Natasha couldn't help herself; the second they got inside, the entire lineup of Avengers pressed themselves against the glass doors, watching the drama unfold through the windows.
“What is that supposed to mean?” You countered fiercely, turning fully in his grip to face him, your chest heaving.
“You are the one who regrets everything! Flirting with Steve the second you came back—“
“Excuse me? We were not flirting!” you yelled back, chuckling in pure, broken frustration as you looked away for a split second before snapping your eyes back to his burning gaze. “We were talking, like friends do! Hold on—you don't get to question me on that, seeing as you were clearly comfortable flirting with her!”
Thor huffed, his eyebrows furrowing in genuine confusion. “Who have I flirted with?!”
“Don't play dumb now, Thor! THE RECEPTIONIST!” you screamed, the weight of the last forty-eight hours finally breaking through your defenses. Tears of hot, angry frustration built up rapidly in your eyes, blurring your vision as your voice cracked. “You left me the second the sun rose! You left the bed completely empty! And then you proceeded to go and flirt with her!”
“I was not flirting with her!” he bellowed, the desperation in his voice cracking through the thunder rolling above. “I woke up early because I wanted to surprise you,” he insisted, completely ignoring the venom dripping from your words. “You were sleeping so deeply... you looked so peaceful, and I did not want to wake you. I went down there specifically to get your favorite fruits and coffee to bring back to our quarters. That girl—she just approached me. I did not even hear a word she said, I swear it to you by the All-Father! I was only thinking of you.”
You scoffed, a broken, trembling sound. “And the smiling?” you challenged, your voice shaking despite your best efforts to keep your shields up. “You looked down at her and smiled, Thor. I saw you.”
He shook his head frantically, “I was smiling because I was happy!” he burst out, his massive chest heaving under his athletic shirt. “I was thinking about how you looked in my arms. I was thinking about what you told me before you slept. I was happy because of you, Little Flame. Not her. Never her.”
You stared up at him, your breath hitching sharply in your throat. He sounded so painfully sincere, so desperately eager to clear his name, but the cold dread of your own insecurities was still screaming in the back of your mind.
“You left the bed empty,” you whispered, your professional facade completely shattering as your voice cracked, exposing the raw, bleeding core of your heart. “You weren't there when I woke up.”
Thor froze. His eyebrows knitted together tightly as the realization of what you had been torturing yourself with finally dawned on his mind. His heart dropped straight to his stomach, a weight crushing him as he realized the terror and abandonment he had accidentally put you through.
“Oh, gods,” he breathed, his fierce, possessive expression melting into pure heartbreak. His voice cracked with emotion. “You thought I regretted it? You thought I left you?”
You looked away, unable to bear the intensity of his gaze. “You—“ You tried to speak, but a small, pathetic sniffle escaped you instead. The sound made Thor take a sharp, painful intake of breath. Moving instantly, his large hand came up, his fingers gently but firmly holding your chin to force your face back up so you had to look at him.
“I do not regret it. I could never regret it,” he said, his blue eyes swimming with a matching pain as he looked down at your tear-stained face.
You sniffled again, looking up at him through wet lashes. Your heart was beating frantically against your ribs, a spark of dangerous, beautiful hope flaring to life in your chest. Taking a breath, you asked something you never, in a million years, thought you would ever ask the arrogant god.
“Do you like me?” you whispered, your small hand coming up to hold the thick wrist of the arm holding your chin.
Thor's face immediately scrunched up into a deeply offended, dismissive expression. “Not so much.”
Your heart instantly dropped straight to your stomach, the rejection freezing your blood. “But you—“
Before you could finish the sentence, Thor reached out and grabbed your cheeks with both of his massive hands, tilting your head up as he brought his mouth down on yours. He kissed you deeply, passionately, a bruising, breathless possession that completely wiped all thoughts from your brain. When he finally pulled back just a fraction, his thumbs wiping the fresh tears from your cheeks, he continued his sentence.
“I do not like you. I am completely and utterly in love with you,” he confessed, the words hitting you right in the center of your chest.
A startled, watery laugh bubbled out of your throat. “You dumbass,” you chuckled, your hands moving to grip his forearms as a massive, radiant smile finally broke across your face. “Why would you word it like that?” Thor didn't care about his poor phrasing; his eyes were boring into yours with an intense, desperate seriousness. “Do you?” he asked, looking down at you with adoration.
“Do I what?”
“Regret it,”
“I don't,” you said, shaking your head without a single second of hesitation. “Why would I, when you are the man I am completely in love with?” you whispered, finally letting the confession pass your lips.
Thor’s blue eyes lit up like a blinding flash of lightning. A breathtaking smile split his handsome face, and without waiting another syllable, he slammed his lips back onto yours, kissing you with a ferocious, joyful hunger.
“I do not know what is wrong with me, Little Flame,” he mumbled against your lips between deep, bruising kisses. “I do not know how I did not realize sooner how pathetically in love I am with you.” His large hands slid down from your face, wrapping firmly around your waist and lifting you slightly off the grass to deepen the kiss, completely forgetting they were standing in the middle of a compound training field.
Inside the building, behind the massive glass doors, the entire lineup of Avengers was pressed flat against the window. Tony was rooted completely in place, his mouth agape, his hands raised in bewilderment. “Are you guys seeing what I am seeing, or am I hallucinating? Is Point break currently kissing Shadow?” Natasha stood next to him, a triumphant, knowing smirk spreading across her lips as she crossed her arms. “About damn time.”
Outside, Thor kept kissing you thoroughly, but suddenly, he pulled his face away by a mere inch. Your eyebrows knitted together in immediate irritation at the loss of contact. “What is it?” You asked. Thor hesitated, his jaw flexing as he muttered just one word, the lingering jealousy still clear in his tone: “Steve?”
You rolled your eyes, letting out a breathless laugh as you locked your hands behind his neck and pulled his head right back down to your lips. “Don't piss me off while I'm kissing you,” you murmured against his mouth.
Thor let out a low, vibrating hum of pure compliance against your lips. “You are right, I’m sorry, I love you,” he mumbled onto your mouth, his grip on your waist tightening as he buried his face back into yours.
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