His mind started a frantic pursuit of anything but reality. Every shifting shadow in the trees, each oddly shaped cloud. Faces, figures, something kept itself in the corner of his eye. He had to stay in a state of alarm, unrest as he leaned against the cold glass of the car window. The hum of the highway reverberated through his skull. It eased the desperation of his mind and aided the slow protection that formed from imagined things. Layer after layer formed over his soul as he watched trees and fence posts flying past. There was something following the car, just out of sight. If he focused and tried very hard to see it he would never have to reach his destination. He would never have to accept what was real. He could dwell in a place where something was following the car, where something might attack the car and upset the world. He would never have to go to home again. The world would be altered so much he would have to steal cars and stockpile supplies. He would form a band of survivors who were ever watchful for the Something.
Why did it have to be that way? Why was the thought of a catastrophic, monsters-are-real world so soothing? How could it be that an imagined reality of destruction and fear was worlds better than going home? He let the fantasy slip away long enough to glance up at the driver of the car. It was like going down into murky water. The imagined world was a deep breath of air. Now he was swimming blind in the brackish real. “How many hours away are we?”
“Three.”
Three. Two. One. He stared back out the window to start the process over again. Something slipped along through the shadows in a grassy ditch alongside the road. If he could get a good look, he could yell out for the car to stop. If only.