mami pt. 3 (m) | myg/knj/jhs
title: mami pt 3: k*ller (m) | series: mami | mami 2: triptych | masterlist
pairing: battle rappers!myg/knj x reader(f) , jhs x reader(f)😛
rating/genre: m (18+) ; smut ; battle rap au , roommates au
summary: after you have a conversation with yoongi, things start to twist and muddle in your head. but when work gets hard, you need to blow off steam—turns out, all you needed was a heated encounter. with your roommate.
note: heavy 00s vibes, they are all menaces, including reader what can i say🦋, y’all there’s a lot in here lmao, but trust me!!!, there is even more coming and we are not ready??
note 2: again this is super unedited i kinda just went off the rails and said that’s good let’s post, but also we can ignore this being the second time posting since the first one got sent to the void sdlkfjsdkl
warnings: language, tension, namjoon in grey sweats yikes!!!!!, yoongi being irritating in tanks??, jung hoseok is MAD mad, what is happening, feelings™, reader is just so fun istg, stressing, nsfw scenes, angst..?, jung hoseok what is your gd problem, wet hair……., namgi bickering lmao, competitive as hell namgi, joon is just a warning himself, blanket kicking scenes LMAO IM SORRY, yes yoongi is a massive problem but so is everyone else, namjoon on the phone....... yeah
spice warnings: under the cut and there are a lot again lol
drop date: april 25th, 2026, 11am est
word count: 9.7k of messy messy rapline | mood: here
nsfw warnings: cursing, choking, smut scenes, uhhhh kissing is considered nsfw here, especially with who it’s with!!!!, cowgirl, breast play, wet wet wet, and even wetter, ……someone makes you squirt…., but who…, protected sex, rough sex, basically we get put through a mattress lol, Feelings??, sauve as hell rapline, is that it?, chains, always those, i think that's it, maybe a little angst??, yes angst
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nsfw warnings: cursing, choking, smut scenes, uhhhh kissing is considered nsfw here, especially with who it’s with!!!!, cowgirl, breast play, wet wet wet, and even wetter, ……someone makes you squirt…., but who…, protected sex, rough sex, basically we get put through a mattress lol, Feelings??, sauve as hell rapline, is that it?, chains, always those,
Clad in only a simple tank and sweatpants, Yoongi lazily leans on the back kitchen counter, hair framing his face and eyes downward as he’s busy peeling a small, vibrant clementine.
When you don’t speak, he slowly lifts his gaze. And his dark rasp shakes you straight down to your bare, curling toes,
“You have fun?”
You’re so in shock that your knees almost knock together, mouth struggling to form words in a coherent order, “Yoongi, what’re you— doing—”
“I live here, genius.”
“You… And Joon—”
“Joon? Cute.”
“I—what are you even doing up—”
“Need a ride?”
You pause, suddenly forced to make a decision with your mind still lust-laced and dizzy. But you finally decide to turn his offer down, which is the best choice considering it would be far too much hassle for him to know you live so close. “I can manage.”
“It’s late as fuck.” Yoongi pushes off the counter before chucking his peels in a trashcan. God, do his bangs really have to shift like that when he turns? Can you focus on anything else? “Lemme drive you. Unless you wanna stand on the back of his pedal bike.”
“Uhh.”
Shit, you don’t want anyone knowing where you live. Which happens to be very, very close. “My friend can scoop me,” you respond, still unmoving like it would further disturb the surrounding air.
“…Still weird.”
And yet Yoongi disrupts it himself. You quickly flip him off as you text, asking a question to his laugh as you hit send, “Is she still here, too?”
The answer is quick and bored, “Nah.”
Figures. “You don’t let them stay, huh.”
At this, Yoongi takes slow strides to your leaning form, eyes roaming over every exhausted inch and holding a spark you haven’t seen in them before.
When he reaches your silence, his hands softly tug your hips, and you suddenly notice how his thick sweatpants accentuate the fit of his tank annoyingly well. “Wanna find out?”
“You whore,” you meekly grit, starting to push him away before he growls. “You’ve never taken me ho—”
“Goddamn, he went hard.”
Shit. Your hand flies to your neck. “Oh, fuck, really?”
“Yeah.”
Flicking up a brow, you grow very, very curious. “As if you didn’t do the same with whoever that was?”
“Mm.” He leans on an elbow next to your still frame. “Don’t fuckin spill, either.”
“That you’re roomies?”
“Yeah. We’ve known each other for years before moving over here.”
“You’re scheming, huh.”
He only smiles before flicking a finger over your nose.
It’s fucking genius, if not borderline criminal. “So what, you take south side and he takes west?”
“Smart.” He gives you a look of approval. “Why stay in the same circles when we can win both?”
“Well, shit,” you exhale, eyes roaming the floor in thought before you drop your jaw in frustration. “Wait, you even played me! Fuckers!”
Yoongi immediately laughs, and you can very much smell his breath—full of peppermint. Interesting.
But he doesn’t notice your observing stare. “I didn’t know you’d run into him. How do you even know each other?”
“I see him at the gym.”
“Mm.” A sage nod. “Guess it’s not surprising.”
You look away, a little hurt that neither of them told you but having no basis of why they would. It’s clearly not like they tell each other when they’re bringing people home.
But still, you pout. “Can’t believe y’all.”
“What are we gonna do with you.”
We? Him included? Irony seems to leak from his puffed lips tonight. “Clearly you won’t do anythi—”
A door opens and snips your accusation in half, and you snap your head to see Namjoon leaving his room in a rush, eyes darting between both of you from the end of the hallway. “Oh, you’re… Oh.”
“Ah,” you start, “Hi.”
“Uhh.”
“She won’t tell.”
“K.” He keeps his stare, blinking sleep off before tilting his head at you. “You leaving?”
Damn, why are you feeling so sheepish? “Yeah.. I should’ve told you before. I don’t, umm.” You feel the weight of Yoongi’s stare and Namjoon’s awaiting expression, and they both clash in your gut. “It’s not you. I just don’t ever stay.”
“Oh.” Namjoon walks down the hall, his grey sweats and lack of a shirt making you so fucking weak you’re already mentally stumbling. When he speaks, you trip even harder, scraped by his drowsy rasp, “You could’ve just told me. I would’ve gotten you a ride.”
That would’ve still meant he would type in your address or see it after you did it for him. You like the sentiment, though. “Maybe next time,” you tease with a wink.
Thank goodness he’s easily placated. If things got weird already with Yoongi right here?
“Wait,” Joon blurts, mind whirring behind those eyes, “You said you followed Gloss, but. I didn’t know y’all knew each other.”
Oh. Uhh..
When you speak, you ignore Yoongi’s curious yet amused look, astounded that he even let you talk first, “Something like that.”
Instead, the man chuckles in arrogance right after. “Something like that, yeah,” he says through a lopsided line. “Gonna give her a ride home.”
“No need,” you stop him with a hand, and they both zero in on your nails. “I… uhh.”
Shit. You really don’t want to call a ride for the same complex, and you definitely don’t want them knowing you’re a walk away. So when you look down at your phone, a white lie slides out of your mouth, and you have to deal with a choice, “My ride said they’re gonna be awhile, so...”
Both of them look at each other.
“I could just stay… If that’s cool.”
For the first time probably ever, both Namjoon and Yoongi are silent. But in their brief pause, you just inspect your nails and wonder if you should switch them up again. Maybe back to that set you had at the beginning of last month? You really keep coming back to this color combo, though. “But don’t get any ideas if I do. I just wanna shower and sleep—”
“You can sleep with me,” they both respond in unison, and you can barely hold in your laugh when an argument sprouts.
“She was just with you.”
“My bed is better.”
“We have the same one?”
“Mine’s bigger.”
“It is not.”
“Who’s the one that brought her here?”
You halt them, sparing their neighbors from a verbal sparring match and not wanting to think about that last part.
Because you’re still a little hurt that one of them really hasn’t taken you here, and the same guy falls a little too quiet.
When you finally offer your own suggestion, Yoongi looks at you first. “I’ll take the couch.”
“Nah,” Namjoon rejects immediately, walking forward and heading your way. “I’ll take it. Use my room.”
Fuck, this man is fine and considerate? “No no, I’m cool with it.”
“You sure?”
“I’ve slept in much worse places,” you assure, bringing up many, many terrible reminders in your head. “And I think you both need some good sleep, too.”
“Use my shower then,” Yoongi finally pipes up, and both you and Joon pin him with shock. “I got clothes you can use, too.”
Oh. This is… This is new.
Blinking, you can’t help but swallow your inner thoughts, wondering why he’s offering and a little giddy about it. Is this Yoongi being accommodating? Or jealous? Either way, it’s adorable coming from him.
Well. If both of them are offering to take care of you, you’ll gladly take them up on it. This is downright delightful. How do you just keep winning?
“You guys decide,” you say with arms folded, pretending to be huffy and internally grinning. Watching their competitive natures collide in real time is just too fun.
But finally, Namjoon flexes his jaw before heading into the kitchen for water,
“You use my shower next.”
When you feel Yoongi visibly exhale at your side? This is when it’s undeniable.
These guys are just big teddy bears. Caustic on the mic and absolutely fiendish when it comes to wordplay and demolition, they’re just boys at the end of the day. And it’s so endearing you find yourself sinking more and more into these apartment walls.
No no. Get real. You have aspirations and dreams. Don’t get too caught up before you achieve them.
But it’s okay to let go for just a bit. So your eyes follow Namjoon like a fool, winking and beaming at his growing, quiet smile.
To which Yoongi hums at. “You hungry?”
“Not yet.”
“K.”
“I might be later, though. So y’all better feed me.”
They have varying levels of mirthy scoffs, and you go into the kitchen to ask Joon for a water, too, which he’s already handing to you.
“That thing you did,” you start, knowing you have both of their attentions, “With your fingers.. Do that next time, too.”
While you really do want Namjoon to do whatever the fuck he just did with you, you’re also showing him there’s no reason to be jealous. If he is.
And he pulls you in for a kiss, smiling and chuckling at your little bit of shyness. Because he tamed the fuck out of you tonight, and you will give him all the softness you got left. It’s only fair.
“Whatever you want,” he whispers to your ear.
Humming, you slide a hand along his arm. “Good to know.” When you scratch just a tad, only you can hear his breath catch. “Guess I’ll go clean up your mess now.”
“Gonna take me hours to clean up yours.”
“Mm. Good problems.”
“Don’t I fuckin’ know it.”
This man is too suave and it’s a goddamn problem.
When you leave Namjoon’s side with a quickened heart rate, Yoongi’s still on the wall with his phone, foot propped on the floorboard before he sees your look of satisfaction.
And he actually waits for you before you follow him to his room.
In terms of aesthetics, Yoongi’s room is different from Namjoon’s despite being the same level of minimal. Where Joon has posters of rappers and shelves of books and vinyls, Yoongi has basketball players and what looks like production equipment. But they both have desks littered with sheets of paper, journals, and writing utensils, trash cans mostly filled with balled up scraps.
It’s actually… inspiring. They really do the work and it clearly, clearly shows.
“You just gonna stand there?”
“No,” you say, petulant. “Just don’t know when I’d ever be back so I’m taking it all in.”
It’s kinda true. Probably actually true. But you can’t force him to do anything when it comes to you, so if this is your only chance then you’re taking advantage.
Though… he did offer for you to just sleep through the night with him… What does that mean?
Turning with a mind full of thoughts, you see Yoongi quietly watching from his closet before his voice drifts across carpet,
“Come here.”
Silent, you go to stand in front before he pulls you in and slowly pins you against an empty wall. And being in a smaller space with him so close? Strangely, you feel comfortable and a little at home, if only because this is how you both usually end up anyway.
At home. Irony is dripping from your lips, too.
“You’ve never taken me home,” you pout to his mouth, deciding to be vulnerable and hating it. “Why?”
You expect to be dismissed. Or even just given an offhanded comment or a quick joke.
So you’re completely thrown when Yoongi chooses to kiss the side of your neck that isn’t marked to hell, one slow pass after the other.
Ah. He’s avoiding your question.
That’s fine. He’ll be a much harder one to crack, you assume. Definitely seems a lot more private than most, but you’re the same way so it’s not like you have room to talk—
“Cus you’d never leave,” he murmurs against your skin, going for your shoulder.
Oh.
Wait, what?
If he’s assuming things about you, he’ll be sorry to note that you’d surpass his expectations. But under his fucking impeccable kissing and godforaken cologne, your reply comes out a lot less confident than you’d prefer,
“Gimme some credit. I’d show some restraint.”
“I wouldn’t.”
“Hmm?”
You get kissed on your jaw before you can register what he means, and he falls really silent after letting up, eyes on your lips as he quietly admits,
“I’m saying I’d keep you here.”
…Oh. Oh, that’s…
You blink in stunned silence, stomach flipping when he glances at your eyes before kissing your neck again so languidly it lulls you into a trance. “You’d… do that…?”
“Maybe so.” He brings you into his pelvis, hands rounding to rest just behind your hips. “But I know I’d make you wanna stay anyway.”
“Prove it later,” you challenge with a hitch. “You don’t know me.”
“I think I’m proving it now,” he corrects with confidence, chuckling deep when your arms sling over his shoulders. “Aren’t I.”
You kiss his neck in response, and he chuckles into his groan because he knows what it means.
Fuck, his skin feels divine. And his breath is full of peppermint and clean and you sense no trace of whatever you saw him doing earlier. It’s a strange contrast to how he’s acted around you before. You don’t doubt that he’s done this same exact thing with someone else after eating you out—just like you’ve done before. It’s nothing special.
So why does your chest constrict?
“Fine,” Yoongi breathes you in, clutching at your neck. “There is another reason.”
You freeze. Wondering what the hell he means and washing over with anxiety. “What?”
Another reason he never takes you home? That can’t be good.
Maybe it’s a good thing you haven’t gone home with him before, if he’s not even comfortable saying it outright then the two of you aren’t meant to be more than ships passing in the night.
“I…” He sighs, touching his forehead to yours. “I never asked cus I know what would happen.”
Wait. What the hell does that mean? Why is Yoongi being so damn cryptic? “Why? I’m a fun time.”
He huffs away from your face. “That’s exactly why.”
You stare, and stare some more.
“I,” he laughs again, and it’s not a joyful one. “I even thought about getting your number a thousand times. And couldn’t even ask for that.”
Your chest heaves. What is Yoongi saying? What’s gotten into him? This man is fearless on stage, who is this guy that can’t even look you in the eye right now? “I don’t get it, Yoongi. You don’t know me but you don’t have to be scared of me, so what’s…”
Oh. You don’t like that tiny slanted smile at all.
“If you’re going steady with him, don’t worry about what I wanna say.” When he pushes off the wall, his hand slides off slow. Deep in thought, he turns and goes for a shirt hanging from his rack. “Here. Your favorite.”
He means the color. Your stomach feels funny. “How’d you know?”
“Your nails,” Yoongi responds offhandedly as he fishes sweats from a drawer. “There’s a color you use a lot.”
What. The actual fuck. “Oh. Well, shit.”
He doesn’t mention what you just accused him of, but it’s in his eyes. His whole face. And you are a damn fool.
When Yoongi hands you a baggy pair of pants, you slowly take it, brain overloaded with thoughts. “There’s extra toothbrushes under the sink. You can use anything in there, too. Just put everything back in the same spot.”
“K.”
He just said a lot of vulnerable shit. What the hell are you supposed to do? How are you supposed to walk out of here knowing what you know now?
You’re not gonna address any of it. That would require way too much thinking and feelings on your own part and you need space to unpack your own shit.
But you do stop him from leaving his closet, waiting until he turns around to notice your hand on his wrist. “You brushed your teeth.. Why?”
His lips close while his brows slightly bend.
And what he says to the side of his doorframe makes your heart fall a few clouds down, flipping your world and rocking you off balance entirely,
“She didn’t taste like you.”
Yoongi means it. You know it in your bones.
And if he didn’t move just out of your reach. And if you weren’t taking the couch and sleeping in here instead.
Something may have shifted even more than it already has tonight.
Because your heart is starting to beat in two different cadences. Over, and over, and over.
Fuck space.
“Come here,” you whoosh out, spinning Yoongi so hard he rams you back into a wall. And finally, your mouths collide, with you attacking his lips just as much as he does yours. You fully taste peppermint and nothing else and that is crazy considering how much he had to do to be this clean and fuck his kissing is perfect.
Yoongi knows exactly what to do with you. And he knows exactly what to do to pitch you over the edge in a second. Nails rake into his stupid hair before you feel his annoying hands all over your neck, his fingers all over your head, his chest all over your heart—
Outright fear shoves him back, and your breaths are the only two elements of sound when he freezes a few steps away. Exhale. Exhale. A swallow. Another one.
That was…
He looks…
Fuck.
You use what little logic you have left to speedwalk past Yoongi’s shoulder.
Knowing he’s letting you dip because it’s what’s best for both of you.
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Namjoon is a gentleman when you come back into his bedroom after pacing a hole in the living room, holding off your shower time a slight tad. From his desk chair, he asks if you’re okay staying and you tell him it’s fine since you do know both of them.
“Also,” he breathes out. “You’re stunning.”
That came out of nowhere. “Oh.. I know, but thank you.”
Leaning back in his chair, the man lets out a breathy laugh. “Fuck, I love how you know that. I was just gonna say.. Well.” He fidgets. “Don’t let me keep you down.”
“What?”
“Like.. Yeah. I love going on dates with you and seeing you at my thing.. I dunno, it made me happy as fuck.” He then scratches an ear. “But I know you got a lot going on so it’s okay if—”
“Are you done with me?”
Immediately, Namjoon shoots up and walks straight to your squared shoulders, cradling your chin and responding so deep your mind reels. “Did I say that, baby girl?”
“No.”
“I’m just saying,” he smoothes a hand over your arm. “I’m okay if I’m not the only thing. I’ve seen what you’ve been doing. It’s incredible. So if you don’t have time, it’s okay.”
“What are you saying?”
“I’ll be there when you need me,” he says. “I’m okay with just going with the flow. I know you already know, but—uhh—if you wanna see other people, it’s cool.”
“You… You sure?” Blinking, you frown. There’s an explanation for this switch up and it’s existing and haunting you from the other room. “Is this because of Yoongi?”
His face cannot lie. “Kinda, yeah.”
“Oh.”
“I saw how you looked at him.” Namjoon slides his hands down, and you follow those long fingers and curl your heart when they do. “And even more than that, I saw how he looked at you.”
Ah. That makes you bite down hard. “We’ve known each other for awhile, that’s all.”
“I don’t think that’s all. But seriously, you don’t have to pretend or anything around me. I’m a big guy, I can take it.”
“Hey, same here.” You lift a hand to smooth the stubble on his chin. “Don’t let me hold you down, either.”
“I am more than happy with you doing anything to me.”
“Joon.” You give him a little pat. “I’m serious.”
“And I’m not?”
Your lips purse. “If you’re really okay with it, I am, too.” When you slip arms around his strong form, you sigh into his chest. “But I’m having so much fun with you.”
He circles you in warmth immediately. “Fuck, same here.” He laughs. “You really got me with that bar line.”
Ecstatic, you try to spit some scheme of your own, slowly petering out the more and more you know you’re losing it, “Really? Got more in the chamber, yeah, I like danger.. Uhh.. Something, something, it’s a.. banger… Ah, damn, I dunno.”
Namjoon fully laughs at you now, his arms circling even tighter and fingers splayed wide across your backs “I’m in trouble,” he bemoans. “You have to stop or you’d be right back in that bed.”
“Next time.” You reach to kiss him, knowing he can taste the peppermint on your tongue but not speaking about it. “I’m really gonna go shower now.”
“K.”
“And hey.” You hold his forearm. “If you really wanna do this—just us—we can try. You just gotta let me know.”
He hesitates for a second. But it’s enough to clue you into it not being a confirmation. “I will.”
Yup. That wasn’t a now answer. So you smile and head out to go to Yoongi’s bathroom, across the hall from his room. Guess he got the shorter end of the stick in the layout.
It’s fine. You don’t wanna approach his door again yet.
That’s gonna wait until later.
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After you shower and get ready for bed—as well as you can in a bathroom that’s not a woman’s and not yours—you’re so exhausted that can barely keep your eyes open.
But there’s something you wanna do before sleeping, so you finally knock on the door you’ve been avoiding.
No answer.
Well. Guess the universe has other plans.
But you suddenly hear clacking and a voice to hold on, and you straighten as Yoongi opens up.
Headphones around his neck, his gaze immediately goes to his clothes on your frame, and you steel your gaze before holding out your hand. “I’m only gonna ask once.”
He stares.
“Gimme your phone.”
Yoongi blinks before turning to reach behind him, grabbing his phone off the desk before handing it to you. As you type, he just watches, silent.
And you start to wonder what he’ll say when you hand it back. “Put whatever you want for my name. If you ever text me, I’m naming you the village idiot.”
He grins wider and wider, looking down and biting his lip in thought. When he moves closer, you stop him in the doorway,
“Don’t.”
“What’s wrong.”
“I…” Sighing, you set a rule, hating yourself for setting a boundary but deeming it necessary for your own good. Both of your own goods, really,
“The next time I go in there will be when you take me home.”
Yoongi looks at you without words, shifting his gaze between your eyes for any hidden meanings when there are none. “You sure?”
You know what he’s asking. And you flat out ignore the spark you catch in that stare. “We aren’t exclusive,” you say, looking at Namjoon’s door. “We’ve never said we were, so yeah.”
It’s silent for a moment, and you don’t know whether to keep standing there or shove him back and go in yourself. The best choice would be to walk away, though, so you start to do so—
“About that girl.”
You stiffen. “This isn’t off to a good start, Min—”
“She bailed on me.”
…Wait, what? You heard her for a good amount of time. “When? Why?”
“Uhm.” Yoongi looks away with a shift of his jaw and some teeth. “I was.. distracted.”
Fuck. Just like you were? “Like you two weren’t loud, too.”
“Nah, like… Said the wrong name distracted.”
“Said the wrong… Whose name did you—” You blink. Hard. “Oh.”
“Yeah.”
“Goddamn it, Yoongi.” You roll your eyes to the ceiling, feeling for the poor girl. “That’s the worst you could ever do.”
So she had to have left in the middle, right? But you swore you heard him for awhile so maybe they kept going for a little before she came to her senses instead of around his di—
“And for what it’s worth,” Yoongi continues with a point, “I don’t bring many people here anyway. She’s the first one in a long time.”
When he leans on the doorway, you let his eyes drag down your body, knowing he didn’t get to have it tonight and feeling a little smug. “Of fucking course it’d be when you show up, too.”
Your hum to a lifted shoulder makes his pupils dark. “Could’ve been you,” you tease. When Yoongi doesn’t respond, you ignore it and fold your arms. “But seriously? You don’t?”
“Nope.” His hand dips into his sagging pants pocket, looking towards his roommate’s room. “And no one from where we usually go. Namjoon and I don’t want anyone knowing we live together, so it’s best to keep everyone in the dark.”
That makes sense. But there’s a thought that stands out in your mind. “Wait, but… You both knew I knew your names.”
When Yoongi looks back at you, your chest caves at his expression under those tendrils. “Yeah. And I wanted to take you home several times, so what does that tell you.”
…Several? Yoongi, what the fuck?
Heart beating. Those unwavering eyes. These breaths between your bodies short and waiting.
Were you… always this into him? Have you really been ignoring how you’ve felt because things with Yoongi were just… easy?
Is this why he didn’t want to bring you home? Because you really can’t fucking think straight and it’s aggravating.
So you swallow. “I should.. Go to bed.”
Yoongi nods and looks down the hall. “There’s extra blankets on the couch. And he gave you one of his pillows.”
A switch was definitely flipped. You don’t know which one you hit or how you managed to do it, but thank god because this was getting a little too real. “K. Thank you both.”
“No sweat.” Yoongi looks at you without shame, and you wonder if it’s to remember how you look in his tee.
Please don’t be the reason.
“You’re the first one to ever stay,” he murmurs, as a fact and a final good night. “He doesn’t let anyone do this, either.”
Oh. Holy shit.
“Then I’ll be sure to snore loud as fuck,” you bluff, melting at the way Yoongi shakes his head in a laugh. “Night, Yoongi.”
He stares at you one more time.
And you keep staring right back.
One second becomes two, and two seconds become three.
Screw what you said earlier. All Yoongi has to do is let you in. All he has to do is utter one syllable of invitation and you’re taking residence in his bed.
But in the end, he doesn’t. And you’re completely, totally, seriously fine with that.
“Night.”
…Right?
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You stay up until you can’t fight sleep anymore.
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When you wake, you notice the bright sunshine outside their living room windows. But it’s really, really bright. How long were you out?
There’s a note on the coffee table saying they both left, but there’s a spare key and one of them can take care of your ride. Right next to said items is a covered plate of food, and you have a suspicion as to who made it.
Well. This is honestly the best outcome that could’ve happened. You don’t have to worry about them knowing where you’re about to go.
So you take your time and really observe everything, noticing how sore you are and that you’ll need time to recover. The walls and decor in their place are also minimal in the more public spaces, but there’s a lot of earth tones and a surprising amount of plants. Not what you’d expect from two guys tearing up the battle rap scene in two sectors of the city.
Then again, you didn’t expect them to know each other, either. Looks like they’re both really good at putting on masks.
And taking them down when you’re alone with them.
“Kept myself away for far too long.”
“If you’re going steady with him, don’t worry about what I wanna say.”
Your face finds the cup of your palms.
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Bathroom. Freshen up. Walk around their kitchen and observe the little things. Finally sit down to eat.
When you dig in, you savor each bite, wondering what the hell you just got yourself into. Is this gonna be the last time you’re here? Or is this going to be a turning point in your life and there will be many, many stops at this station?
Guess you’re just gonna have to find out.
Yoongi’s food is damn near enough to convince you to come back, though. Goddamn, he can cook in there, too.
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You purse your lips and shake your head when you time the walk from their building to yours.
Not even two minutes. Oh god, that is so fucking close.
But you join a whole new energy as you open your apartment door, delighted to see your roommate and his newfound obsession with tank tops.
“Damn, where were you?”
“I told you,” you laugh. “Here.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
You realize what he means, and you saucily lift a shoulder. “Turns out, he’s really good.”
Namjoon?
Or Yoongi?
Hoseok lets out a soft laugh. “You look a little… I dunno.”
You know what he means. Because even though you should be glowing enough to match his shine, things happened that threw you for a loop. And while you are very good with your quickwittedness and solution driven attitude, this is gonna need a bit more nuance.
“Just have things to think about,” you summarize. “How was your date?”
“So fun!” Hobi rushes over to the couch and brings over a fun looking accessory. “Look what they got me.”
It’s perfect. A little acorn bag that would go great with multiple items in his closet. “Wow.. Great taste.”
“I know, right?”
He excitedly puts it down before guiding you to your room, and you suddenly seem guilty for whatever the hell you’re doing with him.
Is Hobi an exclusive kinda guy? Why can you not remember?
But he takes your bag and sets it all down, and you stew in more complicated thoughts as he leads you to your bed. Are you even gonna go back to sleep at this point? Why does bed sound like the perfect place to be?
“Those his clothes, too?”
Oops.
Wincing, you slowly find a hard admittance in your throat, “Uhh.. Nope.”
The downturn of his brows comes as no surprise.
“It’s hard to explain,” you say as you plop down on your made comforter. “But trust me, I had a really good time. I’m glad you did, too.”
Maybe you had too good of a time.
“Scoot over,” your roommate suddenly says, climbing into your bed before you even get to move.
“Hello?”
“Scoot!”
Laughing, you move to the middle of your bed as he tugs up the covers, sliding into the cool den right next to you. “What are we doing?”
“Napping.”
“It’s late in the afternoon?”
“Sweet dreams.” Hoseok snuggles into you, and you feel your shoulders loosen immediately. “Mm mm mm.”
You groan, knowing he can hear the smile inside.
Is this man aware that he’s the only one that can order you around like this? Because if he is and is now taking full advantage, you may need to tighten your restrictions.
“You smell expensive.”
Eyes downcast, you pretend to giggle. “I know, right.”
You don’t have the heart to admit you just wanted to keep wearing Yoongi’s clothes, and breathing in Namjoon’s scent.
—
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For the next two full weeks, work life gets busy for you, so you have to stay focused or else risk falling behind.
And of course the family is having lots of get togethers when it’s crunch time so your stress is through the roof, so you need need need to blow off some steam more than ever. As much as you enjoy the festivities and cookouts and reunions and random birthdays, you’re getting way too overstimulated too fast.
Because work is hell.
But showcases happen at night, so you can’t make them because your schedule requires early mornings. Anything starting late is out of the question.
You don’t hear from Namjoon or Yoongi. But you start to wonder if that means they’re working or writing or even going to the same studio he mentioned. That would be sick if they were working on some record or mixtape together—or even individually? Hot hot hot either way. Your work ethic can’t lose to theirs.
So you brush off the lack of communication and just assume good intent. You haven’t reached out either because you’re so busy, so why should they?
Back to work you go.
—
—
Eventually, on a random Thursday, Joon finally texts you. And it’s so out of the blue that you pick up the phone and call instead.
Namjoon [14:02]: Did I mess up?
It doesn’t take him long to answer the phone, so you dive right in, staring at unfinished work on your laptop, “What do you mean?”
“I haven’t heard from you, so I thought… I dunno.”
This man. Was he really worried this whole time? You wonder how much of these two weeks you got wrong. “I haven’t heard from you, either.”
“Damn. I’m not good at this.”
You laugh. “It’s my fault, too. I could’ve just asked.”
“You doing okay?”
That makes you stop, not hearing those words in a minute. Between everyone you’ve seen, only one of your little cousins checked on you solely because you were staring into space in your uncle’s backyard. She probably thinks you’re crazy now, but whatever. “Uhh, I’ve been better. You?”
“Nah, hold on. What’s wrong?”
Your smile is weak. He really is the same guy you met awhile back. “Work is just kicking my ass.”
“I feel that. I’m sorry.”
“You liar.”
“Huh?”
Grinning, you tuck your phone under your chin and keep typing away. “You are good at this.”
“Oh.” He laughs. “Talking to people?”
“Talking to me.”
“That right? Can I get that in writing?”
Nails paused on plastic keys, you laugh. “Now you’re pushing it.”
“Sorry.”
“Good boy.”
A hitched breath. A bit of pause on the line.
Very, very interesting.
But you spare him this once and say you’re down to hang tomorrow. “We can try a rooftop dinner this time?”
“I wish. But I’m actually gonna be busy.”
“Oh? Studio?”
“Nah, like. Flying out to another city busy.”
“No shit! Okay, I’ll put you down as a no for the rooftop dinner.”
Joon laughs, and it really hits your ear just right. “Yeah, put me down as a no this time.”
“Both of y’all are leaving?”
“Nah, just me.”
Your pout is super evident in your tone. “What am I gonna do without you?”
“I dunno. Probably cheer Yoongi up.” Your heart stops as Joon laughs, and you can hear a faint set of yells on the line. “He’s been moping all fucking week.”
“Was that him?” You ask with a laugh, already wondering what the hell is happening wherever they are. “What a baby!”
“Tell him yourself!”
So you do, yelling into the phone and knowing it’s gonna come out so crunchy, “Yoongi, get up!”
There’s more laughing and a muddle of words, but you can’t make them out too much. But just that helped you burn some steam.
Yoongi? Moping? He gets moody just like you do, but you’ve never seen him moping. What happened?
Well. You’d ask if he’d fucking text you. But since that hasn’t happened yet, guess you’re left to speculation.
“But yeah. I miss you, but work is important. Wanna go out sometime next week?”
“You know I do.”
“Perfect. I’m putting it in my phone so I don’t miss it for any stupid reason.”
“Next Friday is best.”
“K. Got it.”
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The next afternoon, the door to your apartment flings open, and you snap your head to the muffled sound before clutching your phone tight.
What the fuck?
You almost think to call for help when you hear footsteps thump to the far side of the unit, and a further door banging shut.
Fuck, that was Hobi. What the hell is up?
Abandoning your laptop, you rush out of your room and cross the shared living space, lifting your hand to knock on his door but hesitating.
What are you pausing for? It’s Hoseok, and he’s clearly not happy. He’d be at your door before you could even fling your purse off if you stormed in just like he did.
For a moment, though, you hesitate. Because you were supposed to have the place to yourself and that meant bare face, low maintenance head, and nightgown on at 3pm.
But he sounded mad and all you heard were his footsteps and door closing. This isn’t the time to be caught up in appearances.
So you softly bang on wood before calling his name. “Let me in,” you command. “Now.”
“No.”
Umm, what the fuck? “No?”
“Just gimme a second.”
Lips smushed, you eye the door with such annoyance you try the knob to burst in yourself—
It opens immediately, and you barge in to a sight that makes your tongue loll and your saliva multiply.
Hoseok. Shaking his very wet hair. With nothing on but some very, very wet jeans.
He gives you a slight look of annoyance while you reach for words, mouth in a line when he asks, “Seriously?”
Umm. You were checking in on why this man came in hot. And now you’re feeling your own temperature spike through the goddamn roof. Truthfully, the only thing you can think of saying is something born from confusion, “You don’t lock your door?”
A tsk flings out before he sets foot in his bathroom, hanging the towel on a rack before replying, “I never do when it’s just us.”
“Really?” That makes you feel a little sheepish. Chalk it up to being a severely private person—and a woman—but you always lock your door. “I never knew that.”
“Did you come into my room just to tell me that?”
Oh, you don’t have time for that. All the pent up emotions and stress you’ve felt this week comes pouring down. Couple that with the fact you can’t even fool around with him since he’s still going steady with whoever? You are really deep in the trenches.
“Obviously not, Hoseok,” you sling out his name, catching his attention immediately, “I was just wondering what the fuck was up. I can’t just check on my friend?”
“I told you just give me a second?”
“Okay seriously, what’s with the attitude?”
“Attitude? What’s with the grilling?”
Your mouth snaps shut. “I’m not grilling you—”
“You are.” He flings more wetness from his bangs, and the motion alone makes your core ache. Fuck, he’s not helping your lack of release at all and now he’s raking through his fucking locks your moan is forming so quick you can’t stop—
…Why’s he looking at you like that?
Shit. Did you… did you do that out loud?
“What was that?”
Ignore him. You have to ignore him because if you stay you are begging for trouble. And you don’t want trouble for you, nor for him.
“You know what? Never mind,” you rush out, turning to head out and lock yourself in your room once again. “Forget it. Stay mad or whatever, I don’t care—”
The door closes in front of your nose before you’re spun back, shoved against wood as Hoseok cages you in.
“Let me go,” you move to shove him off, hands slipping as you palm his slick chest fuck. “You don’t want me in here anyway—”
“Did I fucking say that?”
“No, but I know when I’m not wanted—”
Your roommate presses his pelvis into yours, and your eyes fly wide at the straining bulge in his pants. Fuck, does that hurt him? His pants are soaked.
“I’m only gonna say this once.” Hoseok grabs your chin to force your eyes to his. “But I always fucking want you so shut the fuck up.”
What—
His lips smash into yours before you groan, your bones smacking against his door and your concerns muffled.
“I thought— I thought you were seeing someone—”
“Not anymore,” he whooshes out, diving into your neck. “Not after today.”
“I’m—fuck—I’m so sorry,” you moan out, losing yourself in those kisses.
“Don’t be.”
“You’re mad.”
“Just fucking pissed he took my umbrella.” He shoves his mouth into your column. “Now all my shit is soaked.”
“Lucky me,” you gasp out, grabbing his wet hair and raking down. “I love it.”
You hear him groan deep and raspy, and it scratches your brain just right. “Sorry I came in hot,” you quickly repent. “I’m just so fucking stressed.”
“I can tell.”
“So fix it.”
“What do you want.”
“You.”
And you’re yanked from the wall before being tossed onto a fully made bed.
Your long gown is hiked up before you even strip your underwear down, but Hoseok slaps your hand away.
Which can only mean one thing. And you’re rejoicing.
He slips his pants and underwear off before throwing them into the bathroom, and you yelp at his freezing cold legs before he grins. “Sorry.”
“You are not.”
“I’m not.”
“So fucking cold,” you growl, trying to move away from his skin but end up arching into his chest in the process.
Which completely destroys any hope you have of avoiding him, because your nipples have now pebbled against your dress, and you know for a fact Hoseok can feel them right through the silken material.
Your quick suspicion is confirmed with a growl, and the sound that leaves your mouth at the feel of teeth around one slings through all four walls. “Fuck!”
Shivers. Full body shivers erupt when your roommate buries his face in your chest, the rumbling in his throat searing you through as he inhales before kissing between your breasts.
…What was that for?
That wasn’t something you just do during a quick and dirty session. Which is exactly what you expect this to be. Hoseok came in hot after a tragic yet somewhat comical rainy day breakup, and you’re pissed he told you to wait at his door.
He’s always there and always telling you yes. Hobi never says no to you.
And you damn well know you would never say no to him, either.
“Smell so fucking good,” he moans, eyes closed and eyebrows knitted as he sweeps a hot tongue across your chest. “And you’re so warm.”
“I don’t feel like it.” Your pout makes him laugh, and you blink at how anger is slowly draining out of the atmosphere, and at how you’re just happy to hear his change in demeanor.
But he still gave you attitude earlier—you will not back down on that—so you need to preserve the last of your pissy mood to give him a good post-breakup vent session. “I know you didn’t throw me on your bed just to use me as a heater and smell me.”
Fuck. The laughter you hear now is fuller, and his arms immediately tighten around your frame as he collapses onto you. “I didn’t!”
“Then what did you have in—”
Hobi smushes his lips onto yours, rolling his body against your front and making you gasp like you’ve been blindsided. Which, technically you have, because this is not the way you thought things were gonna go a mere five minutes ago.
“Gonna fix you,” he rasps against your lips. “Remember?”
“Wouldn’t mind fixing you first,” you counter, raking long nails down his bare hip and enjoying his hitched reaction. “I can suck you off?”
“Fuck,” Hoseok shudders out before pinching his brows. “You can’t do that.”
Huh? “I do that very well actually? Rude.”
“No, no,” he clarifies, subtly moving one of your thighs to the side. “I just meant not now. If you do, I’m not gonna last for shit.”
“Oh.”
You only get a second before you feel a freezing finger on your underwear, flinching up and watching Hoseok’s eyes slip into the depths of lust and concentration. When he slides the material to the side, your breath stops. “But this right here, I can do all day.”
Breathing out his name, you have to close your eyes with how good it feels to have him touch you with such softness and precision. It’s like he’s done this a thousand times when it’s only been more like five, and you rock against his fingers just like all the other times before. “Feels so fucking good.”
“So do you,” he praises with gravel, reaching up your body to slowly bring your dress down to reveal your breasts like a slow gift unwrapping. “Really, I could touch you all night.”
“Finish my work for me,” you whoosh out, “And you can.”
Chuckling, Hoseok goes from rubbing to inserting his fingers, and you twitch hard while projecting a moan into his ceiling. “That’s it, baby,” he coaxes. “Yell for me.”
Fuck. How the hell are you already so close? “Hobi, I’m—”
“I feel it. Come on, baby.”
How is this happening? He’s going faster and faster and you’re already wet enough to let him and it’s building so fast in your core that it’s shocking. A whine propels from your throat as you keep exhaling hard, and when the pleasure becomes too much to bear you release in the most sinful way—
Oh, shit shit shit, you really—
“Fuck.”
Liquid spews from your cunt and onto his chest, drenching your roommate even more than the rain outside and dripping down his abdomen. Both of you groan at the sight, and you can’t believe you just squirted right onto him with minimal effort on his part how the—
“What the fuck, come here.”
You’re dragged forward and hitched up on his legs, and Hoseok leans over to yank his nightstand drawer out for protection, his necklace brushing cold against your chest.
Drunk on lust and indescribable pleasure and a wave of strange intimacy, you reach up to suck one of his nipples, laughing into his skin when he visibly twitches and collapses.
The sound he makes causes your cunt to squeeze, and you hold him with your claws while swirling your tongue all around his chest. When you move to the other side, you give it just as much effort, squirming under his pelvis and rocking against him when you feel his cock.
“Baby,” he gasps. “Lemme put this on.”
“No,” you simply reject, reaching down to stroke him and giggling at his loud moan. “Not yet.”
“You first,” he strains out, veins in his neck protruding so hard they could pop. “Then me.”
“You really about to come?”
“Yes.”
“Then don’t,” you offer, the most simple yet complicated and difficult task. “Or else I’ll have to clean it up.”
“Shut up, please.”
You kick your head back in a laugh, loving how he’s so puddy in your hands. “Fine, fine. Ready?”
“Hold on.. Just..” Shaking, he slips the condom on before leaning down, flipping you up so you’re on top wait what? “Ready.”
Leering down, you cannot believe he just did that. “You lazy piece of…”
Hoseok rests his head on his palms, smirk so cutting and dazzling. “Bounce for me if you’re so mad.”
Oh, you plan on it. “Gonna snap you in two, bitch.”
Damn that stupid laugh. “Please do.”
Mm. You get up and sink down, groaning when he does and start to slowly rise and fall, letting your legs warm up and feeling the burn in your thighs. But the feeling of having him inside overrides any pain, so you gladly sink onto him again and again.
The little curses and raspy praise are enough to keep you going, too. “So fucking hot.”
“Am I?” You pout, mewling when Hoseok reaches to smooth a thumb over a nipple. “I didn’t even do much today.”
It’s true. Pretty much no makeup other than some spray and sunscreen. You planned to stay home forever today, and your roommate was supposed to be gone.
“Doesn’t matter.” He touches you again before sliding slim fingers up to your chin, gripping and holding it high. “Still a killer.”
You suppress a smile before dipping your head against him just a tad. “Thank you,” you strain out, because somehow a genuine word of gratitude is hard.
And because you start to swirl around, huffing and feeling the heat in your legs build higher and higher. When Hoseok groans low, he grips your hips, starting to match your pace but lifting up instead. The slow, sensual movements loll you forward because holy fuck you feel full, and your moans start to pitch up the more your core starts to wind.
“There you go,” he goads, kicking his head back and gritting those beautiful teeth. “I feel it, baby.”
“Feel you, too,” you gasp out. “But I—My legs—”
Hoseok’s response is immediate. Without prompt, he flips you around, slamming you into the bed and thrusting up to stay there and torture you. “About fuckin’ time.”
“Huh?”
“Was waiting for my turn.” His mouth curves devilishly when you start to squirm, breathing hard because holy shit this feels way too good when he just stays still like that how is this alone affecting you so bad?
“Hobi, I’m actually—”
“Nope.”
Rocked and rocked again, you yelp high, realizing too late that your roommate is giving you all the business shit shit shit his pace is manic and his thrusts are so deep. “Fuck!”
“Uh huh.”
He does not stop. Every second is counting and you’re losing track of time. This man is hitting every spot just right, gripping onto your hips and going to fucking town. Your body has gone completely limp at some point, and you don’t remember when you’ve surrendered your head to his pillow—or are you even right side up anymore?
You crumple against his headboard and your legs flop over his shoulders but you don’t care. You are blissed out. Completely gone. Nothing exists except for him and whatever the hell he’s putting you through—the mattress, the floor, the poor neighbor’s wall right next to you, all the above.
“So fucking tight, fuck.”
Fuck, you feel it. You know you’re about to lose it and there’s almost no time to warn him. “Hobi, I’m—”
“Shit, I’m gonna—”
He collapses onto you, and you welcome him with arms slinging around his neck as he comes hard, groaning low and stuttering in his movements while you come just as hard, both of you straining and sweaty and slick from completely going at each other.
That release is exactly what you needed. Even through the breaths you inhale and exhale, beautifully crushed under your roommate's body weight, you're already settling into a state of zen. The stress starts to ebb, leaving you floating through a calmer, more relaxed state.
With even more things to think about.
“You still mad?”
Breathily chuckling at Hobi's straightforwardness, you gasp out, “Not anymore. You?”
Realizing what's happening, he lifts up, teeth gritting as he plops onto his mattress next to you. “No.”
“Good.”
He stares at your eyes before sliding down to your lips, then back up again for another hold. And it's the most confusing mix of things in your chest because you know for a fact he hasn't done that. Ever. Not with you, at least. Not like this.
You're the safety net, though. You both are for each other. So that's how you decide to define this scenario when you slip into a smile you hope's convincing, "Hell of a rebound this time, huh."
Hoseok blinks before he grins. And it shoots you straight through the heart. "Yeah... We're fuckin' good at this."
Your laugh is short but your matching grin is genuine. "The best to ever do it."
"Damn right."
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True freedom comes a few days later.
On Monday, you’re finally done with work, which completely flips the feel of a normally dreaded day around.
And what makes this particular Monday even better?
There’s a showcase tonight. And you are completely free to go.
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—
You’ll always love the energy in these warehouses. Honestly, you’ve been away for so long that you feel quite attached as soon as you walk in with random people onto the wide, bustling floor.
From the conversations you hear springing around you, to the music booming from the DJ booth, to the shouting and cheering of different rappers trying to make their mark on the scene, you truly bask in it all. It’s a wonder you mostly come to these alone, considering how often you show up.
Tonight, however, someone seems to keep talking to you and standing beside you for a good portion of the first two battles. And you really don’t need nor want their attention.
So you start making your way to the side of the crowd nearest to where the contestants enter the stage. By some stroke of luck, if Yoongi is here, you can hopefully use him as a get-out-of-stranger-interaction card because all these weeks of work has your social battery completely drained.
Like you can’t even muster the energy to tell them you really aren’t interested. And you don’t really see anyone else you know so it would be awkward to just dip.
Thank god.
Yoongi is here.
When you peek from the crowd, you’re a few rows away, so you have to get his attention somehow. Do you shout his name? Do you wave? Do you just stare lasers at him and hope he—
Oh. He’s looking at you.
How did he pick you out of the crowd so quick?
Suddenly, everyone else in the room melts away as your eyes find each other. Colors blur as you watch him pause on the stage stairs, sounds mute as he looks genuinely shocked to see you here.
You’re so thrown that you can’t even gesture to him that you’re being held hostage by a nice but annoying stranger. All you can focus on is how visceral your reaction is.
Because your breath is stolen and your whole body locks into place.
That last kiss you shared is all you can think about. That one, singular moment before Yoongi let you walk out of his room.
It was not normal.
It was not normal in the slightest.
But that’s just how you feel. For him? It could’ve just been another kiss and he could compare it to the thousands of lip locks he’s had. Why should you hold so much stock in it if he hasn't this whole time? Play it cool. Relax.
The moment passes, and he’s getting on stage to thunderous shouting and cheers. Like always, he doesn’t look at the crowd nor show much emotion, but you know there’s a storm brewing under that jacket just waiting to be unleashed.
You’re proven correct for two straight rounds.
It was a good match, though you have a feeling Yoongi held back a bit or wasn’t at a hundred percent. His delivery was rough in the right ways and just incredible on the ears, but you could tell something was missing. His fire wasn't as bright as before.
But everyone has their days. And he fucking won despite his dip in performance, which goes to show just how hard he works for this shit.
So you start leaving, eyes closed in quiet rage that this same person is still walking next to you. Do they think they have a legitimate chance? Awareness level zero.
You let them down easy and sigh in relief when they take the hint. But now you're left alone again with a long ass walk to your car. Great. Here you go.
Three steps towards the exit, you feel a vibration in your purse. Fishing out your phone, you see it's a number you haven't saved.
And your heart thrums into your shoes when you pick up, because you don't even have to answer when you hear one word.
“Wait.”
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