#maispace

thinking about tengen flexing and letting u hang from his bicep until ur feet leave the ground

thinking ab how dazai is almost always touching you…his ankle hooked around yours beneath the table during breakfast, his chin on the crown of your head and his arms on your shoulders when he sneaks up on you at your desk, his fingers trailing along the curve of your lower back as he guides you through a busy sidewalk, his thumb rubbing over the pulse point on your wrist to ground himself, his head on your chest so he can listen to your heartbeat as you sleep beneath him

dazai loves to think he’s made for you. his fingers bend like this to intertwine with yours and his hair falls like that so you can brush it away from his cheeks. his hips are just the right width for you to wrap your legs around when he’s in between yours and he’s just the right height for you to stretch up on your tiptoes and kiss him when you come home. maybe his heart continues to beat just to soothe you when you’re laying against his chest and maybe the point of his miserable life is to love you and be loved in return

thinking ab fyodor tilting ur face up towards his with a finger under ur chin

big test day today > <

tirasamu….would it be a cute user i cant tell >:/

dazai has dimples btw