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It’s been two weeks without good communication with each other. I slowly felt that what we had is slowly vanishing. You know what? I missed you. I missed you every night, I miss hearing your voice, your stories in your school and the way you sing a song when you hear it every time we’re together. I missed the way your face turns into amazement whenever you see me. I missed your chinky eyes. I missed how you kissed me in my forehead, how you held me in your arms just to make sure I’m safe and having a good sleep. I missed how you hold my hands in front of other people. I missed seeing your name popped up in my phone, in imessage, in fb messenger and in every call. I miss how you smell. I miss your hair. I miss you and your goofy looks. I missed how you surprised me. I miss being with you. I’m sorry if I get easily hurt and that I feel I’m not important to you. I’m sorry if I become jealous for no apparent reason. I’m sorry if I always wait for you to text me first. I'm sorry for being so moody and I acted like I don't like you and don't have any feelings for you. I’m just too afraid. Too scared for what the future holds for us. You have your own plans and I feel that I'm not part of that. I feel I'm less important. You're always confusing me. There was this time that you're so sweet but the next day I was just someone you don't want to see. How could you? How could you hurt me? When all my walls are ready to put down because you're now there. I already investing in you, in US. I almost love you. I am almost ready for us but you left me hanging. You left me with nothing. You stop talking to me. You stop caring. Do you know how hard is it for me? To start knowing someone again, to start open up to another stranger, do you know how hard is that? Do you know how hard to start trusting someone? Do you know how hard to be in this situation, where I don't know what am I to you? Why are you doing this? What did I do wrong? Why everything is so hard? Why is it very hard to love you? Why we need to separate our ways too soon? Why are you not fighting for me, for us? Why is it easy for you to let go and forget me? Why Mackee? Why?