#m;usic

the dark || fire || open water || deep water || being alone || crowded spaces || confined spaces || change || failure || war || loss of control || powerlessness || prison || blood || drowning || suffocation || public speaking || natural animals || the supernatural || heights || death || dying || intimacy || rejection || abandonment || loss || the unknown || the future || not being good enough || scary stories || speaking to new people || poverty || loud noises || being touched || sex || chains || inner demons || hallucinations || staring || going berserk || betrayal

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TASTES--- ;

Above all else-- watermelon, chocolate comes in a close second (nothing beats a regular, solid bar of chocolate), chocopies, bubble tea (watermelon&strawberry), spicy fried rice, and dukbokki (anything spicy really, the spicier the better), the first snowflake of winter landing on your tongue, sweat on a flushed and needy body. 

SMELLS--- ;

The scent of fresh white lilies, the delicacy that is melted chocolate on your fingertips, the moisture that clings to the air after it has rained, anything watermelon scented, the musky scent of sex clinging to his bedsheets, Winston’s fur after a long day at work, Jongdae’s shampoo.

SIGHTS--- ;

Tattoos inconspicuously inked, pale skin, dark silky locks, a tongue darting over plush lips, a blush on unwilling cheeks, fingers curling in pleasure, the energy coming from an idol girl group as they perform on stage, the A+ achievement after finishing a rhythm game, the implementation of an extremely well choreographed dance, freshly cut watermelon, a well groomed pup, Jongdae’s smile. 

SOUNDS--- ;

Rain beating against the closed windows, rain hitting the ground through opened windows, Winston’s excited barks when he arrives through the door, the thrumming base that beats through his speakers, the languid moans of his name, a performance gone perfectly, the live sounds of an acoustic guitar, Jongdae’s laugh. 

SENSATIONS--- ;

The rain on his skin, fingers combing through his hair, a warm body nestled in his arms, a hand on his back, bare skin laid out beneath his fingertips, the burn of his muscles after a satisfying dance, when his movements match perfectly with the beat of a song, the breeze through an open window, nails scratching along the plains of his back, Jongdae’s hugs.

OUTFITS--- ;

Sweaters/shirts with wide necks (to show off his collarbones), tight pants (to show off his ass), trim blazers and buttons ups for work, black rimmed glasses for work, overly large and loose tank tops for dance practice, snapbacks everyday all day, black stud earrings, black rings.

BODY--- ;

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• WHAT WAS YOUR: 
Last Beverage: Orange Juice. 
Last phone call: Jongdae. 
Last text message:  [ ✉ ➝ ᴊᴏɴɢʙᴜᴛᴛ ] “I’m excited to see you...’re dog.”  Last song you listened to: Take it Back - Ed Sheeran. Last time you cried: Mh, a long time ago.

• HAVE YOU EVER: 
 Dated someone twice: No. Been cheated on: No. 
Kissed someone and regretted it: No. 
Lost someone special: Yes. Been depressed: Yes. Been drunk and threw up: Of course.

• LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 
 Grey, Red, Black.

• LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 
 Made a new friend: Yes. Fallen out of love: Yes. 
Laughed until you cried: Dae has that effect on people. 
Met someone who changed you: Yes. Found out who your true friends are: Yes. Found out someone was talking about you: Someone’s always talking about me.

• FIRSTS: 
 First surgery: Cleft Pallet surgery. 
First piercing: Ears. First best friend: Jongdae. 
First sport you joined: Football, probably. First vacation: France, Jongdae couldn’t come and I threw fits the whole day because of it. First pair of trainers: Expensive ones.

• RIGHT NOW: 
 Eating: I just had a hot dog. 
Drinking: Orange Juice. 
I’m about to: Sleep. Waiting for: OP updates.

• YOUR FUTURE: 


Want kids: Don’t know. 
Get married: Probably not. Career: I’m happy as a producer.

• WHICH IS BETTER: 
 Lips or eyes: Eyes. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses. Shorter or Taller: Shorter. 
Older or younger: Either. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous. Nice stomach or nice arms: I like butts. 
Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive. Hook-up or relationship: Hook-up, definitely. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker.

• HAVE YOU EVER: 
 Kissed a stranger: Yes. Drank hard liquor: Yes. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes, unfortunately. I wear my glasses mostly to work. Sex on first date:  Sure, if it goes well. I’m not really looking for second dates.  Broke someones heart: Probably. Been arrested: No. 
Turned someone down: Yes. 
Cried when someone died: Yes. Fallen for a friend: Sort of.