I do so much for that stupid, egotistical, lazy, self-centered, arrogant, straught piece of shit and all that motherfucker does is ditch me when better plans come along and he doesn't even have the courtesy to invite me! I'm seriously over this shit! I'm so fucking done with it, all I do is try to be there for him and I do way fucking more than anyone else would ever do for that piece of shit and he fucking treats me like a last resort! He never invites me out unless it benefits him in some way and regardless I still know that I was his last option and I'm bit going to be that last option anymore because I'm not allowing myself to be an option at all! If he needs anything then he can do it all by his own sorry self! I've wasted so much of my time for him and putting my own plans on hold because he's a stupid son of a bitch. No wonder why he doesn't want a girlfriend, it's because all of them see him for the piece of trash he is. He's pathetic and I'm even more pathetic because I was the one who fell for him.