Jun 19
thinking idly about how Lakan and Maomaos relationship is ever supposed to develop aka what the kickoff could be for Maomao to stop avoiding Lakans existence.......and. heeeheee. Maomao at one point complains to luomon about Lakan and how annoying he is, how pesky he is, how big of a freak he is - and Luomon sits there, he listens to her talk. but eventually he has a sip of his tea and he tells her - "I won't be around forever, Maomao." he is of course honored that she considers him her parent, and he is her parent! but he worries for what will happen both to her and to Lakan when he, Luomon, eventually passes.
#my posts#my writing#god. maospiral as she realizes yea. he's getting older#maospiral. she has faced her own feelings re jinshi. that doesn't mean she's done facing the things that make her uncomfortable#maospiral. realizing that he's more regulated when she doesn't needlessly push him away#maomao discussing the ordeal with jinshi. jinshi knows his share of difficult parental relationships#And jinshi goes. I understand the apprehension. believe me I do.#Jinshi: have you ever told him your conditions? firmly and clearly?#maomao: no. I try to talk to him as little as possible#jinshi: 😬mayhaps that's worth a try#luomon#lakan#if lakan doesn't accept those conditions he can go fuck himself#but. they both have a lingering feeling that he will. and maomao doesn't want that to be true. that all she has to do is tell him clearly.#don't hug me. don't stalk me at work. don't go yelling around my name. don't make it a big deal when I come around.#in return she will come to the la estate more often. when he is explicitly present and when he is not#this is a conversation of. what can u tolerate around people u find unpleasant#would I want maomao to stay close to pairin and joka if they overstep her boundaries? well no because they overstep her boundaries#give lakan a chance to even know when not to overstep#I firmly believe that he needs to be clearly told and that afterwards he will try to respect her conditions
