#luisapow

As GLaDOS said, "I'm being serious. I think there's something really wrong with me."

For a solid month or two now, I've had this curiosity of "what is it like to be female" and, not once, have I been able to resolve this desire. I've talked to people who are female, I've talked to a trans person, I've created art of myself as a girl and even gave her a completely different personality, and I STILL FEEL LIKE THIS!! It's getting to the point of distracting me from doing anything and making me mentally drained. THIS SERIOUSLY NEEDS TO STOP!!

For context, I am a man who occasionally ask myself "what is it like to be female" and has never gotten the answer I truly want.

Now, before anyone mixes anything up, I am NOT trans. I've talked one of my Mutuals who is and we both determined it's merely a curiosity. And I might wanna try crossdressing.

Also, I have talked to my few female friends in DMs and, politely, asked them what it's like. I've gotten good answers from both of them, including knowledge of the pros and cons.

And taken quite a few internet quizzes (which I don't take very seriously) which determined the same results as all these talks I've had. I'm just curious.

I'll be honest: if temporary gender bending was real, I'd totally sign up for it. That's how badly I wanna be girl. Honestly, if I could wake up as a girl and have be real, JUST FOR ONE DAY, I'd be happy.