#luficerus

I haven't been active on this blog in quite a bit, mostly due to the fact that I've been focusing on my other interests and passions. I think I've figured out a decent way to spend time on Deities and paganism whilst also doing other things now though, so I'll likely be more active here soon enough.

As for Hesperus and Eosphorus; I am no longer in touch with them. My Patron along with my intuition gave me signs it wasn't a good relationship to spend time on because of the Twins' slightly overbearing and needy qualities. They did help me get in touch with my caring motherly instincts though and for that I am grateful.

I don't want my personal experience with them to scare anyone off from reaching out if they feel drawn to them, because I do believe my experience was heavily influenced by shadows I hadn't worked through at the time along with a spiritual openness I wasn't fully able to control. It's only recently I've found both the good and the bad of that openness and have started managing it better with the help of my Patron.

I look back on my brief time with them fondly and have felt their presence from time to time, but seeing as I'm more comfortable with the relationship dynamics I have with my Patrons I have let go of Deities where the connection is more one-sided which I feel is best for me.

That being said, if any of you are interested in getting in touch with Eosphorus and/or Hesperus, I'd be glad to help! I hold no grudges against them just as they hold no grudges towards me, and since I seem to be one of the first pagans on Tumblr to gather information about them and bring them to light, I can very likely receive messages from them and give them to those who ask.

I don't know exactly when I'll start posting more original things on here again (poetry, gathered info on specific Deities, etc) but for now I'll be at the very least online now and then and reblog posts that interest me.