#luaingender

Luaingender: A gender that feels incomprehensible, unstable, shifting, or non-existent when you try to label it, but is very strong and prominent when you aren’t trying to label it

Masculine + Feminine variants under the read more

If my unannounced leaving didn’t seem long enough, I’m making it longer (/hj)

Don’t get me wrong — I love making flags, y’know? For a young colourblind person, seeing people like my flags is a dream come true sometimes — but I also realised something that can make people, well, not like my flags, which isn’t what I want.

Dumber, younger me’s actions.

I was a dumb, angry and traumatised teen not knowing how to… act? And while people may have hurt me, me hurting them back wasn’t any better. I was problematic, even harmful, and like… that was fucked of me. And to anyone reading this who feels they deserve an apology from me, I’m sorry.

I did mess up, a lot, but me being traumatised or ND or whatever doesn’t excuse the fact that I have fucked up.

I need a break to really like… decide where I wanna be in life, y’know? I’m a legal adult now and I need to make up for past mistakes, and that’s why this post exists. I think being called problematic really opened my eyes. Use my flags, don’t use my flags — honestly it’s all the same to me, I just hope they help a few people who really connect with them.