This blog is going M.I.A for a while
If my unannounced leaving didn’t seem long enough, I’m making it longer (/hj)
Don’t get me wrong — I love making flags, y’know? For a young colourblind person, seeing people like my flags is a dream come true sometimes — but I also realised something that can make people, well, not like my flags, which isn’t what I want.
Dumber, younger me’s actions.
I was a dumb, angry and traumatised teen not knowing how to… act? And while people may have hurt me, me hurting them back wasn’t any better. I was problematic, even harmful, and like… that was fucked of me. And to anyone reading this who feels they deserve an apology from me, I’m sorry.
I did mess up, a lot, but me being traumatised or ND or whatever doesn’t excuse the fact that I have fucked up.
I need a break to really like… decide where I wanna be in life, y’know? I’m a legal adult now and I need to make up for past mistakes, and that’s why this post exists. I think being called problematic really opened my eyes. Use my flags, don’t use my flags — honestly it’s all the same to me, I just hope they help a few people who really connect with them.
(Ps, the reason this is in the drakogender and luaingender tags is because as the creator of those terms, I want people to know that the creator is trying to change, for the better, so in case anyone was afraid to use those terms, I’m sorry, and keep being authentically you)
