#lovingcanhurtsometimes

i honestly am stuck in this phase where i wanna talk to you, but i also wanna move on and this just sucks

I’ve been betrayed. 8 times by the man I love. Forgiving him because I thought human make mistakes. But I was damn wrong. Before you judge, I am not stupid. Hell yes, it was a mistake, stupid one. Now, I am giving up. For the sake of me because I am done.

ED Sheeran #Photograph #EdSheeran #Madrid #lovingcanhurtsometimes ❤️❤️

"...you were a lesson,
But I confused you for a soulmate.” Have you ever purposely hurt yourself so that someone will love you more? Thinking that if you would take the blame, she might end up loving you? Well I have. Never do me anything good. Have you ever had a friend, that you thought you were madly fucking in love with? And you would do anything to prove it. So you did. Well I have. Didn't do me any good. Have you ever smiled even though you hated how she do stuff, so that you can see her smile? Well I have. I've done so much shit for someone who never thought of me romantically. I've been stupid for too long and I just can't say a prayer and get all that time back. And those feelings back that I've wasted for you. I love you, and I just wanna say it one last time. One more time. But I can see you everyday, and I will see you everyday, and I don't know how to cope when I can see you every hour of my life. I just don't understand why the world is giving me too much of this.