“this is not a moment. don’t make it a moment.”
⊰ &. denying it hard ;; ⊱ // @lovicidium
IT'S A CASUAL gathering of several social circles - dj isn't sure where the lines start and end but everyone seemed to have merged together with drinks and snacks, it was sure to be a good time ! dj cannot sit still and finds himself floating in between conversations, engaging easily in amicable discussions but is quick to drift away when he sees another on their own. he finds lyle and sits beside them, resisting the urge to throw his arm around their shoulder (not everyone likes it, dj ! you have to respect their boundaries !) and beams at the other instead. happy to see him, dj unfortunately is unable to hold back his excitement as he shoots off questions lyle's way: typical how have you been! have you had enough to drink or eat, anything i can get you? what's going on lately ! but he really tries to keep it one at a time. really.
while they weren't part of the same friend group - there was enough overlap that dj had heard enough about lyle to always be interested in him. he wanted to know more about him but somehow the other was ever so elusive that dj found it hard to genuinely engage with him - so he's thankful for the opportunity tonight, a warm flush donning his cheeks partly from the alcohol but also because he's just happy ! dijon offers lyle some snacks, asks if wants another drink, almost reaches to wrap an arm around his shoulders for a shake and squeeze, when lyle's words catch him off guard. like he was burned, dj snaps back his arm and sheepishly rubs at his neck, gaze downcast.
« oh! sorry - i didn't mean to make this uncomfortable for you … » he's been told he's too forward, too invasive of personal space and too thick with the compliments that his intentions are usually misunderstood. dijon frowns as he tries to reformulate how to better apologize. « wasn't trying to come off that way ! i was just super stoked to see you again, lyle ! »
he's now flush with embarrassment as he shifts back, accidentally pushing into the other person beside him in attempt to give karlyle more space. dj tries to give lyle an apologetic smile in return, lifting up his now warm glass of beer. « really. tell me sooner if i'm ever too much in your face, kay? we're just here to chill out and have fun ! »
he's suddenly uncomfortable - worried he might further ruin whatever friendship he had with lyle and decides it's perhaps time to move onto the next batch of friends. he manages to wave to a pair a few seats down, and says a polite see you later to lyle before shuffling over. dj looks back once before turning around to the other group, fanning his face and neck from the lingering embarrassment.