#loveisweird

Unbekannt

There’s this girl at my school I would occasionally see every fifth period and man is she freakinggg cute. I could go on for hourss about the way she looks, but that doesn’t matter right now, ‘cause what matters is that she’s such an approachable and genuinely good person that maybe even I (someone who can’t even ask to borrow a pencil) can talk to. Anyways It’s only been three days since school started but damn am I already falling for her, and I think I might be staring too much >_> cx

I really tried to let you go,

It's just that when I see your picture my heart starts to beat so fast, my hands shake, every memory I have of us tangled in sheets makes an appearance in my chaotic mind and I am holding onto you tighter than I was before.

I want to let go of you,

I swear I've tried to let go of you,

The other day I heard your voice- it brought me back to how we spent hours everyday telling our stories, finishing each other's sentences.

To my many best beloveds

"My heart is like a lobster."

It would be very silly

And absurd

And probably elicit a few comments of the immediate colloquial equivalent was of "classic [littleteapotghost]"

But today

It is because

I learned or remembered

It must tear itself apart

And become

Tender and weak

and vulnerable and impossibly soft