#lovedestroys

How could find love when you don't even love yourself?

How could you beg someone to respect you when you don't even know your worth?

How could you tell someone to take you seriously when in fact you are just looking for fun?

How could you ask for a long-term relationship from someone when you can get bored so easily?

And how could you demand a committed and serious relationship from someone when you take advantage of their weakness and leave them hanging?

How could you?

You are really out of your mind!

I trusted you so much that I was so naive to trust your words, your words alone. I was blinded by the illusion that you’re treating me right, when in fact I deserved better. I loved you more than I loved myself. I cared so much about you more than I took care of myself. You were denying the fact that you’re hurting me but truth to be told, you did. You did hurt me. A lot. I knew it was a wake-up call when I felt unhappy and depressed that I had to lock myself in my room over-thinking what could’ve done wrong? I was blaming myself over and over again. I wasn’t good enough for you, I told myself. I got tired of blaming myself. I then learned that I was in a wrong relationship. I was with the wrong person. I was afraid to lose you because I thought I would be completely destroyed. But staying with you: I was suffering, torturing myself and destroying myself at the same time.