LostVisions
Written by @VisionsOfMind
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[Ever since Garrett decided to go off the rails it had been so chaotic around the Cullens territory. Everyone was at war with each other and trying to decide which side to be on. Then here I was just staying away from all the drama and trying to find out why my visions had stopped. Trying to figure out why I couldn't warn anyone about what was going to happen before it happened. Luckily for me, everyone was so preoccupied that they never realized that I wasn't getting my visions. When your family has become so dependant on you that you don't realize the kind of pressure that was put on you once your powers have been taken away from you. You basically start to blame yourself for everything that had been going on. I was looking out the window and it wasn't until Carlisle had to step in between Edward and Jacob to stop a disagreement from happening when I decided that I needed to go out there and find out what was going on. Visions or No Visions my family was counting on me and this was the first time in a long time that I have felt completely helpless. With quiet movements, I walked up the stairs and walked over towards my bedroom. Walking inside and walking over towards the desk to grab a pad of paper and pen. I started to write a note to the family that would somewhat explain my absence, but not in full detail. Just enough that would hopefully not have them worry and they shouldn't be. Once I was finished with that and placed the note on the desk I decided that the best way to leave would be to vamp speed out of my window instead of going downstairs to where all of the commotions was. Even though they probably wouldn't notice that I was leaving I didn't want to take that chance. So with one swift movement like a bolt of lightning I vamp sped out of the window and traveled all the way to Italy to see if there was any news that I could bring back to my family and start to feel needed again.]
