There it goes! Lost ALL #motivation (#lostmotivation) to workout this morning. My AirPods wouldn’t connect to my computer; @onepeloton kept giving me the “404” with every program I tried to start; it was a long night with a very tired and crabby 8 year old. I’ll see if motivation decides to return tonight . . . Created in @procreate (#procreate) on the #ipadpro with #applepencil . . . #illustrations #illustrator #illustrationart #illustrationartist #illustrationartists #artstagram #instaartist #instaart #draw #digitalart #digitalartwork #digitalartist #digitalillustration #conceptualart #creative #illustratorsoninstagram #illustratorsofinstagram #conceptualillustration #conceptualartist #creativity #artsy #mikevillustration https://www.instagram.com/p/CWa-S4iLB_W/?utm_medium=tumblr

Honestly just sucks and I dunno why it happens.

#mondaymood #toomuchtodo #feelingill #bedday #lostmotivation #snuggled 🤧

Finally I got my first ever job in fact its my first day today January 19 ,2016 not so good but definitely not so bad well its first day what do you expect? I been unemployed for almost 6 months since I graduated in college. seriously speaking no one force me to find a job but I do want to have experience. but I really don't know after my shift today I just want to cry (in fact while writing this I'm crying) I don't know why I lost my motivation in gaining learnings, I don't know why I'm having this feeling in quiting to early and I really don't know what to feel. I love what I do I know I have the passion in cooking I just lost my motivation today and hoping to find it very soon because I don't know what's going on with my mind and heart and I really hate this kind of feeling.

i broke up with my boyfriend and i was sad pissed and alone and my exboyfriend texted me so what do i do i start the flirting god dammit AND IT TURNS OUT HE HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND SO I BASICALLY MADE A FOOL OF MYSLEF MOSTLY BECAUSE I STILL FUCKING HATE HIM FOR EVERYTHING HE DID AND I START FLIRTING GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I HAD TO BAIL MYSELF OUTTA THERE WHICH I FOUND TO BE VERY DIFFICULT i should not be alone in this time of horrible decisions but im too fucking shy and tired to ask anyone to join me in ice cream enjoyment with watermelon as desert the only person i want to see and talk to is Jacob but i dont know if he even wants to talk to me since i havent said a word to him since his graduation... i wouldnt be surprised if he never want anything to do with me... tumblr i am sorry for my ranting

A million seamstresses are rolling in their graves right about now, judging by how many cheats ive taken. #finalplan #crazyladysews #lostmotivation #needsleep