❝ i wish you wouldn't look at me like that. when you look at me like that i...it makes me wanna do things i shouldn't ❞ cyrus <3
there had never been any intention on letting someone get close to her; not when there was something as pressing as not being able to fully trust that her mind and body would remain hers. and yet somehow, despite what could have been seen as an almost contentious beginning, she finds herself gravitating towards him more and more as their time travelling together goes on.
little, fleeting glances have grown into longer glances ---- longing glances; a self - imposed test on learning how to be brave enough to keep his eye once she has it, accidentally or otherwise. ( even while she's aware of the physical change it brings; freckles now set on a pink backdrop instead of her usually pale skin. even while knowing he'll be able to see it too. ) how could it possibly be that the same person who'd been trained to kill from a relatively early age; who's bested entire camps of goblins and the like, was once completely intimidated at the thought of letting herself be seen while looking herself?
tonight she's let herself get caught; she makes no effort to hide the fact her attention isn't on the rest of their friends, or the fire in front of them that grants her the warm light that allows her to look in the first place. perhaps it's the result of a full - belly and ( at least in theory ) a restful night that has her projecting her intentions so easily; or maybe it's simply knowing if she looks long enough ...
❝ i wish you wouldn't look at me like that. when you look at me like that i...it makes me wanna do things i shouldn't. ❞
it's only then she turns her attention to the thin twig she's been holding, picking idly at the bark and only allowing cyrus to see the smirk that settles on her face ( or the way the point of her tooth sinks into her lip briefly before giving way ) in profile. "you make it awfully difficult not to look, you know," she murmurs softly over the crackle of sap popping as she snaps a piece off the branch and tosses it towards the pyre. not that she needs to say it out loud ----- they both know it's the truth.
( and really, he's been just as guilty in being able to conjure up all kinds of moods from her with a simple look. turnabout's fair play. )
"but tell me, what sort of things, exactly?" she cants her head back in his direction, keen on tucking the point of her chin into her shoulder. looking innocent in the moment feels like a bit of a stretch ------- she's a good actor when she needs to be, but not that good. instead she's happy to take on the role of an enabler, and curious to a fault, just as she always is. "because, depending on those things you think you shouldn't, perhaps you should."
@lorebounds / A TENDER GLIMPSE.