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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā my hyperfixation may have caused me to bring back an old blog & revamp.Ā Ā an independentĀ &Ā highly selectiveĀ warrior of lightĀ fromĀ square enix'sĀ final fantasy xiv.Ā Ā open to crossovers & original characters,Ā but strongly focuses on fantasy elements & series.Ā minors,Ā proshippers,Ā ai users,Ā &Ā non roleplay blogs dni.Ā Ā Ā Ā please reblog this promo to help me out.
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honestly ive had this blog for like a year ( although been writing aoife for longer ofc ) but thinking that I might just remake and refollow mutuals that I have written with because there's so much for me to clean up + so many inactive blogs that I'd need to softblock and im just lazy tbh. it's quicker & easier to just remake lmao.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā i know i've barely been around but i may take a bit of an extended-ish hiatus.Ā i'll probably lurk a lot but idk how often i'll be up to writing. kind of a personal, real life vent under the cut.
mentally ? i'm not doing well, at all. i'm tired. i want to write, but i'm just not doing well because of family stuff going on. if i get a chance to actually move at some point ( i can't currently since i help my father w/ some things bc he's always had hearing impairment and just turned 75 and for all that he's done for me and always been here for me, i refuse to abandon him ) i'm determined to cut off a lot of my family for my own peace of mind. it's just really, really, really painful because i've started looking at things from the outside and a lot of my family are very manipulative and just ....... idk it really hurts to finally see it for myself. a lot of the time it feels like i'm sort of blowing things out of proportion, or being too dramatic. but idk. i can't help how i feel. i take certain things like lying or manipulating very personally because those sorts of people disgust me, having suffered living with a few people like that for well over 14 years at one point. holding onto the anger and hurt sucks and it's definitely been taking a toll for the past several months.
that aside. i want to try and find another hobby to also dive into so i can kind of .. idk focus on that as well to get my feelings out. maybe go back to doing traditional drawings. i've also been considering crocheting but like ... i always struggle with figuring it out lol.
anyway uh ................................... yeah i just wanted to give a heads up. i'll try and be around and i'll definitely lurk or post things here or there but my ic activity might be slow as always. i just want to focus on some things w/o feeling the obligation of NEEDING to be here and present all the time. i want to play games i've had on my backlog and all.
i think a lot about how aoife *can* be reckless at times. not due to boredom or any sort of self hatred bc she doesn't struggle with that -- but to just forget for a moment all the pressing issues and whether she's ' doing good enough '. that for a moment she's not wondering if she's cut out to be a farmer or going to live up to her grandfather's expectations. to forget for a moment that she's *scared* of failing or feels lonely and having nowhere to turn ...
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā awawawawaĀ ..Ā umĀ ..Ā so if we have something ongoing, or you responded to an ask that i sent and you don't mind me continuing it, can you like this ?Ā idk who all is active atm since i've been gone a couple months and i'd like to get some writing done after i'm happy with the amount of icons i have.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā the pain i feel when i see people not being open to ocs specficially.Ā smh.Ā there is literallyĀ NOĀ difference between the ocs i write and the canons i write other than one being from established media.Ā Ā ' bad experiences 'Ā does not excuse leaving oc's out, either.Ā Ā you can have bad experiences with canon writers as well lol. ( which is to say pssst its not difficult to read an oc's bio & read the writing on a blog to get their vibes .. )
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DYNAMICS:
āĀ friends to lovers
ā rivals to lovers
ā¦Ā enemies to lovers
ā”Ā found family
ā£Ā rivals
⦠reluctant alliesĀ
āĀ platonic
ā¢Ā slowburnĀ
ā¤Ā love at first sight
Ļ partners in crime
SITUATIONS
ā one muse saves the otherās lifeĀ
ā¼ one muse (or both) is a single parentĀ
ā our muses get shut in due to a stormĀ
⤠one muse having to patch the other upĀ
⦠put together through a common goalĀ
āĀ one muse asking the other to stay the night
ĻĀ our muses work togetherĀ
āĀ our muses are neighborsĀ
ā½Ā one muse doesnāt have anyone else to turn toĀ
SETTINGS
ā crossover between our fandoms
ā½ senderās verse in receivers fandom
ā¾ receivers verse in senderās fandom
āÆĀ alternate universe / separate fandom than both muses are in
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