Okay, can we have a talk.
This ending was⌠questionable. But very logical. I mean, everything was foreshadowing to that, we shouldâve known and I am not surprised.
I have very mixed feelings about it and I donât really know how to explain all of them, but letâs start with that:
1. I am proud of Tommy for writing this. No matter how some aspects of these are srewed and how some are not good in the message, he still did a great job. I mean, imagine being responsible for ending ALL of this? The server that was so big and gave so much to millions of people, and you are the one to write an ending of the story.
Endings are hard to write. I am sure, everyone whoâs every written a story will agree with me. Happy endings are even harder, because if you have a long and complicated story, with so much angst in it, itâs almost always troubling to find a satisfying happy ending. And successfully lead everything to that.
And the fact that Tommy took the responsibility to finish this MASSIVE story is admirable. I know I wouldnât do that on his place, wouldnât have the guts. I am proud of him.
2. Being proud of Tommy though doesnât make me less irritated with the last confrontation he and Dream had. I feel like everybody here already mentioned how the fact that his character said sorry to his abuser is⌠not great. Awful honestly.
And it annoys me. As an always inniter and c!Tommy enjoyer, I canât be less angry with that. Because itâs not right. Dream did too much fucked up shot to earn that apology. Even if Tommy hurt him too, itâs not something you can redeem.
3. But I understand. I completely understand why cc!Tommy wrote it that way.
c!Tommy is one of the most compassionate and emotionally smart characters on that server. He was always the one to see good in others no matter what. Even if he didnât always act that way. I mean, just remember his conversation with c!Foolish: âI believe everyone have a little bit of good in themâ, âI think Wilbur is a good person, but heâs been playing a bad guy for a long timeâ, âItâs not about giving him a second chance, itâs not about giving him a third chance, itâs not about chances! Itâs about not giving up on people you care aboutâ.
If there was a character on a server to understand (not forgive, c!Tommy didnât forgive him or joined him, he understood c!Dream) the monster, itâs Tommy.
It makes so much sense for his character to realize the part of the picture he hasnât seen before and accept his flaws and mistakes. Apologizing to c!Dream is a bad message. But it makes so much sense that c!Tommy did that. Itâs about not giving up on people, eh?
4. Which makes me a little bit happy. Not a lot, but just a smidge. Just knowing that if they survived, c!Tommy would heal. After all, sometimes to heal from something awful like an abuse you need to understand what exactly happened.
And donât take it as me saying that âTommy shouldâve realized that he is in fault for everything that happenedâ, because fuck no. He isnât, and he is still a victim in this situation.
I mean it as the understanding and coming to terms with it would give him the closure he needed.
He wouldâve healed, if they survived.
5. And of course I am devastated. I understand why people think of this finale as an awful one. I am in shambles. Itâs so hard to take in the fact that everything just got erased.
I am a big c!clingy duo enjoyer. I loved a lot of other characters too, but they were the best for me. They were the ones who I would always love, no matter what. Hell, I even watched those streams despite Dream being in them just because I would never not watch an ending of c!clingy duo.
I wont repeat what others said about why this finale is sad and awful and devastated. I will only say the thing that makes it the worst for me.
Tommy and Tubbo didnât get to meet that end together. They were so close to each other, a few more minutes, and Tubbo wouldâve be there. But they didnât, and I am just. I just. I hope people will write c!clingy duo fix its. I donât even really need the rewriting of that particular stuff. Just maybe them going to the Moon and being happy and raising Michael together on stories about all the friends they had. Please.
Thatâs kind of the mix of my feelings.
I also wanted to talk about messages in general.
The Dream SMP story as cc!Wilbur once said is always not characters influencing the plot, but plot influencing the characters. And thatâs what was best about it in my opinion. There was no meta gaming, it was a raw reaction of people in the situation, not from the distance.
So sometimes itâs not about writing the tight message. Itâs about how that character would act right there and right now.
And all of this âi know *blank* better than *cc blank*â is fun and all, I also post stuff like that, and it helps to say fuck you to canon to feel better. But no, we donât know those characters better than ccs who play them. At least because itâs not our characters. We know their fanon versions better, sure. We know our versions of those characters better. And thatâs cool! Thatâs how fandom works! But just imagine someone read a story about your own OC and said that they understand them better than you.
Why I am writing is: we can all be pissed off at the I am sorry to c!Dream thing. We should, honestly, itâs a bad message. But the thing is, itâs not about the writing, itâs about the person (in form of c!Tommy) and what this person feel and thinks after living through everything they did. That what was making Dream SMP so beautiful. The story was the driving force, not the characters. And I kind of appreciate that cc!Tommy didnât metagame it till the end, but just went along with what it would lead his character too.