Jan 7, 2025
it's crazy how much more disabled I am when I'm in a flare like... normally I don't think twice about things like standing up and walking into the kitchen or bathroom or whatever. in a flare it's like every single physical action has to be weighed and considered and if I can at all get away with just not doing them it will be better. just sitting up fully to get something from my Chronic Illness Cart a few minutes ago was difficult for me. like. what the fuck. that dynamic disability sure can is be dynamic
#normally i can do like... 70% of my adls?#now its like. i can use the bathroom but thats basically it.#i cannot eat meals without help. certainly cant do any housework or anything#and any kind of cleaning is right out#🫠#i hope this one doesnt last too long this is fucking miserable.#i want to take a shower 😭😭😭😭#mcas log#sick#resting HR is about 90 lately and rockets to 125 or so when i stand up and walk to another room .#lolololok
