#loesf

Lol I was looking at my fancams of LOESF and look what I found! Himchan lost his balance awhile sitting down 😂😂 I remember seeing this because he was literally in front of me but so many things happened since then, I totally forgot about it! The quality is shitty because I had to zoom in so it'll focus on Himchan. I'm sorry I caught this on camera HIMCHAN! But it's really adorable! You did good! 💪🏼

Y'all wanna know what I can't get over? The way BAP looked at me during my hitouch in LOELA. I'm not that confident with my looks and it took me all 22 years of my life actually feel "okay" with myself. During my hitouch for LOESF, I walked by so fast because I felt so ugly standing in front of them. Yes, the staff was rushing me, but I was also rushing myself. I wanted to get out of there because I was so embarrass. But during LOELA, I decided to take my time and look at their faces properly. And the way they smiled and looked at me made me feel so beautiful. Like, no one has ever looked at me that way before and for each and every single one of them to look at me that way, I couldn't help it but feel like the prettiest girl in the room. And thinking back to that feeling makes me so emotional because never in my life have I felt like the prettiest girl in the room.

What to expect in LOE 2016 - AWAKE 

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Ahh thank you! Anyone can get merch! But for LOESF, Powerhouse was kind of unorganized and so they decided to walk down the VIP line with a box of albums to sell. I was about the 80th person in line and so after I bought my albums, the line started to move inside. It was kind of hectic so I only know up to their about hitouch albums.