#lizb

Memphis Lee, I met him on January 14, 2015. The best blind date of my life. I carried him for 41 weeks, I was induced. After 23 hours of labor I met him. He weighed in 7.5lbs and 21.5inches long. Who knew that this little boy I didn’t know would makes me cry so much. He’s so beautiful, so little, so perfect. Absolutely perfect. I never knew I could love something so much. He’s the biggest blessing that God has ever gave me. And today he’s 2.5 months old.. my little baby boy is growing so fast.. these 2.5 months has gone by so fast.

Cody, We started dating January 16, 2014. He’s my son’s father, also my boyfriend. Yes I got knocked up when we were only together for 3 months. I loved him so much. For the longest time I didn’t think he could do anything wrong.. when I was 8 months pregnant he cheated on me. It broke my heart, broke me down. Hell never understand how bad he hurt me. I hated him, I couldn't even look at him without wanting to cry, hit him, scream at him. I couldn't hardly sleep next to him for the longest time. today things are better in our relationship, we’re both trying. Im trying to fall in love with him all over again and I’m trying to not remind him everyday what he did, I just didn’t think it would hurt that much.

Me, Liz, Depression is something I always thought was just your head fucking with you. But I’m wrong, it took me a long time to admit it, but I have it and I’m getting help. I think my doctor had to give me something anyway after seeing me have a complete breakdown in the office. I told him I don’t feel the same, yea I can still laugh and smile, but overall somethings not right. I also explained my anger coming back and I don’t want my son around it. He thinks I’ve been suffering from depression longer then what I thought. Let’s just say Zoloft has been my best friend for a week now, and I feel so much better.