Day 102: First time I've been able to shower in a week without being scared that I'll immediately mess myself or pass out from pain in the shower. Colonscopy went fine, though I did panic, literally, right before they put me under. Didn't think it'd be a big deal till the oxygen tubes were in my nose and the needle was being attached (my vital signs actually showed signs of being panicked right before I lost conscience and the nurse told me to calm down). While I was out I had a dream that @kimkardashian was there to tell me I had colon cancer, that's an abnormal dream but when I awoke they told me that I had no polyps, no chrons and no cancer, just was severly impacted that resulted in a tear that kept reopening thanks to never quite being unconstipated. This happened to me back in 2nd grade (I had previously stated third but my ma corrected me) and I'm still dealing with this literal shit 13 years later. Well, at least I am better now and hopefully I'll stay that way for a while. #growinghairdaybyday #polyp #impaction #literalshit






















