#lissywav

well.. out everywhere except Apple Music bc Apple is loafing rn!!!

But anyway, cheers to new music 🥂🥳 I have a lot more fire on the way, so much that it's impossible for me to fail. I really just need to stay really focused, and lock in on graduating, making money, and making music. BOOM, that's it.

I was just looking at my Spotify stats, we're currently at around 235 streams last time I checked, with 23 savesss <33 Checking my audience locations has also been crazy, bc I'm seeing numbers like 50 listeners in the United States, and 37 in South Africa... but those numbers will be in the millions very soon BET ON THAT!!

If you haven't heard my song by now (really what are you doing) you can help run up my Soundcloud streams here ;))

[this was taken from my spacehey blog, felt like it should be here too since i mention my upcoming ep ;)))]

how will i ever find enough time in my day to handle all of the endeavors i've graciously and meticulously planned for myself? 

it's monday march 24 2025 and im basically a month away from my biggest final year project... let me expose that YES I AM A THEATRE KID and i am proud. im staging a play yall. written and directed by me. i have a cast of 8 and it's a drama that addresses generational trauma within Caribbean families. this is a class i've failed like 2 or 3 times ;'c (it's a year long class and i've either flunked out in the semester or didn't attend the second semester (family loss)). i've just had enough of this fucking class. but guess what??!! once i pull this off, i'll be graduating! BFA!!

my cast has been great. rehearsals have been great. my next concerns are dress and tech rehearsals, and also i need an actual bread shop building structure thing for my set. where the fuck will i get that???? idk. but i am staying calm. breathe, 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10...

i told my cfs that im dropping an EP april 11... which means i need to finish recording, editing and uploading it by this weekend WTFFFFFF. i have a presentation due this weekend, 2 upcoming essays / research papers.... im losing track of it all (im not ive written it down in my calendar, but still) and i am desperately wishing to be DONE from this hell we call university. it's gonna be 6 songs, and they're all already pretty fire >v< all produced by my bf and i just can't wait for our music to find its audience <333

anyway, i've been doing a lot of introspective thinking (ruminating) about my past, things i wish i never did, things i wish i did differently... feeling like ive run out of time. it has taken a lot of mental shifting to be able to regain my WHIMSY AND CONFIDENCE!!!!! i shall be using the rest of my life to focus on mainly music, webmastery, and just creating in all overall aspects (i do a lot of things but you can msg me and find out more!!).

anyway im just writing this here so i can see what a blog entry looks like as i edit my page layout, cya!! xoxo

heyyyyy to everyone reading this!! I made this tumblr so that I could document my progress and process as an artist so that I (and the future enjoyers of my music that I don't have a fandom name for yet) could look back and be like wow... we came so far fr.

my first release NOPOINT has been out since May 10th. We're at around 3400 streams (although like 800 of those streams randomly showed up after I was added to a botted playlist smh) and around 400 listeners (180 of which are bots from Finland, Helsinki).

I'm saving up to get a new mic so I can get a new release out ASAP. More music would have already been dropped if the guy that had the studio arrangement with my bf/producer wasn't a complete fraud and asshole. And also a white guy that says nigga and God knows what else. But that's a story for another day!!

I have been feeling stressed out, because I'm slowly getting back into making content but it feels like I'm starting all over again. All the momentum I had before has died down and it feels impossible to gain reach on TikTok and especially Instagram. I'm not giving up though, I feel like I can get back on track with consistency, but damn is it hard to keep recording, editing and posting for 200 views.

I've also been noticing those of my friends that actually support, and those that only support to fill the assumed quota. I've been pondering if I should try to make new friends online, but that might also prove to be difficult bc I have social anxiety!! (surprise surprise)

Anyway, I've been barely writing... definitely not as much as I should. I've been doing a lot of producing because I really want to grow my LISSYWAV page. Wish me luck! My song link is below vvvv