what keeps getting me is how feeble john's attempt to lash out was. "you're just thrilled to be able to kill yourself--" "don't."
how it just peters out. how arthur lets him finish and then assures john that he knows he doesn't mean that. how he knows it was because john is scared.
they know each other inside and out. they've seen their worst parts and love each other all the same. till death do they part. im gonna throw up















