#lilyxseverus

We were both children when

So full of innocence

We used to play our games in flowery fields

You're the one who could see

The good inside of me

And I knew then that I had something real

Beth Crowley - Always

Lily’s head turned with ease as Severus’s hand moved it. Her green orbs wet by tears,that flowed down her face. However, a thin smile crossed her lips. Severus always was good with his words. He knew how to cheer her up,even in the darkest of days.The small girl laid her head onto his shoulder,

 “It doesn’t mean it hurts any less,Sev.”

“Well, I am sorry. Life isn’t fair, I can not please everyone.”The red head sighed with a slight eye roll. Yes, she cared for the boy, profusely but, it felt like she was always making the wrong decisions.

She stared at her computer screen 'till she swore it was burning a hole through her vision. 

"Honestly, I don’t know why you’re bugged by me." 

It was obvious, wasn't it? He was cocky and inconsiderate and someone who made fun of others because it made him feel better about himself. Or at least he was. She wasn't sure he'd changed all that much since last year; he still gave Severus a pretty hard time. But was that for a reason? Lily had always wondered whether James' jealousy had been the reason Severus was singled out. Still, that wasn't a good enough reason to be that mean. Sev was only her friend- her best friend. If James wanted what he has, then he should try actually being a friend- and not just to her. It doesn't matter how he treats her if he treats others differently.

But what if he had changed? What if the only grudge he held was against Severus, and he was actually trying to change?

I'll believe it when I see it. She thought to herself, and typed out a response, being a bit more snippy then she had wanted, but didn't feel like changing her tone. She was way too tired to put any more effort into anything else.