#lillian coe

Day 22 - Baker (Baking) Fandom: Starfield (Video Game) Pairing: Sam Coe/Lilu McLovin (OC) Sam Coe: age approx 35, male, white, 5'10", 180lbs, med. build, light brown hair/short beard, blue eyes, fine features, Freestar Collective, legacy family, former Freestar Ranger turned explorer for Constellation, father to Cora Coe, aged 12. Word Count: 100 Warnings: None Summary: Sam has big plans for himself and Lilu once he reassures Cora that all is well with Lillian. He just has to keep Lilu on board. This is a concurrent/post-chapter drabble for Coe-Pilot Chapter 26: Where the (Broken) Heart Is. READ IT ON AO3 or CONTINUE READING BELOW

Forging a Family

I’m writing plans in this little notebook for me and Lilu once we get past this hurdle (checking on Lillian for Cora) on top of the other hurdle (Lilu leaving me).

Funny story, I tried to get Lilu to watch an Old Earth movie called “The Notebook” and she turned me down. She said she hated movies like that. I was sure that would be a winner with the ladies. Oh, well. Maybe not enough gun fights.

But wait’ll she sees what I’m baking up in my notebook. If she’ll just have some faith in me. Lillian’s a touchy subject.

Day 21 - Friend Fandom: Starfield (Video Game) Pairing: Sam Coe/Lilu McLovin (OC) Lilu McLovin (OC): female, age 28, Latina, 5'9", 170lbs, curvy/fit, light/med brown complexion, red hair, American clothing size 12. Former U.S. Army Ranger Sgt. 1st Class, sniper, time traveler to the Starfield. Word Count: 100 Warnings: Strong language, jealousy, insecurity Summary: Lilu feels as if she's a victim of bait and switch and that Sam intended to deceive her. This is a concurrent/post chapter drabble for Coe-Pilot Chapter 26: Where the (Broken) Heart Is. READ IT ON AO3 or CONTINUE READING BELOW

No Benefit of the Doubt

No good deed goes unpunished. I invited Sam back to my apartment and now look at what’s happened. Somehow I’m stuck checking on his wife. Ex-wife. What the fuck ever. This is such bullshit. One minute we’re kissing on my balcony sofa, next minute Cora’s raising the alarm over what sounds to me like absolutely nothing, but now it’s a five-alarm fire. Smells like lies to me.

Why am I going anyway? To prove that I’m more than a friend with benefits? To stake my claim? The sheer terror that if I don’t, Lillian’ll steal him away from me? That.

Day 26 - Pirate Fandom: Starfield (Video Game) Pairing: Sam Coe/Lilu McLovin (OC) Sam Coe: age approx 35, male, white, 5'10", 180lbs, med. build, light brown hair/short beard, blue eyes, fine features, Freestar Collective, legacy family, former Freestar Ranger turned explorer for Constellation, father to Cora Coe, aged 12. Word Count: 100 Warnings: None Summary: Sam hates the fact that Jaylen Price, Ranger stationed in Neon with Lillian, also has something against him because of her. Now two people are looking to him to fix it. This is a post-chapter drabble for Coe-Pilot Chapter 26: Where the (Broken) Heart Is prior to the publishing of Chapter 27: Blackhearted. READ IT ON AO3 or CONTINUE READING BELOW

Common Denominator

It’s always nice to come back to the Neon Ranger station and be given the greeting of a Crimson Fleet pirate. Given we were just here a couple of months ago and nothing was said. My ex must have been working her magic on Jaylen Price, the Ranger in charge. He can have her.

Maybe Lilu can see that it’s two sides of the same coin? Jaylen wants me out just like she wants Lillian out? But then, both sides have me right in the center of their sights to do something about it. The ball is in my court.

Day 24 - Guard Fandom: Starfield (Video Game) Pairing: Sam Coe/Lilu McLovin (OC) Sam Coe: age approx 35, male, white, 5'10", 180lbs, med. build, light brown hair/short beard, blue eyes, fine features, Freestar Collective, legacy family, former Freestar Ranger turned explorer for Constellation, father to Cora Coe, aged 12. Word Count: 100 Warnings: None Summary: Sam laments that Lilu is suspicious of Cora's plea to rescue Lillian, and he knows that Lilu is struggling, but he's never put off by her emotional upheaval. This is a concurrent/post-chapter drabble for Coe-Pilot Chapter 26: Where the (Broken) Heart Is. READ IT ON AO3 or CONTINUE READING BELOW

Misfit Toys

Her guard is up again. She’s suspicious of me, my motives, my love for her. She doesn’t believe she’s worthy. Or she thinks Lillian is more worthy. Either/or, I don’t understand it. Is it just the trauma, is it underlying insecurity, or both? She said she came from a broken home, too, so has she just been kicked around too much?

It would be easy to say she’s too much work, but I’m no cakewalk either and I know it. She’s just more dramatic than I am. But that fire is what makes me feel alive. I need it.

cc: @a-cosmic-elf