Jan 21
Me, waiting for ao3 to come back online
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Me, waiting for ao3 to come back online
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I thought I had met the worst dramatic people in the true crime community in 2022. This shit is even making me miss those people 🤣
Anyway just in case @sleepyxphilia is my backup
we're all going into the torture dimension
was watching the sound of music tonight with a friend who hadn’t seen it before and could not get over how fuckin snatched maria looked after she falls out of the boat
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I’m very tired of the cycle of “look how much progress I made, I’m so proud of my art” and “everything I do sucks I should give up” that my brain puts me through
trust: not just "I know you would never betray me"
more: "this is what I believe, this is my opinion, and I'm telling you not because I think you will agree, but because I won't mind it if you don't. because I know you won't think less of me for it."
trust: not just "if I'm in danger, I know you will always have my back"
more: "here is a key to my apartment. yes, it's convenient. yes, it's for emergencies. no, I would never give it to anyone else. use it whenever you want."
trust: not just "I will tell you my secrets and I know you will keep them safe"
more: "I know you will look deeper than that, and I want to let you in. I want you to know me. because you will try to understand. you will listen. and you'll stay."
trust: not just "I know you won't abandon me when I need you"
more, so much more. it's your hand in mine. it's your feet up on my coffee table and your dirty sweater mixed in with my laundry after you spilled juice on it during our last movie night. it's calling you at 2am because I know one word from me and you'll grab your car keys, as I do every time you call me with the weight of the world in your voice. I'll look at you with my heart in my eyes and know you won't run. I can reach for you without stretching out one arm and you will reach back. I will let myself fall and not be embarrassed; you accepted my weakness before I did, and you never expect me to cover up the cracks in me with a fresh coat of paint every time they show themselves.
trust: because you don't expect me to change. because you are honest with me. because I can see your heart in your eyes too when you look at me, and you give me no other choice but to believe you. so let me fall asleep on your motel bed after working all night. argue with me. I can see my favorite blend of coffee in your cupboard.
I am not afraid to be known by you. so please come in. the place is a mess, but you tell me not to apologize. I'm trying. because I know you mean it. I believe you. like I have never believed anyone else.