The higher aspect of nature is life giving power

The higher aspect of nature is described by lord Shri Krishna in BG as the life energy or soul energy, the higher Prakriti comprises of life element.

अपरेयमितस्त्वन्यां प्रकृतिं विद्धि मे पराम् | जीवभूतां महाबाहो ययेदं धार्यते जगत् || 5|| apareyam itas tvanyāṁ prakṛitiṁ viddhi me parām jīva-bhūtāṁ mahā-bāho yayedaṁ dhāryate jagat

In the previous verse, Lord Krishna expresses the lower aspect…

After giving it a lot of thought, I really wanted things to be better. Why do I get the feeling that this is not what you want? Am I failing you again? I was not healthy and I made a choice that affects both of us. Sometimes I feel like you can never comprehend that. A relationship isn't just Love. Love isn't enough to be in a relationship. Can I even say that the cause of it was because of you? I don't want to blame you. I have accepted that fact. There are three truths in the universe. Your truth, My truth, and The Truth. I worked really hard to get better. For myself. But maybe you don't see it. Maybe I have hurt you to the point where you won't believe me. And that's okay. It will take time.... yeah I am hoping you will come around and maybe you won't resent me. I can tell you do. I’ll carry on this hate. What else can I do? I care about you a lot. I'm not afraid of being alone. I've been alone for a long time. I know what being alone feels like. I'm afraid of losing you. You are my best friend. But I guess it's not mutual. Haven't really heard you say that I am your best friend. What am I do? Chuckle at the pain?

 Hello, darkness my old friend. Let's walk this path together. You cannot beat me For I have fought you in many battles. I have won some and lost some. Let our war continue my old friend. 

-TE

I don't know if you know this but, I'm still going through the motions. I know what I've done, and I'm keeping my word in terms of me getting better. I need you to do the best you can, yes I know you are. But it's simply a reminder, because I care. I need to focus on me, when we were together, I didn't. I'm working on it. I'm Being good. I'm doing good. To improve my self. I'm meeting new ppl who I enjoy talking to, more than what I had. I have hope that there are people out there who can make me think. I'm being given what I wanted, what I needed.

Thank you Universe for giving me the opportunity to to.

Where to Begin...

To start off, I am just a typical college student. I go to Classes, Eat, Sleep (sometimes in those very classes) Work, watch my Shows, read my Mangas, Poop etc etc.

To start off the new year, I said to myself. "Hey, think its time to do something a little bit different this time... but what?"

To start off, I always have trouble finding ways to cope with my "feelings". I've tried writing it out, but it took too much time and I know I WILL lose it later on. Why not adapt and lead to something much more... techy.

To start off I would like to say that this Blog that I write about is really just for me to transport my feelings and thoughts and ideas and what not and expand them onto a platform that I can see later in the future. However if one of you is reading this and find it in someway or form amusing, or interesting, or gives you an idea you needed, then "yay!!" Two Birds One Stone am I right?

Lets Get Started Shall We?

-TE