But no more stalling this time!! It's summer break right now, i don't even go out, so i have more than enough time to practice. So what i am going to do is go ahead and TRY drawing something EVERY. DAY.

And i know i made this claim a bunch of times before, and i didn't really stick with it, but this time is different!

So the first thing i want to do is design a fursona!! I wanted to have a fursona for like... forever! But i always get that "ew you're a furry that's cringe" so i just back away, but those times are gone now! But i still have one problem, i have no idea what animal it should be, it was always a toss-up between a fox, a hare or a cat (ik the most not unique choices out there but i think they're cool), so i decided to have a poll!

I can't sleep so you know what? We're doing this now, the fallout be damned. I'm tired of hiding. If I'm going to live in this world and worship Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ, I'm going to do it as me and no one else can take that from me.

I identify as asexual and agender. Basically, this means that I don't experience sexual desire and I don't identify as being a man or a woman. I've tried to tell myself differently my whole life up until a few years ago when I learned that those things even exist and suddenly everything about my life made sense.

You can't say I didn't try to talk myself out of it. The church said what I was feeling was false - that it couldn't be true. Heck, there's even an entire revelation called the Proclamation to the World saying that it can't be true. But that can't tell me how I feel and I'm tired of fighting it. You can believe whatever you want about me, but I don't care.

I'm embracing these parts of me in front of a world that may or may not value me after this. Heck, I might even be jeopardizing my chances of getting a job for posting this weird stuff. If it does, I'm glad. I'm not hiding any part of myself any longer.