#lhq.task

❛ — slasher reactions! ❜

on your sideblog, take us through your reaction to the news that the “executioner” is back and targeting celebrities and personalities once again and more importantly, your reaction to getting an e-mail from this person. did you immediately believe it was real or do you think someone is trying to mess with you and convince you that you’re a target? did they tell anyone? are they planning on keeping it a secret? how did they feel? now is also the time to establish whether you were here last year when the executioner was tormenting hollywood, or if you saw it all happening but weren’t a target last year. this task can be done in any form you’d like, whether a regular text post, a journal entry, a self-para of your muse watching the evening news or getting the e-mail. 

SOUTH AMERICA 2021

power of the high

10 ¢

it follows

true love

fountain of youth

kill the sun

acid rain

dear diary

shadow moses 

teardrops

can you feel my heart

parasite eve

itch for the cure / kingslayer

sleepwalking

doomed

1x1

follow you

nihilist blues

Hey Famers, please give the following starters some good old TLC!

Lucy Hale

Charles Melton

Jon Bernthal

Kim Hongjoong

i think i’ve accepted nightmares as a normal occurrence for me at this point in life, but the terrors were letting up. 

i used to find myself awake in some random spot in the house, different from where i remember myself falling asleep, and after some investigating i found it was due to sleepwalking. i’d also be sweating and breathing pretty heavily when i woke up in the beginning as well. all of the nightmares... i’d usually remember them vividly. thomas was always in them when it started; in fact he was normally the only relevant character, other than myself and the person killing him in front of me. eventually some other family members gained starring roles, and jack, rian, zack... this was all within that first year of the robbery. it got better once i could move out of that house and into my apartment and it’s definitely still a problem, but less of one.

i wasn’t targeted last year but i remember hearing about it. about the psychopath going around killing “impure” celebrities. i wanna believe this is just some hoax, that maybe some lowlife internet troll got ahold of my email and sent me that... message. i don’t consider myself on the more secretive side of the industry but i have my personal stuff that i don’t tell people. everyone does. how does that possibly mean i deserve to die, though? that any of us deserve to die?

if it is real though, and someone is really looking to get me... could that be? it doesn’t feel real. i hate thinking about dying like that. when thomas was killed it fucking ruined me, but it never made me wanna die. run away and live in some cave under a mountain and never see anyone again, maybe, but i didn’t wanna die. i don’t wanna die. at least... i don’t think i do. 

all this to say, i had a terror for the first time in months on wednesday night. i flew to LA to hang out with jack and finally just get out the fucking house, and it’s ridiculously comforting to have him with me, but for some reason my brain just... ugh. it’s so fucking sickening and i can’t stop thinking about that email. i can’t fucking die like that. to be so dreadfully lucky to be alive after my fiancé was murdered, just to be killed too? what a damn joke that would be. all i’ve wanted to do since thursday was stay drunk and cry. which i guess isn’t really new.