"Paging through fashion magazines and scrolling through Tumblr became the antidote to the loss of control I was feeling. I was captivated by this aspirational, escapist lifestyle, and by the fantasy of the fashion shoots I memorized. I was obsessed with curating an aesthetic representation of my emotions on Tumblr βΒ combining Lana Del Rey lyrics and Sylvia Plath poems with moody imagery and heavily reblogged GIFs. I thought I was seeing a world that was an antidote to the mounting inner discomfort of my adolescent life."
Bee Beardsworth, Why I Quit the Modelling Career I'd Always Dreamed Of
















