pov: the experienced of being let down by a friend
In the unpredictable rollercoaster of life, there are few blows as disheartening as the experience of being let down by a friend. It's like navigating a maze, thinking you've found a reliable companion to guide you through the twists and turns, only to realize they've left you stranded at a dead end.
Picture this: the sun is shining, birds are chirping, and life is humming along as usual. You and your friend have shared laughter, secrets, and countless memories. There's an unspoken pact of loyalty, an understanding that no matter what, you've got each other's backs. But then, out of the blue, the script flips, and the trust you once took for granted crumbles like a sandcastle swept away by the tide.
The initial sting is a blend of disbelief and disappointment, a bitter cocktail that leaves a lump in your throat. You replay the events leading up to this moment, desperately searching for a clue, a sign that could have warned you of the impending betrayal. It's like sifting through the ashes of a burned friendship, trying to salvage something meaningful.
What makes it all the more bewildering is the contrast between past camaraderie and present betrayal. It's as if you were handed a script for a feel-good movie, only for it to take a dark and unexpected turn. You find yourself questioning the authenticity of every shared moment, wondering if the laughter was genuine or merely a façade.
There's a certain vulnerability in friendship, a willingness to expose your true self to someone you consider a kindred spirit. When that vulnerability is met with betrayal, it's akin to having your soul laid bare and then trampled upon. The disappointment is a heavy cloak that wraps around you, making every step feel like an uphill battle.
In the aftermath, you're left grappling with a whirlwind of emotions. Anger simmers beneath the surface, a fiery reminder of the breach of trust. Hurt, like a persistent ache, lingers in the corners of your heart. And woven through it all is a thread of sadness, mourning the loss of a connection you once held dear.
Yet, amidst the wreckage of shattered trust, there's an opportunity for growth. It's a harsh lesson in the impermanence of relationships and the fallibility of human bonds. As you pick up the pieces, you may discover a newfound strength, an ability to stand tall in the face of disappointment.
Life, with all its unpredictability, teaches us that people are flawed, including ourselves. It's a reminder to approach friendships with a blend of optimism and caution, understanding that while some companions may falter, others may surprise you with unwavering support. The experience of being let down by a friend is a chapter in the book of life, a chapter that, with time, fades into the background, making space for new connections and the resilience to weather whatever storms may come your way.
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It took me a while writing a new one, though I have so many things I have written in my mind since then..
I realized, I was so heart broken with a guy who never became my boyfriend. Pursued me and yet left me hanging. This was like 9 years ago. I did not know, it was my first real heart ached just until now. Looking back, I still have that question “why?”. Although I know how to contact him and all, I still chose to close that chapter. That chapter that could not have an ending. (No regrets, believe me)
Where is he now? He is married long time ago. Almost a month after we were still communicating. I found out, his girlfriend was pregnant by then. Mind me, it was like three months after he stopped pursuing me. The fourth month he got married, it was February (just do the math).
I felt a little cringe, teary eyed and a bit angry when I remembered. But then, I believe that God removes those people who are not worthy in your life. I felt broken (maybe) remembering and it affects me quite a bit knowing I am still single. How could this be God’s plan?
He was a gentleman. When I think of it, our past, somehow I grin. He speak to me like he needed to explain even if he doesn’t need to. He made me wake up early in the morning for a breakfast date. He never forgets leading me to the car. He adjusted in my work shift, knowing he was working in a government embassy that time. When everyone knew we were dating, people kept saying that they were rooting for him or me rather?! He was very careful. He even drank the rice wine served for me from his seniors. I guess he is afraid of me getting drunk. He was so good and nice. Until one day, after that breakfast date... he dropped me off and he drove out and never heard anything from him after. Three days had passed, he wanted to explain but... I have given up. I shut my eyes and ears and resume to what we called life.
So, did someone left you hanging as well? If I were you, grab the opporunity to listen if ever he or she will explain. And then decide. For me, I should not regret anything at all, I have chosen to shut it. To closed it. To end it. But you know at times, as you wonder and remember, you cannot avoid thinking about these things. Things that you almost regret.
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The unspoken one
who wants to burst out but all it can do is cover up.
Can’t you feel this heart it is beating fast?
It beats for you and will never stop.
Everything what we had
Endless travels and singing songs out loud
you made me happy, you used to have
Perhaps you were my ‘someone’ but somebody else’s now
Would you tell this when it’s too late?
When I’m about to give up but you’re about to save.
Maybe all of this is better left unsaid
Please hear me out I don’t wanna be friends.
I see you come
and then see you go.
It seems I’m used to that for so long
You gave me this butterflies
then left me questions,
nothing less, nothing more
you needed me, but not for long.
Perhaps,
you are my ‘someone’ but made me somebody else like before
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Early morning exchanges like these still delight after 25 years together, especially because I just knew where she was perched. One floor below but a world away. A true smart home would’ve solved this dilemma by now, non? 🤔 . . . #livingtogether #happilymarried #thelifeweshare #instapotty #lefthanging
