did u know @lazaruscomplex is actually so fucking amazing? listen, listen, i could ramble about tyler for literally six days and the last three would just be me saying âi love him so muchâ over and over like a broken record while crying. itâs very gay.  TYLER, MY BOY, MY WRITING OTHER HALF, MY EVERYTHING,  THIS IS ABOUT TO GET VERY GAY BUT THANKFULLY: I AM A HOME OF SEXUAL AND CAN HANDLE WRITING THIS.
tyler, my dad, my valentine, my love, my iâm running out of different names for you, my babe, i love you so fucking much. weâve known each other for over two years now? probably? who knows ( perception of time? donât know her. time isnât fucking real linda. ) and having you in my life has !!!! been a fucking honor , thtâs gay but true. youâve dealt with so much of my shit for that long and dealt with my writing back when it was fucking TERRIBLE, not saying itâs completely ace right now but it was ... it wasnât great but you still loved me and my characters!!!! wanted to explore universes with them !!!!Â
god, donât even get me started about your ability to word build? i think this is why your ocâs always seem like ... people, living things, natural creations rather than just fictional characters, because you have this ability to build an entire universe from nothing just with your mind and i love !!!! when you rant about your ocâs, your charâs and how they all intertwine into this big picture that has so many small details. i donât know how you do it. i donât know how you manage to build characters from borderline nothing and make them their own universe in a way that has me wanting to know everything every step of the way.Â
BOI........... UR CURRENT UNIVERSE YOUâRE PLANNING OUT W/ THOMAS AND REYES STILL HAS ME FUCKED UP. IâM BARELY EVEN INVOLVED AND IâM EMOTIONALLY INVESTED. I JUST WANT MY KIDS TO BE OKAY TYLER, I WANT THEM TO BE OKAY.
iâm getting off topic, of course i am, iâm me. word vomit is my forte. anyway: iâve seen your writing develop so fucking much... how talented you are in putting fucking words together to form fucking art ( yes, your writing is art. fucking fight me? fight me. ) in a way that has multiple times, made my gay ass cry, yes, cry. eyes leaking salty liquid because iâm WEAK for YOU ya ASSHOLE.Â
youâre so fucking nice, youâre so honest and nice and amazing and you mean so so so much to me. iâve made so many ocâs and youâre actually invested in their development and make characters to BUILD off of mine !!!! just to build !!!! a world with me !!!!! you have no idea how much that means to me, to have you always there willing and wanting to write with me and !!!!! god i love how excited i get for our threads and itâs because itâs with you and i get to hear about your characterâs from you not just from threads.Â
i got to see the development of cam greenberg built from an oc i made only because i hated the name aaron ( itâs so selfish, why two aâs? it looks so extra. what the fuck. ). i got to see you build your writing into what it is today which is something youâd call a mess but you can get fucked because i fucking love it and i always will.
anyway: enough about writing, letâs get really gay. tyler youâre one of the most honest people i know which helps my anxiety a lot and iâm so grateful !!!! that youâre so fucking nice to me !!!! youâre so encouraging and supporting and youâre such a constant in my life and we can go days without talking but itâs okay because i know youâre always there and iâll always be there for you in the same way.Â
like my !!! person all the way in fuckinâ america, wyd there, come live with me, ok thnx. youâre so resilient and you deal with so much shit and you keep on !!!! going, iâm so proud of you. iâm so fucking proud of you. iâm so proud to see who youâve become, to hopefully get to see who you do become, iâm just so proud of you. iâm so thankful to have you in my life, thank you for staying, for talking to me, for dealing with my shit, for writing with me, for being you in a way thatâs made me love you so fucking much.
THROW IN A LK SELF PROMO OF MY POETRY BUT LETâS SEE THAT RLY FUCKING GAY POEM I WROTE ABOUT US, YES, A FUCKING POEM, HOW GAY CAN I GET:
i hope we are the universe, i hope weâre something beautiful, i hope weâre never-ending,
i hope we define becoming infinite.
i hope they love us, or maybe envy us.
i hope they know that a constellation of stars is just burning love and thatâs what we are.
i love you so much, tyler. i look forward to having you in my life for as long as youâll have me.Â
yours sincerely, your valentine.










