#lasya

i know bro i know 💀 and like. honestly out of all the deaths so far, this was the only one that felt . in a fucked up way, beautiful ? both of them complete equals and both of them finding some kind of weird comfort in eachother, on equal standing and being completely straight forward and honest to eachother till the very end …. jiyeong’s death, although messed up and heartbreaking, also felt … idk… not as disgusting ?? because in her final moments it felt like she had finally found something she’d been looking her whole life, a place to belong. she found that in saebyeok, from the moment they strangely felt themselves gravitating towards eachother,,, idk i adored what little we got of their dynamic so much, i adored the contrast in their personalities and how free and unchained jiyeong was and how anchored and cautious saebyeok was ,, both of them spending their final moments just talking whilst everyone else is losing their mind over some fucked up game, even though i could kinda guess jiyeong would die, their entire 30 minutes felt so peaceful ??? it’s the ‘what if’ and how short lived their entwined fates were that fucking kills me…. just imagining if they met outside this stupid game,,, in a better place in better circumstances … they rly could’ve been that annoying duo huh .

One of the most beautiful concepts of Hinduism is the balance between Tandav and Lasya. This concept explains the harmony and the seamless coexistence of the masculine and feminine energies

Tandav is the masculine dance of destruction associated with the primordial male deity Shiva. This is the dance of destruction. It is fierce and it's rhythm arises from chaos.

Lasya is the feminine counterpart of Tandav associated with Devi Parvati, a calm manifestation of the primordial female deity Shakti and consort of Shiva. It marks creation and it's rhythm calms the tempest caused by Shiva's Tandav.

Their coexistence is shown in instances where the Shiva uses the calming power of Lasya to calm Shakti's raging Tandav. When Shakti in the form of Kali bursts forth in all consuming rage, dancing the destructive Tandav, to destroy evil, she loses herself in her bloodlust. The universe shakes in fear of the impending doom till Shiva intervenes and brings back order. His role then represents Lasya.

SO JAAA

I just finished learning Hindi . I NEED TO RELAX FOR A BIT BEFORE WAKING UP AT 6 IN A FEW HOURS . and I woke up at 12 today so-

GOBIIIIIII

I'm staying home alone today

But with my brother whyyyy

I don't want to take care of a 4th grader

OMG HOME ALONE MUST BE FUN

just like give him play doh or something and do whatever you want to <3

Sometimes I genuinely wonder if anything is permanent. But if there's one thing I know, it's that my love for you is permanent. Nothing whatsoever will ever change that.

I've something to say: You are the cause of my Euphoria~

I love you, H. Happy Birthday 💜

and yes, I remembered

Oh man, I didn't expect to start the day crying but here we are🤩. On a more serious note, thank you so much for always being there for me and I can't express in words how much you mean to me. You're one of the most precious, amazing people that I've ever met and I'm so so so glad that I've had the pleasure of knowing you and being your friend. I love you so so so much and I want you to know that if a person has ever come close enough to becoming my magic shop, my definition of home and comfort, it's you💜