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In the beginning, his creation finds new ways to make Victor feel pain.

It is not enough to snap his fingers or break his nose, stabbing Victor through with any sharp implement it can find, but now it finds fascination in breaking Victor’s limbs clean in half and watching as his body heals itself, how his skin knits itself back together after his bones poked through. 

Never a mark left behind, creator, it says, stale breath warm on Victor’s cheek—its hand is in Victor’s chest, his palm against Victor’s heart, fingers tangled in the ventricles, cupping the organ, but not squeezing, not yet—no matter how I break you, you never scar, you’re never marred, even immortality is kind to you.

It slides its hand from Victor’s chest dripping with Victor’s blood, encasing his hand like a glove, deep maroon so dark it was almost black, shiny in the fragments of moonlight. It cups Victor’s face in its massive hand, covering one side of Victor’s head; his own blood is cool and tacky against his skin, soaking into his hair, leaving a handprint on his cheek. The wound punched through his chest closes, his ribcage rebuilding itself as his creation stares down at him, waits until Victor’s skin regrows, smooth over his chest, the pinkish stain of his blood the only indication anything had ever been amiss. 

A growl rumbles low in its throat and Victor is shoved away, stumbling before he catches himself, keeping his footing. You might as well rip my heart out, you beast, end it! Victor yells, feeling his fangs sharpen in his mouth. Unlike you, I can die. 

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Also asked by @ladyculebras!

14 ⧽. is there anything outside of your normal content that you want to write?

At this point I've written a lot of different genres and covered a lot of different ground, so I'm sometimes not sure what my normal niche is! But for something I haven't written or don't usually write, I like the idea of writing a murder mystery or thriller, or an original romance novel. I'm not sure I have good enough ideas at this point to carry a mystery/thriller story or compelling enough OCs to write an original romance, but someday I'd like to try my hand at it.

Misty ships:

Nat - comedy duo of s1! Adult Misty has this very intense dedication to and admiration of Nat which is very funny because Nat finds Misty kinda disturbing. And then teen Misty saving Nat's life by convincing her to let Javi die... wow

Elijah Wood's character (Walter?) - he and Misty are basically the same person, which is terrifying and hilarious. Keeping her out of prison by committing murder.

I've been trying to organize my thoughts and I've just decided to give up and you're going to get a random list of thoughts and feelings about this. Wincest-centric because that is how I roll.

→ If we are talking about a universe in which Dean is not born with the ability to get pregnant, then he lives with a lot of womb envy and a deep secret desire to be able to have a baby. This can be tied to his own gender issues aka transfem headcanons, but I think Dean sees it as a separate thing altogether. He just wishes he could create life and be pregnant. This could lead to him accepting Sam and/or Rowena doing a spell, or Amara gifting him with the ability when she thanks him, or getting cursed and seeing it as a blessing.

→ Dean craves fresh fruits and vegetables when pregnant with Sam's kids. His normal diet tends to make him nauseous and all he wants are fresh salads and light proteins and trail mixes. He is very pouty about it and makes jokes and complains and threatens never to do this again, but they both know he's bluffing.

→ Dean does feel self-conscious about his body at first, but Sam is really into him and keep touching him and grabbing him and being affectionate throughout that Dean starts to feel very adored and wanted. Dean likes the experience partly because of how open Sam becomes and hyperfocused he gets on Dean. So much body worship.

→ Both of them are freaky about Dean's changing body when he's pregnant. Lactation kink, mommy kink (where Sam is the sub), breeding kink, stetch mark kink, Sam touching and talking to the belly during sex, all kinds of new kinks for them to discover.

→ Dean leans towars names from film and pop culture, and Sam is more of a person who wants to name their kids after folklore and mythology, or something from literature or has a significant meaning. I don't think either of them want to name their kids after a dead family member or family friend, so no Marys or Johns or Bobbys. Their compromise probably ends up with a longer, more formal name that Dean can nickname-ify in a cute way.

→ While Sam would want Dean to go to a doctor and keep up on routine check ups, they're both kind of intense about their privacy and want to deliver the baby at home, with just the two of them present. Sam reads and learns a lot about midwifery in order to deliver their baby on his own.

→ Dean puts headphones on his belly and plays all his favorite music to give their baby an education in musical taste. Sam likes to lady in bed beside Dean and read to the belly.

→ Dean spends a lot of the pregnancy saying he'll never do this again, look what you've done to me, but after he gets very emotional about Sam holding their baby shirtless for skin to skin bonding that he's always asking to do it again.

→ They end up having a big family, or at least two kids. They couldn't really stop at one. Their kid needs a sibling. They can't be alone.

→ Sam doesn't know a time when he wasn't in love with Dean. He cannot remember a before or after. Sometimes he thinks he was born in love with him, born to love him, born to be his. He will wrestle with this for most of his childhood and young adulthood, but settle into it at some point and it will be simply a fact: his name is Sam Winchester, he has brown hair, and he's in love with his brother.

→ Sam loves hunting. Sam loves to research and to solve a mystery, he likes fitting the puzzle pieces together and finding a solution. He likes helping people. It just has to be on his terms and not mandated by anyone else.

→ Sam will always have a problem with authority figures, specifically ones that place restrictions on what he can and cannot do. The only person Sam has a desire to please is Dean.

→ Sam is constantly aware of himself: how he looks, his size, who and what he is. He tries to compensate for being large and intimidating by shrinking himself and presenting himself as non-threatening. He tries to act more kind, more empathetic because he knows he can be angry and vicious and wrathful. He tries to appear more human because he is aware of the capability for monstrousness within him. This creates a constant strain of repression that he struggles with through his life, always walking that fine line, trying to keep himself from snapping and giving into his worst impulses.

→ Sam's desire for normality was fantasy he created for himself to deal with how intrinsicly not normal he was. It was never something he actually wanted or craved, but something he felt he should want to keep what he actually wanted at bay.