Jul 23
Laying down in bed with all the horrors and despair tearing at my brain but it’s okay bc I have kitty eeping at my feet
Lil motorcycle
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Laying down in bed with all the horrors and despair tearing at my brain but it’s okay bc I have kitty eeping at my feet
Lil motorcycle
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intense melancholy. here we are
me: I think I have OCD
Ren: Lady we have this conversation every 2 weeks YOU HAVE OCD
Me:.......... but what if i don't-
Leave me alone oh my god
Let go of me already this is insanity
i'm not the one who needs therapy at this point ITS ALL OF YOU _(:3 」∠)_
for your information yes i am INDEED starting therapy again bc my doctor came back from his long break so WOOO me i guess!!! we're doing it hoes
I am sick of living in people's minds rent free I am begging you I am not worth all that..............
Having alters is (not) all fun and games when one of them is the "evil" one and then she gives me terrible thoughts that make me question reality and everyone I love LOOOOOL
The paranoia is strong with this one
And the bpd
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Paranoia is making me post this but
If you have any issue with me, whatever it is, and you’re up for talking about it in a civil manner PLEASE tell me in a dm or ask
I am unfortunately kinda dumb with social behaviors and codes sometimes so I can be not aware of some things I do or have done in the past (the autism is very much real in this house)
I genuinely want to make friends and acquaintances and feeling as lonely as I do sucks because I then hesitate to try and talk to people out of fear
It’s even worse when I feel like people talk behind my back and I can’t evrn have the chance to defend myself
So yeah just… tell me if there is an issue I can fix vsksdvsjsb _(:3 」∠)_
everything is going just according to my finely laid plans please i can't bear to watch it slip away its all too much for me can it stay like this forever
the lady: and the worst part is after calling me a weakling in its revised tier list it posted about how it missed me and wanting to sync up our sleep schedules and its in bed right now! myself: i do not care the lady: and i can't even post about those feelings because i don't want a combined audience of like 13k people to see my real interpersonal feelings myself: i do not care the lady: so can i use your blog to vent about it myself: i will compromise to keep your fragile pride safe, little lady the lady: [extraneous fussiness omitted]