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FRIDAY SUNSHINE! #nostalgia #girlieshow #saracox #ladettes 💅🍻🍺🍻

I was in Spain with school, and I was having the time of my life <3

I'm missing Sunderland waaaaay too much. Since I've been home, so all summer, I've seen the girls once (and when I say the girls thats only 3 of them 'cos thats all that bothered to turn up), the big group of lads and ladettes that I hang out with once (but again only half of them as the others can't be arsed or can't make it etc). And then I've seen my bestie once cos she's now gone back to London (though we are in the process of organising a trip down so I can seeee her again!) But because of all this, it's made me realise just how much my friends up North mean to me. I miss them like mad, and the straw that broke the camels back with my lads and ladettes back home, that made me realise maybe I'm not wanted around here much more, was that several events recently I haven't been invited to... for example the mongolian lots leaving party (apparently it was an accidental mistake), ok... forgiven, then a week later an evening round one of the lads playing poker, blackjack etc... I got missed off. And now come dine with me - and again I got missed off. And once I got added on by someone who realised, one of the others asked wtf other people had been added. Makes me annoyed and upset tbh cos i thought this lot were my best friends, when in fact it seems I don't mean so much to them. Makes me think about migrating North for the rest of my life more and more often. Much friendlier people, none of this two faced shite and most of the people I love are up there. I've spent more time with the boyfriend this summer than anyone else which is worrying because he lives further from me than any of my real best friends. O and whenevr I try to organise something, like a night out, or a meal out, or a local drink down the pub - it doesn't happen. Feels like they're tryna tell me something. Gutted for me :( Take the punches, and rock and roll on with life I guess.