for a minute, you see red. your blood boils, and itâs as though the sound of it thundering through your veins blocks all other sound. gray eyes are locked on akechi, their usual warmth -- perhaps ironically, given how you feel as though youâre a volcano about to erupt -- faded and cooled. only ice remains in your gaze, and it takes all you have not to reach out and deck the bastard.Â
  you are not difficult to love.Â
  thatâs rich, coming from the guy who took all you had to give and tossed it aside like it was nothing. not difficult to love, or not difficult to manipulate?
  and here he is trying to do it again.
âis that so?âÂ
  your voice is eerily quiet; youâre scared that if you let it raise above a whisper, all hell will break loose and someone will come banging on the door to complain about noise. ( though really, you donât care. they can complain all they want. )Â
âbecause if thatâs how you really feel, akechi, youâve got an interesting way of showing it.âÂ
  you seethe, fighting to keep some semblance of calm, but it fails. hands clench into fists, and you jam them into your pockets to keep from slamming them against something, even if that something wouldnât be the liarâs stupid pretty face.Â
âwas lying to my face for god knows how long love?â your voice has risen despite your attempts to stay calm. you feel a familiar fire from within, encouraging you to speak your mind and really tell him how youâve felt ever since that fateful day. no more reluctant âitâs fineâ when it really isnât for fujiwara hibiki. youâre better now. braver. stronger. you donât need hitomi to hold your hand or fight your battles for you anymore! youâve changed!
  you grew this strong from being around people who really care about you. your sister... morgana, ryuji, ann, yusuke, makoto, futaba, haru... even boss, mishima, and the others...Â
ââcause that really doesnât sound like it. i knew. i knew the whole damn time that you couldnât be trusted, and yet i couldnât stay away. i bet you laughed, asshole. i bet you mocked me every step of the way. every good morning, all those times we ran into each other-- hell, even the times we hung out. aww, look at fujiwara! heâs trying so hard to be my friend, itâs adorable. too bad iâm going to kill him the second the opportunity presents itself! how the hell is that love?! stop fucking lying to me!âÂ
  you break off for a moment to breathe, realizing belatedly youâre shouting now. well, so much for avoiding a noise complaint. whatever. your chest rises and falls rapidly, and you wipe at your eyes under your glasses to avoid tell-tale signs of anything other than righteous fury directed his way. he doesnât... need to know youâre still hurting.Â
  he doesnât need to know you still care. that even after all this... you still like him.
âi really did care about you, akechi. i liked you. all i wanted was to make you happy. the others would have given you a chance, too, if youâd have let them. sis was ready to accept you, too! you decided your revenge plot and time in the spotlight was more important than a better future for everyone. give me one good reason why i should believe you did anything other than lie to me and manipulate my feelings for you.â
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