#kyleneadorkable

By Kylene Adorkable

After our first kiss,

Each day I touch my lips and imagine,

Imagining your lips on mine.

And our hands intertwined.

I remember the street lights passing by,

My head on your shoulder,

You kissed the top of my head,

I closed my eyes and just felt the moment.

After our kiss,

I kissed your shoulder,

Inhaled your scent,

And closed my eyes wishing it won’t end.

The night was short,

But my happiness lingered.

I can’t wait to see you,

It's been a while since I've written in my blog. I have never felt such urge to write, besides right now. I have been so happy lately. I found someone who loved me so much more than how I love myself. I felt that I didn't deserve his love. Yeah we fought a lot, but what relationship doesn't fight. Our issues was always about trust, but I did all that I could so that he won't doubt me, but I lacked in my efforts.

In my 22 years of living I never went on a date with anyone who isn’t my boyfriend. Well, today was the first time I had a date. I asked him to hang, he asked if it was a date or should he ask his other friend along, and I told him it’s a date. Going on this date, I missed leaning on someone’s shoulders, I missed tha hand holding and the sweet little actions that goes with a romantic relationship. This date was anything but romantic, it was a casual date; foods, Harry Potter fan films and video games, I haven’t played any video games in a long time, and let me tell you, this was fun. Even losing was okay with me.