#kushl0rd

This is like…a lot oF the time in my house when I’m alone? Vids llike these make me laugh because the solutions to (most) of these kinds of problems are very simple for western ceremonial magick. Shadow people are nasty but they can be rid of.

I’m sure you inspire all kinds of passion chiro

Like you, I remember my dreams almost every morning; I often sift through them as I get up and get dressed, deliberately choosing to forget the ones that are purely nonsensical or not fun. But from the time I was very very young (I was seven or eight in my first memory of this, but in my memory it had happened before) I could control my dreams to at least some extent. I would often replay dreams or parts of them, or even enter the dream with what felt like intense deja vu -- I knew what was going to happen before it did. All of this still happens, though I get the deja vu/premonition more often than the replays now.

In my dreams, I am often aware that I’m dreaming, and I make dream-physics based choices frequently (”might as well jump to that other roof; worse that’ll happen is I’ll miss it and wake up” or “forget running from this thing, I’m arbitrarily deciding that in this dream, I can teleport. So now I can”, for instance). I also can read in my dreams -- I’ve written a poem in my dream and woken myself up to write it down, copying from the page in my memory; I’ve read a book and retained information from it; and I’ve read something in my dream and woken up with those words in my head only to go “Those words are nonsense; that’s not what it meant in my dream.” So that in the dream I had read the words enough times to retain that memory when I woke up, but I had also gotten the dream-sense of just a very different sentence. 

I’ve never tried to learn lucid dreaming or dream travel or anything like that because my dreams have always been like this and because frankly they’re fun. I play around in them; I write poetry; I have adventures. It’s also kind of exhausting to spend almost every night aware to some extent that I’m dreaming; there are mornings that I wake up feeling mentally like I haven’t slept, because it’s like my brain never went quite ‘off’ enough. 

I’m of the opinion brownies can wear blue eyeshadow and look fantastic :3 you have proved my point.

awwww ty!!

I’m doing excel winter session homework “I have to take this course so I can graduate” bullshit that requires knowledge of taxes that you should probably be doing FOR me…little miss accountant…ahem