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JENNIE KIM 💐

Kopp in New York

-Parentification. Senri at an early point of his childhood was robbed of his sense of being a regular kid and was forced to grow up too fast so he could take care of his mother's emotional needs. -The way he flops around and doesn't really knows how to take care of himself in some ways shows how Senri wasn't raised to take care of himself, rather to take care of others. He really has to figure some stuff out on his own and that's why he feels so happy he has Rima and Takuma that he can depend upon because raising yourself is such a difficult task. -Senri is honestly conflicted most of the time about how he feels about his mother. At one point, he cares for her greatly and is worried about her constantly yet at the same time he wishes he could abandon her and the responsibilities she places on him and finally get the chance to be himself for a change. -Whilst Senri was initially attracted to Rima because of her fierce aura, he fell in love with her because of the way she constantly is there to emotionally support him when he needs someone. -He always wondered to what degree his mother's ramblings about how terrible his father was were true considering her unstability, but after getting possessed by his father he understood the depth of the horror his father was. It traumatized him more then he lets on, because he's used to keeping his feelings to himself. -Rima is the primary one to help him on his issues with poor boundaries after the Rido incident. Being raised the way he was, he actually never developped proper boundaries as his mother overrode those constantly. -It's why Rima is so touchy about the Rido subject. She knows how deeply it hurt him and is trying to prevent him from getting triggered. -Senri's rakugo performances are one way for him to let go. He can just unwind and have fun whilst performing, which is something he rarely gets to experience. -He also has minor socializing issues because of the fact he was robbed of his childhood. Sometimes, he feels so out of touch with people his age that he honestly doesn't knows how to relate to them. -Whilst Takuma isn't as badly parentified as he is, Takuma was prepared for certain duties at a young age which is how he understands both Senri and his cousins, the Kurans. Senri honestly feels blessed he has someone who understands what his emotional needs are and once Rima came along he basically had his two support pillars to guide him into adulthood. -Whilst Senri never became besties with Yuki, they understood each other as family and Senri actually enjoyed the addition of having a cousin. -Knowing that Rido has had another child generally leaves Senri conflicted as well. At one point, he doesn't wants to open that well of trauma again yet at the same time he is curious about his sibling. Rima told him that she would be there for him if he ever decided to track down Rido's other child and yet again, Senri felt nothing but gratitude for having Rima at his side.

I’m so tired of these people thinking they are better than every else because the complain about it. Why can’t we be kind instead of trying to be good?