Today: 02.22.18
For some reason, I am very angry today.  I don’t know what caused it.  I can’t sense my tigger.  I mean everything is fine, from the outside perspective.  I just don’t feel fine.  I feel angry.  Very angry.  I didn’t wake up like this.  I was having an eh day, then it happened. Garnet! It started in my shoulders & neck.  A dull spread to my head and down my arms.  Once it got to my chest, my cheeks got hot & the tears came.  I hate angry tears.  They burn & sting. Like lava on my face. The whole time my toes are cold as if to try to bring me comfort.  Non was had.  I thought to go outside, but I fear that I will never travel home.  If I could I would just get lost in the wilderness.  I want my soul to breathe.  I feel trapped. Trapped in this body, trapped in this mind, trapped in this moment. Im just angry, today.
