#kiska

every time i see a character who used to be/is very violent but has hobbies like gardening, or bonsai, or anything like that i lose my fucking shit dude. like oh these hands drenched in blood have the capacity to raise life from the soil? to touch the tender heart of earth and draw forth something beautiful from it? they have the patience and the kindness to bring something good into the world rather than taking from it? it doesn't come naturally to them because they are made to be rough and not gentle but they take the time to learn anyway? to nurture? to care? haha thats so funny dude thats so cool. hope this thematically doesnt make me explode into a million little pieces if i think about it too long