#kinnbig

the dead do not speak -

neither to condemn, nor to forgive

Pete: Kinn, freshly showered, no shirt on

Big: I am 90% straight

Pol: Ken, tied up for training

Big: I am 80% straight

Arm: Chan holding a gun

"it should be me and no one else... you're killing me, so perfectly. i wanna be yours"

#kpappreciation

He has never liked Porsche, and he has valid reasons for that. Porsche arrived at the compound with a strange combination of vocal complaints over the rules and a smug, boyish grin that grated on Big’s nerves more often than not. He always had a sassy remark in response to most blunt critiques and a tendency to talk and do things without a single thought running through his mind. What has aggravated Big the most is that Porsche often looks good while doing it. He can be the most annoying person in the room and at least one person will find him endearing.

Kinn, mainly. It didn't start out that way, at least not outwardly. Kinn’s groans of exasperation turned into fond smirks. The fond smirks turned into small smiles. The small smiles turned into sneaking away with Porsche and coming back together with shit-eating grins on their faces.

Of course Big was going to take the bullet for Porsche. Kinn never even smiled that way when it came to Tawan. He certainly never smiled that way when it came to Big.

And Kinn never will smile that way when it comes to him, going by the rate Big is bleeding out. As Tawan shoots him a second time, the far-off possibility is cemented as an impossible fantasy.

It was probably always an impossible fantasy, but especially after Porsche entered the compound. Kinn will never smile like that over anyone else as long as Porsche is alive, and that's all because Kinn loves Porsche.

As for Porsche, he gets to stay alive and not bleed out in the same way Big is right now.